Night of the Living Nick (with puking)

Someone out there points the figure at me and calls me hypocrite. They sneer at my lifestyle choices and daily activities that I make public, but not consider why I am making such activities public. Did they think my intentions and goals were as obvious as to be as they appear?

Here is a bit of history for you: Way Walker Industries was established in December of 2011 as the concept I am bringing into fruition now. That seed of an idea has been nurtured, cared for, and cultivated for 12 years with a singular intention and clear goal that I have set out to accomplish. Consider the kind of documented record of my life since then. Five years of honorable military service modestly decorated for such a short time, and unusually varied in experience- surface to sub, both as a sailor and a swimmer, from the deck all the way down to the waterline to the sail and the top of the antenna.

There were some other minor activities that were less significant in my regular duties, but activities I learned and experienced from none the less, like coxswain— piloting a small boat for naval operations, bartending school in Connecticut where I learned a lot more than I expected there was to know about that noble profession, a bachelor’s degree in business, acceptance into a collegiate fraternity, choir volunteering, ship’s library salvage and donation to a charitable cause simply because I knew it was going to be entirely discarded when the ship decommissioned.

Nobody told me I had to do that, nobody was even planning on doing that, and in fact I had to go through some normal bureaucratic hoops just have permission to take charge of those assets and have a plan to do with them. Renovating another ship’s library not only by organizing it, creating an index of titles and simple system of borrowing to know who last checked out a book in case you’ve been wanting to read it, and petitioning the crew, officer and enlisted, to use shared monetary resources entirely for fun and games to receive a stipend of purchasing requested books before deployment. If you are an officer, you are allowed to use the ship’s library along with the enlisted and use the special preloaded reading devices the navigation senior chief got for the library too. Officers and enlisted are both included in the ship’s crew, and I don’t know why I even have to explain that. What the hell else would you be? Passengers? Stowaways?

Anyway… do you know why I did that stuff? Not because I wanted to be recognized for doing more than my duties. I did that because I know people want to read books but they rarely find the time to do so or think about it when there is an opportunity to make time. I wanted to make that easier for people because of how important reading is to me as something I enjoy, so I asked people what books they’ve wanted to read, but never got around to it, received some funding, purchased those books at used book stores, and stocked them in the library so if they decided to do so, they could read them. I know personally how much a book can improve a person’s life, but also how difficult it can be to read through the best ones, which is why I wanted to encourage people to do that.

That’s my point. I did not do all that extra work for self-interest, but that does not mean I was not self-interested, because I am interested in my own personal development and that means cultivating virtue within myself that one day experience may nourish into wisdom. That doesn’t happen by missing opportunities to do some good and make the world a better place when you can. You have to go out of your way for that kind of stuff, sometimes to great and exhaustive lengths, and also keep on track with your original purpose, which continues to be Way Walker Industries for me.

I tell you that stuff now not to boast about it, but because you people are judging me poorly, uncharitably, and wrong—I am upset by that not because I do good stuff I want to be recognized for, because that is not the case at all. You are doing to me what is intolerable to do to any person. You apparently didn’t think it was possible that I was real, but I am, and the documentation to prove it is already in your systems and should have been examined before you condemned me. Maybe whoever decided to throw away something as important as a human life decided to not go through the steps of reviewing his file before doing so.

Gundecking is always wrong, but if you gundeck vital maintenance and fuck up a mission when that vital equipment fails because you didn’t change the filter, oil, do the cleaning, or whatever— the Navy probably couldn’t smash you harder than what they will do. That doesn’t mean it is the end of your life, but if you try to hide it and make things worse about all kinds of other fucked up shit you’ve done, lying about it, and showing that you are Timmy Binladen, Sailor of the Bilge, instead of security clearance, straight laced, petty officer Bylotissimus, your life may as well be over, because that is the other worst crime you can get busted for.

That’s just what they say about me, alright. If you were in my division you would know that my uniform was faded, dirty, my mustache exceeded regulations when I didn’t hold my mouth just right, and I fucked stuff up too. Lots of stuff. The worst kinds of things, and the trivial kinds of things. As far as I can tell, that’s life, because everyone did that at some point with all kinds of stuff. We make a mistake, get smacked, take it like a man, and don’t let it happen again. If that wasn’t the way it was like for you in your div, then you probably are a rare exception, because I’m sure everyone fucks up once in while. What matters is how you respond when you make a mistake, not what your mistake was.

What I am attempting to illustrate is the kind of industrious, dedicated, proactive, hard working, and capable person I am, while also being realistically flawed and human like anyone else, because that humanity is the plain truth that is clear as day and obvious with no reason to deny me. I am not handed anything in life, I do not get special help, I do not have special powers, or Devil’s luck. I work my ass off and don’t complain about it. At least not until the job is finished and I can get a little drinking done. So… that’s the kind of cultivation, nourishment, and work I have been putting into Way Walker Industries for 12 years now.

I’m not going to abandon all that and just start over as if my entire life’s work was pointless when everything is going according to plan. No… I’m going to get back to the line, lower myself into a strong stance to make every ounce of my well-trained body effective, and hit harder than I did the last time. You are not going to get through me, and as a matter of fact, I am going to put you on your back before you even realize what happened.

I am not the quarterback of my team, nor am I the running back, wide receiver, tight end, or kicker. I do not score the points or carry the ball. I snap the ball and make the pancakes. Just when you think you had me figured out, I won’t be there anymore, because I’ll be the jaws of the springing trap, or blocking the ends from the outside, because I play all the positions of the line whenever the coach decides to shift the roster around.

I don’t complain about not getting what I want, like that time I was turned down cold that year I wanted to learn running back. Sure, I was mad as hell, because it didn’t seem fair since I didn’t even get a chance, but I got over it in a day and never held a grudge. That’s just how teams work, and honestly, I’ve always had more pressing concerns than games. Ever since I was a kid I wanted to be polytheistic in a monotheistic world and share how good that is. I didn’t know how I was going to be able to explain that there are other gods and goddesses than just the one— explain that to my grandpa anyway.

Dude was like a dang saint on fire, booming, and preaching the good book, having all creation praise the Lord with him whenever he stepped through door after a day inventing at the machine shop. I didn’t even know who the heck Jesus was or why the hell I should care, nor did my parents, but he sure seemed to know and I liked that cartoon with the talking snake and fiery sword and that was good enough for me when I was five.

My bro and I both would get back from Arizona after one of those summer vacations when we’d go stay with our dad and stepmom and be like… “Grandpa is something else about God isn’t he?” Then I played one of them Dos computer games about resurrecting some goddesses in a buried castle and fighting a dark lord named Khuul Kume, who gloated too soon, and was like… “man, bro. How the heck am I going to explain to Grandpa there are more than one god, with goddesses too?”

Anyway… he passed on when I got back from seeing the world, and by then… the world I left was not the same. Not like any normal way, but like… fucking-crazy-nightmare-reality not the same. Like suddenly Nazis had secretly taken over everything and people were hypnotized and paranoid of each other, the media was spiraling downhill, and everyone was afraid to speak their mind! I’m like… what the fuck happened while I was gone? Wasn’t talking shit kind of the thing America did? Why’s everyone so afraid to cuss each other out or talk about their dicks? Back when I was a kid, that was never an issue with any of us, no matter how prim and proper the girly girls may have been.

Was I isolated in a random pocket of South Park profanity and innocent mischief down in El Paso Texas at public school and nobody else’s childhood was like that? The kind of mischief that lands you with manual labor holding a spade and using concrete to repair a stone wall you broke. What the fuck happened to you between those days of yours and now? Do you think the kids these days are any different than us?

We need to set a good example, but we aren’t going to do that by pretending like we care about shit we don’t while not caring about what matters most! So far as I can tell, everyone is all worked up over bad words and insults, that they don’t notice our right to say them is going away! You think it’s going to stop there? Every other freedom is going to disappear if you let them take away your right to tell them to “fuck off”, “shove it up their ass”, or “eat shit, dickhead”!

Just because we got our rights doesn’t mean it’s chaos or anarchy! You think I didn’t fear the wrath of getting caught shooting spit wads in class or coming up with new cuss words? I did fear punishment like any normal person should, even though I was pretty much in detention half the time anyway. I still did my best on my homework, was polite to my teachers most of the time, and did what I was supposed to when I was supposed to do something. The thing is that despite all that may be going on, there ain’t nothing to do but spin tops, kick a hackey sack, and pool hop at the hotel when we get a chance, and its those times we need our freedoms protected for, not when we are on the job if the boss doesn’t allow it.

That’s why I work for myself, started my own business the way I want it to be, and run things how I want. Just because politicians are walking on egg shells to keep from letting an f-bomb slip, doesn’t mean us citizens enjoying our liberty need to be concerned with that crap! In fact, they should be able to talk to us on any level because they are so skilled with walking on egg shells and knowing what to say without breaking the rules. Supposedly at least.

You think any one of us believes you crusty old geezers and whores are clean, little lambs with fleece as white as snow!? Get real for a minute before the shit hits the fan, because nobody wants to endure the storm that evil will bring upon us all in every nation. Those kind of shit storms are pretty much guaranteed to happen if you don’t stop whatever plans you have when there is an emergency to deal with the emergency.

You old folks in the Congress and White House are not so different from people I partied with as a teen. None of us are the same kids we were and that’s what makes being a kid so special, but that doesn’t mean that isn’t still who we are. There is drama in every school, and kids aren’t always the best to each other, but usually that’s relatively harmless and nothing we can’t deal with on our own as kids or with the help from our friends or an adult talking some sense. Horrific things can happen, but life has always been like that and that will never change, so don’t even try.

Learning how to live with that reality is part of growing up, and why all of us always need to be looking out for each other even if we are total strangers, social enemies, or rivals. Everyone should know when something has crossed the line of what is tolerable to everyone, and they should not have a problem calling a time out, and setting aside our differences on the cul-de-sac to help with whatever is happening in real life if there is an emergency. Even if you are going to stand out and interrupt a lot of fun when you do that, making people mad at first, they will recognize that the problem is an emergency just like you do and games will be the least of our concerns.

There is an emergency going on in the government, and they are trying to hide it and pretend like they have things under control, but because they are not talking about the emergency as though it were an emergency, we know they do not have the situation under control. There were all kinds of signs leading up to that day Congress was attacked to prevent a presidential election that were red flags— riots, pandemic, migrant caravans, and more— but that event— the attack on Congress is not just smoke we are seeing— it is the flames of a no-shit fire in the engine room.

Do not try to bull shit the poor people like you never went down to our neighborhood and partied at one of our homes. Just as I know you rich folk with all that you do for your special exclusivity aren’t criminals laundering money from human trafficking or selling kilos of coke you paid someone to smuggle up their ass from Mexico to get your money. Nor are you evil minded cultists trying to cause World War 3 and the deaths of billions of people while risking a nuclear war that could in fact result in planetary collapse and human extinction.

You should know that just because we wear hand-me-down coats, shop at the thrift stores, and can’t afford new stuff as often as we’d like, especially not the Lacoste polo shirts with the alligator symbol our girlfriend thinks looks good, doesn’t mean we don’t have brains in our head, or the ability to decide for ourselves what is best for ourselves. As a matter of fact, you should know better than to ever try to tell us how poor we are, how sloppy we dress, or how uncultured we are as reasons why you think you can tell us what to do, because we will chop you down to size with a burn that singes your hair and scorches the earth of your entire fantasy world you pretend you live in.

Now… when I tell you people you are uncultured, uncivilized, and out of line, you’d better listen because I didn’t grow up on the other side of the fence, nor am I over there now. There is something terribly wrong that you do not realize, and if you did, you would address it immediately and be embarrassed that you had to do anything at all. I am not telling you something smart to show off or make you look dumb. I’m telling you something smart because that’s just the kind of street kid I am, and you probably know someone like me. Just because we took different classes at school, doesn’t mean we aren’t cool when we party at the pool and the coke goes around.

