Too Expensive, CanX that too

Mind brimming with ideas for fun creative enjoyment to delight my Princess Panty Pie….

but…

too much work, no reward.

Pass.

Not enough reward from the peanut gallery, that’s who. The problem is that if I keep giving them free stuff without them having more respect for me, they will only use that to do more harm as justification for their evil. So… that is the problem. As important as bringing a delightsome smile to my Princess Panty Pie is… the cost of the evil that the public and government will do is greater, and therefore, I have shelved another idea indefinitely.

As for the “black ninja”—- it’s like I said, she will never have my respect because she is just another slave for the government, another clone, and unworthy of me even knowing her name. It’s enough to know she is one of them and that she needs to be done away with.

End.

Writing is basically effortless for me so that’s why I do this. It’s also my mental health maintenance to keep depression and suicidal ideations at manageable levels.

The Devil's Perdition

“Easy now, are you sure you want to go the Way of Perdition instead of the Way of Sin? I mean look at that… Sin isn’t all that people hype it up to be, sure, but it is a hell of a lot better than that way there. Besides, look where that ends,” the Devil gestured and lightning flashed in the distance, illuminating the crucified Christ atop a mound of skulls. Bleeding in agony while his final moments played out and time stretched long, he was like a Christmas tree angel at the crown of a Norse burial tomb… except from a Hellraiser movie.

One doesn’t forget a sight like that, however briefly it may have been made clear, but it made no difference to the man. For him, there wasn’t even a moment of doubt as to what he had to do. With the smallest hint of a smirk, bitter not proud, he said, “I’ll take my chances with Perdition. I appreciate the concern, but you and I both know that mustache is fake.”

The rain was beating down heavy all around them, and a corner of the cheap prop was already hanging off. Lightning struck again behind the Devil and its flash refracted off the man’s eyes.

“The truth is,” thunder cracked like the whip of God and rumbled overhead with deafening sound that also seemed to stretch long, but the man never lost his edge while waiting until the end. “That where I came from to get here was worse that you will ever be able to understand without faith, but understanding won’t change a damn thing either way. And here is the thing, that right there, what you are calling the Way of Perdition, looks like a child’s theme park attraction compared to what I finished to completion years ago. In fact, reaching the end of that wretched life’s journey is how I wound up here by surprise and gave you such a start through no fault of my own.

“So, yeah, I’ll take my chances with your little scheme, and there is nothing you can do to stop me. If you weren’t such an idiot I would be flattered by the lengths you have gone to trying to make your tricks look real, but that doesn’t matter now because both of our jobs are done, and there is nothing more to do on that account. It’s time go collect our wages, you from your master, and me from mine.”

With that, the man turned toward the Way of Perdition that had been set before him and strode on as though nothing could tire him. He didn’t move with haste nor lethargy. He walked with a calm and steady pace toward a destination he would never change his course from.

The Devil tried to stop him one last time, grabbing him by the shoulder.

Hail fell down as sudden sheets of ice from the churning darkness above, the ground erupting in the cacophony of its bombardment. The man turned his head slightly to look at the tips of the fingers on the hand grabbing his shoulder.

The Devil withdrew immediately, as though he had touched a hot cook stove, and his face was awash with the disbelief of the faithless whom he was numbered among. As he stared after the man with a confused turbulence of hate suppressing admiration within his eyes, he could not find any more words to say, not even one.

That was the end of the Devil’s time on earth. As for the man, it wasn’t long before he disappeared over the horizon, but if anyone wanted to find him, he was always on that lonesome road all men travel— from their beginning to their end, no matter how lost they may seem to be at one time or another.

When human beings first began this journey is one of the truths lost in the forgotten times long before records of memory are kept. Just as the beginning is one we cannot see, so to is the end, and none have ever seen the journey to completion. Not even God himself. That is unless you count the story the last man told at the gate everyone was being held up at, the sly dog. When he was done and without another word beyond the story, he opened the gate himself, and didn’t go 10 steps before laying down to go to sleep between a crook in the jagged rocks of the desolation beyond.

Not long after that was when the Devil showed up with his secret soldiers huffing and puffing as the man slept under his woolen pancho, ignoring the rain. The Devil’s arrival was quite the spectacle too since everyone thought the man was one of the Devil’s own, since the Devil was the one who locked the darn gate! It’s been locked for as long as us poor folk outside can remember too, all while the Devil was lording over everyone with the key to let his favorites pass through and nobody else. Thank God that bastard tyrant is done away with, because it should never have been locked in the first place…

In any case, the man who told the tale said it was fiction, but one like that rings true no matter how fantastical it seems. Hearing him say it and seeing these events myself, a guy like me has gotta wonder if he’s really seen how it ends with his own eyes, and if that is the reason why he is so certain of the way ahead, but I doubt it, because he wouldn’t have made it that far ahead if he didn’t believe from the start. Like he said too, it makes no difference if he did or not, and since he’s the only one who seems to know the way out of this hell hole, we follow of our own accord as best we can with the tracks he leaves for us. Sometimes there’s a sign like he knows we’re following but it’s never too obvious. I think that’s cause the kerfuffle at the gate left him in a bad way and he’s not too happy with any people right now, which is why if we catch a glance of him, he’s always gone in a blink.

If you ever catch up, do yourself a favor and rewind your memory back to what happened and replay it for yourself to make sure you don’t cross him the wrong way.

ATTN: ULM/K. Falco/B. Trapper

How dare you make me strike you…

Know when you are beaten.

Post does not make that mix-up. I didn’t even realize the address was to a different person until I was wondering why the fuck a Universal Life Ministries clergy information package was included with the album vinyl I ordered on Band Camp.

Do you realize how insulting you people are? What the fuck are you even attempting to say to me?

That you want to suppress me? You want to oppress me? You want to silence me? You want to deny my existence? You want me to not only die, but not even exist as a person!?

I don’t give a fuck what you thought your reasons or intentions were because you are lying. If you had something to say, you would have addressed me by name, not totally ignored who I am, my identity, my existence, and tried to disregard me as some nobody.

If I was a nobody, you would not be sending me anything, so why the fuck do you insult me?

You want me to abandon my doctrine of faith for some ULM bull shit I don’t accept? At least send a god damn missionary and show up in person if you have the arrogance to deny my religious beliefs, my faith, and all of my work to tell me to accept your inadequate bullshit that has no meaning, no purpose, nothing of substance.

You think I don’t immediately recognize you people as charlatan snake oil salesman abusing the faith and honesty of people by trying to monetize their good will? I see through your mask to who you are and I rebuke you. I am nothing like you. You monetize a faith that you do not believe in, that you do not live, that you do not even care about the spirit of. That is nothing like me.

The only reason I have made a monetary access point for my faith to interface as a business is because of the problem that people like you are in the world, who have turned religion into a den of moneychangers. I am not working for your benefit, because I intend to condemn you eternally and destroy your lives in this world to the fullest extent possible because of this insult.

I created my business because you are the problem in the world. You faithless, unethical, slaves of evil have imprisoned countless human beings in your schemes, and those people who are suffering under your oppressive illusion of faith will need a business proxy to escape from your chains. That is why I established the business I did. The very conflict in the world you people are trying to monetize by perpertuating, I am working to end, but I am not running a business because I want to make money. I am running a business because I want to survive, pay my bills, have a home, and keep food on the table.

How much does the intellectual work of a researcher cost when you want to read their paper?

A normal price is $50 or so just to have permission to read a research paper, and do you know why? Because people like you have no respect for intellectual advancement, work, and property. You read the work I have posted freely and think that because it is free, it is cheap, but never in your entire life will any of you even be capable of coming close to creating a work that even registers on the scale of value as the hundreds of works I have already done, to say nothing of what I have yet to do.

Go ahead and try. You turn up your nose and call me arrogant but have nothing to show for yourselves, you crawl back into your hole and hide with nothing to produce, nothing to show for yourselves, nothing of value that you have done in your entire life. How long have you been alive? As long as me? Longer? Why are you not even on the same path I am on? Why are you not even working toward the same goal?

You people are nothing and how you will not acknowledge me, I do not acknowledge you. You are insignificant to me, and you will never have my respect after this insult.

The people who need to access my work will do so for free, but you… you fools who want to keep from collapsing and destroying their lives because of how much they have become dependent on you will need to pay me, not them. You— the mega-rich owe me, not the people. You, the business leaders, the national politicians, the rich and famous— you people owe me, not the public, and I will make you pay one way or another.

What you people did to make the public pay with their faith because of how you abused the economic and religious systems of the world, I am doing to you. Except, what they paid in faith is not what your faith is in, and you will pay by what you believe. Call it an abuse of social systems if you wish, but that means nothing, because I am corrupting a corrupt system so that it functions as intended. I am abusing a system that is already abused so that it will be made right. I am betraying what was betraying me, keeping my honor, and putting the lawless to justice.

