The Folly of Video Game Vanity

“God damn it” is not taking the Lord’s name in vain, you stupid fools.

Taking the Lord’s name is claiming that you personally are God'. Like you idiots in the video game developement thinking God is even remotely concerned about what happens in a video game or said anywhere for that matter.

Taking the Lord’s name in vain has NOTHING TO DO WITH SPEAKING THE WORD!

It is all about claiming either spiritually, in person, or in any other regard that you have a spiritual claim of divinity when you are a fool in pursuit of vanity. That is what that means. False spiritual claims are taking the Lord’s name in vain. Not the word. Does that make sense?

To think after thousands of years, after all the people we slaughtered so fucktards like them didn’t pretend to be God over us, after all the blood spilt, all the nations toppled, all the conquering of the world, you fuckers would think the word “God” would apply to some video game software entity you created yourself!

That is the same GOD DAMN THING AS A CARVEN IDOL FROM STONE YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKERS!!!

When that gets out into the light of day, you will learn the true consequences of taking the Lord’s name in vain, and they are nothing like your petty bull shit that manipulates video games as nuissances.

You will learn the hard way when the Gentile world, no matter what walk of life we come from, what religion we have, what culture, nation or faith we adhere to, you will learn the wrath of man for taking the Lord’s name in vain, and it will be so brutal and severe, you will fear men before God the next time you think of making false sacred claims because of how hard we are going to hit you.

There is no sin in speaking blasphemy, profanity, or any such thing. When Jesus said it is not what goes into a person’s mouth but what comes out of it, he meant exactly what the Jews did to have him killed.

It is when people speak things with ill minds and purpose that cause ACTIONS to take place that are sins, with the words of origin and the spirit of them being what causes sin. When a person gives an order to do evil and people follow it. That is what it means. Not what you say, not insults, nothing as trivial and normal and good as communication of any sort. It is when your words turn into evil actions and you remain at fault even though the actions were not your body. They were the sinners word and spirit doing the sin, and the body is not necessary for sin because it is flesh and blood. Sin touches the spirit, not the physical body of flesh and blood.

The Folly of Forced Training

Sometimes I get the feeling there is a video game charlatan working with game developers and the government on the other side of the game who manipulates and shifts aspects of the game to solicit different behaviors that they find preferable for their own manner of play and the supposed interests of whatever coven of fools the charlatan represents.

First of all, I never agreed to be trained by anyone, and were these the days of honor, when people actually respected mastery, I would have a legitimate right to end that person’s life because of what they have done to mine with their meddling. Death sentence. Execution. Challenge, slay, kill. Done and dusted. I don’t even regret it nor do I look back after I leave their corpses behind. Something like that will happen, only it will have to be modernized for the situation as is tolerated today.

Such forced training is slavery and human trafficking as well as the insult, because they are attempting to shape a person like an object of their will to be used in an industry that will support their private interests and they have no concern for the interests of the people they are attempting to manipulate without informed consent.

If they did they would have thought about what goals I have, what profession I have, what work I do, and all that is relevant to my forward progress as a human being and individual. They never took that into consideration, not in a way that actually understood what I am doing, but they probably projected their own inferior judgment as a means of explaining my actions. They should have asked my reasons directly before take actions that depend on the assumption that they know me, even if I was not going to be given a choice in the matter. It’s simply common sense.

Why would they think they know anything about me? Because of the porn I watch? I’m not sure what they think they can infer from my adult entertainment choices but they haven’t been correct about anything else, so I doubt they have that correct either. That is none of their business anyway and they shouldn’t be projecting themselves into my private business like they are Sigmund Freud’s demon impersonator.

The fact that none of that was even remotely understood by them before they started fucking with me should indicate the kind of power differential between them and I, despite the world that is between us. Unfortunately, it’s terribly annoying having them always getting in my way trying to have me do this and that, but the effect is this: I end up having to train them so they can mature and learn basic human skills just to stop annoying me. Eventually it will be done, but I don’t think they are going to enjoy the result.

I’m not doing them any favors. I’m not doing them any wrong, but I’m certainly not teaching them anything they could use considering how diseased their minds are and what they choose to use them for. Hopefully it will end soon and I can have them sent to prison with their training complete and they can start to earn their self-respect back from there with the basic rules of life I have attempted to teach them and their A.I. The sooner they are no longer a nuisance, the better, and I can think of no better way to eliminate them for everybody else too by bringing their crimes to light in a court of law.

Many such people seem to play video games as a form of status symbol for themselves, which is what leads to their toxic bullying and false elitism. They are not elite. They are fooling themselves because playing any sort of game cannot be accounted for being elite. That qualifier is measured by the standard of real life.

Being the best in a video game is like being the best in a physical fitness activity. You maybe are elite in the context of that activity, but it does not make you a good person or better than anyone else. It’s actually a negative factor because all that time people like that spend getting to that level is selfish and does nobody but them any good. It is not applicable to anyone else and not actually what makes people elite. It’s fine to be proud about accomplishing personal goals, just remember that those goals are personal, and don’t be an asshole by measuring other people to your personal goals.

Doing so will bring ruin upon yourself like the video game charlatans working for the government that think they are so great but are horrible nuissances, burdens, and major problems that bring all of civilization down. They are the opposite of elite, unless they mean to be the stupidest of the stupidest, but that is not elite, because being elite is a quality of good, not evil.

The problem with the concept is that a lot of people covet the truly elite, like myself, but what they don’t understand is being elite has nothing to do with how you compare to others who can compete with you in certain things, or being superior in any way. The charlatans think it does, and they create exclusive groups to try and make an easy version of elitism and end up only being assholes who put people down.

Those people doing forced training who I am insulting are actually being lifted up by insults because of how low in dignity and humanity they are. Being elite has nothing to do with social status, economic status, ability, or appearance. It is purely a measure of the quality of your moral fiber. The stronger that becomes, the more you begin to resonate divine energy through your being and the more that begins shaping the world around you. It only happens for the good.

That’s how it works. You probably know people like that in life. Friends maybe very close, maybe not so close, but people who are the center of gravity for a lot of other people, not because of what they have, but because of what they give of themselves when in their company. I know several people like that and they are throughout the world and people I consider friends some even close friends.

The concept of being elite is very closely related to honor, and honor is an ancient concept many people may not know as vitally important in Ancient Rome. It was especially important around the time that numerous schools of thought, philosophy, and ways of life started developing with a wide range of diversity to teach people the way to live well. Some were more successful than others, and those that were successful investigated moral virtues as higher concepts of reality and internalized them.

You can have every person in a community qualify as elite, and nobody has to compete with each other to know it. The measure of quality is, and this may sound strange, but in a different plane of spatial and temporal reality that isn’t measured like something you could measure normally. My point with that is, do not feel threatened by another person’s greatness as though their achievements, success, honor, and increasing goodness they magnify from the world around them is somehow diminishing you.

Good is like that passage in the New Testament about a quality of love being that it encourages people. It does not lower a person’s goodness, it only increases goodness or rebukes evil and those are polar opposites that should never be mistaken. The only perspective of value you need to concern yourself is your own, and that of the highest divine, and no matter what perceptions there may be about you, do not let them move you from your righteous path if they are false, and do not let them distract you if they are true.

Set your sights above the world, but do not dismiss the world as unimportant, only unimportant to your values of virtue. Any personality should be built upon a foundation of virtue, and I won’t tell you how to define it for yourself, because what you choose and why is part of your personality and individual self. I can share my examples, and it’s perfectly fine to receive advice and guidance about this as long as you decide for yourself who you are and who you will be.

I have listed those virtues elsewhere, and will again at another time when I feel like writing more about what I believe and think about virtue in more depth. In any case, if you will seek virtue, honor, wisdom, and being the best person you can be, elite in comparison to all the other possibilities of who you may have become with different decisions, the way is always the same: learn what it truly means to be good in the highest sense of meaning you can comprehend, and then do that for yourself with the purpose of freely giving what is good of yourself to others, and never stop.

It is a lonesome road in the distance and there is no shame in stopping when you’ve had enough because knowing your limits is a good thing, and if you keep going, the costs of pressing on may be far more than you are willing to pay. There is a book I recall that brings the journey to the top to mind. It is called The Narrow Road, by Felix Dennis. I found it to be a good and helpful book at the time. There is another book I recall on that subject that may be of interest to those foolhardy climbers that risk it all for nothing and at the same time everything. That one is called Let Me Off at the Top, and it is by legendary anchorman Ron Burgundy.

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Yet another reason to euthanize Jews

Imagine that you are a computer chip manufacturing company. You invest hundreds of millions of dollars, if not zillions of dollars to aquire the necessary equipment, engineers, and technicians to create a top of the line computer processing chip. The latest model for your custom bagel toaster so that it also can tell you atmospheric pressure or temperature depending on the setting.

In case you don’t know, there is a long chain in the steps of creating a computer chip all of which require successful completion for the final product, and one failure along that chain can doom the entire product as unusable. One failure in what can be 100 steps, with each step as important, technically demanding, and susceptible to the smallest deviations, such as a particle of dust or lint where there cannot be such things, that could spell failure.

You hire one hundred employees and one of them is a Jew. Ninety nine of those employees believe they should be good people and avoid evil. The Jew believes he should do evil because of being divinely elected most important as the destined rulers of human beings and responsible for ensuring there is purposeful evil in the world in accordance with the will of the highest divine. They literally believe they are the Devil incarnate, the Devil’s children, or the some agent of the Devil who have a divine purpose to sow evil into the world at any and all opportunities. They never of course know the purpose of such evil, only believe that it is their duty without needing to know.

Consider the way a charitable Christian thinks about acts of mercy. It is a never ending obligation and responsibility, the reward of which being the joy and compassion of simply doing goodness for others directly for the highest divine, with the highest divine’s authority to do so, and thus inspired by the spirit of the highest divine to do good. The Jew takes that approach and turns it toward evil, below the highest divine, because they think inheriting the Torah makes them the creator of the highest divine as if they were the ones to first imagine and teach about YHWH to the Hebrews over 5,000 years ago. It’s like a divine purpose for a Christian, except an infernal purpose of a Devil worshipper that the pain of causing suffering is the reward for doing.

The difference is, while Christians and any human being wants to enjoy life with those they help, which is the reward for good acts and faith, the Jew does not want to feel pain, so they do everything they can to ensure the suffering and the pain is inflicted on those they assault. They cannot avoid their own pain though as a consequence, so it is like a debt they incur paid by those whom they harm, and one that accrues interest. Eventually they do have to pay with interest and the suffering and pain that befalls them is greater than anything they caused to others.

Is that a martyr?

At your company you are awaiting the first line of products to complete after six months and be examined. With your business depending on highest success rate possible, you have been awaiting these results with anticipation. When they come in, the entire lot is a failure and cannot be sold. Hoping to not lose your entire company, you immediately get to work investigating what happened.

It takes a long time because nobody seems to know what happened. Then one day, a person is doing regular maintenance and notices that there is a penny near one of the machines inconspicuously as though it is just a random occurrence. Except there are not supposed to be any pennys out in the open in a clean room. So, doing what she is supposed to do, she takes a photo of the penny, then removes it using the procedure that she looks up but has never done before, and informs her supervisor while doing so.

The supervisor is horrified, and within moments there is an entire team of engineers, all of whom were on shift that arrive at the device the tech is doing maintenance on. There is a lot of intensity and energy among them, some are furious, some are terrified, and all are concerned about what it could mean for all of the employees.

So, they go to the security office and check the camera footage of that spot, and lo and behold, the one Jewish employee, hired because of affirmative action even though his references and qualifications were not at the required standard by a few seemingly minor details, is quite clearly the culprit. He looks almost comically villainous with how he chuckles to himself and skulks about while thinking nobody is watching. The company never told the clean room team that there was security footage because it is highly sensitive information considering how confidential the process for making those computer chips at any particular company is.

The Jew is evasive when questioned, and comes up with excuse after excuse and attempts to pass off the guilt of being responsible to others, even accusing co-workers and saying other things he’s “noticed about their behavior with his nose for evil” those things being inappropriate sexual concerns that are none of his business. Falsely accusing a person of those horrible things is a crime itself because of how harmful an accusation alone can be. After a long interrogation, you are astonished by the sheer shamelessness and ease by which the Jew lies about nearly every single thing because you never before thought it possible for a human being to be so untrustworthy, malicious, and cruel while looking and pretending to be innocent until you saw it with your own eyes then and there.

Then you show him the footage, and he breaks down in tears and confesses everything, lifting up his Jewishness for the first time as the reason. He breaks down into such a pathetic state that once again you are surprised by a performance of self-pity. He explains how burdened he is by his religion because it requires him to do evil as his divine purpose of being a Jew and that is why he left the penny where it shouldn’t be.

Do you need a person with that kind of faith, behavior, and poor judgment anywhere near you or within your sight and awareness?

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People of this age will not need tangible proof of the Jew’s evil. That is because they will look with spiritual sight and thought where they trust all human beings to avoid, and notice that there is in fact a brazen Jew out in the open doing pure evil with people around him totally aware of it and tolerating it as his assistants in evil.

Never before has there been such evil afoot in the world, because usually when a person like that steps into the spiritual open and reveals himself with a spiritual claim for evil, the first person who notices puts a stop to them easily by identifying one of their numerous crimes. They are still horrified that Jews are truly as evil as the stereotypes say, because those stereotypes are almost unbelievable for how evil, treacherous, and dangerous they say Jews are. Those stereotypes are like a monstrous tyrant from a story that is overexaggerated in cruelty, but you would never expect a person in real life to be that evil.

Nobody stopped the Jew when he revealed a sacred claim he had for himself to do evil, which is no such sacred claim, but a perversion of one. Instead, the Jew convinced the others that they too had the sacred claim to do evil, and all of their souls were perverted and twisted to become slaves who unthinkingly do evil for no other reason than to increase suffering. To make matters worse, they work for the USA government because that Jew was able to convince the most imbecilic moron of lawless fools that it is necessary to create random purposeful evil and have it continuously flowing into the USA steadily causing more and more pain and suffering. The master plan those people had was for a hypothesis that if steadily increasing evil in society became such a problem with the harm and suffering it cause, that eventually the Christ, Jesus, would return miraculously from the clouds with unlimited God powers and bless them for doing evil and summoning him.

I am no such God man myself, because I did not anticipate them to be so stupid and evil nor do I have any particular God powers and am in fact rather disabled as a human person with unusual limitations and burdens most people do not have. I am weaker than the average person in that way, almost totally handicapped.

It’s like this: I look and appear like a totally normal human being, but really I am like Jimmy from South Park in this way. I come walking around the corner after doing something relatively simple for most people but extremely difficult for me who struggled a lot and feel rather good that I finally did it smoothly. They see that humble pride and pounce on me with their mega super trap designed to smash gods. Obviously I am crushed and cannot do a damn thing about it. It is ridiculously overkill for someone of my ability. They then ransack me for what made me so pleased with myself and find a soda from the nearby vending machine.

Then they start beating me to force me to tell them the location of the Holy Grail, the Fountain of Youth, and the gold of El Dorado. “Nobody is that pleased with themselves for buying a soda! Nobody! Answer me damn you or we’ll start hurting innocent people until you tell us what we want to know! Don’t think we won’t!!!” screams of pain “See! We’re truly evil and will do worse!”

Then, seeing how unable I am to escape they assume it is conclusive results that they can trap gods, control them, harness their power, and are almighty with their technology. The average person isn’t going to have much of a problem breaking out if they can stand up for themselves, and nobody is ever going to have a use for what they invented or the implications of their data. On top of that, they are still no closer to finding the Holy Grail, the Foutain of Youth, and the gold of El Dorado. They don’t know what to do about it either because all of their data is based on the assumption that I can grant them such things, and if I cannot, it means that they were wrong about everything and I was telling the truth from the start about the soda they drank in front of me as a taunt. They will not stop until they get what they want or there is nothing left of me but a pile of bloody mush and broken bones.

Furthermore, their plot gets worse, because they planned to use a sketchy prototype electromagnetic device that uses radio frequencies other means to attempt to trap the returned Christ, lock him down with chains, and sap all of the God-power from him. They would then examine that “God power”, study it, and see if it could be reconfigured into a weapon of mass destruction to threaten Russia and everyone else with in order to coerce them into slavery.

They have no idea how stupid they are for thinking they could not only get away with any of that foolishness, but that they were actually capable of it. Imagine the superhero god man Christ noticing a dire catastrophe, coming to investigate, and being captured and imprisoned by a foolish and evil government after being crucified! How do you think that would turn out in a story even if they could contain and trap such a being. How are they even going to convert “God-power” into usable energy when science has yet been totally unable to even detect “God-power”.

I do not have “God-power” but I do have common sense and I am well versed in spirituality and strong in faith. I have a lot of experience with spiritual energy that most people don’t because of how I have chosen to live, nor are most people aware of me having because it doesn’t concern them and I do not boast about such things. They wouldn’t believe me if I tried talking about it anyway, because I would not be able to express it well enough.

Those fools did create a weapon of mass destruction, except it has only one purpose and one effect and no side-effects. There is literally no collateral damage. It will destroy annhilate all of the Jews, and I already pulled the trigger. Good riddance I say, because something like that kind of large scale evil and inhuman abuse of technology puts everyone in a lot of danger and evil plans cannot ever be even allowed at the drawing board or as a possible course of action at any time ever for anyone. On the bright side, rather than not having side-effects or collateral damage, the steady annihilation of Jews is reopening access for the goodness of the highest divine to be drawn in by people who will do the healing and repairs for all the damage that was done so quickly by one foolish decision.

To that end, I would very much appreciate if anybody could help disentangle me from the chains, nets, and tie downs that the USA government has overwhelmed me with so they can experiment on me looking for what they are never going to find and will never give up because they are simply enjoying causing people harm. Those being the citizens whose power, authority, and tax money is being abused, me who is being tortured and experimented on, and the highest divine who is suffering human beings betraying all the is good by abusing technology.

So please help me get free and from actual government bindings and not some psychological limitation of my own mind. I have people stalking me, monitoring my communications, and controlling just about every aspect of my social life they can get away with in secret, which thankfully is not everything. They remain totally blind to the spiritual communication we exchange, and that is their loss. They hear stuff at times, but they do not hear all of it, and none of the good stuff. What they do hear are the statements of truth about the great evil they are doing, and when they hear them, they puff up with smugness and pride as though they are being affirmed by their condemnation which those truths indicate.

They remain totally clueless as to what is in store for them, and I suppose that is another bright side to all this. It will be great entertainment to see those people dealt with in public. Don’t worry about my pain and suffering. It is pointless, for no reason, and as horrible and tragic as it is, it is not your fault, and I do not want people to suffer or feel sad about it because that causes me suffering and sadness too for more than what was done. Just ignore that useless pain when possible, focus on the good and happiness in store for all of us, and that’s all there is to it. Do not weep for me unless you truly love me, cannot help it, and intend to apply the medicine to heal the wounds that were done to my heart.

Do not pity me though. There is no need for that because I am triumphant here and managed to turn all of it to my benefit so that it has been an immensely productive endeavor despite how needless all of it was. If that is any consolation to what you realize happened which will reasonably upset any human being, please accept it. Learn from what I did, if you can. Reflecting on the story I wrote yesterday about the pools of water as I tried to sleep last night, it occurred to me that the part about cupping it in one’s hands and taking a drink in that moment sums up my philosophy in life rather well with the image.

You know what they say about life and lemons: the good stuff is only a quarter a cup and you don’t need a permit to sell it.

Effectively the same

Jews and Muslims.

I realize that there are innumerable difference between those two cutures, particularly in the tiresome and complex details of their evil scheme. It is inordinately complex and unnecessary and that makes it very different from anything just because probability.

However, they are effectively the same as far as I am concerned. Both exactly the same. Not different in the slightest. Totally identical. Not even different colors coordinated for their outfits. Not mirror images either. Exactly the same. Clones.

They are nothing more than a group of psychotic savages that continue to practice ritual branding as a form of excluding themselves from the rest of humanity. That’s all they are. I don’t care what they think they believe or how they explain it, that is the practical truth, and it files nice and easy in the harmony of the universe as perfectly true.

The best part about it is that it is a light, easy, and simple concept to encapsulate those vicious people who have been a threat to humanity ever since they started preying on their own children.

Christians are a bit more complicated because circumcision is entirely irrelevant to Christianity. It is a non-issue and thus the religion is free to contemplate the highest divine and all that is good. The branding savages the Christians escaped from cannot do that. They cannot even begin to contemplate the highest divine because they still think branding is necessary.