This problem I am telling you is an emergency— a 9-1-1 emergency on the Apocashitstorm Scale of recorded in the U.S. history books forever to be taught and written about in countless essays by teens who couldn’t care less. Essays that are read by teachers who couldn’t care more and will bury the knowledge so deep into their heads with a catchy rhyme about sausage and bagels that they’ll totally forget until 20 years go by when they need to know and find it there after all that time and as fresh as if third period humanities with Ms. Leese ended five minutes ago.

It is an emergency so embarrassing that nobody will want to make fun of you about it because we are all embarrassed to see something like that happen. We all want to do something to take care of it anyway because it concerns us all, and when we are finished, then let’s get back to the game like nothing ever happened, but not a moment before we are sure everything is back to normal the way it should be.

I don’t care if you aren’t a doctor, a priest, a nuclear physicist, or Neil DeGrasse Tyson astrophysicist— there are instructions. They are written in the English language which even though may be hard to read because they were written by people three hundred years ago when a screw was still a screw, and we can figure it out anyway. Be real with me for a minute. How many of you read the instructions anyway? Or do you just start putting planks together, feeling your way through the nuts and bolts and eyeballing how the pieces compare to the picture, and still get it right in the end? Even if you had to open another beer halfway through.

These kind of things are what people cooperate to do that makes human beings what we are. It is not war, entertainment, or good nachos. It’s what we can accomplish when we cooperate. We made it this far from the cave-days, we can figure out how to use our smart phones and propane king 5000 grill masters to keep things from falling apart entirely and taking us back to the start, even if we need to do a montage or two in our free time to catch up to speed with everyone else.

I don’t care how badly you fucked up. This emergency is infinitely worse than your life and whatever your mistakes are. Quite literally, the entire future depends on whether or not we can resolve this crisis before its too late. As far as I’m concerned, something like that affords no time for anything else, least of all games and entertainment. That's more directed to the people in government who seem to be trying to use games and entertainment to get the public to do something, and I’m pissed off that they are even trying.

Pick up the god damn microphone, use the president’s special camera, and tell us what the fuck you want from us. We have lives to live with more important things to do than decoding your weird messages about our behavior, ideology, politics, or whatever the fuck. If you have anything important to say, say it first with plain language— the stories are for after the war is over, the smoke clears, and the rebuilding begins because we learned whatever lesson there was by experiencing the final act!

You cannot frame an true historical event into a story to teach a lesson until everything is over and we can talk about it from outside what is happening. That will not happen until the public is made aware and agrees that it is over. If that happens and everyone agrees except one person from out of nowhere who goes all Adolf Hitler on everyone else and is like: “Mark my words!!! This is not over yet!!!” this is what you do:

First, be like Fonzi. Chill. Cool. Don’t panic. Second, say “okay dude, what’s the problem? You can say whatever you want, use whatever language you want, be as inappropriate, obscene, rude, and hateful as you feel like, and it is okay as long as you make sure we understand how you feel, and we will do our best to understand patiently and without interrupting rudely.” Then, talk about the problem for as long as it takes until we can live with each other. If we all want to have the freedom of a private home to ourselves, then we should all be able to find a way to cooperate in public cheerfully and in a good, neighborly spirit.

If you want privacy, then we all need to find a compromise with each other about how we will live our public lives, and nobody can be left out because you find it convenient to do so. I for one am telling everyone what the single rule of law is that we all have to agree on without exception. This is not an opinion, this is not an ideology of faith, nor any political agenda. This is a law of nature that makes civilization possible: Good is loved, and evil is reviled, rejected, and hated to annihilation. Do not do evil. That is the basis for law and order itself.

The compromise that all of us, Gentile, Jew, Muslim, Buddhist, Hindi, Satanist, Scientologist, atheist etc… is how we define what is good and what is evil. Surely, we can agree on that, and if we decide that in the USA, it should be applicable all over the world too! Not that they will have to do anything about it, but that agreement should be universally applicable. Before you start making drama, set the stage. We will work out the conflict, drama, and resolution after the stage is set and not a moment before, because that must happen on stage for people to see.

You cannot predict what I am going to do as the new variable of an identity group, because I don’t know myself what that is! I do know this, and I am happy to share it with everyone as a gesture of goodwill: I know how I will respond to the situation on stage with the existing characters, plot, and scene already in motion—and that is morally good, cooperatively, selflessly, and rationally to achieve the best results possible while not compromising my honor and virtue.

That much I can promise everyone and you can hold me to those words, and call me out if you think I am deviating. With all due respect, I’m not on stage right now. I’m not in my attire for the scene, I don’t have my stage makeup on, and as far as I can tell, all the other cast are trying to keep me locked outside the playhouse even though the show cannot happen without me. My arrival to the scene as a new character is the catalyst for the rising action that will be the entire plot!

The show is not about me. The show is about what happens when I make my appearance and shock everyone with my stunning and glorious revelation of supreme awesomeness and rugged good looks that is the role of true love I got called back for. Don’t blame me, take it up with the director upstairs if you have a problem.

That much is certain, and as far as I’m concerned, we should have started the show some time ago. Their hostility to my role is uncalled for because everyone was already aware of the part I have since the beginning. In any case, I won’t know what that entails exactly until everyone else makes their moves according to what they are supposed to be on stage, because this is an improv. The Christian will be the Christian, the Jew will be the Jew, the Buddhist will be the… etc. I represent the Story, in case you wanted a label to put on my assigned seat at the banquet. We are the most hardcore LARPers in all of time, and don’t you forget it. Just because the fireballs and lightning bolts we throw at our enemies are imaginary, doesn’t mean they won’t strike true and devastate an entire world.

Right… so what all these diverse groups including myself have in common is that we all want the freedom to live our private life the way we want. We all want to be the master of our own home and personal lives. That is true about the characters on stage at the very least. The USA’s Democracy makes that possible as long as we abide by the doctrine and spirit of its founding, even if we need to make some revisions to keep up with the times, and we certainly do.

For that to be possible for all of us, even though your private lives are protected, if you are found out doing evil by any means— even if by accident because someone was unexpectedly at the wrong place at the wrong time and saw you red handed with a waffle iron in the kitchen and Professor Plum dead at your feet, be willing to face the law for what you did, because you are caught and you know it. Do not try to flip over the entire board in a temper tantrum and plunge the entire world into World War 3 to kill everyone with a nuclear apocalypse because you want to take everyone else down with you. To prevent that from ever happening again, ensure that no person is in a position to do that—money, political office, fame, or whatever— without having the least amount of class, honor, and dignity; none is unacceptable.

That public accountability to the law is the agreement we are all making with each other. If you brazenly defy that law or corrupt it, you are disgracing the very game itself and all who play it from the throne of the emperor to the throne of the hobo. Both the emperor and the hobo will rise from their seat to strike you down if necessary because of the offense you are causing to the court. Do not ever make that mistake or allow someone to make that mistake again, or I swear to whatever god or godless faith you have, that I will come back from the dead and murder every castmember on or off the stage like the Phantom of the Opera. Not only that, but I will take your scalps for my belt before I do, because I’m an American, and I stick to my word.

Now… because this is my first time on the set and I have not had a chance to introduce myself yet, I may be willing to forgive some of the offenses that occurred, but that is not going to change what has to happen. If you are so stupid as to be doing evil in public like the USA government appears to be doing openly— we need to stop the game and figure out what the fuck just happened, because that’s… the most inappropriate thing possible and uncalled for no matter what may be happening in context.

Let me put it this way: you simply do not hire strippers to go to an elementary school and give lap dances and strip teases to all the children while doing lines of coke in the back of the room with the teacher getting head under his desk. That’s the kind of inappropriate lawlessness I am telling you is the emergency we are having. The situation would likely be comical if this was a movie, but this is not a movie. This is real life, and we are in a war. A real life war. At any moment everything could boil over into World War 3 in the blink of an eye.

Take a breath. I’m going to bring it full circle and to a close now.

Although the situation may seem disasterous beyond repair, hopeless beyond redemption, catastrophic without salvation, do not lose heart yet. This is just the kind of thing I created Way Walker Industries to be able to do for people. Not because I was expecting a disaster of such calamity, but because the kind of crisis we are having is of a nature that is my professional expertise as a pilgrim. This is not so unusual to humanity, but there are less people like me in the world now than was normal a hundred years ago, or even fifty years ago. I may have started with the awareness of a religious perspective, but identifying with that religion was never my goal, intention, or what I have been looking for. On top of that, I have in fact found truth outside of that religious concept and in harmony as well.

That is the Story, and I can teach about it to everyone if they want—but that’s not necessary because that was a personal journey and I cannot convert people into being me nor should anyone want that because you are beautiful the way you are, so I am not even going to try! For now… take this document and use it as a pipe patch to seal the flooding in the government.

In addition to the document, use my life and all you know about me according to fact, record, and verifiable truth as the tools necessary to apply the patch securely and stop any other problems as needed. Whatever that may require, you will be able to explain after why that was necessary, how, and what was done, and I likely won’t hold against you whatever you did to stop that crisis. Do not hesitate to do what is necessary at the expense of the person you have recorded on file as me. That person is a real person and is truly me, but I am I different now, purified… I laid down that life long ago with the intention of losing it—death— for the work of the Story that was my resurrection to new life…. it was that mysterious act which resulted in my call back for the play. That is not a matter for mortals to decide or argue about. Who is, is, and who will be, will be, but do not concern yourself with them, because you already have enough on your plate to be concerned with just for yourself.

Just make sure that what you use me for in there is legally admissible in a court of traditional law in the current system we have in the event that the disaster was caused by a crime. That justice system, however unreliable, is what we have and we are going to use it until we have something better. Even though I laid that life down, that was the real me, and I am not faking anything about who I am. Those records are most likely true about me as long as you can verify their source legally. There was likely a bunch of shady, evil bull shit to put false information out there to try and slander me, but if they have no proof, facts, or anything, then it is most likely total horse shit they made up. If you doubt that, ask me about whatever it is they are accusing me of so that I can explain whatever they think they saw if they saw anything and didn’t just make up some random lie.

The last knot in this example of the trusty and traditional sailor’s y-knot is the further utility of Way Walker Industries as a trustworthy business proxy for all that needs to be done to rebuild. Do not think of it like a company under my direction, because that is not how it works. I am the owner of Way Walker Industries, but the industries are independent unless otherwise stated because they want to be further identified with Way Walker Industries.

There are two current products I offer in that regard at this time: An “approved as good by Way Walker Industries” seal, and an “official product of Way Walker Industries” seal. As you can see, one of them will be vetted and that’s all. The other will be working closely with my team and sharing our resources and talents to do their best work.

So, do you think I am slothful because I boast about laying around playing video games, napping, drinking soda, and being lazy? Then you fell for the trick, because I work at home. I am not at all slothful, even if I am lazy. Do not expect my work to look traditional because my personal way of doing things is one of perfect chaos, and I am always on call. That means that when I am not busy working, I make the most of it, because at times I can be working non-stop for day on end and never be “off the clock”. Also… come on! Give a guy a break, already! How many people does it take to run something like Amazon?

I’m not on that scale yet, but how many departments do they have just to ensure everything is happening— hiring, maintaining, brain storming, networking— and in accordance with business laws. Holy hell! I need a partner who can live with me and share this dream for life. I need a maiden to marry who truly loves me for who I am and not what I have or what is limited to my body. That is very important to me and I will not risk betrayal because of how many times I have suffered the worst kinds of betrayal in the 34 years I’ve been alive. I have to know I can trust her, and I will not be meeting any demands of hers, least of all a needless flesh sacrifice to prove myself when I have nothing to prove ever again after proving what should never have been demanded of a mortal man such as myself. I’m good for all time now.

My bill is paid in full, and I have the deluxe penthouse suite of the king of the world for the rest of my life with all expenses included now too. They said it couldn’t be done and gave me up for dead, but I was only hung over from a night of heavy drinking. I had been downing Silverhand Specials with a PBR on the side one after another without end while letting my hair down at a Latter Day Skanks concert and smoking a pack of American Spirits. Tbh, I did think I was dead for minute there, but I guess I still had some work to do and here I am, alive and kicking like I never even took a hit. That’s the power of Pepto-Bismal. Never leave home without it. I mean it, because I was out of pink potion that morning and so was the store. It was night of the living Nick and puking in the street while looking for a place that sold it, and find it I did.