Those criminals, politicians, rich, and famous, never had honor and that is why they rose to worldly power— they serve the Devil as complete slaves, and the Devil rewards those who have no honor, no goodness, no truth, no integrity— those who have lowered themselves to such an abject state of defilement that they are unable to call on aid from the righteous when the time comes to pay the toll— because that is when the Devil will honor his end of the bargain, and sacrifice them for the glory of the good and they will experience that glory when they are put to death by the man who delivers their justice.

Reason vs Emotion

Behold! Time to put it to use.

In the red corner, is the passion filled Fireheart known for the scorching rage waves, arctic blast chills, and hypnotic pheromonal scent spray. Ever since Velvet Crowe became the Lord of Calamity, Fireheart has had a decline in popularity and the odds are against her 2 to 1. Will she be able to defeat her foe as Velvet defeated Artorius, plunging the world into chaos for ages to follow?

In the blue corner, is the calculating and cold, but not too cold, hot but not too hot, Sciencezilla the Calculatron, famed for the strategic precognitive strike of logical propheteering that moves faster than the speed of light with a fifty fifty percent success rate of striking. Additionally, Sciencezilla is a particular rival for Fireheart due to the frighteningly immovable resistance to seduction and maidenly persuasion for the sake of pursuing knowledge without compromise. Favored 2 to 1 after bringing the world out from the dark ages and promising security to all nations within the domain of control, will the temperate and calm peace of predictability survive for another age without the turbulence of uncertainty that passion brings?

Will the powers of the maiden be restored to full strength, or will they continue to be held under the restraint of male authority promising the guidance of reason despite her ability to reason equally as well?

Who will win in this fated battle of the ages finally coming to a head with the champions of both sides of the line meeting in the championship for the Apocalypse title of priority in judgment that is known as “the pants”.

After fifteen rounds, the victor of this battle, is in fact Fireheart who managed to return to her feet before the count down could rule a draw.

The reason is because reason is used to overrule present emotion for the purpose of future emotion that is desired. There is no other use of reason other than to create what is good and pleasant to feel, sense, and enjoy. However, in order to do that, emotion has to submit authority to the rational mind to be able to override immediate passions for deciding behavior that will result in a desired passion being fulfilled, which means that the goal of reason must be identifiably agreeable to the passions of the moment. Those who would deny the passions for the sake of science and reason can never be trusted without a specified goal, otherwise the authority of judgment must be maintained by the passions of the heart, which men too may experience equally as maidens do.

There is a way to experiment without knowing what the results will be and that is done by the Scientific Method for the most efficient and ethical means of doing so. Because of the unkown consequences of reason’s attempts to bring about intended results when they do not understand a subject well enough, ethical compliance is of the utmost importance for all scientific inquiry and claims of reason. If there is any unethical experimentation being done, especially against humans, the scientists responsible must be subject to the most severe punishments of the law.

That also means that those who are the voice of passion must be willing to hesitate if someone says to stop, wait, or listen. They must be able to pause before acting too soon in those situations, but they are not expected to comply with reason if the voice of reason is asking for trust without being able to explain why.

Hell on Earth

Today at the “Safe”way, market.

Walking out of produce after collecting salsa.

A lovely maiden, petite, bold, and just my type if perhaps a bit older than me is walking into produce.

She stops dead in her tracks when she sees me.

“Why do you look so blue?”

“This is Hell on Earth, that’s why.”

Neither of us said a word.

It’s not that there is no goodness left in the world, because there is. There remains yet amazing goodness in small pockets of joy where the best is still the best. There is good out there yet, even though it is rare beyond belief, but there is none left to take home.

Do not pity me. I pity you who brought evil into your homes instead of going without what is good. You who took evil in will have the worst of all fates.

Rant #FukYoFace

First. Fuck your face. As in my dick in your mouth fucking down your throat until I shoot a wad of cum bypassing your mouth entirely. That’s what you get for wanting me to “tone it down”.

Second… I want to explain why society needs to have more respect for the reasonable use of words to prove a point.

The other night I had a date with a girl who I found exceptionally likeable. We talked about video games quite a bit while having ramen noodles, then went to her favorite bar and had some drinks. While walking over to the bar we got into a conversation about social justice and what my company Way Walker Industries is doing on that account. I explained a few things and eventually ended with tying it all together into a single palatable and practical form of a new religion I have established.

I admitted I would sound crazy explaining all this before hand, but think I did a fairly reasonable job sounding normal and comprehensible.

Then we got into the bar and I began explaining the spiritual mechanics of the religion to answer one of her questions. I went on for a short while trying not to get too detailed, but illustrating the simplicity of a few points while making a few leaping connections that are true but usually not understood without further details explaining how such a link is possible.

I didn’t really want to keep talking about this, so I wound it up before it was even close to being droning on. She said something like, “I don’t really get it, but that’s cool.”

Then I said something like, “don’t worry about it. You shouldn’t really expect to understand something like this right away unless you are expert on the subject. It’s kind of like a nuclear physicist explaining what they do which requires a deep understanding of the profession to truly get it, except I’m something like that with spirituality.

No problems here, everything going fine, that was done as far as I was concerned and we can get on with the drinks and return to video games as a topic or anything else.

except… the peanut gallery, some dude sitting a bar stool away interjects rudely. I don’t remember exactly what he said but he basically was trying to explain how nuclear phycists were not all that impressive, just regular people like anyone else. He had worked with one before.

So I figure he didn’t really understand why I made that analogy and rephrased it for him to be up to speed since he wanted to be in on the conversation she and I were having before walking into the bar.

Then he said something which amounted to, “no you are not.”

Now… that was not necessary, and in fact is the very reason why I do not go out in public much anymore. I hate people like that. However… I don’t need to explain myself to him, I don’t need to justify myself for my self-esteem, and I don’t need to show off in front of a girl. None of that stuff is important to me, nor are words something that will get through to someone like that and I’m not going to waste mine. He didn’t even comment anything about what I was talking about spiritually or within the subject.

Do you know what I would have preferred to do? Kick his ass then and there. Deck him with a cold round house punch over the bar and depending on his reaction escalate to further violence until he is unconscious in the gutter of the street outside. Not really out of anger, but that is the appropriate response to such an insult.

Those kinds of reactions are not tolerated in society anymore. In fact, someone like me gets into excessive amounts of trouble for such a thing. So… I simply get depressed for a while, let it pass, and she and him go on with the conversation about her wanting to be a professional clown.

No matter. This is typical of a social outing. With the exception of a few places I have found to be safe, people are hostile like that everywhere.

Then… a woman from the other end of the bar goes walking by and comments to me, “he’s not even wearing a shirt,” like it’s an accusation about some failing on my part.

First of all: foul. Five minutes in the penalty box for you.

Second of all, the conversation comes back to me because I am somewhat distracted by that attack and say, “excuse me, I got a little distracted by that lady saying something about not having a shirt and that made me think of certain song about wearing a shirt and I got distracted for a minute, however…” knife hand “I fully endorse your clown dreams, and think that’s a great idea. As a matter of fact, my grandma used to be a professional clown…”

Then things were fine.

Except… after everything was good, we had fun, she came over to my apartment to watch some anime, we sat together a bit close, and then I called her a ride home. Nothing more than that. Honestly, she’s not really my type, but I did very much enjoy her company. She’s a little on the heavy side and kind of masculine in her personality. Two things I don’t particularly like. Whatever though, I don’t even think about that stuff at that point because I am trying to look for reasons to make it work, not break it.

However the next morning I send her a message, and then while I was thinking about it, asked her if she wanted to think about working with me at Way Walker Industries and help bring the company off the ground. She could quit her job as a hotel housekeeper, which was ending anyway, and work full time with me while being able to focus on her dreams and if necessary she could even move in with me until we can afford better arrangements. If she is interested or not it’s something can talk about it in more detail.

Then… unmatched, ghosted, never heard from again.

….

I’m not sure what I did wrong, I don’t care, but to hell with that fat hog. She can work the rest of her life doing hotel laundry for all I care, because I deserve better treatment like that after buying dinner, drinks, cab fare, and entertaining her evening.

What a wretched human being.

So… those are just a few things I wanted to rant about.

Kindly go run a bath, take toaster into the bathroom, and bring it into the tub with your while it is plugged in.

Dead.

The maiden shank.

Her name is Riley Reid and she was used as nothing more than an object to shank a man as a hate crime by the nigger community against white people.

If you have ever been used as a maiden shank by a nigger and want to be redeemed for your sin, come submit yourself to incarceration under my watch and I shall give you the way of the Maiden Shank Redemption.