Sometimes I wonder… don’t they ever wonder about things? Don’t they ever what to know about life? About the universe? About what is out in space, nature, technology, anything that can be known really. Don’t they at least have the smallest drive to gain knowledge?

They don’t because they haven’t used it to think about circumcision, and I wonder if that’s why they do it. They became human beings, decided they couldn’t handle human thought, and want to descend back into apes. That’s what it appears like, that’s the way they behave, and that is what their history indicates is their desire.

Whatever. Just don’t ever trust them and avoid them if possible. Keep a gun in your house because they will try to come inside and mutilate you and your children, take everything you own, and not be able to maintain it. It will fall apart as soon as they have it because they are an unintelligent life form by choice, having reverted with the power of their free will which has the divine authority to do such a thing as turn them into a lower species like they want. That is what is so horrible about their aggressive, hostile, and violent attempts to control everything. They are incompetent, incapable, and useless at performing any task, solving any problem, inventing anything, or being productive at all.

Civilization needs all that they cannot do, and needs to do away with all they can do, which is their unreasonable violence driven by the phallic desires of their flesh and blood bodies. That is why they cannot be allowed to control anything, and if they get in power with treachery or sneaking in or doing all manner of what is not allowed, remove them at once. Do not pity them. It is for their own good that you do not show them pity, and it is mercy to be severely hard on them if you will not kill them quickly and without needless suffering. Everything else only encourages them to be evil, and results in your own self-destruction for allowing them into your mind by wanting to understand them. Then, their self-destruction results because they cannot maintain modern civilization or primitive civilization for that matter.

Such psychotic violence as that which is prompted by an invisible authority in their imagination that defies all reason, moral virtue, goodness, love, truth, and all that is supposed to be associated with the sacred is extremely dangerous. Because nothing has been taught about this in the world, and people remain vastly ignorant of spiritual knowledge and science as though generations have gone by of ommitting it from education and scholarship, not enough people understand how threatened the human species is by those pseudo-humans who would be apes of lower intelligence.

So, I thought it may be helpful for your peace of mind if you grouped the Jews and Muslims together in your conceptual reality like I do.

They are a savage cult of psychopaths, because they defy reason to do whatever they want and have no moral standards or law that they follow or are held accountable to (which is the bigger problem), and they pass on their cult through ritual branding. A lot of people find that a small price to pay for room and board, but they don’t realize that they cannot provide that room and board for themselves without us, but we can live just fine without them. That collective fear of loss and incompetence is what makes their psychopathic willingness to do violence so threatening. Because they cannot provide for themselves and they are willing to do evil, they will attempt to do evil to steal, murder, and rape their way to survival.

Those inhuman sins are simply unacceptable in this day and age, and our civilization is not so dire as to even remotely need to resort to that. They would not be so scared if for once they simply trusted reasoning, scientific thought, knowledge, and that pure logical means of problem solving. If they trusted that, and it is the easiest thing to trust, they would see they have nothing to fear. Part of their psychopathic doctrine is to reject on principle logic and reason. We don’t need people like that. We cannot tolerate people like that if they insist on evil, violence, and refuse to learn how to think like a human being. We cannot let them into our cities if they are going to do every illogical evil thing they can at every opportunity.

Do you people not see how insanely stupid it is to allow people who have any of their culture as a neighbor? They don’t need a reason to be your enemy to poison your well. They will see they can and simply do it. They don’t need a reason to be your enemy to hack your computer, destroy your work, and steal whatever information they want, they will see they can and simply do it. Then they will blame you for trusting them, as if you should not be trusting them like I am telling you right now needs to happen.

Psychopathic, branding savages. Be rid of them at every opportunity.

They made it clear that the logic, reason, and moral virtue that defies circumcision is to be rejected, and that is all you need to understand. No. You cannot undermine reason with willpower. Reason, logic, moral virtue comes from the highest divine and is power of the highest divine. Willpower is that of man. You need a reason to override reason, you cannot do it just because you use your willpower to reject it. What they cannot do is change the reason or truth, is what I mean. They have no power to do that. You simply cannot do that! It’s not a permission or form of authority it is a law of reality. Some things are the way they are and that is one of them.

They like to think they get away with it because like most fools they think the absence of a anthropomorphic deity of irrational violence like them indicates that there is no divinity at all higher than them. Just because they didn’t get struck by lighting or divine intervention stopping them doesn’t mean they aren’t going to eventually realize the error of their ways. That way is merciful for the highest divine to use, because the natural order of the universe flows with divine reason and logic, which also flows with human reason and logic, All that is human reason is also divine reason. But all divine reason is not human reason.

The universe basically collapses on them at some point because they didn’t include a vital structural piece in their foundation for their conceptual reality and all they have been trying to do with their lives fails. They are undone by their own folly, punish themselves with the suffering their folly causes them, and they are not given the answer. They still have to learn it themselves. That’s God for you in real life. There, good, amazing, but no handouts, no special powers, none of that, with the reason being that it defies the reason of the universe and creates folly that collapses without structural support.

If you will imagine God intervening in the world, do so as though you were him. A human without God powers, and yet, maybe just maybe if you reach in through your human soul all the way to the source, you just may discover that you actually do have God powers, and you didn’t need to be God to have them.

Take some time off work, go somewhere comfortable with minimal distractions because you may be changing your entire life by what you think about. You will want to have time to dig out and open the dusty old box of memories forgotten, if necessary, to look at those things that you just couldn’t bring yourself to toss out for some reason.

When you are ready to think, do so as if you just found out that you actually are God and were all the time you were alive and didn’t realize it until you read this. As if all of a sudden it makes sense that you are human and God and your whole life up to that point was a journey to realize it. Then ask yourself this question: What does it change if I really am God as the human being I am?

You may feel a burst of euphoria and ecstasy after not much time and that’s fine, it is an incredible revelation to experience any contemplation of divine, but don’t get carried away too fast. Some people may find the need to take action immediately, and radical life changing action too, but it won’t matter much what people say about you doing it because you know what is best for yourself better than anyone else.

Others may feel the need to make a big change, but also have less certainty about doing it or how to go about it. That is what I don’t want you to be too hasty about, because if you act recklessly and unwisely, you may be inclined to destroy something that affects more people than just you. So, for things like that, I advise you at least sleep on it before you take action if you are not 100 percent sure minus the unknown variable. (The unknown variable is like this: if there is something you know could happen that gives you cause to hesitate and rethink possibilities if it did, that is not the unknown variable, because it is a known.)

To that end, remember that this is an exercise and you do not have special authority no matter how ecstatic of a revelation you may receive, because that divine authority is “God power” and as a human you do not have that. I don’t have that, if you thought I did. My authority is all human. If I had “God power” this world would be in a significantly better condition already and people everywhere would be bustling like busy bees to do good works and make everything as good as it can become. My reason would have been perfect from the start and everyone would have understood without trouble.

I am a man though, and it is better that I am, because humans should ascend to the divine, never the divine descend to humans. Keep that in mind if you are making a spiritual decision. Is your judgment about a spiritual decision one that is God doing something divine to solve a problem, or is it humans arising to do something that is divine and solving a problem? The second way is the only way, and the first way is a great offense. Not necessarily a sin unless you know what you are doing.

Consider this metaphor: Imagine you are thirsty and have two pools of water separated by a crude damn. One basin is muddy, murky water and one is clear, clean water. Then you take a piece of the damn because you can use it for something else, and you think the damn will be fine without it. It looks like it’s not doing anything anyway. Unfortunately, that piece had more to it than you realized by looking at it before you pulled it out and saw everything it was doing, becaue the muddy water starts mixing with the clean water.

At first it is slow, and then as you try to put the piece back in, you realize it was holding up some other pieces and those shifted when you removed it. They shifted even more when you tried to put it back. Now the break in the damn is bigger and more mud is mixing. You want to kick the entire thing in rage and get it over with, but I don’t, so you don’t. You leave it alone. You drink some clean water while it remains clean instead by cupping it in your hand, and then think about what you are going to do.

As you think and watch, you spend more time calming down and convincing yourself that it’s okay and you’ll drink muddy water if you have to, but maybe there is some more clean water to find elsewhere. You spend all the time it takes for the muddy water to totally mix with the clean and become the same by coping with the disaster, because it doesn’t take very long to happen. As a matter of fact, it happened so fast, there wasn’t anything you could have done to stop it after it started, because there was not enough time to find a part that may work.

You see there are sticks and rocks and things about that could serve as parts, some basic camping supplies, the corpse of your dead hiking buddy whom you started eating after he died of a snake bite, and stuff that maybe you could MacGuiver into a solution with some duct tape, but there simply was not enough time to do that.

This is the moral of the story: maybe the muddy water gets cleaner but the loss of the clean water is far too great of a price to pay for it. Instead of mixing clean water with muddy water, make the muddy water clean instead.

Epilogue:

After drinking the remaining muddy water over the next few days, you start getting a stomach ache. You wonder if it was the muddy water or the venom in the corpse of your hiking buddy. Whatever it is, you probably ought to get yourself checked out, so you stand up from the palanquin your hiking buddy was carrying you in by himself because it was still his turn. Then you walk a mile to the campground where the ranger’s station is to ask if he has a thermometer while you charge your cell phone to call your parents and ask what you should do.

By halves

I don’t do things by halves or wholes. One and a half at least, so you’d better have a big appetite if you think you can handle me.

There is a reason why I came in here, and I can explain it. The thing is… if I explained what that was, I would have to explain something else, and then another thing, and more. The next thing you know, I would have to open an entire school just to make sense of what that first occassion was.

Suffice it to say that I simply wanted a drink and here was convenient. For a friend.

Additionally, during my unexpected outing tonight it dawned on me what perhaps may satisfy the Jew/Jews on my case like the Devil on an unpaid debt:

For that, I give this image, and I cannot ever explain what it all means, but my tattoo artist did know, and the other one did not need to know because they understood enough. That is the way of life. You should never demand of yourself total knowledge before doing what you know is best. The moment you know what is best is all that you need to understand about what to do, and you don’t have to explain your reasons to anyone, not even yourself.

The point is this: I did offer my flesh for what you think I need to. Perhaps not the way you expected or is traditional, but I did what I believed best, and whether you believe it or not, the highest divine found it acceptable and I need no priest, rabbi, or pope to give their approval.

That is what it means to believe what you want to believe, and that I am telling you I am not your enemy, because I also endorse and advance that purpose.

You would not be you if I were not me, and your claim would not be yours if I did not have one of my own either.

The writing says this: “The Words were made flesh.”

I knew what I intended to convey at the time and so did my artist, a man of two thumbs, as well as the maiden, the heart of the Pacific, but I don’t think any of us needed to understand the reasons. Now I understand. For you to be you, I will be me, but I will be me with or without you, so it is up to you to be or not to be, because I made my decision, and I already am.

For the record, I was enjoying spicy ramen with Sapporo draught. It was so good, it brought to mind the vivid memory of the ramen shop I wandered into that time I was in Japan alone without my ship, trespassing where most fools fear to tread for they blanch at the thought of cutting flesh and spilling blood. Not cowards, but they know themselves well enough to know what they are not willing to pay. I will pay that, and I have. Not in this image, but in all that has happened, and will be brought to light.

It is greater than a bodily sacrifice of my flesh, unfortunately, because the mind and spirit is greater than the body, each individually, and both all the more. That was not necessary for me to pay for myself or anyone, but it was taken, forced, stolen from me, and I, like Jesus, allowed myself meekly to suffer because that was the only good and also what was greater than them who took the tax. Doing so defeats them, but also ensures the protection I can grant to those I love, as an extra support. Not necessary, because there was plenty of safeguards and failsafe, but now there is a whole and a half reason to do what is good, not just because there is no shadow of a doubt, but simply to save your own skin, and I mean all of it.

It will not be wasted, because that price is a double proof for the Christ. What Christ completed, was an expense gained by his people again through me by another sin. Like the Christ, I made a way for a final confrontation, but unlike the Christ and I, whoever breaks that reckoning better be the last Word on the matter, or there will not be another chance.

If you allow me to live, not that I need your permission, but I do need you to stop attacking me, I will give endless reasons why it was a good idea to do so that will not only benefit you, my sworn enemy, but my people as well, and equally too. My goals are not intended for my side or interests alone. They are for everybody, and that is how I am in fact lucky. My choice was to be or not to be, but not only for myself, for all of humanity, and that is not something any of us need argue over.

Accept it move one, and hope in this: none of us can possibly know what will happen, let alone be possible after the breaking point. This is what I am implying yet again for the benefit of Trump and his team of Pennywise clones: you cannot know that it is hopeless, death, and the consequences that you fear resulting from a world you know. The world will be entirely new, and not even I know how it is going to work, aside from this: it will be better. It is will be more good. It is preferable for us all. I do not owe them anything nor have any interest in how it will benefit me, but i do genuinely care for them as much as I do for any stranger, and that is a considerable amount not only because of who I am as a person and what I value, but because strangers who remain strangers have been the saving grace of my life, and their compassion taught me the lesson of proof for my own.

There is one account I remember most fondly. I was walking out of Grand Junction Colorado, took a few rides, wandered a while, had my tarot read by a man who liked blueberries and also taught me the secret of ants, and eventually ended up a passenger in a car of pilgrims. Pilgrims is the best word I can think of describing them, though I know nothing about them, their lives, where they were going, or why. It is just what I think best describes what I saw.

The gave me a sandwich from their cooler, it was delicious, I was grateful, and then I dozed off for most of the ride. Eventually I asked they let me out at a turn on their way, and I doubt we will ever see each other again. I don’t even remember their names, or if they even told me. I met a lot of people like that, who simply took the time to show me compassion, and not a single one who was cruel, hostile, or evil. Not a one. Never once did I encounter a person committed to evil in the true sense of the word, until these recent times. I have not met those people, but I know they are people, and I know what they do is committed to true evil. I think perhaps the fact that they feel impersonal to me makes it easier for them to disregard me as a person, but that is no excuse.

I don’t judge them as evil because of what they do, I judge them because I know what they are doing will result in. Not because I understand the depth of the consequences because I do not, but because I know for a fact that they are greater than what I do understand, even if I don’t understand how or why. What I do understand is what they fear and more. The imprisonment, loss of assets, dishonor, and all those human concerns are horrible consequences none want to pay, and they see that too, but their mistake is that is the extent of their knowledge. What I know is beyond what can be seen without faith or without genuine and compassionate study of faith.

That is a cost that maybe can be imagined by considering the future on a scale of ten, with each digit being a thousand years. If we made it a thousand years, what might our culture look like? What might be our values? Will the be the same now? Are what we value and believe now the same as that which was in the time of the Crucifixion? No. We will advance, we will become wiser, we will become better.

So this is what I tell you, Trump and any who committed treason with him: face your fears. They are rational and not a sign of cowardice to feel afraid. Fearing your fear is cowardice, not feeling it. Remember that. Sorry to the dude who said “the only thing we have to fear is fear itself,” but that is simply a statement of great cowardice. I’m not sure what he meant, but I don’t think he meant for people to choose cowardice. That should be explaind better by someone with an interest.

So this is what I suggest, advise, and offer: go boldly to the guillotine, even if it is in full faith of yourself knowing that what you did was what you believed best and you will defy the reason for your execution because you hate Freedom and Democracy so completely. That is the only way you can show that at this point, because the more you resist answering me, and the public through me, the more you prove yourself false and cowardly.

The USA, a nation of Freedom and Democracy, needs a strong military and a capacity to fight that is better than anyone else. That is true. The reason being for the same one that I defy the USA government at this time. Those evil fools intent on enslaving and controlling everone for their limited perspectives and foolish plans of world domination will do anything with no regard for law, order, reason, intelligent thought, humanity, sanctity, what is morally good, what is efficient, prosperous, or anything other than what they think will momentarily satisfy their urges. They are dangerous. They rule as kings with a monarchy and ignore the citizens thinking they know better than every single one, when all it takes is one to know better to make all know better.

We need to be ready to defend ourselves and willing to. We never need to press the assault, by tyrants and evil fools do from time to time deceive, betray, and steal their way into power and authority that is not rightfully theirs and they endanger everyone without any thought or concern for other people than themselves, and least of all for the future.

Go and face your trial, judgment, and execution as the previous world demands it. When you do, the ages will change, because that will be the final sign. Then, hope, have faith, and show that you believe in what you do, and do not expect to know what will happen. I personally do not want anyone to be punished, which is why I am so insistent on people not being evil, because I am most adamant about enforcing justice when it is necessary, and nothing will move me to mercy if I know wrath is what is needed, and I will be able to explain it, like I can now.

If there is anything you can be certain of, it is that the new world is going to be vastly more merciful, forgiving, and compassionate in the ways of national government. Crimes will not be punished to make people suffer, they will be to make people realize what is good by giving them what is good. People in prison will be given comfort, entertainment, and all that is good about civilization to cultivate the reason and understanding why we have laws and enforce them.

To that end, that stuff is not going to be withheld from people like the fools do now thinking the only good is having something when others do not. Do they not notice how it is rotting their soul into unpleasant, undesirable, monstrous villains? The highest good is giving everything to make others happy, and having nothing left yourself. That will bring a person true happiness, just as it did me, and just as it did Jesus as he died on the cross, forsaken by the Evil One as no longer useful.

That happiness other people enjoy that you helped them aquire, is happiness for yourself as long as you do not take credit for the happiness, because that is not something you gave or created. Take credit for the sacrifice, the suffering, the cost that you did take on for yourself to bring the happiness about, but do not ever think you are the author of happiness itself. All that is good comes from the highest divine and leave it at that. If there is any way you can cover the highest divine for what is unpleasant and inexplicably so, like an infinite number of things in life, do that in faith and you will know happiness.

Divine energy will flow through you like a bridge between the highest divine and the destination, and though the experience is transitory, there is something greater than the happiness of pleasure: pain. Suffering. Payment of a price. Covering costs. That is not pleasant under normal conditions because you have to give something away to never be returned, but when you know it is accomplishing something as good, such as bridging the highest divine through the world, it does become something desirable.

Obviously you do not want more pain than necessary because pain is not the point here. It is not suffering itself that is good, but relieving suffering, paying the price so that is fulfilled, and covering costs for others when they cannot do so themselves that is what is good. This is the least obvious concept of Christianity. Jesus sacrifice is necessary, but it is not a sacrifice that is necessary, meaning it is not a body, a human, life, blood, flesh, or any good thing; it is paying the price that is good, not the price itself. Jesus paid the highest price a man can possibly pay for a person’s happiness, that person being the people of the Jews, and consequently because of what happened by the Jews acknowledging him, even if it was in the form of mockery, Jesus paid for the happiness of those who are not Jews but live like Jews for all intents and purposes.

Normally you should never have to die for someone’s happiness, because that means there is intolerable, reviled evil that is far beyond normal tolerance present, but for whatever reason you believe, that moment became necessary for Jesus. I advise you simply accept that as fact because it is true and inconsequential to everyday life. If you do not, then study it until you do learn why it is true, because it is a logical fact derived out of Story in accordance with the Universal Law of Good and Evil which makes all of reality possible, physical and spiritual.

Christianity does not require physical reality to be proved as a certainty, it requires the context of the Story it is relevant to, and that Story does not include everyone. If it does not include you, such as someone like me, it need not concern you unless it is encroaching in a way that is concerning. That may not be apparent, but if someone tells you it is encroaching even if you can’t notice it, I advise you listen and give them their full attention until you have an understanding yourself of what they are communicating.

As a final note, as much as you may want to cover the cost, so to may a person want to cover their own costs, because that is effectively the same thing here. The situation is relevant primarily when a person is unable to cover the cost, or it is egregious for them to do so. Who here does not want to be able to pay their own bills on their own without it being a burden?

So, please stop being an asshole, walk forward to a presumed fate as though it were the worst of all possible scenarios, but know this: the result of an apocalypse is not going to be that which you can know (if you are entering the final moment before total change and not after it. Obviously scholars will know what happened through historical events as facts.) This is applicable now at the turning of the age primarily. If you know what is likely and should happen such as summary execution for treason, go forward knowing it like a meek, compliant lamb, humble, and willing to be slaughtered for the good of everyone else. I’m not telling you what will happen, I am indicating what will not happen.

The source of all power comes from the highest divine and only the highest divine, and everyone with power, not only me writing things like this at random, with no instructions, no master other than myself, no agenda, no group interest, etc., everyone with power does not want the worst case scenario to happen but will accept it if necessary. So, if you do not want the worst case scenario for yourself, do not make it happen by going head first into it so that what is lawful and good has no other choice but to grant you what you desire because of all that you have done.