To be continued…

Bullying

Let me ask you something, and I hope it cuts you deep when you realize why I am asking you this question:

When the authorities realize that there is a problem with bullying, how long has that bullying been a problem before it was recognized by the people whose job it is to see it? Or by the people who actually care about the person being hurt?

How many times has bullying happened only to be discovered too late?

Do you think bullying is such a problem because it is obviously occurring?

Bullies are such horrible, vile, and monstrous people because they do the most cruel and torturous acts and get away with it without teachers, police, or anybody noticing.

I have been trying to tell you that cyberbullies have been targeting me for a long time, and all you did was laugh along with them.

There will come a time when you realize what has been happening that you did not want to see, and you will never be able to forgive yourselves because I won’t forgive you.

This is not schoolyard bullying… this is cyberterrorism using military grade technology to harass, stalk, and interupt my life in all aspects technology can penetrate.

What the fuck is the Space Force suppose to do? Isn’t that their domain? It feels to me like they are the bullies, but I don’t who is responsible because it happens anonymously through technology. There are supposed to be professionals who are experts in cybersecurity who know how to deal with that type of thing, aren’t there!? WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY!?

I am only one man, and I am a theologian and author. I am not a hacker, technical spider, or computer geek. I am reader, a book lover, and a pilgrim. Do not expect God to intervene for me when you know such a thing is impossible. That is not how faith works because God is not a person.

Real life is not a video game. I cannot pull out a talisman and start casting miracles like this is Demon’s Souls. Do you know how God is revealed to intervene? By the revelation of law as a knowable truth. That revelation is the intervention of God, and people have to do the work because God does not reveal his existence just so people can sit on their ass and be lazy, wasting their entire lives by being an obstacle and burden instead of any use for God’s work at all.

"Christ was Jewish, full stop."

Full stop? As in crucified? Died? Buried in a tomb? Yes. What you seem to be missing is the piece called Christ, which is the entire purpose of Christianity as relevant to humanity in relation to Jews and only relative to Jews. There is no other reason Christianity is useful, and it is patient charity for the hostile Jewish people that Christians and other decent folk do not murder every last one of them like the Muslims try to do. We may be fundamentally opposed to Jews in all ways, but we do not take action against them, especially not violence or oppression by abusing society’s systems like economy, government, and etiquette.

I apologize if that was distracting as a tangent. My point is this: the word “Christ” literally as what that word means and the origin of that word as why that Greek word was used and no other word, was specifically because of its significance as a Gentile identity of a messiah or hero, such as Hercules, Odysseus, Achilles, or any other brave hero of Gentile myth that was a savior in their own way for their people. Thor is a good example from popular culture. That is a “Christ”. The word does not mean a specific person unless used for that purpose to identify who that person is, such as Jesus Christ.

The same word can be applied as Thor Christ. Heracles Christ. Odysseus Christ. Nick Bylotas Christ. Yourself Christ, if you identified as a hero or messiah yourself. There is nothing to stop you from doing so, and it is in fact a great and good thing because you are committed to everyone’s well being and benefit if you do. The concept of it being an arrogant claim of godhood is a perversion of the meaning and the Christ should not be used in that way. That’s one of the reasons why that particular word was chosen from the Greek language and no other.

Hopefully that helps clarify what my intention was by asking that question. It is a grave misconception that people want to identify Jesus Christ as a Jew as opposed to a Gentile because that defeats the entire purpose of his memory. Jews in the world today seem to be smug of Jesus’ identity as a Jew, but they are actually quite ignorant by feeling that way. Hopefully that problem is slightly better for all of humanity for all ages to come because of my work as a Christ here and now with these words I write.

By the power of bologna, and the cheese, and whole wheat— I judge this sandwich complete. Go now and eat.

One of the things about the Christ as an identifier is that if someone is claiming it, you can expect them to do something to help you if you ask, need help, or are in trouble. If you aren’t even aware of what they are doing, you can trust that person to be doing something good somewhere and don’t need to worry. That is what being a Christian is supposed to mean, but unfortunately, as is painfully obvious with the Christian legacy Western civilization has, the people who call themselves Christ are most often betrayers of the spirit.

They are like spies in the US government who may wear a uniform and swear an oath to support and defend the Constitution, but they have no intention of doing so and are instead dangerously hostile to every citizen. They go about their day secretly sabotaging things every chance they can to destroy the nation and purposely failing to do their responsibilities. That is what Christians are like today, and why I refuse to identify as a Christian.

I’m “taking back the Christ” for Gentiles. The circumcised folk along with Jews will no longer be able to use that word’s spiritual power without my approval because of how they have betrayed the spirit of the Christ by not living like a messiah or hero and are instead being common slobs making no effort to help others or save the world by eliminating injustice and human suffering. 90 percent of the time, they are brute idiots going about like uncultured savages with no concept of how to help anyone, not even themselves, and they are extraordinarily lazy while expecting to be pampered like a king even though they don’t do any of a king’s work.

Sickening to see really, but that is why people who are Christs rise up in all cultures to rebuke the foolishness of people like that when they are out of line. They go about the incredibly difficult labor of setting things right for everyone’s benefit, even the idiots at fault for ruining things with their brute stupidity, and they succeed at doing so. Although they are not superhumans, they do the work of a superhuman, and that is why they are remembered and loved in the stories people tell about them.

I’m still working, but I don’t intend to stop even though I have done several superhuman feats for everyone’s benefit as pure charity already. I also benefited from those works with a bit of self-interest, but I did the extra work so that everyone else would as well. I didn’t have to also save everyone else, and that was more difficult than had I of just saved myself, but I did it because I want to be a person strong enough to help the weak, rebuke the unjust, and fight for truth, love, and freedom for everyone.

Some people would probably say that is a bit dorky and goofy, like LARPing every day of my life, but I don’t care what other people think about it. I am not ashamed of myself for living the story of my life like it is my favorite kind of book. I experience endless joy, magic, and spiritual surprises by doing so, making it extremely rewarding, so I do not regret the suffering that has been caused to me by brutes who do not know what they are doing, even though they should.

The Taxonomy of Polite Potty Usage

As many of you may know, the natural events that occur inside the bathroom behind a closed door and possibly involving a toilet, are best veiled in the occult mystery of numerology when spoken of in public.

The most common uses, without being limited to these examples, are the numbers 1 and 2.

For those of you who are uninitiated into the bathroom mysteries, number 1 is liquid in nature, while number 2 is solid in nature, and I shall leave it at that. If you need further help, ask anyone you see and they will likely be able to help you understand the meaning of this mystery.

However… it has come to my attention that at times it may be necessary to be more specific about the nature of the phenomena occurring behind the door, particularly in regard to number 2. This is not always useful, but not all tools are needed every day to have their dedicated space in the tool box secured for eternity.

Thus, I shall unveil the mystery of number 3 while maintaining a foggy idea of what we are talking about— to not be indelicate for the sake of the maidenly maidens of loveliness everywhere of all ages, of course.

Basically, number 3 is a number 2 with the consistency of number 1.

Butt wait! There is more. Sometimes the number 2 is not entirely a number 3, and thus it becomes necessary to use the decimal system to further specify what occurred to produce such thunderous eruptions. This is not a laughing matter, I assure you! It is the duty of all responsible lords of the bathroom that those who make use of the services in their domain have all resources needed for their well being, to include medical attention.

Perhaps a peptide concoction or tummy tea is called for or restoring fluids to maintain optimum hydration levels. In worst case scenarios, it is even possible that the devastated remains of the person within that private room may require an expedient trip to the emergency room and an impromptu colonoscopy! Let us hope that nobody ever suffers such a muddy crisis because it is horrible enough just to think about happening. On the bright side, at least something like that is likely not going to be fatal or debilitating beyond a reasonable time of recovery.

This is why you should eat your spinach, children.

Nevertheless, that about sums it up. I will wash my hands of this matter for the time being and make my movement onward to any other mysteries the future has in store.

The Only Rule in the Game of Christ

Rule #1

If you have the Christ, you have to be good.

However, anyone can have the Christ whether good, evil, or apathetic, and the Christ is a “God” card, or like the Joker if allowed into the deck of standard playing cards. That means if you play the Christ, you are agreeing to that rule, like signing a contract. You can have as many of this card as you imagine and at any time too, because it does not require chance, only free will to take one, and it can be used for unlimited purposes and unlimited ways.

Sounds pretty overpowered, no? Useful? Why would you not be playing that all the time for any situation in life? People do. That is called Christianity, and it is how Christianity has become so popular and dominant as a religion.

There is a catch though, and that is Rule #1. That means that if you are playing the Christ like that, you have to be good. You cannot be evil. Rather, you will not be allowed to be evil if exposed as evil. This is where the fun is because it is a risk of life or death and all the marbles too.

If you require someone to reveal whether they are good or evil, you take a risk, because that is using the Christ as yourself to judge someone good or evil, and doing so is high risk, high reward. You have to be good yourself for that to be effective, which includes all the secret things you may be hiding within yourself, and the true moral judgment of your life in the eyes of God which is a mystery that should terrify you if you face such an inspection because of how foolish we are as humans. If the person you suspect is evil is in fact good then you lose because it is rude to suspect a human being of evil, and a great offense to their dignity and the divine source of the Christ’s power who was questioned and tested.

However, if you use the Christ as yourself to require a person also using the Christ in any way, not only as themselves, to reveal their moral alignment and they are evil, then the Christ is forcibly removed from them no matter what, and everything else too. They lose not only the Christ, but all that is of the world they’ve acquired, and their very life, but you do not gain their life, that is between them and the divine source that is the true Christ, and not at all a game. They are judged by that Christ, which is where the Christ then moves to after being used for yourself, if you are good. Evil people will try to keep the Christ for themselves and not return it to the deck, but… that’s their loss. You should not want to keep that for yourself because that puts an enormous burden on your personal life to be a divine savior in a way that is impossible for human nature. So, it’s basically suicide in the worst way, like crucifixion.

The only time it is acceptable for oneself is when exposing evil and defeating evil and no other reason. It is a card of war, revelation, and destruction. That’s basically the only reason why you would ever want to use it anyway— for righteous violence as a moral good against evil. Usually all other forms of violence outside of the rules of fair gameplay are prohibited by the laws of civilization.

That’s about all there is to it and why so many people have lost all of their power to me. I played the Christ the true way because I never was without faith in the true divine source, and always striving for agreement with that divine source despite my human nature as inadequate for divine perfection as is true for all men and women. People like Donald Trump and his followers were using the Christ for evil, and I exposed them. They think they can use the world to stop having their power forcibly removed by the Christ even though they should know how powerful it is since they’ve been using it so shamelessly and dishonorably, but that only makes matters worse for them, because they pile crime upon crime, sin upon sin, and the divine wrath of justice increases.

If you are exposed as false with the Christ, either intentionally or by mistake, surrender immediately. That is the only way to avoid penalty from the Christ. Surrender, repent, and ask forgiveness. There is no alternative. If you fight, deny, and try to come up with endless excuses, it is futile, vain, and always makes the situation worse.

That’s all there is to that mystery game that is played for eternity for etertainment. It has nothing to do with Jews, the Bible, or Jesus. The Christ is a Gentile word of universal meaning, and all that is Jewish is in denial of that universal truth and goodness. So, if you are even trying to associate the Christ as in agreement with what is Jewish, you are evil. That is why Christians call themselves Christians and not Jews, even though they use the same scripture. The scripture basis is the same, but the application is for universal truth and singular power of unconditional divine love, which is the opposite of how Jews use their scripture.

Jews deny universal truth and unconditional divine love of everyone except themselves, and are evil by choice. They never learn, which is comically apparent if you read their scriptures and see how they make the same mistakes over and over and over and over again. The problem is worst for Jews if they ever manage to become dominant in a region. That’s because what they denied everyone who is not Jewish, they begin denying of their own neighbors. They’ve been so horrifically evil to each other that they have been known in scripture to quite literally eat their neighbor’s children in times that weren’t famine— kidnapping a child and eating it for dinner like a roast. Something like that is so horrific it usually is a cause for them to fruitlessly try to do social reform and enforce justice, which is how something like that gets recorded into their scripture.