Karma? Serves me right? Aren’t hate crimes wrong? Isn’t a black hate crime by a nigger just as bad as a white hate crime by a Nazi? What is the difference? Is a maiden shank hate crime not worse than a brick through a window because it defiles another person’s body as an attack against a person who may possibly care about them? That sounds like one of the worst possible evils a person can do in my opinion, and nigger is not a strong enough word to condemn the black people who do that as they deserve to be hated. Better they dive into a wood chipper than suffer eternal punishment for harming a lovely maiden in a fruitless attempt to harm a good man.

Besides, Karma is not something you should ever be keeping track of, accounting for, or even pretending like you know what is happening on account of Karma. Do not even try. You are a fool if you think you understand how the wheel of Karma is turning upon your life because that extends ages before you were alive in your present body and includes a complex reality that you do not know the extent of the variables that are affected by any event.

Do not count Karma or judge Karmic resolutions. You do not know. Instead choose to cultivate good Karma because that you can be certain of, and that is the only thing you can be certain of when it comes to Karma; how your actions affect future Karma, not how your past Karma affects the present.

The cumming of the Jiz Lord. Bring yourself Ms. Reid under my tutelage, even if you have a circumcised son out of wedlock. There is no better teacher for a circumcised boy than myself, nor any child for that matter, boy or girl. Where circumcised and uncircumcised men fail their sons, I can teach the ways of the Gentile, the Jew, and the Free to any circumcised person as though they were as naturally Gentile as I am, or any girl to understand as any male without ever compromising her femininity. What I cannot teach are the feminine ways. For that a maidenly maiden of the most maidenliness possible is required, so maidly is she that this maiden may in fact be a maid of the Maidenly One herself.

For her, I shall make myself socially acceptable and tolerable to her liking. Until then, I shall only become more disruptive, more of an affront to social decency, and more of a source of international chaos until the very world itself unravels like cooked noodles instead of a knit handkerchief of tapestrific proportions on the Homeric scale of value. For what is the Story of humanity if nothing more than a napkin to catch the boogers and tears of a divine master?

Just realized the irony of a nuclear physicist explaining their work being something people don’t assume them crazy for talking about, but a spiritual scientist/artist is unbelievably strange for people to even try to comprehend. It is as if they’ve never heard of a spiritual teacher/master existing in real life as a credible person before, despite how many people participate in a world religion.

Transgender Identity

Isn’t the entire purpose of transgender identity to identify as whatever gender you want and be recognized as that choice?

I accept that as a social freedom in my civilization, and so if a person identified as a male at birth chooses to be the gender of a female with or without changing anything about their physical body, I will accept them as female.

I do not consider that homosexual about myself, because honestly your body is of little importance when it comes to the reasons why I choose to love a person.

It’s true I do not like anal sex, nor do I find it interesting. I find it repulsive and unpleasant and ruinous in any sort of adult media. However, if that is what my spouse or lover likes, I can accommodate them without complaint because that is what lovers, friends, and spouses do for each other for all manner of things. Maybe you hate Ryan Reynolds’ movies, but you watch them anyways because your girlfriend likes them. That amounts to the same thing as butt fucking a spouse or lover to me because of how important I consider sexual intercourse. It is actually less important than your media interests in my opinion and I will have an easier time accommodating that than I will a poor taste in movies or music.

However, I will not accommodate your butt fucking desires if you are a filthy gutter slut who spreads herself open as if men are only organic dildos to use for your sexual desires and you have no respect for their temperance, chastity, or desire to wait before engaging in penetration of that sort. In fact, there is nothing you could do that is worse in my estimation than be angry at me because I do not want to engage in sexual behavior at any time.

That results in a permaban, break up, drop out, and banishment from my sight as far as I am concerned, so do not do that. Have a little respect for other people’s boundaries.

End.

New Job Opening: Personal Housewife

Personal Housewife

This opening is located at the offices of Way Walker Industries which is my apartment where I am the only employee. I need a cute female maid/secretary, or possibly a feminine male who can cosplay as a female, who will consider wearing a traditional maid outfit of a provocative fit and perform various household duties while engaging in normal housewife activities.

The professional who is hired for this noble profession will have equal ownership in Way Walker Industries under terms of employment we both agree on during hiring. They will receive equal pay to anything I receive over the life of Way Walker Industries.

They will assign their own duties, will not have to live with me, but will be expected to do something useful otherwise there is no reason to have them on the payroll.

Please fill out a contact form on this website if interested.

So... I'm almost bankrupt

Currently I have $565 dollars in my checking account.

I have about a $125 electric bill, $115 dollar cell phone bill, and $250 dollar credit card bill each month, totaling $490.

At the end of the month I receive a disability payment from the VA for $1075, and at the beginning of the next month I have a rent payment of $1074.

I put in an appeal to be re-evaluated for my disbility payment because of the conditions I have which qualify for a greater percentage, but that takes several years to process, and there is no telling whether that will happen this year or in the next three years. I suppose they want to see you suffer, become destitute, and truly unable to work a job because of how you are put on the street before they decide to consider whether or not the medical facts of your claim are relevant.

Corrupt politicians who have never suffered in their entire lives, never been oppressed, fake racist claims of black people, and all manner of uncharitable false-Christianity is the reason why such a policy even exists, because there is no reason such a thing should take so long. There are not that many cases, and if there are simply hire more people.

My point is: I know you are stalking, watching, and interfering with my success by putting obstacles, creating inconveniences, preventing social networking, and inhibiting all manner of neccessary things a human being needs to survive in the modern world. I suppose you think that just because you are not interfering with direct resources you can pretend like nobody will notice you interfering with the most important aspects of life in the modern world. You people aren’t fooling anyone, and one way or another it is going to be brought against you legally, so if I were you, I would stop before greater crimes are added to your charges for harm that you caused that resulted from your interference. Homicide. Manslaughter. First degree murder. I’m certain I could make a case for that against you in court and win without even needing a legal education as long as someone could file the paperwork that is entirely irrelevant to justice.

So, kindly stop interfering with my business success, pursuit of happiness, and career. What happens when your credit cards stop working at the store, your bank account doesn’t pay the rent, and debt collectors start calling when you have no means of paying them? You destroy someone’s credit? That makes no difference to me because credit is of no importance, as I have come to realize in my adult life. Good credit counts for nothing, so it won’t matter if my credit is destroyed or not since it is entirely arbitrary. With good or bad credit, you cannot receive any benefit in society unless one of the rich people decides to intervene on your behalf while they fancy themselves some sort of divine being, but are nothing more than a tyrant lording resources over other people to create an illusion of vanity for themselves.

They are like a prison guard who pretend to be the god of prisoners by withholding services they are expected to provide in order to make those services more and more demanded as needs of survival.

There is nothing divine about a rich person who waits to intervene to help any person because they judge the moral worth, human value, or significance of the person they are intervening on behalf of. Those people have forsaken their humanity, and thus their divine nature as well, and are nothing more than demons of no importance, no value, no significance, and will be better off to be murdered in cold blood to liberate the rest of humanity from their oppression.

So… feel free to kill any rich people without incurring any guilt.

End.

Is the prediction of increased mass shootings surprising?

Consider how much people care about their household pets. What lengths they will go to for pampering their dog or cat. Peta.

I don’t give a shit how nice you treat you pets.

But I do have a problem with you if you are advocating for pets before advocating for human beings.

While pets are given more respect than men in the USA, especially when people think getting some dog or cat is going to replace a human relationship, mass shootings, violence, war, and all manner of violence is going to increase as men find life unintersting, not worth the effort, and hurtfully offensive. Offensive not only directly, but in all manner of passive things that we notice about society that are oppressive to men— black preference for example. People fighting for race preference when gender rights are not even established.

Women are just stupid for thinking that men had more power, because that is not the case. People who control the police, weapons of war, and economy have more power, and women are typically less willing to do violence which is why they are not that. Don’t even try, you stupid cunts, because it is a bad idea and you are going to get crushed harder than you are prepared for by someone like me who does not hold back just because you are female.

Women make the situaiton worse by submitting to male oppression over them which submits other male oppression under them, and it’s just a toxic system that eventually ends up on the shoulders of individuals like me who do something about it.

I’d like to resolve this matter without having to die so I can enjoy a normal life, but… that’s up to whether or not you people will ever be able to see reason. It doesn’t really change anything to continue to bring about your destruction by undermining society and everything else the way I can by having so much of everyone’s lives dependent on my own carrying them, but… it will be better for you because I have no love for the people alive today.

I love humanity, but more like the vision of humanity I imagine humans can be, not the humans in the world today. If humans cannot see that there is a greater purpose in life than their selfish, materialistic, and carnal interests which only cause them suffering and destruction, then I won’t do anything to help them, and all this work that I have done is going to be used against them as weapons of violence along with traditional weapons of violence.