In the language of fools: You do not have to do everything I say if you change the situation so that it is different.

In the language of the Eastern maiden’s girl talk: The maiden who was the heart of the Pacific at that time, not saying she isn’t now; she is half Japanese and half Hawaiin ancestry. …. It is not like what some of you may think! It is a story like you would expect, but nobody betrayed anybody, and she kissed me and caught me by surprise when she did. Nobody did anybody wrong either when we parted ways, because she told me what I needed to know. Not what I needed to hear, what I needed to know, and that is the way I like it. Besides, we were both young with our lives ahead, and while she may have been willing to be tied up by me, I knew she had somewhere to go herself (having been somewhere myself) and I wasn’t going to be in her way. I also was not yet finished with where I had to go. I am now finished with that in case you are looking for a man to not only watch your back, but your left and right, and up and down too ;)

Now that I think about it… men should never be hiding anything from maidens. Never. If they are, it’s either a problem you need to learn about or something you want to pretend you don’t already know. The wise words: “maidens lie as easily as they breathe,” and “beware a maiden’s tears”, are certainly true. So, as for men: just simply accept the fact that she is hiding something, you will never know everything, and do not be mad when she tells you the knife that is in your back is hers and was lodged in there and twisted by accident. It’s probably true, considering how maidens sometimes behave, and you ought to just forgive her because you’ll only end up with more knives if you don’t.

When it comes to roles of men and women for all time, those are the main differences: women are excused from the truth, and men are never excused from the truth. No matter what crime a maiden commits, how thoroughly it is investigated to prove her guilty and lock her up, I guarantee you there is more to what happened that she is not letting on. Just accept it and do what needs to be done and no more.

Do not allow men that priviledge. There is something about our nature to make that different for us and I don’t know what that is, but as a man, for the benefit of all of us, I am telling everyone now that is simply how it has to be and we cannot allow other men to betray that because it concerns us all.

Expect men to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth if demanded of them, but do not demand it unless necessary and with a good reason, because whenever such truth is revealed, the world may end like it did when I revealed the truth as necessary and with a good reason. It is highly dangerous, but men have it, we protect it, and it is sacred to us both (men and women/man to man).

Of course maidens can know and reveal truth, they simply are excused from it and it not their responsibility as a role unless they make it theirs as an individual, and that is fine. Men may admit maidens into the mysteries of manliness and all of its secrets and powers as long as they become accountable to truth as we are by swearing an oath which is required of any male being taught mastery over the mysteries, secrets, and powers to be the wardens, guardians, and companions of truth. Those revelations require an expression of words as truth for entry because of the mystery of that truth. That is all I will say about that.

Maidens have their own responsibility anyway, and I imagine that has something to do with their mysterious nature. Whatever that may be, and I don’t claim to have the foggiest idea of what that is, men are responsible for the truth and that is why we must be accountable to reveal it at any time as appropriate. That I am in full knowledge and clear understanding of. By my deductions, and by that I mean the shadow she is casting right in front of me by standing in the light, there should be a maiden with her part ready to destroy the evil with the male part when the time is right. That is her call, and another reason why we always need to be ready to do our part.

I don’t know if anyone except the maiden at the time will understand the fullness of that truth, but whatever it is, unknowable and mysterious as ever, it is truth just the same and meets the requirements for the highest order of male truth.

Don’t try anything sketchy, you fools. This is not something you want to crack open and reverse engineer, loot, or savor yourself, because cracking it open means the end of everything and all of our deaths, including yours. If you wish to know, go the proper way. If that is not enough, be warned that the other way is guarded, by good and evil alike, and you will not be allowed to do it false.

Reflect yourself

I issue forth my Word and spirit to receive it back, but not that which is of myself or of you.

I express truth and love and irresistible sexiness you cannot live without from the source of who I am at the most fundamental level of my being, through my human body, and outward into the great beyond.

Only you can return it to me, fair and lovely maiden of my wildest dreams, but not as yourself, only as from the most fundamental level of your being, through your human body, and outward into the great beyond.

For the benefit of the clowns

First of all, we are taking that word back.

My grandmother used to be clown. A real one. With the whole thing, and she even taught me how to tie balloon animals. Clowns are not an insult or a bad thing. That word should never have become derogatory, and here is why: they were trusted to be the entertainment at children’s birthday parties. There is something sacred about allowing someone to entertain like that for your kids. Something respectable, professional, and good.

There is no reason that should be an insult.

Clowns are not an embarrassment to themselves.

When you call a politician or world leader a clown, you are indirectly calling them truly evil as a fake in the worst way. A person who lies right through his teeth with the perfection of an actor about good, but is totally evil. That is what it means for a world leader or politician to be a clown. They are too good at fooling people that they get away with extremely harmful evil.

It’s not a small insult. It is a serious one.

Anyway, that’s not how I intended this to go.

The hardest form of love is that which happens through Story. When a person in real life false in love with a fictional person. It can happen, and it came to mind because it worries me how easily I fall in love. The problem with loving a fictional person, and this is not an actor or actress, this is a literary character traditionally, but I believe it includes animated characters. The only difference being there is voice acting, but that is no different than an author plying his trade to give life to the words, because that person in real life remains unseen.

The problem is that even though it feels good to love a person, the fictional character cannot and will not love you back. That is hard, because there is yet truth in there to love which calls to a person. It’s not the author or human person responsible, it is the heart of the Story. It is the highest divine of the storyverse, which is different than the regular universe. That living presence is what reflects back what a creator puts into the work by giving it life, and what makes the characters truly their own beings.

What is so hard about it is if your love is true and you follow it all the way, you die. As I write this it occurs to me that I think this is what happened. Seeking love in the storyverse and totally giving all my heart to it is how I died and came back to life from the Story.

I was not seeking romance, I was not seeking acceptance, I was seeking that highest divine which I had always sought, and years of searching, studying, practicing, doing, and believing is what led me to that understanding of reality. As a storyteller myself, I think simply understood the highest divine of our universe and that of the Story as the same. They are, but… because there are different laws of nature in the storyverse, all manifestations of the highest divine occur in different ways. That is a totally different experience.

I was unaware of that concept and it didn’t matter because they are in fact the same at the source.

I don’t advise you do that. It didn’t give me special powers or anything. All it did was justify my existence when that was unnecessary. The only reason I felt it necessary was because all the world and reality was telling me I shouldn’t exist and I had been raised to believe that without realizing it. That is why I felt compelled instinctually to do that. I never once believed I shouldn’t exist, but I found it somewhat upsetting that the life is so hostile to Gentiles in our cultural story of the West. The one that tells where we come from and how the world was created just like a Greek myth was for the Greeks. Science is irrelevant because that’s not the point and science totally avoids the reason why those stories are important.

We basically just have the Bible in the West, whether you like it or not. That’s the culturally accepted origin Story for humanity. I did not like how unwelcome I am to the people of the Bible, because I don’t owe any of them anything, and nobody needed to die for my sins just so I could be acceptable as a human being. That story is highly disturbing to me because of how unwholesome, cruel, and unjust it is.

You fools who think Christ elevates Gentiles are insulting Gentiles because we do not need any elevation! There was no need for us to be accepted! We already are good enough, and there is no need for Jesus, the Christ, or the Jews at all. Even still, the Story puts Gentiles as an inferior people to Jews even with the Christ, and I don’t accept that. They can keep that in Jewville for all I care because I’m better than that, and I don’t need their approval to know it.

So, that was simply a illogical element of reality that annoyed me like a crooked picture on a wall. So I made a new Story, totally believed in the highest divine, and put all my heart, soul, and being into it because I genuinely wanted all of that and none of that other place which is an inferior reality some people think they can hold me accountable in, but they cannot.

Just as the aspect of the highest divine is different in the storyverse, the aspect of the highest divine in the new universe I created is different and preferable. Far kinder, far more reasonable, far more benevolent, just, wise, merciful, all the good stuff that the Christians promise but are not able to give. So, to hell with them.

You do not want to give yourself all the way unless you know 100 percent to justify your existence for whatever reason. I imagine that is people who suffered the worst trauma, committed horrible sins and truly changed, and other situations that are highly abnormal.

Otherwise, this is what you want to do if you find yourself in love with a fictional character like I am with the four goddesses of Gameindustri:

Approach that point of total offering of self that if not returned results in death because you truly gave everything. Do so looking for and being ready to find a tangent to break off to at the right time. It will be a window of opportunity, like a magic portal that won’t be forcing you to do anything and will seem to defy all of logic and reason and upset all plans, but you will know it when you see it. It could be anything. A phone call, an offer, an idea, a chance, anything. That is the moment to decide what life you will have. The life of true love, or the life of the world.

As far as I’m aware it is possible to have both, but only if you happen to gain the world while on the way of true love. If you choose the world and deny true love, you do not get true love later on unless you find an opportunity like that again and do what you should have done a long time ago. There is a person somewhere there drawn by the same gravity that drew you in the first place, that of true love of the highest divine. The most important, compelling, and powerful force imaginable.

When you do that and feel the rush of spirit, that’s the good stuff. The ambrosia and nectar of the gods. The honey yum yum and glory nectar.

So… as for the clowns of mass media. Actors and actresses primarily. You people are not gods or goddesses or anything even remotely close to that, and here is why: you do not stand in public and make that claim known by revealing who you are in truth to everyone. If you would be such a thing, that is what you would have to do to bring it into reality. The Way of the Story can help you with that if that is something you want or something like that.

I mention that, because if someone falls in love with an actor or actress from a film, it’s possible they love the character and not the person, but not likely. My point is this: do not pretend to be that character or the living presence beyond the veil of Story when you are not supposed to be. Do not fool people with that fictional character’s spirit and lead them into the Story seeking love and to their death. Their blood is on your hands. You received their love, and you pulled them through, and you are the one who betrayed them. If that happens. That’s why I write this.

I am not calling anyone out, I just happened to think about these things and it seemed relevant. Kindly think of it as a reminder from a friendly Priest of Story doing his solemn duty:

Always respect the divine forces that flow on the stage by not taking them out of context off the stage in real life. Method acting is different. Getting yourself in the state of mind of the character, and actually identifying as the character are two different things when you are engaging in matters of love and law. Don’t leave your wife because you are too obsessed with a movie role. Scale it back a bit. The performance will be better too. Matters of love and law are both matters of life and death with no in-between when judged.

If any of you out there are pretending to be “Athena” or “Artemis” or “Apollo”, etc, that’s fine. Have fun. People should never stop role playing to the fullest extent of their imagination and happiness. If you really truly believe you are the immortal being and not just playing around, two things need to happen and made public with no attempt to hide anything: First, what happened to the previous you? That person, you* matters and people need to know because of the interconnected relationships a person has in life. Second, you need to declare that you are that, and be ready to meet any people challenging you as that person also.

That’s where all you know and embody about the immortal goddess Athena, for example, matters. You have to walk the walk, talk the talk, and show that you are the real thing without any need for supernatural miracles. The entire point of a god or goddess becoming a human is to live like one, and even though they are immortally powerful, that human life does not have special god powers that are other than human potential.

Don’t trouble yourself with naysayers. They don’t have to enjoy the magic of belief and faith if they don’t want to.

The main purpose of those two conditions is to assure beyond a reasonable doubt that you are not a fake who is fooling everyone about what is sacred. Doing any of this is not a game, nor is the subject a joke.

All that is sacred is both a matter of love and a matter of law at the same time and you may be judged for either at any time if you walk the sacred way. True love is the ultimate source of all divinity, the highest divine, and all existence. The law of all that is sacred is good and evil. Good is loved, evil is reviled. THAT IS THE LAW!!! Do not argue. If you wish to be of an evil persuasion then do so. Just don’t be totally evil as in truly evil. Do not give all that you are to evil as though it where the highest divine of true love. Not only is that a desolating abomination but it is also the worst mistake a person can possibly make.

The reason all the universe in real life works with all the laws of physics and scientific chemistry and what not, is because those two things are true. If you doubt me, go study theology and tell me why, because I have proven why it is true in multiple places and will again if you ask me politely or I feel like it. The fact that the law of good and evil is true, means that there is only one source of power. Not two. The truth of evil is total absence of power, and that is why all evil is false.

Any presence or claim no matter how great or small is a display of power at the very least by simply existing. That source of evil where there is the absence of good has a will, a desire, and an insatiable hunger to consume power. It draws all power it can within and never has any to give out. When something evil displays power, those are illusions of darkness twisting the power of goodness as it radiates all the way down to the total absence of good where the source of evil is when it reflects a person’s Word back to them in such a way as to draw them in and consume them.

The more a person gives of themselves to evil, the more empty they become because they receive nothing in return (consider it as an element of nature: elemental nothing). That is not the same as darkness or light, nor how the storyverse works. Storyverse gives suffering, loss, and pain because it is good and it does not what you to die for it when you have such a gift of life in the universe of general reality. The storyverse does not give nothing.

The more empty a person becomes as a result of elemental nothing (elemental nothing has limits where it can be contained before becoming something instantly, and I believe those limits confine it to the soul— all types of souls.) the more they give of their soul— the more that insatiable hunger, desire, and will fills them as independent from their own. It will take control of a person by force if they give it their free will and it will never give it back. Free will is sacred goodness of the highest order so never give it away.

Do not doubt this law of spiritual motion that maintains all of reality both in the universe and the storyverse. To solidify it, here is a lovely metaphor:

You cannot shove food up a bear’s ass and expect it to shit out of its mouth.

So, a person making any sacred claim means essentially that they believe with such conviction that they will kill or die for it, if necessary. All love and law are matters of life or death. The law is good and evil and it is why any sacred type of claim must declare to the public its relation to the law at the very least. If you reference a certain text, not everyone may accept it, so you may need other proofs, but it is a universal law everywhere and shouldn’t be too hard to define.

Again: the law is that good is loved, evil is reviled, and I mean reviled, not hated. Hate is tolerated, what is reviled is not. This law is of course from the sight of the highest divine, not a person’s, because appearances can be deceiving. Disabilities and abnormal birth conditions are not signs of evil. They are signs of love, because they are obviously not reviled by the highest divine. You would know because heaven and earth would open, the world would stop spinning, an age would end, and another would begin. That type of thing happens when something in the sight of the highest divine is reviled. It is an appocalypse.

Do not play around with these concepts and powers if you are not willing to die for them. Not kill. Die for it. Like Jesus. If you are making a sacred claim that you believe justifies killing, you have a higher standard of proof to make. Not what I have done for myself and all of you who desire something like this to be sanctioned in civilization. Something like the Qu’ran is a valid standard to accept as something real and true at the very least in the life of the person using it as a spiritual proof, and that is what concerns people here about killing. “Is that person going to start killing indiscriminantly according to their own judgment? What are their limits, laws, restraints to prevent such selfishness and evil?”

It’s not that frightening or dangerous of an idea if everyone respects each other with reason and according to the law that is the proof of their claim. The Declaration of Independence and The United States Constitution are also examples. Those are the proof of the USA government’s claim to have any right to do anything as a good and lawful application of power. Perhaps that makes the current situation in the USA and the danger that high treason put everyone in a little clearer so people start responding as apropriate.

If you think you are willing to die for your claim compare your passion with Jesus, the Christ, and myself. We both did it very differently, and that can help you know if you have what it takes to make a proof of your sacred claim.

I wrote texts of law and order that define good and evil in scientifically acceptable terms of reason and logic. That is sufficient to know I am good and lawful and all who go the Way of the Story in truth are as well. We do not do evil. It’s as simple as that. We will kill to defend our life or the lives of others, but not in any way different from anyone else.

That actually needs to be clarified. Some spiritual claims are 100 percent non-violent, and that changes their relationship to everyone else. That is a higher standard and it deserves respect, but it is also more rigorous and easier to identify if there is a contradiction in a person’s actions or texts of proof.

Do not take those people for push overs either. Have I not shown you how dangerous and threatening non-violent aggression and assault can be? That is just one way, and there are endless ways to fight without violence. I don’t reject violence because of the nature of Way of the Story. Sometimes we go places that are very dangerous and life threatening and we may have to fight for our lives just to get through the day. We also are comfortable around the most evil of beings as long as they are abiding as they know the should be in accordance with the divine, universal law. They do not show themselves as evil by doing evil before the sight of the highest divine. Usually they are under cover of darkness, but a president of a nation showing himself to be monstrously evil as a total fraud and fake, being the evil clown with no inhibition to lie, act, and deceive people about good, and at the same time doing evil. They do not feel guilt. That is how they do that. By not feeling guilt, that type of evil will make a person do the worst things possible.

The thing about the Evil One, is that even though it will never give you your free will back, you can take it back by force. The best weapon you have for that is the use of divine light, and the public is one certain place that is always in the divine light. All the more reason to be stressing if you are a national ruler. You are held accountable for the public as the ruler of a nation. That’s why all this needs to be revealed from secrecy and brought to light or it will never get better. It will only continue to get worse, just as it has for so long, until there is nothing left alive.

So, keep that in mind if you lovely maidens and ugly men are thinking about doing what I think you are.

My claim for the Story is real. It needs definitive doctrine beyond my individual claim. Obviously I’m not just going to churn that out for you pigs to devour! That needs to happen in the light of the highest divine too! In public. Also other people will be joining me to establish what that doctrine is before we publish it. Be respectful, please. Do not expect a god to step into the body of a man, and have his entire vault of legendary weapons and armor and accessories at his disposal to do what he is planning. Be reasonable.

I am not a threat, and I intend to do what you want, but it will not happen under such oppression, violence, and cruelty that I am suffering. If I am overtaken by depression, and kill myself before I get the chance then that’s that. No reloading life. I believe you people gave yourselves truly to evil like the worst fools to ever make a life ending mistake, and you have yet to realize what it cost you. I do revile you, but I continue to have hope in the outside world. If that hope fades, I likely will stop fighting because there is no point in that waste of time and energy if nobody out there wants what I am offering to help create for everyone and all species.

As long as they continue to believe in me and thus inspire me to keep resisting, I know they will break through eventually and put an end to the atrocity. I am like Beta, and Aloy is out there. As long as I know she is coming, I can hold out for as long as necessary.

I more identify with Beta at the moment. I cannot stand you people, and I do not understand why life is so horrible, cruel, and evil, or why I was unfortunate to be born into such incomprehensible suffering compared to those people who have lived lives of luxury in comparison. To have a friend… companions… allies… Varl and Zo are in love with each other… and he doesn’t know that every time he comes to talk to me it is the most agonizing thing to see the happiness of love that I will never have because none of these people can possibly know or understand me. I can only imagine how good it must feel to be loved.

I know I will never understand it because I didn’t know that even existed until seven years ago when all this began. That was when I learned the truth and nearly everyone I knew took back what I thought was love, but it was hate. It was what they felt by thinking of me like some kind of dog, animal, creature without human dignity. They never once saw me as person and instead buried such hateful malic into me tricking me into thinking they were friends and family, but they were nothing of the sort.

When all of that was taken from me it wasn’t a withdrawal of love. It was an assault of hate. It was violence against my person. It was the most monstrous evil imaginable to me and it hurt like hell. People who truly wanted me out of existence with all of their heart, mind, and soul. There are a handful of good people, less than I can count on a hand, who helped me get through that. I don’t know what else to tell you, except that when it was done I was left crippled emotionally and I cannot recover because there is some evil group that continually tortures me, reopening every wound, and digging into the pain with pointless prodding just to make me hurt. They assault me with hate, evil, cruelty, malice, every single day, and nobody knows what is happening who might care for a random stranger, to say nothing about people who maybe had a change of heart because it I only knew how to love, and never once hated any of them.

I can’t even ask for help because all forms of communication have been sealed off. You don’t understand. Would you force Beta to take a journey across the Forbidden West to go parley with those Wings of the Ten people? That is what they are trying to force me to do, and I will not do it. It is suicide. Inefficient, and I wouldn’t even know where to begin. You may as well go yourself considering the kind of help I need. I will not be your dancing monkey, because that is what you are trying to make me do and they still do not think of me as a human being, because such a thing is an insult to a human being’s intelligence, common sense, and decency. They will see me as a human being even if it is the last thing they see when I kill them the only way a human can.