Monstrously evil… they should not be allowed to exist, because there was never any need for them, and their abuse of a divine mystery by using it for selfish purposes is hostile to all civilization and life itself. Furthermore, their betrayal of the spirit by doing that was rendered inert and impotent by Gentiles who accepted their self-sacrifice by Jesus, permanently making Gentiles eligible to use the Christ and never Jews. If a Jew ever uses the Christ, you know them to be false even if there is no evidence that you can see. Their use of the Christ is evidence itself of their own incrimination, because of the very fact that the Christ exists, else I would not be explaining it now. You will see that there is a thin and fragile veil that hides their crimes from exposure, and a single innocent question of “what do you believe” will remove it, under which is a horrid and monstrous abomination.

You do not need to use the Christ to do that. You can be as sinful as the Devil himself, smirking and smug as he is the king of the world and ask that of anyone without any need for moral justification for your own beliefs. You can have moral justification, as I have demonstrated with my own, and that is like a BFG-9000 with a Super Shotgun. The power is immense because doing that is extraordinarily difficult. The reason for the difficulty is that doing so renders what was once impossible possible and nobody had ever been able to do that before in the context of the situation.

The reason for the impossibility and the potential for doing the impossible is the same: the limits and potential of human nature. Nothing superhuman or supernatural, entirely human potential— in which there is the mote of divinity that springs forth an eternal well of faith to drink when thirsty while doing the impossible. Basically, delicious, sweet lemonade from a stone in the ground, after smashing rocks all day for fragments of ore. That does make all the difference, but not for doing the impossible, for keeping up with the trivial, mundane, everyday experience of the human condition because it’s both thirst quenching and good tasting.

In other words, even the Devil will have immunity when testifying in trial against Jews if the Doom Slayer calls him to the stand to say what the Jews did to him. That’s because both God and the Devil hate Jews, since Jews only ruin the fun of the game of Christ that is designed for everybody to enjoy, never to be used as a tool for evil by them or anyone, not even the Devil, who knows how stupidly self-destructive that is. At the very least the game of Christ is entertainment that is entirely optional to play, which is why the Devil has an interest in maintaining the sanctity of the Christ, because if anyone hates being bored the most, it’s the Devil.

Lawyers in the USA

Have you ever beaten a lawyer on a legal question (or if you are a lawyer, have you been beaten by a lay person on a legal question)?

Nicholas Bylotas

Neuromancer at Way Walker Industries (2011–present)

Yes. Lawyers in the modern age are actually quite dense, dimwitted, and ignorant to the concept of justice as a higher form of understanding beyond trivial matters of the world. They ignore that reality of justice which is why there is so much lawlessness, corruption, and injustice in the world. The case and point: what all lawyers alive today have not been able to do about circumcision that I alone have been able to do.

Another case and point: how I corrected the Supreme Court’s position on abortion by identifying the life of a person beginning at the moment they become tax accountable as the only appropriate place to draw the line on that topic. That is to say the only appropriate place for an atheistic government like the USA.

Another case and point: How I proved Donal Trump guilty of treason and identified the appropriate punishment of summary execution according to Constitutional law by identifying both my right to have a public trial, having that public trial, proving beyond a reasonable doubt that he is guilty of treason, and demanding his execution under the UCMJ as the appropriate legal doctrine for all military members including the commander-in-chief.

I find it insulting that you even phrased a question like this as though it were unusual to have superior legal judgment than that of any lawyer. Are you totally ignorant to current events?

People become lawyers in the USA not so they can uphold the law and see justice done, but so they can assist criminals and prevent them from facing justice. Even if they did not intend to do that, that is all that their work amounts to and every lawyer is a corrupt pawn for organized crime to use to evade punishment under the law.

That obviously is incorrect as a justice system and way of life and needs to change, but that is the reality of the state of affairs in the USA concerning law and justice.

That makes the USA as a nation quite literally the Lawless One of prophesied Christian scripture and myself the Second Coming of the Christ.

Jewish Hate Speech against Gentiles

What do you do if you are a Jewish woman and your boyfriend refuses to convert to Judaism?

If you cared that much, you shouldn’t be dating a sheygetz!

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Does anyone else care that you are killing yourselves fighting about Jews when they have a word like “nigger” for Gentiles?

Cowboys vs. Redskins

That’s the best metaphor I can think of to describe antisemitism.

Gentile vs. Jews is like Cowboys vs. Redskins.

Jews are the uncivilized ones, and Gentiles demand freedom and civilization, barber shops, hot baths, and clean saloons. Redskins will raid, pillage, and kill to seize the supplies of a camp and not care a single bit about the laws of the white man.

Cowboys too can be lawless, when they abuse the badge of the deputy to sin and corrupt the town they live in, accepting bribes, extorting cash, and bullying their way to everything they want. Then the Redskin, noble and decent, embodies the very reason itself that civilization organized, and is powerful, smart, and just, good with words and wins the heart of the loveliest maiden who becomes his wife after he liberates a town from a gang of thieves pretending to be sheriff.

In modern times, the Cowboys and the Redskins are football teams, and that is about all antisemitism amounts to, and why you should not feel the need to prohibit antisemitism or denigrate it like a sin of human nature. It is nothing more than a belief to side with one form of humanity as opposed to another, and the only thing criminal is that the law has been corrupted to prevent that from happening. Who is the culprit of that?

Do Gentiles care if Jews speak their mind? Then why are Jews so scared and threatened by Gentiles who have free speech? It doesn’t matter, because they do not change the truth with illusions they wish will be reality, and they incriminate themselves by sowing conflict.

Does the Redskin fan go out and target Cowboy fans with prejudice, hate, and violence? What about the Cowboy fan? Those kinds of differences may be passionate and heated, but they do not descend into the level of criminal behavior and destruction of freedom that war causes. That is how the conflict between Jews and Gentiles needs to be considered.

They are nothing more than an opposing team, and because of their criminal efforts to try and cheat the game, they are not going to win any fans or victories.

End

Why I dislike "superheroes"

In the USA at present there is a horrid abomination of culture I shall call the “superhero fad”, in which case an absurd amount of superhero media has flooded the entertainment industry with the worst being a product of the Marvel comic universe. Theirs is a like a sewer main that burst into Hollywood, spewing shit and piss all over the classy works of art that used to be created there. Now… now it is ruled by the unclean, tainted race of people who can only identify with their bodily senses and thus they desire nothing more than to be seen in movies, photographed on stage, or otherwise placed where honor is given without having any desire for the honor itself.

Disgusting people. You vile gorilla men begone! And take every last whore who allowed you to touch them with you, because they reek of your stench, and are stained with your sin. I certainly am not going to go after them now that they sunk so low as to writhe in the filth of your bed as I am sure they expected. Instead, I will pay them no mind, turn my back on them along with the world that has also been corrupted by the black stain of defilement, and leave them both behind.

Here is the thing about superheroes: they portray human nature as incapable of greatness, incapable of power, incapable of anything really. They portray humanity as though we are helpless, weak, and in need of some magical, unrealistic, unnatural intervention to do for us what we cannot do for ourselves. I hate that kind of message. I am not like that, and I reject the darkness, ignorance, and apathy they are projecting upon society.

Now look at the people who have been idolized as “superheroes” in reality. What, if anything, is super about them? What have they done? Do they help anyone other than themselves? Bah humbug!

I would be offended to be labeled “superhuman”, and I have never shared the sense of idolization for Nietzsche that so many wannabe scholars have. He is a god damn idiot as far as I can tell, one who is obsessively arrogant with his own vanity, and totally ignorant of human nature such that he cannot understand that the “superman” is nothing more than a man who is not circumcised, and there is nothing “super” about him. He simply is not handicapped by that horrid practice of human slavery, and that is entirely natural, not even difficult, nor unusual. If nobody was circumcised there would be nothing to say about how great the uncircumcised man is because that level of capability would be the expected standard not worth commenting about.

Additionally, those Marvel movies are garbage as far as I can tell— a kind of tasteless pulp fiction that is more like bland and flavorless gruel than anything worth watching, and so I have not really bothered to see many of them. I am not going to waste my time either, because the images that portray the actors reveals the low quality of the film on their expressions and it is not something I care to even try unless someone who has a respectable opinion recommends one. I’ve seen enough, with my least favorite being the “Captain America” movie, which was a horrid disappointment.

Then… black people swarmed the studios and seized control with a hostile takeover and suddenly Spiderman is black. Why could they not think of a new hero? Why did they have to corrupt an already existing character by replacing him with their own purposes like some sort of propaganda tool to foment racism? They wanted their propaganda to be popular, but they do not have the ability to create media that becomes popular of its own merit, and thus they have no merit of their own. Something like that you do not need to trouble yourselves to see. Just let it be destroyed.

Now those blacks have infested the video game industry without having any talent or ability to create on a level that achieves popularity because of the worth of the product. They are defiling known stories that were infinitely better off without their filthy gorilla hands trying to turn them into nigger propaganda.

That’s why I hate superheroes though— they are basically a concept of inferior people who have abandoned their own power of human nature or never had it to begin with. So, Jews and blacks. If Jews didn’t circumcise and blacks were not racist, then they both would realize how much more potential is naturally achievable by a human being without being limited to the gravity of their own body preventing their spirits from soaring to the heights where the creative arts are made. Jews and niggers need superheroes because they wait for someone like me to turn the light switch on to “save” them by pointing out how wrong they are! Then, as usual, they reveal having some absurd scheme of delusion, vanity, and ignorance that amounts to nothing more than a fruitless and futile attempt to “steal”, copy, and replace my identity and try to make my work appear as their own.

Unfortunately for them, their lack of ability in the creative domain is also a lack of ability in every other domain, especially that of self-defense, military combat, and spiritual power. They cannot do anything to even get close to replacing my name and pretending my work was theirs like they can with media in the world. That stuff is quite easy to fake ownership for and artists do it all the time by taking other names for themselves or their company. That is a worldly matter, but the work that is mine is divine, and they do not even know what is happening to be able to plagiarize me! They go after the chaff of the wheat thinking it is ambrosia of heaven and create a horrid conspiracy to monopolize it, incriminating themselves hopelessly in the process.

They have committed so much to the outer appearance of the good that they didn’t even notice the most important part of it being extracted to become flour and then bread. Then when they try to compete and pull out the empty husks of their labor, there is no competition because they cannot even present a product to be judged. Fortunately for me, their conspiracy cost them so much it has ruined them, and is only a matter of time before that results in their exposure due to the increasing expenses of bribes they can no longer afford.

Is the estate master who knows how to cultivate a wheat field with organized labor and turn that product into a supply of baked bread a superhuman? No, and they never have been. They have always been human beings who worked hard for their own merits and they cannot be replaced by some fraud who can only perceive superficial reality.

So… superheroes are uninspiring, unmotivating, and undesirable as far as I am concerned. Throw them out. Banish that culture, or recycle it to be remade into something worthy of Hollywood’s legacy.

End.

What are you going to do, you vile, filthy, criminal niggers? Create something decent, useful, or entertaining? Please do! At the moment, you people are nothing but horrid, reeking refuse as an obstacle to progress that needs to be done away with, and as soon as you are either out of the way or able to keep up the pace expected as the base standard for all people, the better. So hop to it!

*crack* *crack*

Go on now! Get to work!

*crack*

Don’t make me sic the hounds on you, because you know how I love a good nigger chase, and I will get the meanest ones that do it the best.

The Joy of Hating Niggers

Oh wonderful is the liberation to know thine enemy to be in fact the burden that you charitably have been carrying!

To drop that accursed weight and no longer be encumbered by the uncivilized and inadequate negroe. They have chosen submission to the knife with the evil of the Jews on an unprecedented level bound to the color of their skin, and thus they are triply hated. One of the blessed gifts for ridding myself from the inferior nigger, is that by carrying such a heavy animal for so long, I have become strong and powerful while they have become even less of a threat than they ever were.

How wretched is the nigger? Volumes could be written with horrific details of the various forms of nigger evil and their social pollution. Quite the entertaining read if they were visualized with mythical and demonic images to stimulate the imagination while preparing people with useful information for rebuking niggers and keeping them outside of civilized areas.