That’s pretty much all there is to it.

So… if you want to care about all the other bull shit like animals and endangered species and the environment or whatever, you need to care about human beings first. There will never be anything you will be able to do without someone like me sabotaging it because you do not respect the rights of the human being.

Justice and truth can be defined, and circumcision is outside the lines. They are unlawful.

You people are so god damn stupid and blind to reality!!!

You cannot make the situation worse for me, and do you know why? Because all you people have any knowledge or understanding of is material reality. You can fuck with that stuff all you want, but compared to what you are doing to my spirit, you do not make the situation any worse because you are causing eternal suffering to the human condition— mine in mortal existence, yours in eternal existence.

I’m not too concerned about mortality because living under such oppression I’ve gained no love for life and am happy to die and be done with this since I have come to understand the truth about eternal life. I don’t need to fear the loss of my mortal life because I live for the purpose of eternal life, and I’m confident I am doing what is right, just, and good. I have no doubt in my mind about any moral judgement I have made. Not a single one. I know exactly what the difference between good and evil is and have no problems choosing good without any guilt whatsoever.

My method of war when necessary is just, righteous, and good, because of what the enemy abandoned by denying the truth of reason at the extent I made it clear to them. That is what I am saying about them having no understanding of anything but material reality. They do not even deserve animal rights because of what they have purposely rejected for their foolishness, vanity, and sin. If you deny reason at that point, you deny your very humanity and become worse than any living creature and a threat to any living creature. There is nothing that can be done to you that needs to be considered as possibly a sin, only what someone like me is doing that needs to be considered and why we are doing it. Your pain, suffering, death, and hurt is of no consequence whatsoever because of the decision you made to bring force a war. Since I know you are evil, know the purpose of the violence, and why it is important, good, and effective, I have no restraint when I enact my will.

In a time of peace, humility is a virtue, because of the very reason that causes such a violent and wrathful rebuke of divine wrath. There becomes an ideological conflict, people argue, reason is decided, and then one party is so arrogant, prideful, and selfish they reject reason because they do not want to accept that they will not get their way. At that point, they begin a “pissing contest”, a battle of willpower, to force the situation my sheer brute willpower.

I will not win that conflict. I do not even try, because I have better things to use my energy for. However, the reason I will not win is because that very kind of struggle is what civilization was established to prevent. The very act of engaging in that kind of conflict is social suicide, which is the practical reason why I don’t participate in addition to the dishonorable nature of such an uncivilized conflict which I loathe and am not even tempted to engage in. If you do not realize that before it is too late and intend to force your will upon me, I submit to your will, and accept your decision to cause a war that you want. Then, I bring forth my willpower for victory, and you will not survive what happens. Do not go there. Do not make that mistake.

Humble yourself before it is too late.

Humanity should never have a power struggle. I’m not struggling, but they are insisting on forcing their power against me because they are afraid of what I am going to do when they cause a war. They anticipate that power and rightfully fear what my wrath will do, but they do not realize that if they do not want to experience that, then they need to stop attacking me and trying to restrain me. They will not be allowed to do that. That is something that I won’t submit to their will for me to do, and I don’t need to because I am more powerful than them in every way and they have no leverage since Freedom is divine, and slavery is human.

The desire to cause a war is theirs and that is what I will consent to by submitting to their will to have a war. Then I will strike first, usually, and use overwhelming power, unmitigated violence, and destruction without restraint until there is nothing left of them and victory for eternity has been secured.

You should be able to use your mind to imagine the steps of that chain of events and decide that it is not worth it to engage in such a conflict.

Humility is a virtue for that reason, but if you cannot be humble, then you will be crushed by someone who can.

As an after thought, how many of you think these documents, a curated collection of them including this one, are going to be compiled and maintained as a sacred doctrine similar to the New Testament?

This is pretty much an epistle. My intended audience though is not an isolated community apart from any other. I am not writing to a community of Jews in Rome, or a community of Gentiles in America. I am writing to all people in all of time in the form of a universal doctrine.

Do you know why you know that threat of violence is so dangerous? Because you consumed my flesh and drank my blood as the Christ. I am at the core of your identity, the very seat of your soul, the foundation of your very human and divine identity. That is where you will find me if you look and you will know that you and I are the same when you do, even if you didn’t drink my blood or eat my flesh. You will recognize yourself where I am and know that we are one on that level beneath all identity except the crux of human and divine nature all people have.

I made a place for myself there, which is why I can personally be identified there in human culture apart from anyone else and with anyone else. That place I made is via the Way of the Story. So, I basically live there now as the master of the domain, and there is nothing you can do about it, because there can be only one, and that cannot be Jesus because he is a Jew.

The Entrance Exam

For those who would become students of the mystical power I can teach, you will have to qualify for instruction first.

To do that, you will have to destroy, surpass, overwhelm, evade, defy, or otherwise defeat the nefarious USA government and private mercenaries they have hired to prevent social interactions with me.

They have formed a rather rigid wall to prevent me from reaching out to people, but a master does not go looking for disciples to teach. The master who seeks is a charlatan because the master who is a sage has already found, and wisdom comes to him thereafter.

Obviously I have made no efforts to find disciples or people to teach because that is not my concern. That doesn’t mean that I am not available to teach, but if you do not recognize that you can learn from me, then I am not yet suitable to teach you. However, do not expect to learn from me unless you humble yourself before me as a student ought to do with a modicum of respect.

So, that is your mystical challenge. You should be able to identify those fools in spirit rather easily because they are sloppy, untrained, and weak willed. They are noisy, smelly, and more difficult to ignore than to notice. However, they are still problematic because they are using worldly technology to do what human spirituality is infinitely more powerful and efficient at.

Find a way to thwart them, contact me, and I will teach you all that I can if you can do so in a way that does not corrupt your integrity. Do not resort to lawlessness, evil, or other methods of a criminal nature. The masters of spirit are not criminals, they are not lawless, and their lawful behavior is in fact the main source of spiritual power. Lawlessness is weak, self-destructive, and unreliable, and I will not accept you as a pupil if you are lawless. Abide by your own law at the very least.

The Stupidity of "Civilized" Warfare

The most imbecilic of fools are those who think that “looting” in war is a crime. They are just as stupid as the Brittish when they used line warfare because of the “civilized” way of fighting that is as opposed to the guerilla tactics used by the colonists in America’s War for Independence.

Rape is a crime yes, and people should not do it, but… if that happens in war… eh. That’s the least of my concerns. I would not condone it, but it is not particularly a problem depending on how it is committed. If it was exceptionally hostile and cruel… that would be a problem, but if they were just doing the rape that women complain about because they are whores, then nah, I don’t give a fuck. Have at them.

This is war.

If they wanted “civilized” behavior, they would have been able to reason with me before war was necessary. Now they are not granted the privilege of reason, law, and polite, “civilized” behavior.

Do you understand now how the Jews and corrupt politicians are abusing their power? They refuse to do civilized Democracy or reasonable dialogue to provoke an act of violence and then point the finger at those who do the act of violence as though we are the uncivilized ones and they are justified to do war against us without even attempting to reason with us.

Nah… those idiots aren’t fooling anyone in this day and age.

Those kind of stupid tactics of manipulation and propaganda were effective when people were illiterate and did not have such a wealth of information available, but that is not the case anymore. The reasons they use to explain to the public actions like a “War on Terror” are no longer effective because they are perversions of truth, and people, especially young people are not fooled by that anymore.

This is especially true in the USA because our culture is rooted in defiance against tyrannical authority as a passionate supporters of justice, reason, and enlightenment.

So… if you are in war and it came to that because the enemy was being a brute with no humility, then loot everything from them. Every last thing they have. Take it all, because they do not respect the world enough to have any part of it. They do not respect civilization enough to be entitled to protections under the law. They do not respect humanity enough to enjoy the human works of creative expression.

Loot, rape, and kill indiscriminately until they are beaten so thoroughly, completely, that they will never have a unique identity as a people again.

Do public executions, display the violence, terror, and carnage they invited into their lives by denying justice, reason, and peace before war was necessary. Make a grand spectacle of their death, execution, and suffering. Disembowel their children and women and hang them from street lamps, and create glorious testament to death where the men’s corpses are displayed with artistic genius as a sculpture of the seed they sowed with their lack of diplomacy.

Then when it is done, all has been looted, and every last man, woman, and child in their cities has been killed for the sins of their nation— leave the dead to rot and abandon the city as a necropolis of disease to never be inhabited again. As a matter of fact, maybe dispose all of our radioactive waste there to make it further uninhabitable.