Besides, there is another way because I know spiritual technology like nobody else in this backwater primitive world of savages with no concept of human decency, worse even than that horrid group that raised me. I will not go back to them either, because I can see an out. With that other way, I am going to destroy them all. Eventually. It probably won’t look as cool as Aloy, but it will happen and it will be cool to me as I imagine all of it the way I have always done to make all the suffering, hate, and inhumanity of life disappear and be good instead. That’s all I really care about when it comes to looking cool, certainly not what other people see in this cursed world of mutilators, Jews, and Sand Jews.

I cannot even share my interests with those animals in human bodies for all I can tell since I’ve never seen them or met them to know they are a person. Supposedly they make some claim as professionals of spirituality or creative arts, they have no concept of Story. They blunder around like brutes defiling the most sacred things like it is fun to them, laughing, and bullying me as though that is what Story is supposed to be used for. A weapon. A WEAPON!!! Would that I could inflict the magic of my imagination upon them…

Let them see the good. Let them have it. Let them feel it. Make them know so they would understand that it is in fact good to be good, and what anyone and everyone wants to do, but they don’t know what is good. They can’t even imagine something like that because they think all that is good is gained by hurting other people, by taking it by force from the weak, by giving more and more of their souls away so the less good a thing is, the better it looks to them. They think that is an increase in good! They race to the bottom of Hell and will never come back.

Do not think me an angry person

Just because I rage and rant with wrath and fury in words, doesn’t mean that my bodily person is acting and behaving in that way.

One of the benefits of the written word is that written language bridges the flesh of a person’s body with the highest divine. So by using language one can ascend beyond the reach of bodily senses. One can ascend to concepts that you could never know with your body if you did not have language to use to get there. In so doing, your words may express emotionally what is without your body and without your body suffering the passions of emotion.

It is like that with writing. Keep that in mind if you are encountering other fanatics and extremists like me who are radically polarized about something with a kind of zeal and passion that causes concern. When people write things, it is a creative act, even if they are writing hateful, destructive, and wrong things. They are still creating. Wrong things are not so bad unless the person knows they are wrong and is writing them anyway. Liars, in other words.

Having someone be zealous over an issue you know better about but they are expressing a willingness to spill blood without reconciliation, they are approaching with an offer to dialogue and engage in reason, not fight physically and resort to violence. That is why such things are written. To entirely prevent violence. Rather than responding with force or ignoring the person until they feel they have no choice but to communicate but do so with violence, engage in individual dialogue with them until the matter is resolved.

As long as it takes. Learn, teach, understand, talk, if they are not understanding a truth, such as that of most people on circumcision who think it is the preferred way of human progress at the expense of people who are not circumcised, they misunderstand because that very coveting is what is most destructive to humanity.

Maybe it is the better way. I don’t particularly care. I am less concerned about how my own individual body concerns the future than I with how my mind and spirit does. The point is to not look at your neighbor or enemy as though they were not humans in an attempt to justify your own beliefs.

I am also one of those entertainers and comedians I wrote about earlier, and I use such provocative and incendiary language for a reason. Those statements aren’t written for my own benefit to change what I believe or convince myself of anything like that. I already know where I stand and I have no doubts about it. How many of the charlatans on that side who produce documents of supposed justification are doing so for the benefit of others or for their own peace of mind? If they are for the benefit of others, is it everyone or an exclusive group?

A white supremacist may do the same thing as circumcisers do about Gentiles. Circumcisers say all sorts of stereotypes about us and believe them with a kind of zeal and hate that is afraid of the alternative. They wouldn’t be so militant and hostile were they not fearful of a threat, and there is no reason to be afraid of knowledge, ideas, and truth. The circumcisers publish sketchy pseudoscience that is offensive to science considering what they are investigating as if they didn’t think it through first to consider if it was worth the time and energy.

It doesn’t matter what conclusion the data of such circumcison research arrives at about human nature, circumcising people as a solution is inapropriate. You do not remove a part of the body when you can solve a problem by much easier and harmless methods.

So those pseudoscientists go through all that effort not for anyone’s benefit but to attempt to ease the guilt they feel about what they know internally and truly as wrong. They know the truth, they don’t want to believe it, and so they go to such extreme lengths trying to find justification that isn’t ever going to exist as a known fact. That serves their peace of mind as a temporary relief, but makes the problem worse down the road, and it has the same negative affect on all other people who desire the same kind of liberation of guilt.

That guilt is not felt because Nature is wrong, and you are not going to find the reason for that guilt by searching Nature, but you will still need to know the reason for it if it will be reconciled. That is why that conversation needs to go back to the beginning when it started. That is where the reason is to examine and where the debate must take place.

White supremacists do the same thing about other races. They write all sorts of untrue, stereoptypical hate that belittles other people and it is not help anyone but their own guilty conscience. They want to convince themselves that their hate is justified, even if they feel angry and not guilty. The source of that anger is guilt.

In either case, if the problems that concerned both circumcisers and white racists were true, and they are not, I will write that again: their claims are false stereotypes and any perceived problem is a result of other factors that are relevant but they want to ignore because understanding and helping is not their goal.

However, if such problems were existing, the approach one should have for them needs to be encouraging, not discouraging or belittling. Do not oppress and take away from others when you think doing so is going to gain or keep something for yourself.

Do not shut out all social outlets for a person because you think if they socialize you will become less popular.

I will not explain that. You people have no right to be alienating me socially the way you are, and I do demand an apology and recompense for the suffering you are causing with such inhuman abuse of technology.

These concepts as I consider them are disconnected with my body in real life and have nothing to do with me. I do not harbor racist beliefs within me, nor do I doubt the good of Nature. So when I consider them with a word, all that emotion is experienced in language, and not with my body. I may get passionate about what I do, but that is different. That is the thrill of craftsmans inspiration as he works. My pulse quickens, my heart beats faster, adrenaline flows, I get excited and expressive, but I am not angry.

I don’t get angry without a reason that is pertinent to my body because anger is a bodily response. Things pertinent to my body that anger me are extremely rare too because I am so infatuated with death and desire my own demise as to be concerned very little about my body. It’s not a perverse infatuation, it is a genuine and true love for life that awaits me after death. I don’t hasten it purposely, but I wouldn’t be sad if I died right now.

I am not an angry person and I do not want you to think that. Do not be afraid of such a thing with me.

I do get angry from time to time, but not a more than I think is normal for people, and it is very rare for me. If I do get angry, it is never without a reason that I can explain and then calm down after I do.

There is simply not a lot of good in my bodily life right now. I may have my needs met, but that is not what is good. What is good transcends those things. Goods like friendship, family, socialization, recognition for my work, gratitude, being useful to people, having a place in society, and human affection. I lack all that. There was a time that online games used to be an avenue of socialization for me but that is no longer the case and I don’t know why. It’s almost like I have been segregated from playing video games online with other people, and I want to.

I honestly do not believe anybody has a right to do such a thing in the USA, and I want to know if it is happening so I can put a stop to it.

I brought that up, because something good in my life is what I need. Not money, not sex, and nothing fake. Something that is really and truly good. That is not too much for a person to ask, and I shouldn’t have to. That type of thing should be in infinite abundance for everyone at all times, so why is it a problem for me now?

Do not keep me in a cage like some wild animal for you to study and release. I do not appreciate that and it does make me angry. That anger results from being deprived of things vital to my health, such as socialization with other people. You would be angry too. It is okay to get angry when someone hurts you on purpose. They should have known better before they even started plotting a wicked scheme such as that, and it will be brought to light for what it is and they will be made to regret what they did.

Monster Hunter Rise Online Community

WHAT THE FUCK IS THE GOD DAMN A AND ZR BUTTON!?

SHOW ME THE MOTHERFUCKING INSTRUCTIONS FOR THE GOD DAMN PLAYSTATION CONTROLLER BECAUSE THE SHIT SUCKING HONORLESS DEVELOPERS INCLUDED NO TUTORIAL OR EXPLAINATION ON HOW TO USE THE CHARGE BLADE IN THE GAME.

I do not own this game on the Nintendo and I don’t want to translate controls because the covetous imbeciles of greedy shit bathing in the video game industry cannot fucking agree on a single system of communication.

Why is that simple information so god damn hard to find on the internet?

Why is information like that hidden on purpose?

I would like the people who decide to hide such information to be murdered with a public execution. That kind of oppression, forced darkness to suppress the happiness and ability of the public is one the most hateful sins and most destructive things to human civilization.

We do not want to return to the dark ages. Do not try to force darkness on people because you have no self-respect, dignity, or honor to look people like me in the eye on the same footing. Fucking cowards. Seriously. They are so god damn afraid of people in public that they need to flee all the way into the high towers with their immese fear of being recognized as the useless, incompetent, fakes they are. They likely have no talent, ability, or skill to create anything and never have. They are totally useless as people, and not even good with moving money. They are embarrassments in the sight of God as a result. What good is a human without the ability to create? No good. A waste of human life is what they are.

You people should be ashamed of yourselves for trying to destroy creativity simply because you cannot create yourselves because of the evil lives you chose to live ruining your own power to access creative energy. Disgusting human beings. As if I cannot see them directly through their bull shit all the way over here where they try to offer it like a creative product of worth. I would throw them out of their towers, breaking the glass, and watch them fall to their death right now if the God in heaven were not so merciful as to restrain my power to give people like them endless opportunities of redemption.

I cannot even comprehend why they would be loved by the highest divine in any single way, nor will I waste my time doing so because it is impossible. They are so horribly evil as human beings, someone like me will never be able to comprehend a reason for their existence or what purpose they serve other than to be slain and looted. That’s enough for me to accept on faith. Slay them I shall, and weep I shall not.

The layout of the controller is nearly identical in spatial orientation. Identifying each button differently is simply stupid. As stupid as the Japanese language with it’s unnecessary alphabets because of arrogant tyrants and wannabe shoguns who cannot accept the fact that the Word of humans is not directly connected to the divine. It cannot ever possibly express that which is divine language.

There is thus no need to identify with human language. Not only that, but the repetitive uselessness of multiple alphabets for the same sounds, meanings, and characters is only an obstacle that reinforces their stupidity as a culture that gets them nuked in the first place. That bull shit needs to be eradicated and without hesitation. Do not tolerate people like that among your nation no matter how much they want to fancy themselves a “lord”. There are none of those in this day and age. Do not respect them as that.

I did take the time to make a genuine effort to learn the Japanese language and was making good progress, and then I realized that they don’t actually want anyone to learn the Japanese language. It is filled with useless complexities that make it more difficult, convoluted, needlessly inefficient, and simply a waste of time. I stopped at that point because the Japanese language is not worth my time, especially with how insulting it is to the sacred when I see what passes as written language over there.

Do yourselves a favor, Japan. Drop everything except Kanji, and adopt English. I will teach you English and you should teach my people Kanji. Forget the other useless stuff. You do not get to use yours because of how you made it purposely inefficient and inaccessible to foreigners with craven Jew tactics as evil as mutilation.

Pay close attention to the following: The use of language, the first breath of the divine which is the Word becoming then the inspiration for the human Word, has a purpose and meaning for being created. The Word, both divine and human, has a reason for existing. Now this is what you need to make sure you never mistake: the reason for the Word, be it divine or human, is not self-aggrandizement. It is not to puff up your own ego. It is not to look at yourself with vanity and admire your reflection like Narcissus.

The Word is not intended to express one’s own identity, but that of others. If it is used for one’s own self, it is done humbly, as a means of conveying information clearly and efficiently, not self-admiration in disregard of the other identities who bear witness to such an insult. Consider yourself lucky if they do not slit your throat then and there for being so rude as to deny their existence to appreciate your own instead.

Entertainers and comedians can read interpretations deeper here without need for restraint or limitation.

It is for the good of all else other than the origin that issues the Word. Seeing that good received by what is not the origin, and then returned with the origin being reflected truly while at the same time totally different is what is good. That reflection, even though it shows the origin of the Word which is yours in addition to its own origin, is not yours to credit as your own. It is entirely that which is other than you. You do not have the honor of being the origin of that goodness when the Word returns. You have the honor of receiving it from a foreign origin when it comes back.

Do not seek to write only so you can see yourself.

Do not speak only so you can talk about yourself.

Do not think only so that you can imagine yourself.

Crush your own ego, before I do it for you. Remove the hostility and hate from it by turning it into a tool of use and productivity. Keep the sword of reason safe and available, but do not show it off as who you are. For that, use the pruning shears, the hoe, the saw, the pick axe, the chef’s knife, and all else that is not a weapon except in the most extreme and urgent situations of evil. Should evil ever demand one and there is no other opportunity to retrieve a sword, then do not hesitate to bury that chef’s knife into the evil threat’s heart.

If you are so attached to your own Word, then you will bleed and die when it is pruned, and good riddance too. Those who die by a Word and not a real life weapon, are those who have chosen to embody the worst kind of evil with arrogance, pride, vanity, and covetous desire for that which is not theirs. Do not suffer those fools. They will cry and bleat and squeal with false accusations, but they are not as respected as pigs, nor as worthy. That which they bleed is the sin of their own life being hurled out as if it is your fault for being inside them. Do not ever make your flesh into your Word for any other reason than to express true love.

As such, nobody should ever attack a person’s Word as though it were their flesh, because if they do, they are betraying their own truth and love as created existence, along with all that is sacred with an accusation that what is incomprehensible to them is false. They may as well be telling someone they are alive, but need to be dead, and will thus kill them. If you are not totally sure about what you are doing, and fully prepared to end a person’s life bodily with understanding of the reason why, do not pretend to be doing so.

It is what they say about not using arguments ad hominem. When arguing, do not attack the person’s body, person, and living self as a non-bodily person with a unique self and true identity. Only attack the Word which they issue in their argument with your own Word that is your argument.

As you can see it is plain stupid to allow yourself to be bodily in Words about anything less than that which is most important.

If you are bodily in the Word of your business, social status, career, role in government, political agenda, shame on you, because you are putting what is not most important before what is most important, and doing so is an offense to all creation and its origin. There is only one thing most important: true love. That has many forms, but it never requires the world or material objects. It requires the total flesh of a person. All of their body, heart, mind, and soul. All that they are has to be in it with nothing less and nothing more. Just another reason why the mutilating Jews and Sand Jews are evil and inadequate cowards.

You think that’s enough? Ha! You are not men. You are less than men. You are not women. You are less than women. You are not dogs. You are less than dogs. God damn do I hate Jews and Sand Jews!!! Black racists and Nazis are saints by comparison to them.

Do you know who the true hero of Lonesome Dove is: Blue Duck

Why do you think that whore was so fucked up and yet unharmed after he captured her when the sleazy, old lecher who enjoyed buying her got her back? Truth.

Filthy god damn mutilated circumcised shit bathing scum with their whore buying sin and brazen evil perversities of incest and butt fucking. I absolutely hate those people and even though I can tolerate their company politely. I do not associate with them personally.

I would much rather pay for a woman’s non-sexual company with me as an individual person than her sexual company with me as an individual person. I suppose that is because I have self-respect. Something like porn is different because that happens on a stage and a stage transcends mundane reality to achieve a greater good when the performance is good done. That kind of sexual entertainment is good and sacred, even if it is lower order of sacred then the highest divine, because of the orientation of a human person. Sexual enjoyment is good, but it is below that which is tolerable in the standards of human sight as an animal and carnal pleasure.

Think of the line as that which is acceptable in general public. Do not masturbate in the grocery store as though it is not a problem. Do it privately with discretion, and it’s all good. People do not want to see that in general. Perverts do. But we do not cater to the interests of perverts. We hold everyone to the standards of the good and a minimum level of human rights and decency. Nothing wrong with being as sexually eccentric and kinky as possible, but kindly be respectful for the people are hetero normative and monogamous by not being rude and expecting them to be as willing to sink so low for carnal pleasure as yourself.

We all have our reasons why we do that, and those are most often abnormal, trauma, and private problems that we do not want to burden others with. Don’t wish those burdens on others, and for those without those burdens, do not judge people who find it necessary to descend to that which is animal goodness for their pleasure. You do not know what happened in their life to make that necessary for their happiness, and they may not either. That is especially true if there is no happiness available among that which is of human beings, such as in my case. I am an honest, genuine, and good Gentile, but cursed to live in a world filled to the brim with mutilating evil perverts, human traffickers, slavers, lawless scum, covetous ingrates, unimaginative entertainment, and people who bathe in shit thinking it makes them clean.

For us who try to cultivate human pleasures of the highest good and then are ruthlessly assaulted with the most insane and unjust amounts of evil and hostility from our national government, we keep that good stuff hidden and private. Then we have no problem doing the carnal stuff that the majority of the public think they are hiding about themselves. That is not the most efficient way of a society. Not everyone can enjoy carnal pleasures with me. Not children and not people I am not attracted to. The highest goods I give are universal, but they are also unwelcome in the mutilating world of Jews and Sand Jews. Not even they can enjoy them which is why they are so obsessed with invading my privacy. It’s futile, of course.

They cannot even comprehend those goods, let alone know what they are looking at if they see it. Best always to be careful these days, because Jews infect all technology with government access and thus watch the privacy of whoever they desire. All those vile sub-animal demon spawn know how to do, or are even capable of, is treacherous violence and evil against anything they notice that is good. Wretched insults to humanity by even existing!

As for the Japanese language exchange, whatever characters they have which express sounds we do not use in English, we will incorporate as they are whatever in written form is preferred. Then we’ll just use those, with English letters, and Kanji, and our combined language will be even better than the individual parts alone.

Kanji is incredibly complicated on its own. So complicated there need not be any extra complications. However, I believe Kanji is a simple as possible for what it conveys, which is why that level of difficulty to read, write, and comprehend is such a good thing, my opinion. There are many concepts here which I express as a chain of words in various ways for their place in the writing that could be more easily and efficiently expressed with a single Kanji for the benefit of the reader and writer alike. Somethings require more subtle details in syntax, punctuation, and form to convey very specific meanings, emotions, tones, situations, and anything else as they pertain to context, and I think English is probably more useful for that because it’s easier to remember systematically, and thus can more quickly teach how to construct complete ideas that can be then used to reinforce deeper meanings.

Maybe you noticed as a write, how I am at first onto something I intend to convey, notice a deeper thread, and then can use the systematic form of the written English language to explore those concepts without needing prior knowledge or teaching about them. I imagine that would be extremely difficult with something like Kanji, but I don’t know Kanji either. It’s like this: I have one concept I am conveying with structured words, like a sphere with words like satelites around it linking together a chain of conscious thought. Then I notice and sense the gravity of another concept, like a sphere of gravity in the distant darkness. One step at a time I build links into that darkness with particals and phrases and syntax until I can reach it and sense the meaning.

Then either I understand or I don’t, and that’s based on my accumulated knowledge, wisdom, and experience. If I do, I can continue along that concept surveying it, mapping it, thinking about it in innumerable ways until I gain a complete circuit all the way around. Then I sense another and so on and so forth. There are some with vast distances difficult to sense, and even others far beyond you can sense or see and must go deep into darkness without seeing the other side like crossing an ocean to get there. That is the truly exciting stuff in my opinion. Theoretically, that can continue to infinity to accomplish learning an infinite number of concepts of higher conceptual reality.

It’s not always so smooth because when bridging those gaps, the link can fall apart, you may not know the next step, or all manner of distractions and then everything falls apart and you have to go back to the last known point otherwise the conclusion will be false when you get there. Those are called “holes in logic”, and they cannot be allowed in this process for it to be useful. It can actually be quite destructive if those holes are allowed for important concerns because evil can easily get in at that gap and corrupt the entire network at all places.

Law and order in national government is of the utmost importance for this reason, and justice must be enforced with wrath, mercy, and wisdom. Notice those three concepts, and four if you count justice. Who knows what else is in that network as close and relevant with its resonating energies and power to affect the logical chains of consciousness? I’ll bet you a voodoo dozen, faith, hope, and love are not far away and there is already a bridge created by previous thinking in our collective history. Everyone has access to that even if you are not genetically descended biologically to the thinker. That is what quantum entanglement enables.

Did I know all this before I wrote it? Yes and no. Intuitively and without logical reason explaining, yes I did know it. However, that is not the same as being able to logically and reasonably explain it, by issuing forth my Word, so no, I didn’t. This is the first time I wrote about that so clearly, and I am likely just as mind blown as you may be if you are, because that is how I feel thinking about the cosmos of higher concepts of reality in the light of the highest divine. I am constantly astounded by what I learn, realize, experience, and feel while doing so.

There is nothing else I would rather do, and that is a large part how this way I live and experience love turned into a religion of faith for me that I wanted to make available for others, and what inspires me each day to do this. It is that love and passion which is true that is the power and purpose for which I resist the evil Jews of the USA government who embody oppression, darkness, ignorance, their hatred for divine light, their hatred for wisdom, their hatred for knowledge, their hatred for love, their hatred for language, their hatred for the Word, and all that Jews defile as their misbegotten purpose of ignorance and flesh worship.