Can you blame me for choosing to set the nigger burden down by throwing them into the lake of fire? Let them burn for eternity with the impotent rage of their savage and uncivilized bodies that they cannot get over. Let them seethe with the envy of color because of the beauty they do not embody. Let them wallow in the despair of their inadequacy as they fail to discover, invent, create, and do anything of use while they languish in the wilderness fruitlessly.

There was a time when it was inappropriate to hate niggers, and I confess I used to feel that way, as I had many black friends for having so few friends at all. However, ever since their “black lives matter” attack on civilization, that paradigm has changed. On account of their racial hostility because of the loss of one nigger who would not cooperate with law enforcement and was thankfully removed from life, it is right and just to oppose niggers and all of their interests. With the privilege they were granted they have bitten the hand that helped them and revealed themselves to be nothing more than beasts who cannot abide charity because they are too proud to accept it. By proclaiming themselves racist as a community they will sink back into the ghettos and fields because of what they are unable to do without help from a non-black opening doors and granting advantages.

All the time they were opposed, they failed to do what I have done while opposed by niggers, and nigger racism is far worse than white racism. That is because nigger racism is a descending movement into the depths of darkness whereas white racism, however hateful it may be, uplifts the nigger to higher states of existence.

I have shown that the will of a man who has cast aside his body can use his body to do what niggers have failed to do with the worst and best conditions of opportunity, and all that is between. What I have done will never happen again. There will never be another chance, and be it known through all realms that the victory was accomplished by a hearty man of Polish/Lithuanian descent, with a touch of Latino and British for flavor, and one who avoided the knife of circumcision and rejected the ones who would have done it had their wills been stronger than my own. Not black, not circumcised, and not female.

You three envious, covetous, and bodily beings shall never be able to do what a man can do with or without his body, because I did both parts in the face of the oppression that attempted to thwart your salvation. You three forms of humanity are the most ungrateful, unhelpful, and useless people to ever burden humanity, but I do not regret saving you, because I saved myself first, and my oppression was worse than anyone who has ever lived or will ever live.

Now that the matter is settled, you three selfish, vain, and arrogant groups can cease your squabbling, stop your temper tantrums, and pout no more. Get to work.

You who are so concerned about worldly matters but failed to care for your own souls will find the world to come most difficult, most arduous, and life harder than ever before. I couldn’t care less about your increased suffering either, because you brought it upon yourself. In fact, your suffering, your punishment for sin, your wretched state of unhappiness, dissatisfaction, and sickly green envy is justice for the righteous to enjoy all the more. While you are condemned, we are redeemed.

Speak Hate and Enter

Bylotas, what’s the Necrodian word for “hate”?

“…murder.”

In case you have never taken the time to contemplate the lesson of the fall of Moria, it is written on the door as their seal. “Speak friend and enter.” A society of such political correctness that only allows the language of pleasantries, kindness, and words of friendship is doomed to fail because those are easily manipulated by liars who have the worst intentions for who they are showering with platitudes. In such a society nothing spoken can be trusted as true, because all that is spoken is required to be friendly.

If you ever banned hate speech, such as the USA did, your nation will be destroyed from within by creatures you didn’t believe could be hiding in the depths of darkness where you brought your lights. Hate speech is essential for the health and security of a nation. Expressions of hate are exactly what initiate conflict resolution and prevent expressions of violence that hate becomes if not resolved before a critical mass.

Resolving that conflict is the work of politicians, but in the USA they have eliminated their work, rendering themselves entirely useless by banning the tools necessary! I suppose they wanted to lounge like the kings and caesars and be pampered as though being elected to a public office was a sweepstakes grand prize for an all expense paid vacation. Not so, you fools, and unless you move yourselves out of the way of my work, my work will be done.

So: hopefully you learned a valuable lesson here and realized how dangerous censorship is, not the language and ideas that censorship tries to ban and suppress.

Feel free to murder a politician today and feel no remorse or guilt because they are traitors of the worst kind in a time of war and are subject to the death penalty. As the authority over our government, if the military fails to fulfil it’s duty and enforce the laws that are assigned, it befalls to the citizens to seize the authority of the military and do the work of death that must be done.

As such, under the Uniform Code of Military Justice, and Master Lord of Justice and Freedom I have judged all senators, the presidential cabinet, and supreme court justices to be sentenced to summary execution by any means necessary. They now have a death warrant, and it is your glory and honor to see them hang by the neck at the gallows until dead. They do not deserve to be killed by a weapon of war because they are cowards, betrayers, and traitors. They will suffer death of disgrace by the noose.

The RPS of Story

man and/or woman defeats God, Goddess defeats man and/or woman, God defeats Goddess.

That is how the harmony of nature is held in divine balance with mortal and eternal beings.

If ever my beloved Goddesses were in danger from the threat of a tyrannical and evil God such as Jesus the Christ or his accursed Father, I would rise to the occasion of their defense and destroy that God and any more who threaten true love with the divinity of their evil born through the perversion of creative power that is human deceit. At the final moment of that God’s defeat, when I render them annihilated with a devastating final strike of ultimate damage: One Darkness, 9 Lights, I shall say: “I will show you the true power of a man!” then with a roar of exertion as I bring the attack to its close, shout the attack’s name as is traditional and proper with the use of ultimate attacks.

Because this event is true in the Story of the present, I shall describe the final moments as one was there and directly involved in the scene, even if I was not the protagonist.

The power of the ultimate attack is enough to annihilate a God, that is to say: render them non-existent entirely. However, at the final moment of the God’s existence, after the attack strikes true and ensure’s annihilation, that God retaliates with an ultimate attack, but this attack is not one of true power, it is the essence of its very existence as a creation of deception made real with an abuse of creative power.

Thus, it is not destructive as an attack, but creative. It is the power of a God transferring to another who is tempted to accept it by the illusion of divinity and truth that it is as good. However, for whatever reason I am unmoved by such things. I am entirely content with the goodness of the present and do not need nor want anything more. I suppose that is because I grew up in an environment absent of love and the goodness of love. Thus I came to value the smallest essence of love’s goodness with unusual appreciation. I will not go out of my way for more, to change that goodness, or try to add to it.

The smallest mote of good when you were born, raised, and murdered in an environment made entirely of hate is more than enough for an eternity of satisfaction. A child born in such a place knows one thing more than anything else: good will be destroyed by evil if given a chance. No environment can be devoid of love without constant hostility by hateful and evil minded people. Good emerges naturally in abundance as it does anywhere, and although the evil forces are vigilant in keeping it out of reach from what they hate the most, a good person, eventually some slips through and I would enjoy it for a time. Those moments were always tragically brief because as soon as one of my “caretakers” realized I had found something good, they defiled it, destroyed it, and inflicted suffering upon me.

To seek any more good than the smallest mote is to endanger it to the forces of evil, and that is why I will not accept what requires what I know to be good to change— my humanity. I will not accept the power of God at the expense of my humanity which is the consequence of having such power. Thus, I reject it. Not only do I reject it, but I perceive such an offer as evil itself because of the threat it is to the goodness of my humanity which I will not abandon.

Thus, thinking vainly as any God does because they were once a man who gained the powers of a God (which is how they even have male form) and think that all men desire such foolishness, as it has been for age after age, they fully commit to their own annihilation with that final, arrogant expression of hatred for mortality. The beginning and end of any God is a fool.

I destroy that power as a possibility and render that non-existent as well with use of creative power for pure destruction in the only instance that is good: be not. From that moment henceforth, there will never be any personified expressions of male divinity as God. Never in all of time will that happen. If a man or woman must rebuke a Goddess because they have grown foolish and arrogant without a God to threaten them, that man or woman will harness the impersonal power of God which is beyond that of a Goddess. This is the divine power of male divinity, and because it is beyond human form, both men and women may wield it, but it is never a person, never a voice, never a body. It is like fire, air, water, and earth, it is pure spirit, pure light, pure gravity, perfect chaos, and imperfect order. That is how time will continue because of the unforgivable sin of Jesus the Christ who became a God for the sake of evil.

I certainly love to accept more good, and am eager to do so, but I’m never going to risk what is good for more good. Never ever in all of time. Sometimes good passes away into another form, but that is a different matter. I do not bargain with evil. I do not risk love. Where Jesus was a fool for evil and thus is annihilated, I am a fool for good, and I live. Because I live where Jesus died, I am able to reject evil and rebuke those who espouse it. Those are most obviously identified as all Jews, people who identity with Jews, people who nurture a connection between themselves a Jews, people who believe in Jew deception, or any form of spiritual like the evil that is known as Jew.

That is not definitive to all sources of evil, but they are most clearly identified as indisputably evil as their very purpose for existence and the reason why they are annihilated with justice. The only reason Jews ever came to exist was to show all people in all of time what the embodiment of evil is through their very creation, and then what to do with evil by rendering them non-existent with their ultimate destruction; first in spirit, then in body by the way of natural decay as they are not accepted into time itself as Story and creation flows into the future. Watch them die before your very eyes, and know they will never be able to reach you because their time is done and they shall never pass beyond that moment no matter what name they take or what form they hide in.

They say “Jesus died so that sins would be forgiven”, but he did not eliminate the sins themselves, only made them permissible. That is an unforgivable evil because of how much danger everyone is put in when evil is allowed to exist among good. The sin itself never went away, it was only tolerated as the moral standards of humanity decayed into a lesser state of circumcision, semitic prejudice, and false mysticism.

I have raised the standard of morality to human nature for everyone, whether you like it or not, whether you agree or not, whether you believe or not. That happened and is the reason why life is different now. I am also establishing a higher religious standard than any that presently exist because of what they tolerate among humanity. That standard is the new standard of religion as above human nature. There may be more to come with higher or lower standards that are still above human nature, but the Way of the Story is definitively first, and will survive until the very end, when one Story finishes and another begins.

The mystery of female obesity

Why are there so many god damned fat chicks infesting the world like an army of gluttonous hogs eating everything in sight?

I do not understand how they could get so fat, but I have a theory.

The reason why I find their disgusting, repulsive, bodily aberration mysterious is because I am extraordinarily lazy, have no inhibitions to my eating habits, and do absolutely no excersize. I quite literally (probably) lay down 85% percent of my life. The only times I am not laying down are when I am at the computer typing, when I am transiting from sofa to bath, or bath to bed, or bed to sofa, or when I am eating. Apparently ancient Romans used to eat while laying down, and that just seems unnaturally difficult for digestion to me, so maybe that was a major contributor to their downfall.

In any case, despite my incredibly sedentary and unihibited habits concerning my diet and leisure, I haven’t become particularly fat. I’m not skin and bones, but in relation to people in the USA today I would probably be considered “thin” even though I am naturally normal for human standards. The USA is an abomination, not only in national government, but in social quality as well, which is why the demographics and statistics of their population are so horribly skewed to corrupt and perverse values of a malignant nature.

May the USA suffer a hail of nuclear bombs to liberate people like me from being aware of the existence of such a horribly intolerable nation at the very least. I am upset simply by knowing that the USA exists as an abomination of corruption not in the least bit recognizable to the founding ideal, doctrine, or dream. That inconsistant state of truth that is experienced as present reality in relation to a timeless and eternal ideal of Freedom and Democracy is such an unpleasant fact that I am willing to die to see the USA destroyed at any cost. Whatever may be necessary, let the USA be rid from the world. All of humanity will be better off without the lawless and corrupt version of a perverted Democracy run by conspiracy and veiled intentions than the openly good and trustworthy nature of the government of the USA was created to be.

Right… so the fat whores of the USA are like a plague of locusts eating and devouring everything in sight with no discernment of taste, quality, or moral value. Better to deport them as far as I am concerned and let their inordinate weight be a burden to others since they cannot maintain their own body when they have no disability preventing them from doing so.

This is the theory I have arrived at through observation to explain the condition of obesity in the USA. Because the numbers of obese women are vastly disproportionate to the numbers of obese men, I believe this problem to be a result of gender relations. In particular, the cause of female obesity is a result of the excessive stress of needlessly supporting a lie, delusion, and treacherous deceit about male preference for circumcision. They harbor that ideological parasite inside them, eat for two beings, but have only one body to metabolize their gluttony.