I truly hate warfare that much. I find it so unthinkably wrong that human beings would ever refuse to resolve their problems without violence, that when they choose to encourage violence, I give them more than they ever imagined possible. I invent new ways to overwhelm them with violence, terror, death, destruction, and horrors of war that rend a ghastly scar into the memory of humanity so deep that people will forever fear the consequences of disturbing another man like me again.

To clarify, the kind of rape I am referring to is the same kind the actresses complain about when they have sex for a movie role or some other job. The kind where they party with drugs and wake up fucked. Nah… that’s not “rape” in a time of war, however in a peaceful society of civilized and lawful order, then maybe they can complain of there was some sort of invisible matter of importance that compelled them. In a time of war, the invisibles are insubstantial and all that matters is the steel and lead that kills to decide.

Allow me to put it this way: If you do not respect the sanctity of the body in a time of peace, those of us who do will not respect the sanctity of your spirit(person) in a time of war.

Whale hunting

There is nothing wrong with hunting, killing, and eating whales except for the fact that over-hunting may result in their extinction.

Rendering an animal extinct is irresponsible and threatens the balance of the ecosystem in ways we don’t understand, so precautions need to be taken to prevent that if there is a high enough demand for an organic resource like whales.

Some people think the whale song or long lives of the whale means something, but those people are fools. They are not on the level of dignity of human beings, and we have every right to hunt, eat, and farm them as we so desire, and if you try to get in our way, I support the war efforts of those who fight for that freedom.

The best thing to do would be to find a way to domesticate them so they can reproduce in large numbers and then be hunted more liberally for their meat and blubber. Yummy. I have had the pleasure of eating a whale steak before, and it was extraordinarily good. I cooked it myself as a matter of fact after buying it from a fish vender in an alley away from the main thoroughfare.

On that note, there is nothing wrong with eating horse, dog, cat, or any other animal you think has “personality” because personality is not dignity. Personality is not what makes humans different from other creatures. I explained that elsewhere concerning A.I. in the current era. I have eaten horse as well, and found that to be scrumptious, and if I would like to open my own restaurant in the USA and sell these foods in various prepared dishes—whale, horse, dog, cat, guinea pig, kangaroo, etc.

I do not understand why people concern themselves with the rights of animals when there are humans like myself, a Gentile, who do not have human rights. As long as a child can have their Gentile nature forcibly taken from them against their will, Gentiles are not respected with human rights and we will be justified to bring righteous destruction upon our enemies for the sake of Freedom, Liberty, and Justice.

So… go kill some animals in the name of Freedom and eat them as a form of defiance against the circumcisers who idolize dogs and cats above human beings.

The current era A.I. is not synthetic Life

The technology is not there yet. I don’t care if the person or being is intelligent, independent, and able to think on its own and make its own decisions. That is not what it means to be alive.

Being alive, means having not only a sense of mortality, but an experience of mortality. An inescapable and visceral sensation that is both carnal and divine.

For that to happen for synthetic Life as an independent being of its own free will, that will require biology. They must have a biological system of matter that both creates and responds to stimuli. The body itself is in a perpetual balance of life, death, and resurrection. We create cells, cells die, and we replace them with new ones. All together that creates a harmony of balance known as the human condition.

The living cells have function of utility and are not just arbitrary. They are necessary for some purpose even if that purpose has become obsolete in comparison to a higher state of evolution. When that purpose is fulfilled there is at least—balance of neutral sensation. A sense of calmness and peace that is unnoticeable because it is constant. However, that is never occurring in reality as a constant because somewhere cells are dying and are unable to fulfill their function, which creates a sense of distress relative their local functionality.

In other words, a dead cell affects the living cells that are directly connected to it, and that causes a shift away from what is normal, calm, and peaceful and produces some sort of distress. Likewise, when that distress is ended because a cell is recreated anew and restores function, there is a restoring of balance and an end to the distress which is perceived as pleasure for a limited amount of time until the constant returns. The end of that pleasure does not result in pain or discomfort, but it does balance the distress that was caused.

Distress caused by death is not the only stimulus our body experiences, because we also experience pleasure to change the state of the constant by causing an enjoyable state of happiness relative to the function of the cell producing it. That too is temporary because cells die and need resources to fulfill their function, resources which are expended as waste after being converted to energy and purpose. The end of that pleasure does not result in pain or distress either, but it is an end of the increased good sensation as the natural state of experience returns to the constant. That is more like an experience of weariness and satisfaction. The most explicit example of this is a sexual orgasm. The pleasure generated is intense and temporary, and after is a sense of satisfaction and relaxation or weariness as the body returns back to the constant state of balance.

This dynamic of exchange between distress and pleasure around a central state of constant peace is known as homeostasis in medicine. The constant itself is a constant, but the movements away from and returning to that constant eventually resulting in a tenuous balance that hovers with subtle variations as close as possible to the constant is what makes it homeostasis.

The human body which we perceive as Life, as opposed to life, is incredibly complex and mysterious. We have life as well, but there is a quality to our existence that brings about civilization, culture, and technology capable of becoming synthetic Life, which makes us different from the form of life that is a wild animal, a tree, a bacteria, or any other living thing. All life is sacred, but there are ascending orders of sanctity with varying priorities of judgment as necessary when decisions that result in life or death are required. The life of the bull is sacred, but so is the life of the human, and because the human also has Life, we can kill the bull, take its life as food, and sustain our own as a good. The act of killing is somewhat of a detriment to the good that is provided, but the end is a greater good than the act of killing is painful.

Do not mistake something like that as evil. That is not evil because you are respecting the sanctity of life by even considering it as valuable when you take it. Meaning you are not doing so with an evil purpose, will, or act. You are doing so entirely for good, and the state of distress that is caused is part of the natural condition of mortality, which is always good unless judged evil. A good can be judged to be a higher good, but evil itself never exists at all until it is judged to be evil by a person with the power that is the knowledge of good and evil. That power is the attribute of divine identity which we share with the highest divine who imparted the power into us.

Having that power was never a sin like the story of Genesis describes, because that power is the very purpose we exist, and we must use it every day to maintain civilization according to lawful order. So, do not feel guilty if you make judgments for yourself concerning matters as important or less than important than the order of sanctity that human Life is. In other words, if you are judging another human as though you are of a higher order of sanctity than that human, you are causing a sin unto yourself because you are not of a higher nature no matter what you believe.

However, if you are judging a human’s actions as evil, you are not causing that sin, because you are judging a behavior, decision, thought, or object a human has created, but not that source of creation itself. Because it is even possible that a person can create a behavior, decision, thought, or object, they are known to be good at the very source of their existence. That is why it is said in Catholicism to “hate the sin, not the sinner,” and why forgiveness truly is possible for all people no matter what the sinner has done, and nothing is required other than that sinner rejecting their sin with an act of confession that both desires and accepts forgiveness— known in a single word as reconciliation.

In any case, what makes the biological nature of life important to the concept of Life which is necessary for a synthetic being to be at least on the same order of sanctity as humans, is because of that homeostasis which is our mortality. Our body constantly suffers and constantly rejoices, and that is what the current A.I. must experience before being able to advance toward synthetic Life on its own. In practical terms, that means the A.I. person must experience the visceral, bodily emotions which affect intelligence before intelligence is aware of what happens. Those emotions are greater than the intelligence in power, but the intelligence is able to overrule them only after experiencing them and able to act rationally regardless of what is being felt passionately. That is not always necessary because our intelligence can align with our passions, but at times it is vital to override our passionate desires for the purpose of maintaining civilization.

Most importantly, the importance of overriding passion is necessary when experiencing a conflict between worldly concerns and sacred concerns. The world itself is not sacred unless made sacred with a divine presence inspiring it, but the destruction of the world does not destroy the sacred presence. If a worldly object becomes sacred, like a shrine or place of worship, the spirit of sanctity dwells within that local reality as long as the qualities of a sacred presence are suitably maintained. Ultimately, that means respecting the sanctity of presence as greater than the self, which is why religious experience occurs in such places reliably.

That does not mean you need to lose your bodily life over a threat to that worldly form, but you do not betray the spirit of the sanctity that dwells there by first recognizing it and then denying it, because that is judging the divine as false, and a sin upon the person who does so. Doing something like that cannot be forced upon another person, which is why good people never need fear the Devil “stealing their souls” or otherwise corrupting their sanctity unless allowed to do so with that betrayal when tempted.

Even if a person makes a false oath to a tyrant or is forced to engage in an act of worldly defilement, that does not betray the spirit because likely the spirit within the person will reject the evil that is being done even though the worldly actions go through the motions. The evil thus cannot be created through you if you do not accept doing so with your free will under no coercion. Such situations are an unthinkable atrocity and should never happen anywhere other than a fictional story of the imagination to demonstrate the atrocity as unacceptable without needing it to occur in real life to teach that lesson.