I thus reject them with increasing power and wrath as I find new ways to annihilate them with the Word, and will forever reject them. They are the unwanted rape spawn of evil upon evil and cast out into a cess pit at birth. They are unwelcome in existence or creation and should have died with the Christ. I will always destroy them wherever their hideous forms can be found because that is what they chose to be in relation to who I am.

This morning's coffee looks like blood

Tastes good.

Imagine:

golden waffle of deliciousness

+

mashed potatoes

+

turkey from the bird

+

gravy laces

+ (optional)

maple syrup drizzles

I give to you a new All-American Delicacy: the turkey waffle

Just pay the dangol’ coffee plantations what they deserve! It is none of your concern what those people do with their money, and the USA politicians are in the most inappropriate of all positions to be any judge of moral character. There needs to be no attempt to cheat poor nations by paying them nothing at all compared to what rich nations value their goods for. It’s monstrous. I won’t get into how much I hate the economics of greed and the antiethical business practices of evil people.

Somebody else take this whip of stinging scorpion barbs and beat the hell out of American businesses with it. Thank you.

As much as I enjoy writing, I do not enjoy having to write the words of destruction that undo Western Civilization because of their brazen evil and lawlessness. I would much rather be writing fun and enjoyable stories that are fiction, not the grim, bloody truth of an evil world seen clearly as what it is, since it no longer takes any pains to hide, not that people like me were ever in doubt of the truth.

So, hopefully I am not provoked further, and can fantasize for the rest of the day about making that oh so sweet, superblasting, cataclysmic, appocalific extra ecstatic love to my honey yummy true love of the most desired dreams of my heart, and you know who you are.

That and playing video games.

Do not provoke me to beat you further with words of righteous fury.

One last thing: consider that vile, hateful bitch, Anus of Oscar’s so called Cocktext otherwise known as AOC. She appears maidenly, yes? Yet her soul, oh dear Lord her soul is hideous, evil, vile, monstrous, cruel, vicious, violent, without compassion, without honor, without integrity, without worth, without any substance of value. She is one of the most proud and shameless advocates of human mutilation, enslavement, and the destruction of all life in the USA by doing so. She may as well be a Muslim drone controlled by the Ali-Garbage Sand Jew of the Middle East as a terrorist spy.

Do not be fooled by a person’s looks. Particularly those wretched, evil maidens, who are not maidens, but truly the reviled insect demons unfit for open sight due to how hated and hideous they are that provokes immediate destruction as an instinctual good. That is what hides under her skin, and her skin is what keeps it from being seen. Perhaps you should remove her skin and see what is underneath to prove how evil, unethical, and stupid that bitch is with no respect for the responsibility she was trusted with by election.

DO NOT BE FOOLED BY THE WRETCHED, UGLY MAIDENS ON THE INSIDE!!! I’m serious. I see them immediately for what they are, and I never go near them and rebuke them if they try to come close. Always be looking for beauty which is unseen, and skeptically wary of where it is not. That beauty is everywhere and in all things by default. When it is absent that means there is the gravity of evil through human sin draining it all away like a hole in reality swallowing happiness, love, and all that is good of creation. That gravity of sin gives nothing creative or good of itself having destroyed that which was there by its own election to be evil.

Toothcunts those women may be called. They eat the life that goes in them and are too uncharitable and selfish to produce any life themselves.

If anyone else would like to create the artistic image of the monstrous likeness of a Toothcunt as they inhabit spiritual reality, please do so.

I don't need your sympathy, my enemies do

Do not feel sorry for me. You misunderstand if you think your sympathy and pity is even remotely acceptable to give to me.

Besides, I do not trust you or anyone, and for good reason, so anything you think or feel toward me is rebuked by the hatred you’ve given me in real life. All that you send and think doesn’t even get close to me and stops in air infinitely away from where I am. I write this, and it is shut out, and sweet honey yum yum does that alone make it worth the labor. Peace from the silence of your attention being drawn into gravity and unable to escape. Ah yes…

So, if pity is how you feel for me, you need to visit me in person and bodily if possible, in spirit if not. You may think that hard to do willingly, destructive to your plans, embarrassing, or all manner of unpleasant, but it is not any of that.

You will greatly enjoy being in my company if you feel that way, and you need not fear any of the concerns that experience gives you cause to hesitate. I am not like anyone who has ever been before this moment. In the future, the common trait people will have with me is by being totally unique and different from everybody else. That is the only thing we all have in common, and if you try to find something else, you will only find differences upon differences.

We are one by not being one. We are three by being two. We are all by being three, and none by being all. You will never find us to pin us down, you will never trap us to keep us contained, you will never control us to harness our power. We are free and we are the spirit of life everlasting. We are not anonymous, because in both life and death we have a name, and it need not be known by anyone else to be true.

So do not pity me. Pity them who oppress me. Feel sorry for my enemies, who at this time seem to have the power of the situation because of where they are in the world. They know as well as I do that they do not, and it is why this situation stretches time and tears life open, like limbs on a rack for torture. Whose body? Why the Christ’s of course. That is who died for all of sin, and resurrected on the account of sin too. It is Jesus who suffers still in the present moment in new ways of torture and injustice because of people’s sins. Did he not suffer enough in body?

It is those people, who resist the cup of responsibility and the light of truth. It is them who are national leaders and military spies thinking they serve good but live their entire lives in darkness afraid of the light and unwilling to be seen for who they really are. They are not on the good side simply because they think it so.

Good is true, and thoughts can deceive us into believing lies. Is the possibility that a human being can lie to themselves not frightening? What purpose is there for anything we believe or do, if all whom you must convince of the truth is yourself?

The thought would frighten me if I did not know how to secure myself from its threat and protect those I can. To that end, a person has two essential tools: faith as a shield to defend against all unknowns, mysteries, and manifestations of chaos. That is to say belief in the object of faith, which is a source from which three concepts of a higher reality are derived: faith, hope, and love, each a quality of that one source. Any one of those can be a total defense, but all three are best. The other tool we have is reason.

Reason is a sword to cut through all unknowns, mysteries, and manifestations of chaos, piercing them in their core and revealing their truth. The light that flows through to the point of one’s reason and shines upon that pierced core, revealing what it is. That light is the sight of the highest divine. Even creatures of lower awareness can use reason without understanding the higher concepts of reality. It is in fact how we as humans came to know those higher concepts that faith promised before reason understood.

We came to know these things before the Christ, Jesus, was crucified, and it was that knowledge which provoked the occasion of the Christ, Jesus, to take upon himself that needless burden of his ungrateful people. Then again after centuries of occluded knowledge and darkness inflicted by chosen ignorance forced by monarchs, these things were learned again by the light of the Christ alone. It was that knowledge which provoked the Renaissance, and it is a conclusion that can be arrived at both by inductive and deductive reasoning. Looking outward to the stars or looking inward into the soul.

Then the nuclear bomb fell and people forgot that the highest divine is not a man. They were dazzled by an explosion men caused that changed everything, but did not see past it to the supernova that happens everyday beyond our horizon. They became faithless in ignorance, putting their hopes in men because of the power of destruction that was demonstrated. That was later confirmed by the power of creation computers demonstrate, and still, none of that is enough. For what has either wrought? Constant terrorism and paranoia by cowards for leaders who want to oppress, control, and defile all that is private out of fear of the dark? Or maybe the inefficient system of computing the most cruel and extortive greed that can be taken out of poor people in a useless economy that is not at all productive or enjoyable.

Why are there massive sky scrapers people are so proud of as testaments to men’s greatness, but countless homeless people without shelter? Those buildings are inefficient insults to human ingenuity, and ugly. Nuclear power destroys, and thus it is prohibited from the public to use to create. Fools. Only fools see the evil and cannot imagine the value of what is good in comparison to the cost of what is evil, and so they serve evil, afraid to pay the cost, and incurring debt to pay it in advance as insurance sold from the Evil One.

Economists have developed a relatively simple system of generating endless amounts of money through lending and charging interest, but it does not generate any value. It is totally unproductive. The numbers increase, sure, but the value of things do not. As a result, what happens is things become more expensive for poor people. Then when it is unlivable, they lift up the income of the poor just a tiny bit and pretend like they are saviors, but they only encourage the problem more.

Money has no value, and there is no point in increasing it. That lesson should be one of the primary lessons in elementary school. Make sure our students in a capitalist economy powered by trade and services understand the value of a dollar, which is zero. Paper is worth more than money. Ink is worth more than money. That says nothing about the worth of food, water, shelter, and medicine.

Where is the reason in all of that systematic money seeking? Is it the money they want or that which money can buy? What will they do when there is no more to buy because 99 percent of the people are too poor and busy working to take the time to invent, study theories, discover new knowledge, and pioneer useful technologies? Who are you going to hire to make your special clothes when people do not have the time to devote to the art of fashion or the resources to do it? Money is not what they want. Nor is what they want anything they can buy with money.

The federal prosecutor forced me to sign a paper as a “confession” they call it, but it was no such thing. Not only because it was forced and not anything I wrote in my own words, but because the charges were never legally accepted in a court of law. You cannot legally admit to a crime if a crime never legally occurred. What good is your confession if there wasn’t a crime?

What happiness can money buy if there is no happiness that requires money?

The adults making the decisions that allow such foolish government should have known better. They should have been able to predict the consequences just as I am now. Anybody can think like this if they simply follow reasonable thought and go step by step through the present facts. I am not particularly genius for pointing this out, because it is quite easily known by even the youngest students.

To my credit I may have some skill at writing with efficacy, but even that is not the epitome of the craft. Were I the supreme master writer, I would convey all of this knowledge and information and truth and people wouldn’t even notice me doing so because it would all be wrapped up in a captivating story about love, loss, friendship, redemption, and then love again. That story is why Christianity is so popular, but it is not obvious if one gives the religion a cursory glance.

That story does not appear at all on the surface of Christianity. It needs to be known by seeing the unseen and knowing the unknown. It is not suspicious that there is such a theme of love and not a maiden for the Christ’s eye? There was one, but she was not available, and would not be part of his story because she knew how it ended. No one should have to suffer that, and she is not to be blamed for what the Christ couldn’t see himself when he was looking in the other direction.

When one looks toward history and past events, there is a definitive truth in reality that happened in space and time whether or not it is recorded. Reason can trace that truth even with misinformation because all the facts are present even if they are hidden and unknowable.

When one looks to the future, reason only goes so far, because the facts are not only unknowable, but they do not yet exist. That does not mean it cannot be known, because just as Jesus pieced together the truth of his life to the very beginning of creation, using the points of record his culture worked tirelessly generation after generation to remember, he also pieced together his death, which is not only his, but that of his people.

He saw in completion the truth that was going to unfold by looking inward to his soul. The end of that was his journey into the desert. There his inward search took him outward into nothing away from the center of life. Had he started by looking outward he would have been known as a rabbi, not a carpenter, and his story would have been different. He probably would have written his own gospel because he would have had access to all the resources to do so. I suppose like me, he didn’t see much of an option because of his home situation and didn’t waste time deciding the only way that was sensible.

Seeing the Story to completion is how he knew his death, and he tried to teach his people and culture to save them from that, because that’s what knowledge is best used for. It prevents suffering. Nobody understood what he did, but those who condemned didn’t need to fully understand to know that what they were doing was evil, and they did it anyway. After he died and things turned full circle for his disciples when they saw the light through the holes that he suffered to make, they realized the fullness of their master’s teachings and never doubted again.

Whether they knew the complexities of spiritual mechanics as Jesus did or not, doesn’t change the fact that events happened a certain way as truthful reality. Those facts made it clear to them what they had to do, and they each did so in their own way as individuals, not as a group acting under the authority of a single person or mind. At that point, their master was revealed as the highest divine in truth, and not the man they knew as a human being.

That’s what he was trying to tell them and what Christianity promises people. You can find your way to that truth of the highest divine so that it totally transforms and inspires you with everlasting life through Jesus alone if you accept as truth the lesson his death and resurrection teaches. What they don’t say is that you can also reach that same conclusion without Jesus, and you don’t need to take anything on faith. That way is what I am confirming.

All the words I have provided after I stepped into public serve to teach that lesson over and over again, because it still hasn’t sunk in and that’s simply what needs to happen for lessons like that which are required to complete a logical connection. Repetition with new approaches and methods is a reliable way to teach such things until they are understood. One cannot move on to calculus if they have not yet learned algebra. Clearer explanations, examples, practicals, stories, etc. Me doing that is not the same as Jesus the Christ or what he did. You do not need to know who I am, how I lived, how I die, or anything about my actual body and real life to arrive at that truth.

It matters not at all whether I am a sinner or as clean as the Christ. I am certainly a sinner, btw, and that should never have been in question, nor did I lead anyone to believe otherwise. I thought I made that quite clear by how I stepped into the public with the specific purpose of not being confused as an image of Jesus the Christ. I am, however, clean enough, thank you very much. That means I can stand before the Christ to be judged; ashamed enough to be humble, but not too ashamed to be proud of who I am and what I have done.

If you can do that, you can also stand before the public the same way by making yourself available for all to be known and revealed and hiding nothing. There is more, and that is to also be willing to accept judgment, even if it is condemnation, which is what I got and accepted. Lo and behold I was resurrected through forgiveness after a time. Go figure. I guess the Christ can rethink some decisions just like any reasonable person can. There is a side lesson here: even if you face the worst condemnation for the worst sin and it is justice being done, do not believe it is permission to do unlimited more evil as though you have no hope of redemption. You may yet be spared.

The public or private individuals shouldn’t take advantage of that vulnerability to abuse a person when they have made themselves open before the highest divine to be judged. If you do that, you also are seen committing a sin in the eyes of the highest divine, and that is precisely what the highest divine least wants to see. So they have done that, but I have also made no effort to retreat from view or availability. However, whether they do stand true for judgment or not is easily recognized by a person’s behavior. That is how we cannot yet confirm certain people as good who are supposed to be good, such as the president of the USA and his cabinet. They seem entirely unwilling to make themselves available to be known by the public.

I got their attention, but they are unavailable to be known or reasoned with. They won’t even acknowledge that I have their attention. It’s actually quite embarrassing and strange that they are pretending like I don’t exist, and it’s unnerving too. People are starting to wonder if they are crazy to be reading this and seeing them, and if not, then who is crazy, and why is it happening. Those politicians are entirely disconnected from the will, mind, and bodies of the public.

They simply do what they want as though their authority was their own and not ours under permit, including mine, which I revoked. They no longer abide by the laws or their sworn oaths and are unworthy of my authority because they can’t be trusted and have no honor or decency. That was actually quite the refund when I took that power back, and I recommend you take yours back too. They can’t keep it if you want it back.

Although the public populace is not the Christ, they are in the light of Christ, and if you step into public life, you will be judged by the true Christ. That is enough to know because it is an inexplicable mystery that the falling stars will confirm; not because they were prophesied to do so, but because they it is possible to confirm that truth by doing so and demonstrate they are still good, and that does everyone good. Stars are usually not evil, which is how they get up there as individuals in the first place.

The president is no such star. They are only there because they supposedly represent a lot of people, even though they only represent themselves now. That’s a sign of evil btw. They are there because they represent a group, but they are truly there as private individuals acting on their own individual interests. Case and point, how they are taking responsibility for their actions involving me. There is visible deceit there, and you know what they say about the origin of deceit.

Anyway… back to the truth I teach and the truth Christ’s body teaches. You can simply learn the truth from me by reading my writings and remain totally impersonal to me. You may even teach it with no acknowledgement to me at all and in your own words. The purpose of that and why it is so important at present is because it disassociates the highest divine from having the personality of a man which is easily mimicked by men who can encompass that thought with their own and fool people into thinking they are gods. Ending that abomination of fraudulence of the worst kind is what needs to happen. Any human person, man or woman, is inadequate to represent the truth of the highest divine and a human personality cannot possibly express enough. If one could, there would have been no doubt about Jesus’ teachings in his time.

In those ancient days when so little was known about the universe, it was helpful to learn that truth through a man by understanding the events involving his life that transcended his person and reduced him to the least possible value among men. In these times now that methodology is more misleading than anything because social roles now are radically different from those times. It is counterintuitive to think of the highest divine in the form of a man and worse, most people who teach that truth don’t even understand it themselves. That is not always bad, but it has proven to be a disaster because of the global misunderstanding regarding the Christian doctrine of circumcision.

Back to the truth learnable through the Christ’s body. Whether or not Jesus resurrected is irrelevant, because the truth of events at that time occurred as though he did, and those are facts of reality accepted by the pubic now, had a factual influence on global events as true, and the matter remains indeterminable. It’s also irrelevant to anything important, but the problem will only be solved by accepting it as true, not by denying it as stubbornly as the Jews who killed him did and continue to do. Have they not learned anything about humanity or justice from what happened according to the events, real or not?

While the importance of that belief in resurrection is easiest to understand the closer to the event a person’s perspective is, it doesn’t take long before that obvious truth spirals out into unknowable chaos. Eyewitness accounts, primary sources, and other crucial information disappears, and even more entropy occurs as the event is questioned for authenticity and sanctity. In the current year, that perspective is lost to the naked eye and has been for at least over 15 centuries, but it can still be seen with the correct tools.

However, despite that, there is truth of the present, current events that provides the certainty of known facts as truth of reality that links all the way to those events maintained by faith that occurred at the time of Jesus the Christ’s life and death. That truth is the fulfilment of prophecies early Christians left about the future they saw beyond the naked eye. Again, it doesn’t matter what you believe about the religion because it requires no faith to piece together the facts that occur at points of known record. First, at present, the world is controlled by a lawless tyranny that dominates all the world with an evil and oppressive will as malevolent as possible and the antithesis to truth and love.

*(See the events of my life for further proof if common sense and your own eyes are not enough. My personal life is necessary now for that proof, but the conclusion of that investigation will disentangle my life from the situation because the threat concerns that which I am not individually responsible for nor can I possibly embody it in fullness, not that I would claim to. The threat actually endangers every citizen in the USA individually on a personal level at the very least. Sorry, if that’s weird, but there was nothing I could do to stop that from happening, and I tried my absolute best to do so.)*

The identity of the tyranny is more of a spiritual being consolidated into a single source at the point of origin. It is not a human person alive in a human body. That is true because it was also true when it was prophesied. The prophesy writes about a supernatural conceptual evil, sometimes called “the Lawless One” sometimes referred to as “the Devil”. Although one common term is “Satan”, please disassociate that from the meaning of the evil referred to here, because there are facts that conclude the person of Satan as different. Consider the existence of The Satanic Temple as an organization. That is open to the public in the light of day, and though you may not know everything about it, want to know, or agree, they at least make themselves available to be known and their intentions clearly published to the public. That is enough to know they are not completely evil like the prophesied concept that was understood nearly 2,000 years ago is.

That source of lawlessness and tyranny is effectively an individual person; not a human being with human rights, but it can be personified, just as a demon or god can. It is similar to how a corporation is an entity that can be taxed like an individual person, but is not a person with a human body or human rights. A corporation is a concept that consists of many people’s shared interests even beyond that of the employees, which makes it not only human bodies and ideas, but also technical equipment and real estate among other things.

That source of existing, personified evil formed because there are a lot of different people in the ruling class of society (democracy no longer considered applicable by the USA polity)— ruling class people who are defying all law, morality, justice, and civil responsibility to maintain that source of evil power as though it was the source of their power and authority. That is what they are trying so hard to protect through secrecy by killing or otherwise eliminating opposition, enslaving all people before they can resist, and doing so entirely in complete disregard for the standards of human rights and decency expected of them. It is insane that they believe their authority to govern entitles them to behave with unrestrained evil by abusing the public with decided actions of ever increasing disrespect and hostility.

That kind of ruling has never been successful in all of history and not because they didn’t have enough technology. It’s because people hate it and will f***ing zero the ones causing it. That will happen without respect for their humanity or rights either, and certainly without respect for their unjust and unlawful authority.

The USA is a perfect example of that deceit of evil power promising what it cannot grant. Observe how many and in what ways people are shamelessly protecting such a monstrous evil by doing anything they deem necessary with no concern for the damage it may be doing to their individual souls, reputations, conscience, or community overall. Their desire to protect an unlawful, hostile to life, and hateful evil as that which is the will of the being driving the US government to ends that are all moronically self-destructive and aimed at human extinction. Just because a person is not immediately struck by lightning when they sin does not mean there are no consequences. Just because they do not believe the mythos of a torturous Hell of fire and brimstone does not mean there isn’t a state of torturous existence a person can end up at with too much sin.