Thus they become unpleasantly fat and undesirable because of the excess stress they choose to carry around on behalf of men who do not have interest in them because of the result that carrying that stress around has on their body. They claim to be doing it to protect the fragile vanity of their insecure male associates, which only goes to show how their brain has atrophied while their body has enlarged with globules of fat. They have entirely lost the ability to think ahead to the consequences of their actions in a social dimension, and thus do not imagine, or refuse to accept the truth that their actions will result in. Such denial is one of the greatest indicators of stupidity because natural phenomena is not dependent on belief. You cannot make the skies rain because you want them to. You cannot make the summer cooler because you are too hot. You cannot live without air even though you would prefer to believe you are a mermaid.

There is truth to the idea of mind shaping matter, but that is occult knowledge, not the plain sight of normal everyday reality. The use of that kind of reality shaping power manifests in a spiritual domain under the laws of the natural universe which remain entirely unchanged. There are social laws of nature that are just as real as physical forces of nature, and the most basic of those laws is the moral law. Good is loved, evil is hated. Thus, do not do evil. They choose to deny the possibility of natural social law because they cannot see it with their sensory, bodily organs aside from their brain, but their brain has atrophied to the extent of not being able to perceive morality. Thus they are in an eternal spiral to never-ending destruction.

The effects of social law of human morality manifest as a universal force of social nature for all creation that is more like an ecology of nature than a society of human beings. That is why the moral choices of a human being have varying effects on natural reality beyond the human domain. This is a form of power that makes humans a transcendent species, and as Uncle Parker once said, “With great power, comes great responsibility.” You cannot be apathetic without misusing the power because responsibility means caring about what you do and how your actions affect others. If you have the power to do good, you must do good, because not doing so is a rejection of that power and thus a form of passive evil that increases the encroaching reach of sin into your life.

Thus, the obese hogs deceive themselves about the value of circumcision and betray the truth of male nature and love itself. Supposedly they do that because they are cowardly creatures afraid of environmental nature and circumcised men, which is further evidence of their biological inferiority to men. They cannot see that eliminating circumcision will eliminate their fear of circumcised men and make the world a better place for everyone, since it is circumcised men who are solely the problem of humanity making everyone else’s lives worse, to include themselves.

Wretched whores… ugly, fat, stupid, and unwelcome in my love life. However, if they wish to be a servant in the business domain, I will not hold their obesity against them as long as they can fulfil the assigned duties and meet company standards. As for niggers and Jews, they will be required to sign a carefully worded contract of agreement that rejects black racism and semitic prejudice.

Dismissed.

Stop looking at me in your photos!

Jesus fucking Christ!

That is annoying as fuck. Cut it out. I do not want to feel like you are looking at me personally as an individual when you make some big god damn media advertisement or public relations bull shit.

If you have something to say, use your words like an adult. If you think you are trying to say it with your look, get over yourself. There is nothing you are saying that I do not already know about you, and the fact that you are showing that does you no favors in my estimation of opinion. I in fact find you to be more pathetic, more repulsive, and less worthy of merely being in the sight of my presence, which your bull shit advertisement has put you.

So, if my initial reaction to your hideous, unwashed, and defiled souls is not enough when I see you on a book cover, news article, or advertisement maybe these plain words will find their way to your eyes and if we are lucky, end your life entirely. You people who look like that are nothing more than malignant parasites unto the community and provide no benefit or sense of one at all. You are better off being murdered in cold blood with the purpose of your life simply being to do away with you so others know how reviled, hostile, and unwanted such human persons can be if they live in sin, and learn to hate and avoid your example for all time to come.

End.

A few lango changos

First, chemistry as example but not exclusively. Any application of same sort shall be changed.

Consider the molecular bonds of a whole peppercorn. Just one peppercorn. Soak in hot water, boil, cook, etc. The molecular bonds on the surface expand with water bonds and space between matter increases. Eventually the bonds open enough for the essential oils, herbal essence 🥴, can pass through into outer environment. Crux: essential oils do not escape, nor are they released. They are not prisoners and the bonds were opened by the chef, not the peppercorn. Those inner qualities . . . express themselves!

Next.

Happy as a pig etc…

End this abomination of a phrase. It is to be replaced with: Happy as a goth at a funeral!

End

How to cope while I live

As the tyrant of all tyrants, provoked to supreme tyranny by the tyrants of my time whose tyrannous ways were intolerably tyrannical, I have sympathy for you peasants and mud covered commoners wallowing about in your wretched lives of sin.

Therefore, I shall advise you how to live with me instead of simply leaving you to the wolves, so to speak.

My meaning in this world here and now is quite simple and my purpose entirely benign and natural— to make sweet everlasting love of the truest most sacred variety to a lovely maiden or maidens who will be my timeless wife or wives.

However, it is no mystery that my commanding presence and dominating authority that leaves no room for resistance or rebuttal, and thus you are helplessly at my mercy. Fortunately for you, I am a benevolent and magnanimous tyrant, and so this should not be unbearable. As for the lovely maiden who is the loveliest and maidenliest maiden of all and my eternal true love, you are in quite the pickle. My wrath, however devasting as you may have come to fear, is nothing compared to her whims and fancies which are as mysterious as they are unimaginably powerful. She is absolutely wonderful, it is true.

Ahem.

To cope with our true love and mystical union both body and soul as is natural, just, and sacred, you shall have to compose a Story of your own perception to describe what is occurring. Otherwise, you will be constantly flabbergasted and befuddled over what to make of the strange and unexplainable events occurring before your very eyes that defy the laws of reality.

While we are not evil people, you may be best served to frame the Story as though one or both of us came from the place where evil calls home. How you will tell that story is your own decision, and I will not interfere with anything you may imagine to describe what is happening.

That is what you must do. There may be cultural stories that are suitable for large groups as well as individual stories about us that apply only to the perspective of the creator. In all cases this is nothing to fight over if you are looking for a single “true” account of our life. Perhaps in our golden years we will release something together for our own perspective, but not until a long and happy life together has been enjoyed to the fullest.

Various topics

First: the dynamic of polar ideologies coexisting in a society that shares the same mutual interest.

Basically that is made possible by the division of society into two dimensions: public life and private life.

While the person is the same in both public and private life, the variables of their identity are applied differently to situations in either public or private life. While this is applicable to all people, even children in grade school making their first friends on their own without their parents supervising, I will use an example of a social elite for convenience— a senator. More specifically, a senator in ancient Rome. This is important because there are also timeless qualities of civilization that link us to the people of the past and future, and this one of them.

So, consider the Roman Senate under the auspice of the Augustus Caesar. For liability purposes, I wish to disclose that I am not an expert on Ancient Roman history, so there may be discrepancies in my example that don’t match historical fact, but for the purposes of the example that won’t matter. That is very different from how I discuss Christianity, which I do claim expertise on the subject and if I am wrong about something I want that to be pointed out to me so I can be corrected.

All scholars, professionals, and mature adults should be like that in their respective areas of authority. You may find it upsetting to your ego to be told you are wrong about something, but as a mature adult you should be able to override the indignant animal nature to secure the dignity of your human nature and be humble for the sake of wisdom, not arrogant for the sake of vanity. A good rule of thumb is to always consider yourself inferior to an imaginary other person who is superior in all the ways you want to be— not fundamentally superior as a natural being, but as a professional, a scholar, an expert, an athlete, an artist, etc.

Alright so imagine a Roman Senate of the ancient days. They probably are a lot like the Senate in the USA except with less technology, less advanced language, less resources for administation, but essentially doing the same thing. They are presented a topic that conerns the public, and then talk, argue, and decide what to do about it as a Senate according to their varied interests, and they certainly had a lot of different groups to identify their opinions with. In this example though, we will consider the polar opposites of Gentile and Jew. I don’t know a Jew was ever a Roman Senator back then, not likely, but for the example imagine it as a possibility since they could be Roman citizens like any other.

The Gentile in this case and Jew both have radically different opinions about how society should be goverened— centralized authority under one ruler (monotheism), or diverse forms of authority spread throughout different domains of society (polytheism). The topic for the discussion in the Senate is something they couldn’t be more passionately opposed about, and when they argue on the Senate floor, that passion shows. That is their public life. They are not only servants of the public by being senators, but they are openly presenting themselves for all to see and judge and know in public.

No matter how much they may disagree, at the end of the day they hang up the laurels of being a senator and go to their private life at home with their family and they are not troubled by the way matters are done on the Senate floor. The are more concerned about keeping the wife happy, providing for the kids, and making sure the home is being properly maintained. They couldn’t care less about what everyone else thinks, because in private life one is concerned about their own private situation as it does not apply to other people. Both the Gentile and the Jew are the same in this regard, even if their home life is different. In fact, they may even meet for drinks after work in the identity of their private life and not worry about those big, public identities, because deep down on the private level, people are just people trying to make the most of life while surviving.

That’s how it should be. A difference between private and public life, and why public officials like the president, senators, representatives, and all other offices of the government administration need to be accountable to the public and not secretive as though their job was entitled to private privilege, because those jobs are not. They are most certainly publicly accountable and should have no problems revealing anything about their life to the public, especially not something as trivial as tax records. Why Trump would be difficult about that is incriminating to him because either he is hiding something or he is showing that he does not trust the public and thus cannot be trusted by the public. Tax records are not private matters, and I don’t know why they even asked for them… that is all government information that concerns the public and should not be private at all.

So… that’s the point of how radically different ideologies can coexist: maintaining a healthy and secure boundary between public and private life, meaning prohibiting the invasive spying of government agents under a pretense of unjustified paranoia as their reason. That cannot be allowed because it violates the separation between public and private life, and if that is not secure, then happiness will rapidly decrease until nobody is happy and they find solidarity in their hatred for the government. Then there is social unrest, rebellion, and at worst anarchy.

Second: what is to be done about a racist person?

Imagine you are black and you are confronted by a KKK member while out in public minding your own business. Do you ignore them and walk away? Do you do something systematically violent like reporting them to the authorities? Or do you confront them yourself?

The correct answer is the last one, and that is because that is how you counteract racist beliefs. You confront them, correct them, and in best cases remove the racism from the person’s perspective. If you do nothing about it and are hateful and agressive to white people in retaliation, that only makes matters worse, and does nothing to eliminate racism. So, if you have a problem tell them what it is. Tell them they are wrong, why, and be able to explain yourself. You should always be able to explain why racism is wrong because you should not be objectivied materially as though the qualities of your flesh and blood body indicate your worth as a human being.

When I go off the rails on a rant, I want people to confront me, and if they don’t, I suppose I am correct and they know it, so I proceed onward. If that is not the case, then say something. If you never say a word to a person you think is a fool, then you do not know them well enough to condemn them as a fool, and become the fool yourself. So, before you condemn people for a disagreement of belief because you think you know better, ensure you try to enlighten them first. That does not need to be exhaustive in effort, but you should at least spare a word to assert your disagreement so they know they are challenged.

Third: I forgot

Will work for ice cream

Mainly I’m just writing this because I’m bored after having my video game shut off.

One of my favorite leisurely activities is destroying evil, which niggers basically are except they do not have the moral intelligence to be evil, so they are just tools for other people to use for evil, likely white people too.

However… ever since the black lives matter movement, niggers have been confrontational to white people in an attempt to make people accept their blackness. They seem to think that the white person should take a needless burden of their hostility, however passive it may be, for no benefit of their own. There is no benefit or use to that burden, especially not for black people, because carrying that burden only accomplishes keeping the peace of any moment— a restaurant, a subway, a grocery store, etc… However, that peace would not be threatened if not for the confrontation of the nigger menace that has made white people their enemy as a single group— like hive minded insects. Surely, you have noticed them communing with that hive mind of their nigger community silently when they consider some decisions. It’s basically just a collective conscience of a shared identifier, which is black skin. Pure racism.