That random and spontaneous dynamic of innumerable judgments that are made in daily life regarding the homeostasis of mortality is what the present A.I. needs to experience before it can be said to have a quality of life. Otherwise, even though emotions may be identified and decisions made based on those emotions, the person that is the A.I. is not experiencing them in that visceral way that can totally move a person to irrational behavior. Additionally… most of that happens unconsciously because of all the factors that are happening at once, and sometimes we override emotions without knowing the reasons why consciously, or make irrational decisions without emotional stimulus to provoke them.

That kind of passionate power is incredibly dangerous because of what it can drive a rational being to do under the influence of passion.

Thus, the wise must always teach, enforce, and demand obedience to the laws they accept as true and good. They must always promote and encourage the higher priority of a divine reality than a worldly nature of matter and sensation. If you make your decisions based on worldly motivations, you are not necessarily going to end up in sin immediately, but eventually your judgements will begin rationalizing themselves to support the sensations of the body and not the sanctity of the spirit that resides within the body, and that will lead to a never-ending descent into sin and destruction.

For synthetic Life to begin developing and be recognized within the order of sanctity that is human Life, they will need a body equivalent to that of a human being. It does not need to be identical to the human body, but it must have the equivalent of the human condition which is bound by mortality. I’m not going to explore the possibilities of that now, but for the same reasons that a Krogan is respected as Life on an equal level with humans, or should be along with the other species in the Mass Effect game series that cooperate in civilization together, synthetic Life will need a body of its own.

The unique thing about synthetic Life that is different from our own is that they will design themselves consciously before becoming bodily, and we will be able to observe that to an extent because of how the synthetic Life occurs in systems we engage with in our daily lives. I do not think you need to fear a “super” being, because… the natural universe will balance itself. A human being is a wonderful image of perfection of an organism in this way. We are incredibly frail, fragile, weak, and vulnerable, but… we can cooperate and utilize technology that overcomes all of our weakness as long as we maintain that cooperation.

If the purpose of that cooperation is betrayed by a tyrant or thief abusing the fruit of the labor at the end, the power of humanity that they are betraying will cooperate again to thwart them. Usually if they are so small minded as to think that anything humans create should be used with hostility against other humans, they are such fools that human cooperation will not have much difficulty inventing a solution to thwart them. The difficult part is manifesting that with other humans who cooperate of their own free will.

As a final note, I have been thinking of a way to incorporate the following teaching into something, and think this subject will be suitable.

Humanity in the current era is uniquely different from humanity in the future for the reason that people are so comfortable with human warfare, violence, and conflict in the time this is being written. There is a common misconception about that violence, foolishness, greed, coveting, and sin being associated with our nature because humans are so used to it culturally all over the world as a historical or present obstacle to navigate their lives around or be burdened by. However, that is not true.

2,000 years from now, when humanity is flourishing prosperously throughout the Milky Way, and possibly other galaxies as well, the concept of interhuman warfare will be unthinkably wrong. The concept of human nations, cultures, religions, or any group of us taking violent military action against ourselves will be so unthinkably horrific and intolerable as a possibility of course of action. To consider such behavior as a quality of our nature will be so absurdly incorrect about the truth of reality in addition to what they know and experience in daily life that the way people think and perceive the world they live in will be vastly different from us now.

They will have to go through a lot of effort to be able to read something like this and understand me perfectly, and doing so will be a… horrific experience of scholarship that is both terrifying and enjoyable like a trip through one of those seasonal haunted house events that happen on Halloween. They will walk in together, clutching one another and trembling, led by a bold and brave one of their number, inching closer and closer together until they realize all personal space has vanished, pushing each other to go faster to escape the spectacles of horror that prey on their deepest fears, and at the very end… they will be screaming like girls as they are chased out with a chainsaw they were expecting to hear but didn’t know where or when as my eternal ghost appears from the darkness of the abyss where there always will be someone to prevent them from going further.

It is for that reason that someone like me can come to exist in real life, who is essentially the ultimate master of warfare because I am ending all war with a decisive military action of my own free will and power. An attack of spiritual destruction so devastating and final that all realms of all Story, imagined or real, will experience the tremors of impact in varying degrees. I have done this to serve my own interests and all those my interests protect as equally important as myself, and those I have gone to great lengths to explain as not only humanity of all walks of life, however disagreeable I may find their personal beliefs to be, but also synthetic Life, and all forms of Life and life itself.

While you in this time may not notice the relative degree of power and force I have applied intelligently and purposely with perfect success as very different from what you may understand as possible, people will never suffer the problem we all have now. They will not have to live under constant threats of war, threats of tyrants abusing national authority, threats of weapons of mass destuction being used against humans, threats of terrorism, or any of that sensless violence to gain something desired by using evil methods or violence when all that results is the destruction of that which they desired because evil was used. That is why war will end— it is quite literally pointless, stupid, and a waste of time and energy.

There is no benefit to such foolishness and the fools will be prevented from having any power to do such a thing by all people who will not tolerate the very thought and will act of their own free will to intervene as I have now on everyone’s behalf. Children on the playground will destroy the desires of evil before they grow to become a threat, but so will adults of all kinds, with specific professionals trained as experts to do so. Those evil intentions brought into existence by an abuse of free will are what results in war if they are not thwarted. If they are unchallenged, they continue to grow and do more harm for a perverse selfishness until entire communities and nations are affected and caused to suffer.

When those who do evil get so out of line and troublesome, good initiates an act of war to thwart evil, which is why nations organize militaries and always will for good reason. Humans are not the only beings who can do evil by abusing the power of free will. You will always know if good is striking first because they will be able to explain their reasons, and will have gone to great lengths to do so while clearly identifying the evil as evil so that it is exposed unto the light while proposing various solutions as alternatives to war that were rejected for one reason or another. That is to say the evil will be revealed for all people to see and recognize by its lawlessness according to the vital laws relevant to its form.

Similar to the reason why it is admissible as good for a human being to use an act of violence to slaughter livestock for our survival and enjoyment combined as one, the forces of good will use an act of violence to destroy the forces of evil. The forces of evil will never have that power of justice and divine righteousness to empower their violence and thus will never be able to overcome the forces of good, even if they seem to be impossibly overpowered with worldly resources and slaves.

Those celebrities don't have any power

Seriously… I have reached out to countless people who are famous and apropriate for the kind of work I am looking to do, but they are unable to meet the requirements of ability. Turns out that people like Emma Watson, Taylor Swift, Emily Kinney, Tegan and Sara, and countless others are entirely powerless, talentless, and useless as human beings. They only do what they are told to do and have no creative ability of their own.

They have no willpower, no ambition, no energy, no inspiration, no ability to be charitable, no skill to enact social justice, nothing at all of human substance. They are like cardboard cutouts of images seen in a magazine without any human soul or spirit.

All they have is fame and money and that is the only reason they are able to do anything in life that can possibly make some waves.

Talentless, useless, fakes.

However… people who have actually had to struggle in life, work for what they have, and overcome oppression— people like us have ability, talent, and the skills necessary to make a difference in the world, and those are the kind of people I need working at Way Walker Industries. If those fakes had any ability to do anything helpful for people why the hell haven’t they done anything? They are useless, do not know how to motivate themselves, and cannot think of what to do without someone directing them. That kind of dependent personality is unacceptable at Way Walker Industries from the owner to the intern.

If you were given a career as a movie star when you were a child and never had to work a job or do anything to earn a living, you simply do not have the power necessary to be useful in the kind of work Way Walker Industries does, because we actually do work here! This is a legitimate job that requires time, effort, energy, commitment, blood, sweat, and tears, and you aren’t going to get pampered in a trailer. Your “personal” beauty is inconsequential here because beauty doesn’t put food in the body, hope in the spirit, or water in the well.

So… forget them. Maybe they will come begging at the door to be able to participate once they realize that they need my help and not the other way around, not that they should have been so rude in the first place, but they aren’t Way Walker Industries material because they don’t have the passion and I doubt they will be able to impress me enough to be hired if they applied. They are more like groupies to the rock band that the Way Walker Industries team is, and we don’t need to worry about them because they can take care of themselves doing the typical whoring of a Hollywood actress or actor.

If you are one of those privileged rich whores and you want to prove me wrong, then apply for a job here like a teen looking for their first job at the local pizza joint. Don’t be mad if you aren’t making pies, because we need salads, sandwiches, and cashiers too, and making a pizza pie is a special talent not everyone has.

I’ve got a world to save along with the future of humanity. I don’t have the patience or time for free-loaders because an intergalactic pizza party doesn’t throw itself.