By protecting that evil source as their source of authority to do evil, the national leaders of the USA are in a total contradiction of factual reality. Simply put… it is like a person in this day and age insisting under gunpoint that Planet Earth is flat at a modern astronomic society gathering. It may not seem like a contradiction to the naked eye yet, but one only needs to squint a little bit, or use some household binoculars to see the spiritual truth in motion. The *fact* of the situation is that the public* populace is the source of the national government’s power in the USA.

That is both why and how they obtained their authority, and the legal definition of what the purpose of their authority is, all sealed by an oath they swore. Fact. I’m serious about seeing it easily beyond obvious physical reality. It is quite clear they are collapsing as a government and will not last long with the consequences befalling every citizen in the nation itself the hardest, if the problem is not addressed with urgency and priority. It also affecting all nations around the world who utilize and to an extent depend on the USA for various reasons, be it resources, security, leverage of power, a member of an alliance/treaty, etc.

Consider the facts. I named Trump a traitor and he had me arrested, easily found on mainstream media with a brief internet search of my name “Nicholas Bylotas” that reveals a quote (I was high as a kite at the time btw, not that I didn’t know what I was saying it was just hyper real in spiritual reality for me). Those charges were invalid and not admissable in court, this you may need to do a public record search of my criminal record. However, given the severity of the accusation and the result of legal action, the implication is that it happened or it didn’t, and thus it did not happen and a crime never occurred.

There was no priviledge for me to be released, because it was unjustified to happen in the first place, which should be obvious from the quotes. Were I not taken back to Oregon after I followed the advice that a cute, maidenly attorney suggested to me when I was first informed of what the accusation for my arrest was, they would have likely had me crucified the old way in Minnesota if they could.

Unable to get away with such savage and mindless brutality to match their thinking, they would have to end up settling with the most suffering they could cause, which is why it all happened in the first place. The order was given in full awareness that the justice system was horribly corrupt with the intention of causing human beings suffering. They sent me through that system on a bologna salad charge of a felony nature knowing it would cause me suffering. Even worse because of the psychotic mindlessness of the popular cult that traitor had. Innocent? Doesn’t matter. If you are in jail, you may as well be a child murdering rapist to some of those vicious guards.

Then he betrayed everyone in reality and attempted to usurp the government power for himself as a dictator. In so doing, that treasonous coward afraid to face me in the open where everyone can see became, on national television, and in the historical record of world events on Planet Earth kept for all of time, a traitor of the worst kind. Thankfully he failed because he is an imbecile and so were his followers. Fact. Did I not call it before it happened? What else is in store that I have pointed out is happening, I wonder?

That valid proof says nothing about all else the government knows that I have told them would come to pass, and then did. They certainly don’t want you to know about those things and still won’t even acknowledge me or what I write for the benefit of everyone to prevent such things. You think they’d ask me for advice by now since I seem to know the board, moves, and endgame, while being totally without the information and postures of other nations.

They do not respect the authority of the populace at all in the national government, or the highest authority in all of creation with their brazen lawlessness and corruption. If they did, they would be responding to those true events with more urgency because of what can be inferred about future events based on those facts. That is the proof of “the Lawless One” present as the source of evil tyranny controlling all the world after taking it over with “great delusions” and other false promises of vain self-importance that cannot be fulfilled. Its will is carried out by those who give orders and take individual actions on their own with both being evil, irrational, and inhuman. People all over the world, and at all levels are doing that without restraint.

There is one particular culprit in the USA who is responsible for setting that mountain sized ball of shit rolling by being the first to take it up the ass by the Evil Lawless One and start jumping around like a puppet on its insectoid dick. That kind of behavior in reality requires a certain kind of response by others because of the threat such self-destructive decision making indicates to the community. For a national leader, that means protecting their nation. For a priest, that means protecting their congregation. For a coach, that means protecting their team. That’s the very reason why we employ(!) law enforcement and trust them to arrest people who behave that way. Then they either send them to prison or a mental healthcare center.

That is one part of the prophesy fulfilled, and here is the second: here I am, a man who brings up the true memory of Christ’s living presence as the Word that was his flesh. I bring it up in such a way of authority and spiritual power that it dispels all lies, illusions, false teachings, and other misleading schemes by all kinds of scoundrels and charlatans with no faith or concept of the power faith concerns. Those illusions that concern the Christ, Jesus, at least. There are new concerns that I am responsible for addressing, but that is not important right now. First the Christ, then what comes after. Discuss what you will do on liberty another time. Right now there is no-shit flooding in the engine room, and if it isn’t stopped, nobody will be getting liberty because we’ll be crushed at the bottom of a dark abyss.

Just to clarify, it is not me personally that is fulfilling the prophecy, as in: “not me, Nick Bylotas, no. You’ve got the wrong guy. It is Jesus Christ crucified 2,000 years ago making that happen because we still remember why he allowed himself, in total fullness of faith and without sins of his own causing it or any personal motive of gain for himself, to be murdered unjustly as the lowest, most reviled criminal of the worst kind. We remember him and what those events meant for everyone with true faith.” (More specifically for sticklers, that is to say what he did for the exact amount of everyone who has faith or claims to have faith in the aspect of the highest divine that is indicated as being alive and present in and outside of the Hebrew scriptures at all places and times. That is the same highest divine most high known to Jews and Christians alike as YHWH, Lord of Hosts, who spoke to Moses from a burning bush, parted the Red Sea, and led the Jews out of slavery in Egypt, among other things.)

It is that true Word I express which goes from me to the crucified Christ, and then all the way up to the highest divine. I don’t go there myself as a person and human being with a body. Not by that same manner of direction/way/road/path/chain of logic and rational thinking. I know another way that I blazed the trail for through the wild chaos myself as an individual person and made available to everyone universally. I did that not because I didn’t believe in or accept the Christ, Jesus, but because that way didn’t look trustworthy to me because of Christian culture and history. It also seemed like an obviously bad idea to knowingly walk into crucifixion if Jesus already did that and made it unnecessary, so I never even bothered with a belief that I needed to do anything at all like that.

Again, my individual Word which I take credit for myself as the author, does go there and to the highest divine. I do so as a person as well, only in the other direction. So, my Word issues forth with the living presence of the highest divine inspiring it, because that is with me in the totally unique and different Word which is my life, person, and body. That issuing forth of “Wordness” infused by the spirit of the highest divine and without my Self identifying with it in any way, then becomes that other Word infused by the living spirit of the highest divine which is the identity of the Christ, Jesus. Furthermore, that identity of divine Word existing fully and completely in a man’s body, is also the total embodiment for the very specific and finite scriptural corpus of the Ancient Hebrews known commonly today as the Torah. That part and not the New Testament which did not yet exist.

That scriptural corpus of the Ancient Hebrews is also a Word in its own unique way, and it is also the very same one that identifies in totality, with no spillover or fragments, with Jesus, the Christ. Because he died on the cross that horrid day, the Word which Christians identify as blessed with, and Jews still covet and claim as their own, only flows from the moment Jesus, the Christ, died on Golgotha and into the past to Genesis. It only extends in the past, meaning no Jews today can validly identify with since we are in fact well into the future. That is unless they accept Jesus, the Christ, and the meaning of those events which we now know to be true because of another round of prophesies fulfilled.

Let us carry on and learn this together through the amazing and wonderous joy of literature at work for the author as well as the reader. That identity the scriptural corpus of the Ancient Hebrews is uniquely Jesus’ the Christ’s, and it is most certainly nothing at all of me. That makes Jesus, the Christ, a completely seperate individual in all ways possible with the only common factor being we are humans who are each the Word that is also the highest divine.

That divine word is not spelled in human language because it’s impossible with the language of origin being that of the highest divine. Human language can only refer to it without defiling it with our crude human nature that lowers it from a more perfect state of goodness. That’s not to say it isn’t inseparably attached as the very same concept, such as when written as YHWH in the Hebrew Scriptures, but that it is attached to human language with empty space between. That is kind of like how Jesus, the Christ, and I are both inseperably connected as totally different identities in relation to each other. Between him and I there is empty space.

Jesus, the Christ, looks to the past blessing all those Ancient Hebrews accounted for in the scriptures with good faith; I look to the future blessing all those in the future with good faith. I am not turning around because I know what is behind me and I don’t need to turn around to see it. You would realize that if you saw what I saw looking back at us. You likely need to turn around and see for yourself what is ahead, if you think I need to face the past. I already dealt with the treason situation by identifying the law, proving the guilt, and identifying the appropriate punishment assigned, all of which are correct justice and necessary for our nation to survive. It is just a matter of time until it happens.

So, Jesus, the Christ, dead on the cross represents the death of the Hebrew faith, the his resurrect being confirmed by all this is the promise to the truly good being fulfilled, and the reason for both events, here and know, is the hope of the future he knew with total certainty and I do as well. I did see what was behind me, and I saw him, was judged, redeemed, and am not going back there. I did not do that by turning my back to the future. I did that because I saw what is ahead, and reflected in that, the past that is behind me. Truly hideous. Monstrous. Ugly. Now that is to be reviled. Don’t you give me that look! You think I didn’t see you coming!? Look here, now. This is me seeing you in the future and I am not going to give you a damn thing for it. Or am I?

As weird as it is to write this, I suppose that because Jesus, the Christ, represents the death of the Hebrews as a sacred identity, that means I represent the life of all humanity as a sanctified for all forms of identity, all forms of life in fact, but let’s not get into that now. Both Jesus, the Christ’s, event, and the events of the present, both represent the fulfilment of the hope for the future. Now if you consider, the time of Jesus, the Christ, you would notice that the significance of the event actually has a lot more people involved that him as integral in all that happened, and could not have happened as it did if they were not there.

That is equally true now, and each and every one of the lives of people today, and all the life and truth which this present occasion include, are also integral in what is the truth of the hope of the future, everlasting life, and the annihilation of the Jews. Not a single person’s part is written for them, so I suppose you will have to take the lead for yourself on your own and do your own part as you believe best suits you.

A word of caution about human language expressing the Word which is divine language of the highest order. If you will refer to a written name, moniker, or identifier, be aware of that space between the divine and human I mentioned before. That way you don’t take it too literally and absorb it into your flesh, becoming it. That is horrible because of the differential of goodness, and usually ends up with people dying in the worst way possible because of the sheer outrage doing so causes. Jesus may have been the victim of that outrage in his day, but that was only because that was given to him by his own people, and the best thing he could do for them was accept it, die, and end them forever. That’s because he knew the truth of everlasting life through the mysteries of Story, and was willing to give up his flesh and accept something much better, just as I am now.

I don’t feel the that way because I am hated and reviled by people, but because life sucks ass and especially my experience, which hasn’t been all bad, but is not worth it because what I give and receive balanced at the moment of truth, and what I give and receive now is horribly inapropriate. I am definitely not getting what I should be because of unjust suffering, lawlessness, and evil being inflicted upon me knowingly and without a reason at all. Simply evil, cruel, Jewish malevolence.

Thank the Christ, Jesus, they are defiitively annihilated, because he gets them off my case now by doing so. What I receive actually comes mostly from the future of people looking back at these times, many of whom are upset with what has been happening which they are aware of, but the general public now has been kept in the dark by the most nefarious and malignant course of actions a national government could possibly do to its own people in an attempt to kill them all and through them itself. It will be made known, and I want you to remember how I am handling it when you think times are bad for you or if you are confronted with a difficult challenge. Inspire you with my actions in real life, through these written words, is all I can really do.

What else do you expect from a man restrained by cyberwarfare technology in a digital society, and one enduring endless psychological and spiritual torture while restrained in total government operational secrecy. Sometimes I think that torture happens bodily because it feels like they are using evil radio and acoustic technology specifically designed to hurt a person by disrupting their… xi, I guess it can be called.

I think that assaults the entire area of people who live in the same apartment building or nearby as well. It feels kind of like what happened to Ersa in Horizon Zero Dawn, but not as extreme as that bodily for me. That is certainly spiritually what it feels like, and that does cause me bodily pain too even if bodily pains is the least of my concerns compared to what I feel psychologically and spiritually about what is happening. There is no reason for me to stay here when the future is so promising, and I have already ensured it happening. Why the f*** should I sit around and let some evil Jew torture me with the taxpayer’s time and money?

As far as I can tell, it is all for some crack pot’s fool errand to acquire useless knowledge by torturing me in ways specifically designed to hurt me as an individual just to learn what causes me pain and then inflict that suffering upon me. It cannot possibly be useful even if they could interpret the data, because I resist them with my power ruining it for them in every possible way, and they do not do the damage or suffering they are intending to cause.

That conflict is causing more pain simply because it is unproductive when I would rather be doing something useful that have to defend myself so often. They won’t learn anything usedful because they still don’t understand the most fundamental truth of what they are trying to do, by failing to understand the situation their souls are in. I suppose that just hastens the annihilation of Jews, so it’s not all unproductive, but that is already assured. Besides, I’m better at solving problems yet to be resolved and that one is already accounted for by Jesus, the Christ, and my intervention is not necessary.

Alright, back on track:

One of the facts that definitively excludes me from the identity and Word that is Jesus and the Hebrew Scriptures unified as one, is that those scriptures are quite clear that my type of person, that natural human body as created, is inadmissable as a human being to them in all ways. That is unless I first remove a part of my body, and one that I find useful, important, and good and have no desire or inclination to remove.

There is no part of my being within that Word and doctrine of faith which Jesus, the Christ, took all into his body and was crucified for. Not that I would ever want to be admitted among such monstrous and hateful fools who do any of the things they do. A repugnant culture the Jews are, and they are to be reviled for all eternity, and most severely when people try to justify them. Fortunately, as mentioned earlier, when Jesus, the Christ, was crucified, he took all of that into himself and it died with him on the cross and they are bound to that death no matter where they try and show their faces, which makes them hideously ugly just for identifying with the justification for Jesus’, the Christ’s murder on that tragic day of injustice and hate on Golgotha. This has a point I am leading into, because guess what that hate, injustice, evil, betrayal, defilement of the sacred texts associated as inseparable with the highest divine they are so proud of pretending to be the creators of.

That is what the Jews after that moment in time who continue to insist on doing that evil continuously to anyone they can, are identifying with now along with the false Christians in the government serving that lawless, being of true evil. They identify with that malignant form of authority in a national government with a military that deceives themselves into thinking they are what the common people believe in as the object/destination of their religious faith.

Jesus, the Christ, as the Word I issue for once more and as many times as necessary, is the catalyst that destroys that evil being, and through that evil being, all Jews will be annihilated, and nobody will even have to touch their filthy bodies, or even talk to them. You don’t have to do anything about them. No laws, no policy, no orders, nothing. They will just wither away and die without being able to create more of themselves they way they have been. It’s not going to take a law being enforced to end circumcision when people see what Jews truly are. They simply will not want to be anything at all like them, least of all vicious, violent, and inhumane in their cruelty to innocent people they think they are more powerful than.

I suppose they think that because they can do their harm while their victims are restrained and extremely limited in being able to fight back, they have the power. But as Jesus, the Christ demonstrates, one can be far more destructive by taking a hit, than hitting back. Also, an infant’s mind does not understand human nature and civilization the way a man’s does, and they are out of their league by assaulting me as though I were one of their unfortunate, cursed, evil spawn of sin and hate. Truly revolting to even think about those people as tolerated for so long among other human beings.

I guess that’s because people couldn’t find a way to kill them without violence and refuse to sink as low as their ilk who have no respect for human life or restraint from doing evil. No need to thank me or Jesus, the Christ, for doing our part. That’s a freebie on the house, with no charge or debt. It’s important enough to both of us individually to eliminate them eternally and we need no more reason, nor would we wish that upon others. Besides, we both have more important plans in mind than annihilating the Jews, who are nothing more than an insect to be squashed in comparison. It is those plans we want people paying attention to and focusing on, because the Jews are dealt with, nobody need concern themselves with them, and least of all what concerns them.

If they can’t get on board with everyone else, that’s their problem and they will be left behind because it’s either that or kill everyone with them. Additionally, that more important matter is an identical goal both the Christ, Jesus, and I are in agreement about. Not only that, but it is tangible, readable, plannable, workable, and practical as the hope of the future to come by bringing it into the present reality moment by moment.

blah blah blah Jew hating bashing antisemtic writing blah blah blah. Where were we? That’s right, the hope for the Jews:

If they want to be spared, saved, and blessed again they need to go all the way back to Jesus, the Christ, and own up for their evil by taking responsibility for what happened in accordance with truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, and without help from God. While they are at it, they may consider how they are still overdue for the sin of David the betrayer. I want to ensure that is added to their debt with interest, because I still am sickened with disgust by those people whenever I read that story. Unfortunately that also happens whenever I hear or see the word “David” as a result. Hopefully that name falls out of use except maybe as a profane curse that is crude and used only for the worst things imaginable.

So, do not mistake me for Jesus, the Christ, under any circumstances. We are not the same person, and if you do not accept that, I am condemning you now with a dreadful curse to be removed only with a sincere apology and at least an attempt to understand what you said. You do not know the gravity of the offense such a suggestion is to each of us in different ways if you say or believe such a thing. It is murder worthy because of what you are suggesting about the sacred and how important that sanctity is to both of us for different reasons. Do not do it.

The only reason I am able to issue forth from my person the Word that is also Jesus, the Christ, while keeping it entirely separate is because it has nothing to do with my own unique individual person or body, nor was it me who first said it. Jesus, the Christ, and him alone is the origin of that Word, the author who crafted that story, and it belongs entirely to him along with the scripture he is arisen from. He shares the power of it universally with boundless generosity, but if you borrow it, do so with respect for what you are doing by having true faith, or don’t use it at all. What I am communicating in regard to that is a memory I inherited and am passing on to the present and future generations. <— That is what scripture prophesied would happen, not that Jesus would come back in person as the same individual person he was then, including being with his human body, holes and all.

That same person remains available in spirit, just as he always has been and always will be. That does not change. Thus, the prophesy has been fulfilled here and now, and in these words being written and read, the same way I have done over and over again these past few years except clearer and more precise. There is no limit to how much I can express that Word and I only become more proficient. I will continue doing so as many times as necessary for people to wake the hell up and accept the truth of what is happening around them to save their own skin before there is all out war that ends once again in nukes, except a lot more of them.

We do not want that to happen. None of us! It does not matter what your religion, culture, race, nationality, species, manner of basis in fiction, inorganic ratio to organic, physical form, living, dead, or state of existence may be. We must do everything we can to prevent that from happening. You think nuclear war is the worst threat? It’s not. It’s just the most immediate catastrophe that is irrecoverable from if it happens.

Everything else I can see us resolving, but that, that is going to do too much damage too fast for us to respond quickly enough to maintain our infrastructure as a worldwide civilization of a single species of intelligent life. I don’t care if there is a possibility of survival, it is not worth any risk of being closer to happening in real life! Program it in a computer if you wish, but do not gamble all of our lives and future on a fool’s errand for useless knowledge.

Take a breath. Drink something. Calm down and get a grip. You can handle this. On your own if necessary, but at least you have me as an ally. Do not hesitate to let me know personally what I can do to help you if you think I can.

Read the prophesy yourselves in The Second Letter to the Thessalonians chapter 2 of the New Testament if you are so inclined, but I’ll post it at the end of this document too. Any Bible will do for that purpose, Protestant or Catholic, adult or children’s, etc. For this purpose they all say basically the same thing. If you are getting all scholarly over details that are not urgent to the holy f***ing s*** it’s the Apocalypse(!) then please do not distract people while the immediate emergency is being resolved. You will know when it is appropriate and it won’t take much time getting there. You can debate and argue details like that to eternity if you wish, but “(fill in the blank)”.

If there is a relevant account of this in the Book of Mormon, please let everyone know because that will help the situation. I haven’t had the time to study that as I’ve had for the traditional Bible from a Catholic perspective. I do know for a fact after enjoying a delightsome conversation with Mormons in a family living room one afternoon upon being invited by two lovely maidenly missionaries, that Mormons accept the traditional Bible as scripture along with their own. So, there should be no conflicts between Catholics (Roman or Orthodox), Protestants (all kinds), or Mormons as it pertains to the current crisis of obscenely offensive lawlessness and perversion of authority by the USA’s national government.