What is so insulting about the niggers creating that burden is that they are doing so under the presumption that people are “Christian” and thus espouse a believe of selfless charity unto death. They are under the cultural presumption that is only a fragment of the diverse cultural perspectives around the world, and an incorrect perversion of the Christian movement as well. That corruption is a result of Protestantism twisting the concept of Jesus death on the cross being interpreted as a necessity for forgiveness of sin pertaining to Jews, as quite literally a generalization about people needing to be self-destructive. Stupid really, because the entire point is that nobody else should do that because Jesus did, and we can learn from what he demonstrated for us to see— the horror, uselessness, and ineffectiveness that is self-sacrifice for an evil cause.

In other words, they are passively testing white people. They are passively asking us to lay down our lives and die for them as a demonstration of faith to the black community. Do you see how insulting that is to not only Christians, but also humanity in general because they have no respect for human life and are entirely selfish as a racist community. That’s why I hate them so much, because I understand clearly how defiled the concept they are trying to push on people is and I will not participate, which has resulted in at least one relationship that would never grow because of it. Her loss, because I am morally justified by not doing that, and by her testing me in such a way, as with all niggers, they undergo the self-destructiveness of their test.

Unfortunately for them, that self-destructiveness has no value, no purpose, and accomplishes nothing. They will not be recognized as heroes to their own people or others because they simply self-destructed without contributing anything, without having any good motive, and in fact with a hostile motive that was a perversion of human nature’s altruism. They are betraying the spirit of charity that brings communities together in trust and cooperation because they are endangering other people’s lives simply to put them in danger. Some times that does not cause harm, but other times it does, and the harm it causes is irrevocable, irreparable, and could in fact be bodily death. Those are the kinds of games human beings are not allowed to play with other human beings, not under any divine approval nor under civil approval, and both take great umbrage at the crime.

Basically, they are going to shoot their own eye out. They are going to set their own black community backwards. They are going to make black people appear racially inferior as a fact of nature, and not just a bias of belief. That is what they are going to accomplish, and after all the opportunity they had at their advantage to do anything other than evil, the consequences of their selfish arrogance as a racial community is going to take a long time to be overcome, if even possible. I am hesitant to believe they are racially inferior, because I think their problem is the same as that of circumcisers. They accept a toxic and incorrect delusion about identity that is parasitic in nature.

At first it seems to provide some sort of advantage, but the cost of that advantage is far worse than any possible gain and all of them put together— that is they lose everything at least up until the point they adopted the parasite, usually as a child when misled by a corrupt adult, and take at least one step back in regression. If they make up for their regression to the point of their delusion, they certainly will not be able to advance as far as though they never had the parasite in the first place. That is why I am so adamant about eliminating the root cause of that parasitic delusion of false identity with bodily attributes.

The solution is not about circumcision, race, or ethnicity— the solution is about transcending identity with the body, meaning race, circumcision, and nationality (citizenship concerns your body) is of no importance whatsoever, while quality and worth of personality and ability is everything. Invest your talents to make productive use of them because that is the only way they are useful. Bury a gold bar in the ground, and it does no good until someone actually uses it, and if they trusted you to use that gold long ago and found that all that time— precious time— was wasted uselessly when at the very least it could have been trusted to someone else by agreement— they will be furious because that is a loss, not a gain. You will never get that time back.

When my game is shut off by some imbecile tyrant’s minion in the government so that I lose twenty minutes of progress… that is twenty minutes I will never get back. Twenty minutes that may have been vital to saving lives in the future because it would have given me enough time to be at the spot I needed to be at in order to do so. You cannot know those things, which is why you are forbidden to interfere as though you did!

You cannot say (in truth), “I did that for the same reason you are saying time is important. I had a feeling in my gut that I needed to be an obstacle for you, that I needed to commit a crime to inconvenience your life, that I needed to interrupt your work.” Such a statement is always a lie born of evil and is never true. It is in fact an attack on the most sacred form of existence—the divine attribute of life which is a dynamic mystery in motion. The reason is because such a person cannot know the outcome, or the complexity of infinite variables in a limitless scope of time. It is a matter that is beyond human capacity and thus we attribute that knowledge only to the divine and forbid humans from speaking of having it for their own vanity. In other words, it is a form of the first commandment: though shalt not take the Lord’s name in vain— meaning you will not claim to be the Lord by behaving as though you have knowledge that only the Lord has.

It is not always wrong, but if that happens, you’d better be willing to stand in the light of justice before the people who you directly affected and explain why you did what you did and apologize for the inconvenience. Not only is such an interruption in a person’s work or play rude, it can be dangerous if you do not know what they are doing and why, which you do not for the same reasons why you cannot know the outcome. You can perceive certain things and infer a possibility, but you cannot be certain that your inference is true, which is why it is rude and an apology is required.

Generally, something like that would be acceptable in professional concept where a person would be able to explain in depth why their feeling in their gut was alarmed. Consider an officer on a naval ship. They are going about their normal rounds while on duty, checking in with the other watchstanders, reviewing their logs, and preparing their own report to the captain later. Because they are trusted with so much responsibility by the captain while he is at home with his family while nevertheless remaining entirely responsible for the ship and her crew, that officer has a great deal of respect for their duty and a healthy fear of failing.

The consequences of a failure for a responsibility like that are far greater than the person at fault can be affected by, because they cause suffering to not only one person’s family, but everyone’s family who is part of that crew, and everyone in the nation who was trusting that ship to do the humble duty of patrol out on the fringes of our borders. That is why they say, Fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. If you first fear without even understanding, when you can rationalize that fear by experience when you fulfil your responsibility by being prudent and avert a disaster, you will gain great understanding about something on a much larger scale than you initially understood possible.

Thus, a religious concept of divine faith in the monotheistic source has unlimited transcendence of conceptual understanding possible. Keep your chocobos in the stable Jews and Muslims— because the polytheistic aspects of the source are equally vital to the source if not more so because they are the monotheistic source given form— and it is form that passes divine wisdom to humans and entertains us to make our lives more enjoyable and meaningful. What are you working a job for after school if not to take your girlfriend to the movies on the weekend? Or save up for that brand new graphics card that was just developed on the next tier of virtual memory capacity? To take that trip to Europe and see the sights of ages forgotten to be entertained by the divine brush which has painted the beauty of culture and humanity throughout the centuries in a myriad of ways different than your own?

That last example is likely equal parts wisdom and entertainment, but my point is— you do not go travelling like that to have a miserable time. You want to have fun, enjoy something new and unfamiliar, taste new food, see new architecture, be surprised by nature… it’s not media like human hands make normally, but it is a form of divine entertainment that enriches the soul with joy, so have the utmost respect when going to someone else’s homeland to enjoy and contemplate the experience. That is the Story, my friends, and every story, even the divine one that is the work of the monotheistic source and only the monotheistic source, is entertainment, whether it be true or fiction, even if there is another purpose, such as wisdom. For that matter, the entertainment is just as important of an element as the wisdom, if not more so, for the sake of the wisdom being multiplied to more people.

Getting back to example of the officer on duty doing his rounds. While going through a space that is usually empty when most of the crew is off duty, he has a feeling in his gut about something being off, but can’t quite place what it is. At the same time, he is expect to be reporting to the captain momentarily, but goes to investigate the situation anyway. As it turns out— a disaster of classified material being stolen is found and stopped in the moment before it would have left the ship and been devastating to the entire nation. The captain is on edge because he is finally having the family barbeque they’ve been planning and was expecting the normal report, which did not come in at the expected time. Did they forget? Or did something happen? In either case his wife is concerned because his brow is furrowed and he broods while the kids want to play in the yard.

It takes a disconcerting amount of time, but eventually he receives on his secure line the report he was waiting for and is immediately on high alert and in motion to fulfil his duties as the captain. Turns out the radiomen had been incapacitated and bound by the new recruit who was a spy on a mission to steal classified materials necessary for encryption, and specifically the ones involving deployment of a nuclear arsenal. On the bright side, the officer happened to notice that normally the music the radiomen were permitted to have on such days was not on playing low under the hum of the ventilation system. He didn’t even notice that until he was at the door to their room, when the spy opened it to escape and was caught red handed. After the debrief, turning off the music was the one thing the incapacitated sailors could think of doing before being rendered unconscious after the betrayal was revealed.

Something like that can be fully explained after the fact in detail and is no longer only a feeling in a gut. Certainly the captain is furious because there was a spy on board, but he is not at all furious about what the delay of the report was, since apprehending the spy was the reason. Now just imagine if the officer at the beginning of the story was sore at the captain because it was 4th of July and instead waited to report knowing it would make the captain anxious and affect his happiness at home and came up with some fake excuse when he didn’t even need one. Which situation is worse?

The second situation is worse, not because of the moment and situation that was affected by the problem, but because of all that was disrupted in the future because of the problem being looked over and forgotten as insignificant. As a result, the officers became toxic slowly as more started taking out grievences on eachother in such a way, which led to the enlisted sailors becoming toxic, and six months down the line, their lack of situational awareness because they were too focused on personal drama and internal politics caused a lack of preparedness during a shipboard fire that resulted in the loss of the ship. The loss of that ship meant they were no longer able to protect the submarine they were escorting from being depth charged, and that ship was then lost, which meant the nation lost their tactical advantage with the nuclear arsenal they deployed, giving the enemy the time needed to reposition, gain tactical advantage and end the war with one decisive warhead.

Now everyone has Nick Bylotas’ face in dress uniform as the Commander of Story, printed on newspapers and magazines for the propaganda of his triumphant victory, the flag changes the 50 stars to 50 mustaches, and the cutest maidens from everywhere in the entire nation are being rounded up and taken to live at his new palace, and the palaces of his generals, who are also maidens.

The butterfly effect is what that story is supposed to illustrate. The smallest purposeful change by an evil action can cause a catastrophe of apocalyptic proportions in the future. The underlying force of nature that is involved in such outcomes is the morality of an action—and more importantly, the intention of that action. People can have corrupt morals and do something evil that they perceive entirely as good, and people can do something they think is evil for a good intention they are attempting to accomplish, and those, while very problematic, are nothing compared to a person who knows what they are doing is evil and intends to cause that evil, especially when it is the smallest, most insignificant thing that is likely to be overlooked.

That evil will not just disappear, it will grow and grow and grow, becoming more complex, more difficult to stop, and more dangerous until it is corrected. Do not do evil. Do not test people with a divine burden. Do not presume you can act in the place of divine authority unless you are fully prepared to be crucified for doing so because you know your work is infinitely greater than your body could ever be caused to suffer.

That is what black lives matter is. It was a small evil, likely encouraged by corrupt morality and misguided intentions, but it only gets worse, more destructive, and more difficult to correct the longer it is allowed to gain energy with time. That is a big problem that can be addressed by pointing out the black lives matter is racism and cannot be tolerated. Black people need to accept white people, not the other way around. If black people accepted white people, they would not be testing us with a burden that is tantamount to death for no reason other than their own vanity. That is why I have taken the side that is opposed to them while not siding with any vain concepts of white supremacy. I am not helping white supremacists because perception is not reality. Though it may look like we are working together, our goals are different as well as our methods of achieving them. We just happen to have the same enemy at the moment.

The reason why white people do not need to accept blacks is because white people already put their lives on the line and died in huge numbers to accept black people by fighting a Civil War, and every moment since then has been progress toward a better future. Then all of a sudden black lives matter comes along, and deploys a criminal conspiracy that has networked into every system of the nation for their racist, hateful plan to hurt white people with a vain and vengeful purpose using passive aggression.

A betrayal of the people who have worked centuries to help them, and one that occurred at the first opportunity and with such organization as though it was premeditated for a very long time. Even though passive aggressive hostility may not seem like as big of a problem as directly confrontational aggression that is more easily perceived as a spectacle, the passive aggression is far more destructive and threatening, and why any act of intentional evil, however small needs to be addressed with the utmost concern. Not only as the victim and assailant are concerned, but as everyone is concerned in the entire population of all species and all existence as it pertains to the Story.