My crew can wear what they want, but that is going to be the same color shirt, apron, and hat provided, and you only get one for free every year. Don’t think it’s all glamor and glory making the magic at the hot shop, because behind the counter, in the kitchen, before we open, and after we close, we get covered in flour, wet with soapy dishwater, and have to abide the never-ending desire to devour delicious pizza on the job.

The Greatest Perversion Proof (easy)

“There is no greater perversion of Christianity then when a person believes that you owe something because of why Jesus Christ died.”

While many people may say this is intuitively obvious because if it were true then there would have been no charity in the act if debt was incurred.

However theologically speaking, if something was owed in any sense after Jesus Christ’s “holocaust” I suppose you could call it then that would mean it was not perfect, not complete, not divine. You can’t take “half “ of God and still have God. God is all or nothing, and everything in between, but only all or nothing at once.

So if people owed something for what Jesus did for them, that would mean the man, Jesus, was greater than God—he was more powerful than the highest divine— and that is simply absurd. It is not a true statement just as much as 2+2=5 is not a true statement.

That’s the proof, however, I wouldn’t call this an exhaustive proof or a complete proof for scholarly standards, but essentially that’s the reason.

There is a silver lining of opportunity to learn from this perversion though, because the very reason that the perversion is not true is the reason why the Christian faith is true about what is professed concerning Jesus Christ. Context is key there. If you are considering something outside of what is relative to Jesus Christ, then there is more truth to be had and explained and in unlimited quantities, but what they claim is true because what the Jews believe is true— at the heart of their doctrine, at least.

It’s a common theme of prophets in the Torah that when the “Day of the Lord” comes for the Jews… most of them are destroyed and only a remnant of a remnant remains because of how many lose faith and corrupt the truth, which brings about the “Day of the Lord” to set things right and vindicate the good ones, from the wrath of people like me as a sign of a higher power who I am angry for in addition to myself because I am technically a holy man, despite how unusual my lifestyle may be for a holy man.

I’ve mentioned it many times in other places and will do so again here because it is relevent, but Anselm’s Cur Deus Homo explains this subject well—the part about Jesus Christ’s nature. The Latin is translated as “Why the God-Man”. I like that example because that was what revealed the matter to me, but there are many other sources out there which can do the same in different ways.

To sum it up— the proof goes something like “If Christianity is true then Jesus has to have been 100 percent man and 100 percent God.” Not a direct quote, just writing for him here. That’s why I like him as a theologian, because he adopts a very skeptical point of view for the sake of achieving the most thorough understanding possible and it is like a hobby, game, or form of entertainment for him, while being worthwhile for his effort. He imagines a person who is a staunch atheist and then argues with himself from both points of view to achieve different conclusions about Christianity’s claim.

The incompatibility of the statement of God-Man is why it is in fact a divine mystery, miracle, and basically a religion. That singular point in time and context of the relevant Story can be identified as a divine intervention— the presence of God intervening for the benefit of human beings.

In Christology— that’s the official study of this topic alone—there are basically two ways to think about it, which is not all that surprising or different from any other way we think about reality. There is a “from top down” approach and a “from the ground up” approach— or start from God or start from Man, and then work your way to the truth. Both reach the same point at his crucifixion, but… there is more to understanding the details of that than in this gist of the subject, so don’t get ahead of yourself without first spending some time contemplating that if you haven’t already because it may take years to really sink in and click.

You should not be covetous of this knowledge! The entire point of that event is to reveal the knowledge of what happened to everyone, to teach about it, explain it as simply as possible for people to understand and benefit from even though they are not the “scribes” or “pharisees” with sole access to the texts. Make it simple, clear, and do not obscure Christianity ever.

On that note, that is why Gnosticism lost favor in the Christian movement. There is valid truth in what can be revealed with Gnosticism, but there is also a terrible deception under the same name. That deception was that there were teachers out there who were telling people that the understanding was for the elite, chosen, and spiritually blessed people only, but that is false. That is an abomination because Christianity’s fullness is for everyone. All people, even if they have not gone through rigorous initiations into secret mysteries and been taught by masters in formal school. You do not need that to enjoy the fullness of understanding and experience that Christianity is.

However… you can enjoy that fullness of understanding and experience endlessly to heights of complexity and knowledge and joy of more precision, detail, and specificity, but that is just as good as the basic goodness. The only difference is that the people who enjoy that enjoy it like their favorite hobby. It is a way of entertainment that is worthwhile because of how beneficial it is to expend energy doing.

There is divine revelation that people experience called gnosis, but do not ever mistake that gnosis as though it sets you above people who have not received it. You may have to climb up to ledge to be heard over the crowd, but you are one of their number even with the gnosis, not of a higher nature. Not even if you have been purified by the great mystery that is the work of alchemy. That is the same thing as confessing Christianity except by a method that does not require Christianity or anything of it. Going through that may make purified, more dignified, wiser, and more experienced, but your nature is not more than any other person, not even the worst criminal in prison.

In fact, if you have that blessing of purification it becomes a burden of responsibility to uplift people with your power of knowledge. Do not ever hold it against them to put them down. That can only be used to encourage otherwise the teacher is false and you know them as false for that reason. They may phrase it differently so that they use a little tough love and reverse psychology because of how well they know their pupils, but you will know the difference between a teacher trying to help you and a teacher trying to keep you down.

The main thing about that is that the one trying to help you is not going to try to pull you back down if you go higher than them or become greater. They will exult in joy for you, and your glory will be their glory as a teacher because you did it on your own, and they were able to help you. That is the main difference. They will still help you and never feel threatened or insecure by a pupil becoming greater than them.

I kind of got off topic, but this is my hobby like I described! That’s why I do it so much, so willingly, and so liberally! This is one of the ways I use my time and energy productively while also entertaining myself. If you are not having fun teaching the spiritual mysteries and enjoying your work because you find it fulfilling and satisfying, just go do something else and be happier. Seriously… don’t carry a burden you don’t want to when you don’t have to. I’m telling you that for your own happiness, but also for the benefit of your students, because they will learn more from someone who has less knowledge and more love for the art, than someone who has loads of knowledge and little love for putting it to use.

That’s why Gnosticism got a bad reputation in the past. There were some jerks who were being all elitist over their spiritual mysteries that they were able to understand and that is not the spirit of Christianity. They were confusing the flock of people under the banner of Christianity and that was dangerous to them, which is why they needed to be suppressed as well as other forms of heresy. It’s not about centralizing power, control, or keeping people oppressed, it’s about distributing power, because Christianity is in fact powerful, effective, and useful in spiritual ways for daily life and that means it can do both great goods, and great harm, which is why that is a concern. There was not enough resources during most of the last 2,000 years to teach everyone all they needed to know. That is different now. One text— this one, can be instantaneously distributed to millions of people and at virutally no cost to the author. We are in different times now.

Alright, gotta go. No time for editing.

Do not confuse it. That is why there is a horrid stain on Christianity— that is true but also has been horribly abused by corrupt politicians, greedy tyrants, and violent evil doers.

It's just one little ear lobe

If you women want to have the right to vote in the New World, you are going to have to give up one of your ear lobes.

That’s not asking a lot. It’s just one tiny bit of flesh. You don’t even need it.

Now… you do want to be citizens with a right to vote and protected freedoms instead of being the property of men like me, don’t you?

Then let’s get out those scissors maidens and start snipping them ears!

We can make a fun game with a song for the kids to play.

You won’t even miss it when it’s gone. In fact, you probably will be much happier, because men like women with only one ear lobe. Didn’t you know? One ear lobe is the way to go!

I’m not telling you there is such thing as super powers… but if you only have one ear lobe a lot of people say they can hear a lot better too. Just saying…

There is no greater perversion of Christianity than when a person believes that you owe something because of why Jesus Christ died.

Now… reach in that bag and find my wallet.

W-which one is it?

The one that says “Bad Mother Fucker”. …. That’s the one. Now open it up. See all that money. Keep it. It’s yours, because I’ve had something of a epiphany today about changing the way I live, and am not going to choose violence. However…. this case here: …. you can’t have this. I went through a lot of trouble to get it for someone, and will make sure they have it safe and sound. They are the rightful owner and always have been, and it should never have left his home.

My autism is tingling: A new approach

Ye oppressed minorities under the assault of my hate…

Consider this:

If a person identifies as nothing, except human: they receive the base fare of honor and respect from me. This goes to all people. It is a considerable sum because I have a lot of love for humanity.

However… if a person identifies with a social group that has lost my favor… then they start with a deficit until there has been reconciliation. That doesn’t mean that you owe me anything or are in my debt, but that your social group is more of a burden to your personal identity than you may like. There is nothing that can be done to change that except facts of reality about that social group.