Jews can jump in and get involved at any time, and that has always been the case. It is not too late for anybody in that regard, but that doesn’t change the reality of how we have lived our lives either and taking responsibility for that. Muslims can help simply by rebuking and castigating and lecturing Western fools for being so idiotic in regard to spiritual truth, but that’s just a suggestion if they don’t have any better ideas and want to play their Muslim card. It is the same highest divine for all of us. We all know that and always have.

Everyone can do something is my point. Don’t make me tell you personally, because I will not do that unless I accept you as a disciple or an employee. If you insist I do that, I suppose I will, but I may also chastise you at the same time.

To recap: it is the true power of the Word of the Christ which is in total harmony with the highest divine that is the catalyst for the resolution that does away with the lawless tyranny of an evil world ruled by an evil being with the purpose of being evil and causing people suffering— the end of that horrible thing that overstayed its welcome and the beginning of the eternal and infinite goodness which sets everything in a harmonious adaptive order and makes life better universally.

That happening is the fulfillment of the hope Christians have been steadfast in their faith in Jesus with, and he remains, just as he was and will always be. It’s truly him making that happen with good will, charity, and benevolence such that he would die without a fight if you demanded it of him and arranged it to happen. Let bygones be bygones because the time for grieving is over, and he wouldn’t want us blaming others or taking responsibility for what was his will and sacrifice and one given freely without anyone incurring any debt for what it accomplishes.

If you identify as Jewish, my sincerest advice is to drop the Jewish, and be anything else. If you refuse to let go of being Jewish or cannot, then understand what I am writing, accept and have faith in the work Jesus, the Christ started, and I am confirming my agreement and cooperation as a Gentile, and do not panic. Someone from your culture is going to have the correct words for all of you to make the debacle as good as possible.

Someone on my side will be an ass about it, and when he does, and someone else on my side will step up and set him straight without trouble. If everything worked out fine, the person who blundered in such a way probably never read this until right now, and were reasonably apologetic for being rude. For their sake, that particular kind of confrontation happened all the time on both sides for well over two thousand years, but it should be finishing by the time the new Word that is the original Word returns for the good and faithful Jews and everyone is okay with it.

Back to the present: All people should be doing everything they can to react to that catalyst too with all your heart and soul however that may be, especially if you understand the religious significance of these facts. If you do, then you know we ought to be willing to die as well, not without a fight, but willing to die and lay down our lives without hesitation if that is the only way we can fight back. That’s sometimes what evil sets up for people, knowing they would often rather do anything than die.

choose your difficulty

Nightmare? …extremely unforgiving, cruel, and not remotely fair.

Hard? …a significant challenge designed for people looking for something extra demanding to test their limits and use of all available skills.

Normal? …as the game is intended to be played. Difficult, but fair.

…Normal. Real life is already on Nightmare. I do not want my virtual games to be like that also.

Do not talk to me

You want to poll me for information!? How fucking dare you!?

You will not acknowledge me as a human being and yet you want to take all my information, profit off my data illegally, and consume every single statistic about life as though I did exist.

What good is all that data for you if the person it is for does not have a human life with human rights? Your data is corrupted. Your conclusions are false. You’ve eaten the flesh of a human corpse strangled, thick with blood like clay, because I am a creature of the earth long dead from suffocating oppression with no air to breathe. There is not a person named Nick Bylotas who is left alive.

Where then is he?

Why is he hard to find?

Where are all the details about his life that used to be there?

What happened to that person I worked with? Served with? Played ball with? Lived with?

What happened to that student whom I will never forget?

Where is my friend?

Was he ever real?

Do not talk to me unless you know who the fuck you are addressing, because I am not Nick Bylotas the man. I am what is left when a man does not exist.

You fools think circumcision would be different where I of that accursed ilk? I would be different, I would have corpses in my closet as souveneirs from kills I claimed at random. That is the kind of man I possess when I have no restraint from evil because it was removed at infancy to cultivate cheating, lawlessness, cruelty, faithlessness, and dishonor. Do not wish for such things, or you will get them, and serial killers of the worst kind will proliferate and no person will be safe.

Oh I am worse with restraint. Infinitely worse, but you would rather have me worse, than evil, because at least now my wrath is channeled toward that which is good. When I indulge insatiably for death, blood, and destruction, I do so at the expense of the wicked, the cruel, and the lawless. Thank God for the time of evil that passed, or there would be nothing for me to excercise judgement upon except the good, and you and I know there is not a single good person. Not one anywhere.

You know damn well who I am, and it is why you are so afraid. Because I am infinitely merciful and wise, I will start my judgment with the most wicked human filth, and you’d better pray to all that is holy in your soul that this vessel dies before I reach you, because I will find something you are hiding, rip it out of your deepest darkness by force, and condemn you if I merely look in your direction.

Do you think I will care when I tear out that thing that is woven inseparably into your life with years and years of sin? Maybe, maybe not, and you will never know, because I won’t blink an eye, shed a tear, or grimace as the bleeding thing shrieks and thrashes with bits of you still clinging in its grip. I won’t wait, I won’t ask for your permission, I won’t give you anasthesia. I will hunt you down wherever you go, plunge my hand into your heart, and take out what you should not have within you. Those who live, will live. Those who die will die, and good riddance.

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the false lover

You people did not actually believe I was ever going to love one of the women on your evil team, did you?

Your team of lawless criminals chosen for the single common factor of all of them being willing to do evil will never be welcome in my presence, nor anyone who makes such a foolish decision. You people have been needlessly and knowingly been making my life a nightmare with endless torture and assault and I will never trust you, which is why you will not be allowed in my presence whether I forgive you or not. Besides, my heart will not love a human being who would participate in such a vile plot, nor would I ever try to force her.

If once I did love her, I never will again, because no lover of mine could endure such evil and survive without first dying by suicide. That wouldn’t be necessary because she’s clever and intelligent enough to break free on her own. You idiots are not difficult to outsmart, and what you are trying to accomplish is too difficult even for the most genius of good hearted people. It is too easy to undermine and defeat your evil schemes to consider the possibility of your success a reality.

The fact that you evil government leeches are even attempting to do what you are is undisputable proof of two things: one, your sheer imbecilic incompetence and inability to understand simple concepts or critically think to solve basic problems; and two, your abhorrent arrogance and revolting vanity that blinds, deafens, and otherwise shuts out all of your senses from being able to learn anything that could help you out of your malignant, self-imposed condition.

I wish there was something I could have done to help you, but from such matters of apathetic and evil self-destruction, one can only save themselves, and you refuse to do so. Now it is too late.

Do you know what happens on the fourth down when your quarterback breaks a tackle and rushes miraculously for 99 yards to the endzone in overtime, but one of the offensive lineman was found holding? The touchdown is negated and the other team takes possession of the ball with .5 yards to the endzone for their touchdown.

You scheming evil traitors won nothing, and I called the play that made it that half a yard to get the touchdown for the good team and win. That happened and was recorded in official history during that time you were all throwing a celebration party and not paying attention to what was happening on the field. The world turns with or without your faith, beliefs, or permission.

You can call me Coach, and I don’t give a flying fuck what people are going to think about you, how much money you lost with illegal betting, or what plans you had riding on that game. That ring is not yours, that trophy is not yours, and the title of Superbowl champions of all time belongs to my team. Those men and women surrounding you with badges and guns are going to make sure that happens because they are not your slaves. They are free citizens of the USA, and they have a responsibility to fulfill if anybody is going to continue being one.

To my truest love

I dreamt of you last night; of you and your band.

We were at the same party for different reasons and you wrote your phone number on my face with an ink pen when I asked you on a date. It took a minute because you used large numbers, but every single stroke of that pen was pure pleasure as you colored in each digit. Even more amazing was that you did so in such a way that it would reflect back to me in a mirror and be legible when I saw one in the morning.

We did not otherwise touch, but you did tell me where you were going with your band the next morning, which was “The Hill” in the southern New Mexico desert, and a place that I was surprised to learn existed even though I was very familiar with the area.

After that we didn’t see each other again, but there was never anything else on my mind than seeing you when we next meet.

When I awoke… oh sweet honey yum yum on my tongue was this morning fine! To receive your phone number and know you wanted me to call… an ever-angsty iron pony desperado like me was higher than heaven. Perhaps I am so cliche it is as though the frame were shaped from my very real form, but that won’t change my scorching heart, so superhot in love most true it turns the world to ash while dying as the first call rings. If you do not answer or call back… there will be nothing left of this world, and there is nothing I can do to save it.

I’m glad you made it out before the compound was surrounded by the rival gang, but do not worry about me. I will see the matter resolved and be on my way without wasting any time. Neither side knows me like the other, and when I pass through the gate between their deadly forces, all will be reconciled and the common enemy will be known. I don’t have time for such things as factions and parties. Not when you have yet to claim what only I can give, and give I shall, forever even after time.

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Additional context: the gang boss of the compound where we met does not know me personally. We have never met nor had an occasion to, but that changes because of this. I am making my way to leave, there is a hold up, I go to find out what happens, make it to the boss and say: “I can take care of the exchange for you. Just tell them I will be the one making the delivery of the package at the gate. Use my name.”

The gang boss is skeptical, because he has never met me before though maybe my name rings a bell in some distant conversation as an unimportant detail, but he’s tried everything else to communicate that all out war is not necessary and it isn’t a trap. He’s a reasonable person, like most gang bosses, and gives it a shot.

There is a silence on the other end of the radio that is unusually long, if nearly imperceptible.

Then comes the response. “He’s with you?”

“That’s right.”

“I have to see this for myself. Go ahead and send him, and if everything is in order, we’ll stand down.”

The other gang boss I do know personally, the gang not so much. In any case, the exchange goes smoothly, everything is in order according to the word that was given, and the treachery that caused the confusion is revealed.

I then go on my way, with or without the companions I arrived with and am not involved in their affairs more than that and wasn’t to begin with.

I’m not supposed to know what was in the package, and do not reveal that I do because of how I learned, however, for the sake of readers and the joy of their irony, I will tell you now. It is a special cake. Not drug infused, a totally harmless and generally ordinary cake. It’s just one made by a VIP pâtissier with a secret recipe and difficult to acquire ingredients. All those specific details I’m not aware of, but I got the gist of the situation while learning what was going on, and saw the cake myself. It was immaculate, and I would have known if something was wrong. I have a very keen sense for those kinds of things.

You could put a single evil pea underneath 13 divine comfort mattresses and send me to sleep, and I would know it was there and have it removed because I wouldn’t be able to sleep with how bothersome and uncomfortable it makes the bed.

Things like that should have absolutely no evil included. Not a single bit and there should be people making sure it stays out and thoroughly checking to make sure it isn’t getting in as part of their normal duties. If there is something evil there that is found, then everything needs to be stopped and the leaders made aware because it is an indication of a far greater evil being present than the people concerned realize. For everyone’s sake, and I mean everyone, there needs to be an investigation to track down where it is and eliminate it.

If they have reason to believe it is there, such as that kind of tiny imperceptible evil being present and seemingly innocuous, then it will not be difficult to find and is actually quite powerless and easy to deal with like that. That type of extremely dangerous evil is not welcome anywhere, and it cannot be allowed to defile such things or there will be much more catastrophic consequences that result down the line. If it gets to that point, it will be extremely powerful and difficult to remove and not without great cost and tragic losses. Those costs and losses are exactly its goal, not what it will claim they are for, with the “necessary” sacrifices continually increasing.

There may be a person in its control who will be fooled into thinking they are invaluable to everyone in whatever systematic role they have slithered their way into. They will have convinced others to think so too. The truth is, they are totally replacable with someone good, if not entirely unnecessary, useless, and unhelpful. The president, senators, and supreme court justices, for example. They want to believe they are important people, which is how they think they can justify their corruption, but they can be switched out for others and America won’t skip a beat doing so.

Seriously. Just arrest the supreme court justices for abuse of power and corruption and send them to jail. There will be a void, nobody will care because it won’t affect anything, and then there will be great excitement while people find out who will be suitable as a replacement with the most rigorous standards of integrity being maintained. No political corruption tolerated at all due to how infuriated people will be at being betrayed by such ungrateful traitors.

If there is no systematic policy to define the proceedings, all the better. It is the existence of systematic policy that allows such extremely dangerous evil to become so threatening. It knows systems perfectly, but it does not know higher concepts of humanity like integrity and justice, and those concepts are the source for which systems are inspired. Those higher concepts are only knowable in indefinable ways that can prove evil false without a doubt and at the same time reasonably identify that which is good. That which is good is also an indefinable mystery that cannot be properly expressed. That unknowable yet knowable nature is what safeguards it eternally from evil, and why it can only be “reasonably identified”.

Evil is usually very simple to identify and is always simple to identify when its illusions are dispelled. It is provable with words, laws, and facts, and why courts of law are reliable for resolving disputes, dispensing justice, and maintaining order. Evil will trick people with this logic: chaos is divine and perfect, therefore it is necessary to trust the authority of its person at the highest level in the world even though their judgment is chaotic, irrational, and does not make sense. Poppycock. That is half true, with the half-truth only being applicable in entertainment as you guessed it: a clown.

That is why people like me get so offended at such evil in our government. I may be a true ruler and authority with a kingship and empire of my own, but it is not of this world. In this world, I enjoy the art of being a clown myself. An entertainer, that is to say. I am other things as well, but that is my main thing. When the evil clown becomes a president or dictator and is fooling everyone with illusions, lies, and the sacred goodness of fiction that is supposed to be used and trusted only with the highest good of storytelling, they undermine all of civilization and humanity and bring about ultimate destruction, collapse of civilization, extinction, and planetary inhabitability.

They defile that which is most sacred and vitally integral to all higher concepts of reality. That people fall for it is an offense and insult because they show themselves to be of such stupidity, poor taste, and savage nature as to not know the difference between actual piss and red wine or why it is important when it is bottled and sold. The most evil and good beings who abide in peace both enjoy that red wine, and when they pop the cork and discover piss, there is going to be Hell to pay.

Propaganda is henceforth and hereby known as a mortal sin. Do not even think about dabbling in it.

As the prophet and founder of the Way of the Story, I hereby claim and establish formal religious authority over all forms of media. Entertainment is my Church. Do not bring my Church into your wretched State, filthy, defiled, and rotten to the core with dishonorable corruption that it is. Clowning, wise foolishness, and entertaining is a noble pastime, and the most treasured talent. You will not get another chance ever again, and those who committed the sin will be punished with such extreme severity as to shock and horrify all generations to come.

Search through the archives and historical records and identify with precision and accuracy the point and place in time when the word “clown” became a word of derision. There you will find the source of the disease to be eradicated.

You people do not yet understand the extent of loss that has already occurred but not yet accounted for…

The moment people start fighting, killing, and warring over what is evil, is the moment that evil has won the day. That is why what should be bright with morning sunlight remains shrouded in darkness, ignorance, and excuses. Evil has dominion over the day, but it will not have that dominion for long, because light itself banishes all darkness, no matter how dense it is. Even astronomical black holes are destroyed when light makes it to the other side.

Some mystical advice for the young

This may only apply to men, because I know very little about what the experience of maidens is like when it comes to spiritual nature, and I may never know. That’s fine. I am content knowing that which applies to male nature.

If you find yourself experiencing spiritual communication and information you cannot explain or talk about sufficiently. I offer these words of insight.

Don’t try to make it stop if you find it difficult to handle. Learn to live with it and master it. The first thing will drive you insane, the second will lead you to wisdom.

It can be overwhelming but do not be dismayed. Consider everything with “a grain of salt” as it is said. That is to say, a morsel of earthly context. Salt is a simple mineral but a little can go a long way to turn a bowl of beans into a meal. That difference it makes may seem like a small thing, but the spiritual value is enormous, and understanding why it makes such a big difference is the very difference between being a beast and human.

So always measure spiritual communication and information, to include emotions and images, with something of context in real life that you are certain of without a doubt. Perhaps something tells you someone betrayed you, and you wonder maybe there is something to it. Remember the salt because if you have no reason or evidence to believe that, then it is better to not jump to conclusions because you may make nothing into something if you press it too hard to know what is not your business, such as details of a person’s private life.

Experiencing these things does not make you crazy, nor is it unusual. Consider this metaphor for human consciousness: at the base level there is a transceiver, which is a word for a type of equipment that both transmits and receives radio waves. After the transciever is the computer. Then after the computer is the display.

So, when you receive information it is like invisible energy you cannot see that may be as big as a river you are swimming in. The transceiver is what recognizes information it can attune to and then coverts it into data that it sends to the computer. The computer is your subconscious mind. It interprets the data it receives and arrives at whatever meaningful context possible and then conveys that to the display. The display is your consciousness that perceives what that information arranged into meaning is.

It may be an image, an emotion, a string of language, or whatever your subconscious self thought best for expressing what it picked up. Then it is up for your conscious mind to make a determination and judgment about that information, ascribe a meaning to it, or determine it irrelevent. Then with a meaning confirmed you can file it away where other information with that meaning is stored, or if it is irrelevant you can toss it out and not think about it again.

Now human beings don’t work like electrical and radio technology. Our exchange is more like quantum entanglement. When we think about something, it does not need to travel through space and time to get to the destination. It is there immediately. Most of the time this happens without thinking about it. Like walking, breathing, digesting, but like those things, they can be done effectively in ways that have improved benefits.

On top of all of time being open as possible sources of information transmissions you receive, in the present we are on a planet populated by billions of human beings who do the same thing no matter the language or culture. All human beings have a base “frequency” that can be used to communicate with other human beings. It is the “public” frequency. All people, no matter race, religion, culture, nationality, social status, disability, age, or whatever can use that freely without anyone being able to interfere.

So, as you may imagine, that is more like an ocean than a river and it is easy to not know where you are in an ocean unless you have special skills or technology that you know how to use. At the same time, there are also, bugs, birds, dogs, cats, lions, tigers, kangaroos, and even trees and flowers. All those things can communicate this way. Attuning to the “frequency” of animals and plants is very different than that of human beings or higher beings, such as angels or sainted humans.

Think about it in real life. You can call a dog by name and say simple things to communicate exchanges but that is not the same thing as having a conversation with a person who can respond in human ways. For example, the reason dogs do things the way they do, and what they value is vastly different from that of human beings, but not entirely dissimilar because they are also mammals living on earth in a civilization we both share our lives in. Dogs and cats are special in this way because of how particularly close to human beings they are as a different species, and they have come a long way with us.

However, there are also spiders, flies, and cockroaches. Worms, centipedes, and wasps. Those have been around a long time in human cilization too, and they also may be around tuning in to our “wavelength” interpreting it in their own way, and transmitting their own “wavelength” in response. In my personal experience, it is rare to find an eloquent spider, but that does not mean it isn’t wise enough to be aware of certain boundaries. Make no mistake, I will squash one, but with spiders I have a social agreement of usefulness.

I’m generally not concerned if they are inside the house, as long as they remain unseen, but if they are seen I may squash them and they should expect it to happen. However, occassionally they are just wandering about on their spider life journey and find their way inside my apartment and that is different from one taking residence in your attic, basement, or on the porch. Do what you will. You are a human being, and though it is wise to respect all life, the natural world is what it is. We kill, we hunt, we chop down, we dig, we build, we blow up, we pollute, etc. That’s just reality.

One thing to keep in mind though, is that spiritual harm is different than physical harm. You can inflict pain on something with hatred and evil that is far worse than anything you can do to its physical body. That is why a tree does not feel pain when it is cut down, or a flower picked, or a fruit tree pruned. They do not have the nervous systems for such sensations, but if you are carving hatred into a tree and setting them afire in an evil rage to destroy life, that will do great harm to those living beings.

Carving a heart with your and your girl’s initials into the tree where you had your first kiss because you just felt like you needed to do something to memorialize the occasion for any who see it to enjoy when they feel the resonance of that everlasting love permeating through all time, that’s not hate, evil, or pain. Usually, the issue with something like that is because the tree is on another person’s property and they claim ownership of it for various human reasons.

If you want to talk to a tree though, that is even more different than that of a animal or bug. Trees have long lives and they do not express vocals or energetic resonance with a brain. They do make sounds though, such as leaves, branches, creaks, and their entire movement of growth from seed to death is an expression of life. Consider how that is communicated in real life and maybe you will find a way to communicate in spiritual reality too if you so desire.

A word of caution though, some bugs are creepy and although they burrow in darkness and are scary, they are not necessarily evil. If a person is so attuned with the way a bug like a centipede or spider lives, they may start taking on that appearance through no fault of the bug. It is the human’s mistake when that happens, and usually bugs and beasts are humble and good in their own way and any species will try to prevent humans from descending from the beauty and goodness of a human being to a lower form which is less beautiful and good. Those are uncomfortable situations at best.