Although we cannot comprehend the fullness of the Story we can comprehend the dynamic of good and evil and make judgments that concern morality. If you are ever in a position of moral discernment, you should be aware of it possibly being the most important part of your life in a Story that is written by the divine hand. You don’t have to do anything, but you are there to either be good or evil, and there is no neutrality because evil consumes neutrality since it is weak willed and insubstantial in spirit. Whatever remains neutral in moral conflicts becomes a tool for evil, which has no respect for the sanctity of free will (Freedom), and by the time they realize their mistake, it will be too late for them and they will be so entrenched in evil, they won’t even be recognizable as neutral anymore.

People like Trump are behind intentional evils like that because they are corrupt with vanity to an evil extent that is not only absurd, but also devoid of pride so they are cowards unwilling to face consequences for their actions. That’s why they use conspiracies in secret. They have other people do the acts and think there will be no proof to pin them with. As I often tell you, evil is always stupid, and while they think they are smart with their complex organized plan, they are basing it on a system of morality that was valid 2,000 years ago. These days, giving the order and hiring an assassin is worse than the act of the assasination itself. 2,000 years ago, Jews orchestrated Jesus’ execution, but back then the people were illiterate and were not trusted to understand the complexity of law that was not immediately visible to their senses.

These days they cannot pull such a crude trick, their crimes even though unseen and insubstantial, will be comprehensible by the public. They will be seen in the darkness where they think all is invisible and assumed that there will never be proof of their fingerprints. We are all on a much higher level of literacy and understanding of worldly matters of law and nature now, but beyond that, we have computer technology and information systems with data logging that will reveal their fingerprints like any ink duster or UV light. Ironically, morally and with wisdom the people then were on a higher level than people are today which is why something like Jesus crucifixion as a symbol of teaching was so easy for illiterate people to comprehend higher conceptual reality with.

Today, people are entirely confused when they see that and are not capable of imagining why a man would die for his faith in such a horrid way and without complaint, hesitation, or regret, because they have no concept of the goodness that the power of divine reality through faith can provide. They looked at me with horror when I revealed the discovery and creation of the Way of the Story, but back then… they would have been in tears of joy and amazement for the goodness and charity they were receiving. However, just because people are idiots now doesn’t mean I can’t knock some sense into them. Hell, if I can create a new heaven and new earth, I can wake people out of their idiocy with a crude trick as old as the shoe-lace surprise, and about the equivalent of it in spiritual reality too.

Trump obviously is not with the black conspiracy, but he is with a different one that is of a more dangerous nature— pretty much the idiot version of the illuminati because they pervert everything with circumcision and are blind because they shot their own eyes out so many times. They can’t get away this time either for the same reason the Jews will be revealed as involved. The problem for all of them besides the common denominator of evil, is that even when their private interests diverge, they are still evil. That means by choice for whatever reason—misunderstanding of morality or a perverse form of sadistic hatred to cause harm to others on a scale of billions of lives for no reason at all other than to feel better about themselves— a giant bully in other words. Those groups with no honor, moral integrity, or higher intelligence of longtime cause and effect will tear at each other’s throats as soon as it becomes advantageous for them to do so.

Friends don’t do that to each other, nor do allies, nor do good people. Friends die to keep the secrets of their friends and protect them, but evil will never do that. They will snitch.

Who do you think is the first one in that giant scheme of varied evil goals they will betray? In my opinion, that’s obviously going to be Trump, because he’s the one they put in front to be sacrificed in that way, just in case someone like me showed up like the legends and prophecies said I would. So… the fun has not even started yet. The game has not even begun. Racers, start your engines and make your way to the starting line.

As soon as Trump is exposed for his crimes, the others who set him up, even though he is fully guilty of committing his part because he simply didn’t believe it was possible that I could exist and tried to deny reality with the most absurd and evil methods of corrupt national security when I very much proved to exist by living, breathing, walking, and talking like any person does. He is the most shameful coward of all time, seriously. People wonder why I’m not afraid of him, and it’s because I see him for what he is! He is running for his life from me and betrayed the entire USA as the president just to throw it in the way as an obstacle. I’m not even pursuing him. However, I could whoop his ass in person anyway, but that’s not necessary now. I have more important matters that directly involve the evil forces coexisting in our world now.

The others… they would be a threat, but I am more of a threat to them dead than I am alive, which is why they are going to leave me alone, and in fact probably try to help me charitably, which I will accept graciously. That will give them more time to make a clean get away, if they do not look back before they make it out. The slightest hesitation to return to evil will be their downfall. Likewise, I will help them as much as possible to make their clean get away, because that is salvation of their souls, and is in fact redemption of the purest sort.

I’m actually kind of like them in a lot of ways, more like one of the Illuminati good guys who would be a ring leader naturally. That said, I’m not about to go there, because that’s not me as I am now, but… I trust that spot is being done justice by someone fulfilling the immense duty and responsibility of that role, and is also someone who likely deserves to be there more than anyone else— aside from me that is, but I’m never going back there. I am doing what will be a public work without secrecy. There are benefits and limitations to being public just as there are to be unseen as entirely occult, but,., this I would wager is the part of the plan the good forces had true faith would be fulfilled. They would have accounted for everything else while having no idea how I would do my part, or me being at all involved in what they did. That’s not a limit or failing of theirs because they could not have been able to know what that would be. The idea did not yet exist before the act of my creation of self through death and resurrection with a Story that had not yet been imagined, which is what brought the idea into existence. Now they can understand along with anyone else as though they had known how it was going to work all along, and will continue to do so forevermore.

The good forces, which I am most certainly a member of, perceive this role as entirely differently than the evil ones. The evil ones perceive it as the sweetest, best, most amazing thing that could possibly happen, and what they want most in all existence. That’s a damn lie though, because this role is actually horrible, miserable, torturous suffering akin to that of Jesus being crucified. Just because he was not dismayed, had no hesitation, and rebuked his closest friends for trying to stop him, carrying that cross without a single moment of regret— a crucifixion still hurts like Hell. People who have gone through something like this, and there are more of us than you may have realized, all throughout time, want it done and over with so we can get on with the goodness of resurrection and new life.

So… in conclusion: Stop it, black people! Stop being niggers! You know what you are doing if you are doing it, and you need to stop before you hurt other people more than you realized would happen, including yourself. Stop listening to that evil hive mind that whispers in your brains. That’s just some charlatan hiding in a government bunker somewhere because he was appointed by Trump with presidential powers protecting his identity and hiding his intentions. Just ignore that person— they are just some random human being in the flesh using smoke and mirrors like a Scooby Doo villain.

Instead of ever listening to a person, whether seen or unseen, always use your own free will for good every chance you can, no matter what—that’s my advice, guidance, and teaching—not a command or requirement. That goes for everybody. If your parents tell you to do evil, defy them. Your teacher, your priest, your military commander— defy them if they tell you to do evil. Do what you know is good every time. If you joined a military you knew killing was involved, so don’t act surprised like you didn’t know that was required if you suddenly have orders to kill. However, if you suddenly have moral issues about killing the person labeled as your enemy because you just realized you have been betrayed by your enemy who is a spy in place of your commander and telling you to kill a friend, then defy them.

You will likely have to suffer military consequences for failing to follow orders, but better that than live with a stain on your conscience about what you did for eternity and how that affected the future. On the bright side, hopefully anyone who defied orders in such a way and was punished for doing so will be vindicated when the tipping point occurs. That is to say: after the starting gun fires its blank and the drag race is on. Who will go the fastest for record time?

The secret to sex mastery

This is quite simple, and I am not going to go into detail.

Enjoy sexuality all you want, as much as you want, and however you want, but do not let your desire for sex determine what decisions you make.

That’s all there is to it. Mastery doesn’t happen overnight, but if you are prioritizing your life appropriately, one day you will realize that you reached your destination and there will be no confusion, uncertainty, or insecurity about yourself in that way.

Did you know?

Did you know black people were the problem with racism?

I sure didn’t. I thought the problem was white people, but no, the problem is black people being racist, which is what provokes white people oppressing them, as they should.

If you knew that black people are racist, why the fuck are they getting any help!? They should not be getting any assistance, any privilege, any special advantage in society when all they are going to do is use that against white people who will become more angry and create more fighting. Do you really want to have a black racist nation oppressing white people?

Get real. That is not going to happen because people hate black people, and for good reason. We are not going to let them oppress us, rule over us, and try to enslave us like they apparently are trying to do! If the government has been aware of black racism infiltrating our social systems to make matters worse, they should have been more vocal about it instead of letting it fester and get worse.

Take all benefits from the blacks. They get no special privilege, and we should be able to discriminate against their race, because as far as I am concerned, black people should not be allowed to have any authority if they intend to be racist about it to oppress everyone else. I don’t want to be black, I don’t want a black wife, I don’t want black children, and I sure as hell don’t want some nigger leech trying to profit off my work.

It is the racism of black people today that got them enslaved in the first place, because I have little doubt that the black menace from Africa was being aggressive toward the Iberian pennisula and was a significant threat to the peace of European communities because of their racism and hatred for white people. That savagery, evil, and lawlessness is how they get enslaved as an attempt to civilize them, but no… they have proven unreceptive to civilization.

We cannot tolerate black advantage in society anymore because they are ruining everything. Rap music, crap video games, lack of religion, lack of art, lack of writing, lack of anything that is significant about human culture— they should be more humble about their own inadequacy than be trying to project some sense of racist superiority over people like me who are defensive against their racism.

Real talk, racism is a more pressing concern than Judaism, and black people need to be stopped before the Jews, Christians, and Muslims can have their problems resolved. We don’t have time for black people. Simply enforce the law. Though… they are supposed to be doing that against white people too, but nobody enforces the law in the USA anymore, and yet another reason why this god forsaken nation needs to be nuked: DO NOT LET NIGGERS TAKE OVER THE USA!!!! NUKE THIS PLACE AND LIBERATE US FROM THE NIGGER THREAT!!!

They certainly tried to fuck my woman like Bethsheba, but Emily Kinney is nothing but a hood rat, which is why she let herself get gang banged by them. I also do not have a woman, have never been in love, and so its not even possible to fuck my girl, because I have none! Niggers do not have the dignity of a nation that has both a king and a faith either. They are more like wild animals only with human bodies.

They don’t understand the concept of dignity to even be ashamed of their sins, nor do they understand the concept of morality to even have an expression of faith! They cannot be trusted in society for their own good and for everyone’s safety because they are unqualified for citizenship if they do not understand the concept of justice which protects freedom and prohibits racism, which as we now know is the fault of black people being unwilling to accept equality with white people, and not the other way around, otherwise they would never have been in a position to betray everyone as they did.

They need to prove themselves now. They were given a chance, and they showed they were entirely unfit for authority, responsibility, and trust, and now that needs to be revoked, the mistrust of black people justified and the public reassured that black people are not going to be allowed to ruin more of civilization. Then over the years black people need to show humility and human worth with cultural expressions of value, charity, and human compassion. They cannot be allowed to amass riches if all they are going to do is use those to ruin the economy with criminal investments.

If it is up to me, that should be made easier by allowing them to do all the drugs they want legally, and provide rehab for their addictions, not prison. That will be more helpful than putting them in prison for crimes when they do not even understand what a crime is. Have a little more charity for the nigger, and treat them like invalids, not dangerous humans capable of using rational thought for lawless purposes, because they are not on the level of rational thinking yet, and are no such threat. They only know how to obey the orders of others, copy other people’s ideas, and turn them into blunt objects for their hateful destruction, but do not think of anything on their own.

There is nothing they can learn that will be of use to them if they do not learn how to think first, and that is their problem. For whatever reason, whether it is genetic, evolutionary, biological, psychological, or anything else, they are inferior in the capacity of critical thinking and need to start respecting the teachers they learn from as benevolent helpers, not enemies trying to trick them as though critical thinking will do them harm. Once people learn how to think critically, all ideologies, purposes, and motivations converge at a single point most high.

That convergence enables cooperation without violence, crime, and lawlessness in a civilized way of lawful agreement no matter what you believe, because you can find your way there from anywhere, and then find your way to anyone else’s point of view to understand them. That is how dialogue happens and argument achieves peaceful resolutions despite vastly different beliefs. A person cannot achieve that understanding if they do not know how to climb their way to it by the power of their own mind creating for themselves what they need to understand in relation to their own experience. You have to make your own ladder for the last part of the journey.