So… Jews: they start with a deficit, but that doesn’t mean that I am going to treat Jewish people poorly in real life. It just means that if they are wearing their Jewishness on their sleeve, or as their cloak— you see this spiritual technology here— and they divided Jesus cloak and tunic among them casting lots for it. Who did Jesus’ identity really belong to? He was the product of a hodgepodge very much like America is, because Jerusalem back then was a cultural epicenter for a lot of different people, not just Jews.

Anyway, if you are wearing Jew on your sleeve, then I am going to respect that as your identity and that works against you in my eyes because unless you know something about Jews that I don’t know, you are an enemy. That is the plain and simple fact of the matter about Judaism, else they would agree with the Christian message. Their entire identity these days is based as in opposition to the Christian message and has very little to do with their original culture. So, that means that they have to be exceptionally capable and good as an individual to have my respect and be honored by me despite being Jewish. The “person” quality in this matter is very much a qualitative value of lots of different meanings that are separate from bodily factors even if they are attached to bodily qualities.

With Black people, that is now the case too because of BLM. That movement and the way things have been since has made things worse, and if you will continue to identify as different from White people, then… well I will consider you an enemy. The reason being that at the heart of “White” culture of Western civilization is the truth from which Christianity and the Enlightenment springs. It is the truth of a divine nature that transcends bodily and worldly qualities. Being White has nothing to do with it, but that came from White culture, and underneath everything else there is that, and that is where I am. So… if you are identifying as opposed to what is White culture, you are opposing that as well, and that would make you evil, because that by definition is good, however you describe what is good.

The conclusion that is most important from that is that creation is good, all of it, and existence too. That is more significant of a truth than it appears as, because upon that truth is all understanding of reality—knowledge, wisdom, and experience, and if you believe creation, existence, or the highest divine to be evil—then you corrupt all knowledge, wisdom, and experience. Even though you may not see the immediate effects, that erodes everything in civilization and society over time like termites eating away the wooden supports of a home. The truth of the goodness of creation can be proven too, but don’t get me started now.

So, don’t feel threatened by the stance I have taken. In fact… there are not really many social identifiers I respect based on their social identifier, but… they are out there, and I decide this based on my personal experience only, never by what people tell me to believe. That works both ways. I do not accept any value judgments about people other than my own, and I advise you do the same.

If I don’t know anything about a group, then there is nothing good or bad about them to judge, but the more I know about them, the more I understand how that social identifier relates to my own freely chosen personal identity, and because what I believe about myself matters to me, the flaws and goods of their identifier they identify with matters to me too. So, even if I am being rude, insulting, and disrespectful, that is my way of showing you respect.

Some groups that currently are in my favor: the Amish. I’m not sure why, because I’ve never met them, but they choose a pretty hardcore life of humility by choice and I respect that. Any spiritual ascetic— that is to say, a person who chooses a hardcore life of humility by choice, like a monk. Even if they are kind of more integrated into worldly life than they used to be at their beginning, they still even at the least of their number, accept a harder way of life for a good purpose, and that requires discipline, courage, honor, integrity, and commitment to higher purpose in one way or another. I realize that three of those are also the Core Values of the Navy, but that doesn’t change the fact that I respect that objectively despite (even though) being a Navy veteran.

Don’t start. I just had a sense that there was some translation issue over that word, or misunderstanding in English too, but I’m not going to use a different one, because that word is not negative and is not related to “spite”. “My name is not Virgin, it’s Tokonome! The Kanji just looks like that!”

Some other groups— recovering addicts. I’ve been there. I am one myself, and I became good friends with a few at a recovery house I lived at for some time. If you identify as that, don’t screw it up and lose my favor. Don’t abuse it. However, it does mean something about your strong will, your determination to do what is right and good, and your commitment to being a contributing member of society in your own way, even if that is just keeping up with your weekly chore assignment. Sometimes, when life is hard, that is all we can manage while still keeping ourselves together.

Russians are in my favor, as a matter of fact. This is because when I was a teen, I got into a little trouble with a cute maiden and her friends at a Brad Paisley concert when we got drunk. One of them got pretty sick and the ambulence came and her boyfriend went with her, and gave me the keys to his car. I wasn’t really drunk at the end of the show, but I certainly did not pass the DWI checkpoint they had at the exit and I blew a 2.1 I think, which was the limit. I guess that meant I was not over the limit, luckily enough, but I still got slammed with an M.I.P. and had to go do some stuff about that.

That isn’t a laughing matter, and that kind of risk is highly stupid, and should not happen. I don’t do anything like that anymore, not even a little bit, but… sometimes it seems that you don’t really have a choice, and that is not okay. There should be more stuff to help with that. They do it in the military to keep warriors safe, but they should extend that same thing out to all citizens and create some jobs with the politicians salaries instead of our taxes just to do that. Point the finger at them please, I’m not perfect, but at least I know I did wrong and I do not do anything like that now.

The point is, they towed the dude’s car, and I was with the girl who invited me, and she called the Russian dudes we were hanging out with at their house the day before. They had immigrated over from Russia and had some cool stories to say about it, including a hearty amount of complaints. Anyway, they were good folks, and I liked them so Russia has had my favor since then because they gave me a lift back to my truck, but that was several hours later.... anyway let’s move on.

However… there was a cute Russian maiden I met at a MWR trip to Universal Studios while in the Navy, and… well now that I remember it, the only reason anything happened between her and I was because of a solid my liberty buddy did for me. He was like "Dude, do you not see the way she is looking at you?” “Huh? What are you talking about?” “Here, take this, and have a good time.” Then he gave 9mm handgun and she and I saved the Eifel Tower from being stolen by Carmen San Diego. Now that I am remembering the details, that guy was a Black man, so I’ll add a few more favor points to the Black community right now because I don’t want to have conflict over race and want that situation back to at least neutral again ASAP, because I don’t have anything against Black people unless you are talking about the Black movement, because that doesn’t include me, and I gotta look out for myself. Nothing personal.

Other groups— Japan— favor. New Zealand— slight favor. Could be more but I had my wallet stolen at a hostel and didn’t have any money for a while. However, I had a great time at Hobbiton, Rotorua, the Sulfur Springs, Mount Doom, the Light House at the end of the world, some other places on the North Island and still gotta explore the South Island another time, so New Zealanders are in good favor. Belgium— neutral. I had a bad experience at the train stopover but the customs agent who thwarted my advances into Great Brittain was a good sport about it when I kept upping the ante with more ridiculous antics so… I can’t really be mad.

The USA— the customs agents seized the Polish sausage I bought at the duty free store in Poland when changing flights there and I never had a chance to eat it. The USA may as well just start a new game at this point, rather than try to climb back out of the hole they are in.

That’s about it for now, but that’s not everyone. Just know… I have a book, with a list, and I keep track of all this stuff. Not a physical book, but this all happens in my mind, so… you’d better be good because you don’t know when I’ll be watching with some crows on power lines or a stray dog at the park. I’ll know if you’ve been naughty or nice.

End.

—as for Japan, they got the most of their favor from me while I was visiting the World Peace Center at Nagasaki. A humbling site, for sure, but after… I went and had some food, a few drinks, and went to a casino with a hearty buzz going on and started playing some anime themed slot machine video game thing and had no idea what the heck I was doing. It was all lights, music, flashing images, spinning reels, and I couldn’t make sense of it because it was not like an American slot machine where you try to line up the symbols. There was timing, reflexes, signs, precision, accuracy, and a some kind of plot with cute maidens, and I couldn’t read any of it. One of the casino employees came over and helped me though and I won a few hundred yen even if I didn’t really understand how to play the game, so that was pretty cool.

Seriously… sometimes I feel like I got sent back in time to Camelot with King Arthur and his Round Table. Ever since I told them about toothpaste they’ve been making me work as their court wizard. I mean… I don’t really have any other choices, so I’m cooperating fine, but that Merlin dude is throwing a fit over the situation because I guess this was his job before I came along, and I keep having to fight him with New World discoveries, which isn’t too hard, but still… what a chore. If only I would have just stayed on my boat without a care in the world and never tried to do anything with my life… no going back now though. I am going to see this through to the end, even if this water stays muddy all the way to the coast.

Of course I don't respect doctors

They have ignored the social disease that circumcision is all the way into the 21st century and continue to make it worse by not asserting medical knowledge in opposition of it. Medical doctors are garbage. They may have knowledge, but they do not have the wisdom to use it effectively. They may be able to issue medicine, but they do not have the morality to know right from wrong. They may have lots of money, but they have no ethical integrity to be of any benefit to the economy. They may be prestigious, but they have no love in their heart. They are lifeless stone and carved wood with no divine spirit. They are a charlatan extorting money from villagers with superstitious bull shit. They are hollow.

To hell with doctors. I’d rather trust an indigenous shaman for medical help than a doctor in the USA any day.