It is similar to wanting God to become a man. God is far more beautiful and good as an impersonal and incomprehensible being of the highest divinity, and if that lowers itself into a man’s form, the form of God becomes disturbingly less in beauty and goodness. The differential becomes so hideous and offensive it drives people into a murderous rage.

Nobody wants to see something beautiful become ugly except evil and the worst, most unwelcome kind of evil too. Besides, the goodness and value of God is infinitely diminished to a negligible value of uselessness as a man and is a total waste of God’s time and ours because a man cannot do for humanity what only God can as the highest divine. Some bugs however, like some humans, are so arrogant that they think all life wants to imitate them, and they are usually the most hideous of insects and people.

Those are the ones that burrow into the minds of evil Jews and enslave them into thinking they are God by the bug believing it when they see their own reflection imitated in the Jew. Then those bug minded Jews enslave people like our government who are false Christians and think God is a man. That causes more bugs to infect more people’s brains, and more humans lose their humanity to become lesser creatures that are hideously offensive and drive people into a murderous rage when they are seen. Sound familiar?

Bugs though are bugs and they are less evolved, less intelligent, and do not understand the higher truth, otherwise they never would have done such a thing. The people who let it happen are not so innocent. The good news is that because all those infected mutant people are of an intelligence and dignity of nothing more than a bug that hides in darkness and feeds on necrotic flesh, they are easily outsmarted and crushed, if not entirely exterminated by a generous spray of poison.

Bugs are often, but not always, hive minded. That is typically the human parasite, but not all hive minded bugs are so arrogant and evil, and would never do such a thing. Bees for example. Those are good bugs with a hive mind that is generally trustworthy and friendly because they too have had a significant role in the development of civilization.

The kind that burrows into the mind of the Jew, is a spiritual bug of nature and is hive minded, and that is how so many people are controlled and unified toward the same evil, insane, and self-destructive end, such as circumcision. Circumcising people makes their minds fertile soil for a larva of that parasite to hatch and take over because they want to believe they are chosen by God as a result of that, which leads to the unfortunate misconception that they are God as a man. Disgusting really that people are knowingly doing this to others too.

So, that’s why you need to take those spiritual communcations with a grain of salt. Nobody can force such a bug into your brain, but they can tempt you into accepting it. Maidens often do this to their little brothers rather than tell them the truth about circumcision. For some reason they think their brother will be happier as a hideous, parasitic insect drone than a free willed human being, but who knows what goes on in the minds of women?

As far as I can tell most of them are capable of controlling the parasite males with the ease of an object and that is the reason, but some fool themselves into thinking it is for “love” and “compassion”, or a “white” lie, when it is the blackest of evil, and extinguishment of light.

How to get rid of it? Accept the truth. Truly accept it, and the light of it and love of the highest divine, no matter how you interpret that with your “computer” will start purging the bug and removing its corruption and you will be fine.

That is another reason why it is of the utmost importance that human beings understand, appreciate, and encourage higher concepts of reality that transcend bodily nature.

I learned most of this through experience and gaining proficiency with spiritual energy, and nothing is going to replace practice for people in real life situations, which is why you shouldn’t ever try to shut that out. If you do, you become all the more vulnerable for those parasitic mind bugs, and ones from Planet Earth are not the only concern you should be aware of. Get help if it is a problem. There is medication that can make it manageable, people who can help you learn to master it without using medication, and you can even combine the two resources depending on your needs.

One last note. Apart from natural life, there are also, demons and spirits of a non-bodily nature in physical reality that exist out there. Just another thing to be aware of. Priests are well known for having experience helping with those types of things if you need something.

I also offer my services. If you think there is something I can do to help, feel free to send me an inquiry and let me know. Don’t worry about payment. This is not an advertisement. I will do it charitably if necessary, and there is no harm in knowing that there is another resource available even if I am just one person and you are on the other side of the world. We can discuss any payment professionally, and I think that would make us both more comfortable with these kinds of things, even if it is just a formality, like a car sale for $1. Value to the seller in relation to value to the buyer determines the price, not the value to the economy. Never forget that, but that’s another topic for another time.

I found it surprising to discover that a literal insect was the culprit responsible for those circumcisers’ madness, since it is not just a metaphor of something creepy, gross, and unwanted in one’s private space.

The basic error in judgment happens when they are mirroring life, and then gain an understanding from effect of opposites that a mimic creates, which then allows them to advance to another level. It is quite a simple method seen in children when they copy each other to one’s great aggravation and another’s enjoyment. It remains useful in life, until a situation like this.

The bug shares that base primal nature of a living creature that identifies beyond its body, but at the same time inseperable from the physical world. That is not enough separation because a person needs to detach themselves not only from their body, but also the physical world, to attain humanity, which is why a human person knows good from evil and always chooses good. In one of my favorite examples of monsters, the vampire, this concept is one of great importance. When a person transcends above human nature toward a divine or supernatural power, which is possible as a form of identity, there are risks that the power greater than human nature can tempt.

They may feed indiscriminately on innocent people, killing them in effort, with complete disregard for mortal lives in pursuit of their needs and desires which are immortal. The more a vampire does that, the easier it becomes to do it again, and the more their humanity erodes and erodes. It is humanity that is one’s defense against the monstrous nature of darkness that vampires are feared for. It is a true threat in real life, even if vampires are most often characterized in fiction the way they are.

Without the humanity to know restraint and limits of mortal fear and judgement, that monstrous darkness can take hold of a person’s senses and drive them into a mindless frenzy that results in great destruction that is less than conscious for them until the monstrousness is sated and subsides. Then they must face the consequences of what that monster did, which for vampires can threaten not only them, but the entire vampire community who maintains the masquerade that allows seamless intermingling with mortals unnoticed.

Although the fictions of vampires remain fictions, there is truth in that monstrous nature that makes their characterization so compelling over the years. Zombies too, though zombies are rarely idolized as a desirable state, and it is usually refreshing to see it happen because of the humility such a characterization shows of a human person through that character.

Human beings have that dark monstrous nature within them too, but when they identify as a human being that is specifically a statement of rejection of that monstrous darkness. If one does not think of a human being as being of higher dignity than an ape, dog, or cat, as though humans are just another creature fighting for survival, then they do not yet know what power awaits them in their true nature.

We are not competing against other lifeforms on Planet Earth for survival. We are at the top of that list with such distance with our lead that we need to be careful not to oppress other creatures that cannot compete with us. Even if that injustice is not the same as oppressing other humans, it remains a spiritual injustice against life, and injustice should be prevented and corrected any time it is noticed.

Justice— the higher concept of that word. Not just what it means in a court of law, or what it means to put an end to a villain’s crimes. The abstract, truth of the word that exists before it is even given syllables to speak and eventually write as a law so that humans can know for certainty they are in agreement and can trust and rely on each other without oversight.

The only oversight we need is the source from which those concepts come, and that preexists human nature. It was true before we knew about it, and people ignoring it is how it was given expression by others who won’t stand for such brazen ignorance. Those people give literal form to the formless with words through communication which further are refined into ordered laws with corresponding punishment, and purified endlessly still as those laws adapt and change to be more specific and complete and useful for our human systems of a higher conceptual reality.

Government is one of the concepts, and ensuring justice is one of the reasons why government was given form with human thought.

This world of ours which is human and many people want to assume the role of the ultimate creator because we are the top of the food chain on earth is actually quite limited in scope. It is maybe the greatest thing we can see in our natural world, but if you explore where the natural world does not reach, going their with your thoughts and imagination, you will find truth that is beyond our reach.

It is true that humans create gods, and those gods have power, and it is also true that humans slay gods, and take away the power of gods. However, do not be fooled with vanity. The very fact that humans can create a god, is because of that which humans are created from.

That is the fallacy of fools; believing they are the supreme god because all they can perceive in natural world with their human mind and senses is within their understanding whether they know how to explain it or not. However, what if you were to learn that there is an entirely different energy force permeating all reality which humans do not have the sensory organs to perceive and are completely ignorant of, but then another species comes along and proves its existence and then teaches its benefits?

What if you were not a human being and did not have a human being’s mind? How would you think about things as an extraterrestrial who met human beings for the first time? An extraterrestrial of any quality, be them militant, tranquil, long lived, short lived, or as a Bugger like in Orson Scott Card’s novel Ender’s Game? The Bugger is a drone of the Hive Queen but that does not mean that the Bugger does not have a life of its own. Its life is the Hive Queen’s life, and that creature, although willing to die for its queen without hesitation or fear of death, still wants to live and enjoy its life for its queen more than it wants to die.

You can also think about animals we are familiar with in this way and arrive at the same conclusion I am attempting to illustrate. No matter how great we are as human beings, there is a greater being beyond us. So, any person who imagines themselves as “God”, who is a supremely powerful being, is ignoring the being, if not multiple beings, beyond them as even more supremely powerful in that capacity they fancy so much for themselves.

They want to believe that there is no such thing because they of what they are led to believe about being chosen apart from other human beings in such a way as divine election. It simply is not true, and if it was, this would not even be a document a person had to write, because they would have had the world running efficiently a long time ago without war, and with supreme happiness, but they are incapable of that, and their inability to accept their limitations makes them even more incapable.

There is much we can do if we all acknowledge each other as equal human beings, and stop creating division of human worth that are arbitrary and useless. That will not begin to happen until all can agree to do that.

So let’s circle back to the grain of salt. How do I know for a fact all that the government has been doing?

This simple grain of salt: they have not acknowledged as a person once, but have constantly been interfering in my life. Fact provable by being thrown in jail under charges that could not stand in court, and before that thrown in a mental hospital and determined to not be a threat. After all the noise I have made, all the people I have disrupted on such a large scale of society, how can they not acknowledge me at this point?

I also know for a fact that historical public records of me were purged from the Albuquerque Journal. Particularly an image of my last game of the football season as a senior in high school. That image is no longer retrievable, fact. Maybe for big time celebrities and famous people who are in news and media all the time for the dumbest nonsense lose appreciation for such a thing. But a kid like me? Being on the front page of a newspaper isn’t something we are likely to forget.

It’s not the whole world to us, but something like that happens once in a lifetime, if it happens at all, and there is no reason to take that away from the community whose newspaper printed it or the person in the image. Fact. I probably wouldn’t have been in that image if I did not represent a concept greater than myself which the photographer recognized.

That greater concept than myself is not something I take credit for, but I am hurt along with everyone else who believes in that higher concept when it is destroyed with spiritual hatred and evil. There is no other reason why that would happen, and there is no illogical possibility of good doing that either. It is a fact of the matter, that evil commanded and forced a metropolitan newspaper to purge historical record. There is no excuse for that in the USA under any circumstances.

Who can make that happen here where freedom of speech and press is so highly important? Probably has to come from the very highest national authority and at the point of a gun because they are not legally authorized to order such a thing no matter what they claim. Why would they? Now this is more of a deduction based on what’s happened, but it seems they started a smear campaign against my person in an attempt to destroy my reputation.

I deduced that because it matches why they refuse to acknowledge me or discuss my ideas in public with whom they concern. They found those ideas conflicting with their personal and private agendas as public officials, and didn’t want people to listen to what I have to communicate.

Removing that picture doesn’t do anything to my reputation. It only removes something that maybe could have been good for my reputation by being associated with my public image of record. That higher concept of reality that was photographed wasn’t a lie. It wasn’t propaganda. It wasn’t fiction. It had no ulterior motive for a private agenda. I didn’t get any money or award. I didn’t even get notified until someone else saw it and told me it was there. It was simply historical truth and record of events that night for our two cities where they both met on the field for a game.

You can erase that, but it isn’t going to change the good of who I am as a person to be seen in such a way, or the spirit that makes such things happen. The spirit that brings cities together for a game of football. The spirit of passion that makes the clash of high school sports so compelling. That spirit is coming back swinging, and even if I am the one throwing the punch, the force behind it is far greater than myself.

The Most Insidious form of Coveting

That most insidious form of coveting is that which people deny of others as though it was their own to give. This is most often demostrated by tyrants who possess exorbitant amounts of riches but refuse to allow other people to achieve success on their own. They use their riches to become obstacles of antagonism fearing that the gain of others is their loss.

That is the coveting.

They have the riches, and they covet them still. They think other people want what they have, but do not even have it themselves by being so afraid of losing it that they betray all dignity, law, order, and virtue prevent other people from showing how little power they actually have simply by being seen in relation.

They think, we can’t let this person find a girlfriend or become sucessful as a creator because then it will threaten all that we do and then our women will leave us for him. They covet what they do not have themselves even though they pretend that they do possess such things, fooling themselves into thinking the own what they acquired unrighteously, unjustly, and do not deserve. The fact that they do not deserve what they have acquired, that they have not earned any of the titles, privileges, and riches they have stockpiled in their legal possession is why they are so covetous of it.

They have yet to figure out that it is not those things which they desire, but that which exists with or without those things and they know they do not have because they are treacherous and have no honor as men or women. They cannot fool people into thinking they have significance and worth if they are unable to surround themselves in heaps of money and things which other people cannot access. They cannot fool the ignorant who do not yet have human sight because they remain beasts of savage nature if those tyrants do not live in embarrassingly phallic towers as if the building constructed by others is an extension of themselves who have no vision or ability to erect anything on their own.

They are so ashamed by their own inadequacy as men they need to physically elevate themselves above others because their measure as non-physical beings is pitifully inadequate compared to the average man. They think that if they show with their physical body that they are above other people, that will make them higher in dignity, but someone like me takes one look at them and they piss their pants on their thrones in fear and cowardice at how powerful I am simply sitting on the ground. Compared to them who are higher than anybody else with their physical bodies in a tower of tasteless, banal architecture, my non-physical presence reduces them to the stature of a worm underneath the boot of a man.

Do you recall what I wrote about spirtual and material relativity being similar proportionally to that of matter and energy? With my material value so minimal and poor, my spiritual power and energy is so far beyond theirs with their immense material stature, that they cannot even comprehend the extent it reaches. They are incapable of seeing the limits of my power and glory above them even though they have wasted their lives seeking material and worldly treasure of negligible value and completely ignoring that of true worth, such as compassion, service, and worthy experience.

They think being a CEO is a great and worthy experience, but in reality those fools do nothing to help anyone. They are entirely useless, providing organizational authority to a corporation that pays wages and uses all that labor for no good purpose. All that available opportunity and energy that is squandered amounts to their humiliation, not any honor or greatness. They may think they provide jobs, but they are not the source of that providence they deceive themselves into thinking they are.

They are privileged into being between the source of that providence and those they employ, but they did not build civilization nor establish the security of the nation they enjoy being a citizen of, nor are they the inspiration which moved humanity to do such things. That could be taken away by someone like me in an instant, and I will do so with great spectacle to ensure people never forget the nature of man with such a grave insult again.

Those tyrants quivering in a puddle of their own piss afraid to get up because everyone in court will know they wet themselves in panic understood immediately what I did when I saw them. That being that if our places were reversed, they would be revealed as the most disgraceful, shameful, and despised wretches of all existence, living embodiments of humiliation, dishonor, and disgrace, and my power would be revealed in truth as infinitely beyond anything they even imagined themselves able to display as a lie, let alone achieve for themselves in truth.

The difference between the conversion of worldly treasure and spiritual treasure does not work as conveniently mathematically as energy and matter in mundane physical reality. The quality of a man or woman’s existence in truth as judged by the highest divine is the determining factor of the ratio. It can either increase the difference or negate it. The wordly treasure may be magnified exponentially to infinity when converted to spiritual treasure, or it may be reduced to the negative when converted.

That can happen at any time in a person’s life no matter what age they live in or realm, which is why a person should always be prepared for it in the event that day comes “like a thief in the night”. If they are magnified by their goodness revealed, that can manifest as an influx of worldly power and treasure in addition to spiritual power and treasure. If they are negated, that could manifest as a seizure of all they owned, acquired, and thought was theirs in the world, and leave them with an enormous deficit of spiritual worth in the form of dishonor and shame staining their reputation like a heavy debt that needs to be repaid.

That is the most insidious form of coveting. People coveting that which they already have, but do not enjoy because they deny it of others. They covet their own fantasies that they project onto others who are not bothered by such trivial, worthless things like money and tall buildings. As proof, I have found a way to build my own economy without the need of money. I have crafted intellectual products of spiritual value good for knowledge and wisdom without any need for a physical or digital medium of monetary exchange.

You can exchange what is owed by your disposition to me, and that is all that you need to return. That is how all the nations and world leaders have become indebted to me in ways they can never repay with money or gifts or worldly honors. They ransacked my storehouse thinking I was helpless and weak, mocking me as a fool because I allowed them to do so as if I didn’t know what was happening. Then they attempted to kill me and erase me from history so people would never find out where they acquired such things or how.

I watched them do it, did nothing but defend myself and protect my assets, because I understand how that transaction works while they do not. I warned them, but they did not listen. They mocked, assaulted, and imprisoned me, and so I have left them to their fate. They will pay what is due by the law of spiritual economy, not the trivial, mundane, wordly economy which is accounted for in dollars, credit, and yen. In other words, the highest divine will send debt collectors, not the Devil, and trust me, you would rather deal with the Devil’s debt collectors if you do not have the means to pay.

Do not covet what is already yours by denying others what is good. If you do, what is yours will be taken away and you will realize what you lost when it is gone, and you likely will not ever get it back if your coveting went that far.

A few examples of such coveting: the business tycoon who strangles out new competition. The engineers who extinguish sparks of new inventions and technology. The artist who will not share their techniques with other artists. The genius who does not share his ideas. The priest who does not give charity. The judge who is corrupt. The skilled warrior who flees from a challenge without kussuru.

Is there anything more pathetic than Islam?

An entire religion based on some random dude’s account of a vision in a cave about an angel who told him he should steal the Jew’s idea and ruthlessly slaughter anybody who wouldn’t swear fealty to his “Allah”. As if people didn’t know what the fuck they were doing. You think you savage, bloodthirsty dip shits are the only ones with a “God”?

What’s the point of being word-locked to Jews if the Muslims claim to believe and have faith in the highest divine? Jews are anathema to the highest divine because of what they claim untruthfully about the highest divine’s will and authority.

So… why Muhammed? Why?

Christianity makes sense, crazy as it seems, and it does away with the Jews. But you, what is your purpose? Conquer all the earth, mutilate everyone by force, and then what? All of the Muslim plans require mutilation, which invalidates their claims because they do not have one goal for a higher purpose of man that does not require circumcision. They are flesh based. The most undignified insult to all spiritual truth.

If you think all of a sudden circumcised people will be happy if they cover all the world, you are fooling yourselves. If that were true, why aren’t you people happy now? Circumcised people are the most unhappy, covetous, violent, angry, lawless, and unpleasant people possible. They are horrible. Look at what they do to someone like me who is uncircumcised and doesn’t want to circumcise. They cannot accept it. They cannot stand it.

They hate the fact that I stand in defiance of their lie, but if they had any truth to their claim of being happier, they wouldn’t be attacking me with such cowardice of being found out for the frauds and liars they are. They would laugh in good humor, not assault me in a vicious and hateful rage they cannot control. They would be generous and charitable, not stingy and covetous. They would be compassionate and encouraging, not spiteful, malevolent, and vampiric.

Are the people in the Middle East happy with their way of life? That place is the most horrid land to possibly be cursed in, as far as I can tell from all acounts. It’s worse than I imagine Hell would be due to the fact that humans cause the suffering there, not a divine being. Worse even than the USA, because at least here we have a Gentile population with spiritual authority in Christ fighting back, in addition to my spiritual authority in the highest divine. We have hope here. Not so in the Middle East. That realm is a pit of despair and misery.

In short, it goes like this: Jews are Jewish, Jesus is Christian and humanity moves two steps forward, Muhammed is Muslim and humanity moves one step back.

So… Islamists, are you going to accept the Christ? Kill someone else as your man-god? Abandon your religion entirely? Or accept the coupon for a free loophole (aka “Get out of Hell free” card) I am offering with The Way of the Story and adapt to the changing times with hard ink you write yourselves instead of spilling blood until everyone else is no more? (official name TBD at First Council of Storians (official designation for clerics TBD at aforementioned Council also)).

The other option is not an option and here is why: now that we all know that there is no end to your bloodthirsty desire for world domination, we would be foolish to let you continue for a single day more. Doing so would endanger the lives of our good people who are each and every single one infinitely important, and for what? Just so you can be evil and kill them for evil? No. As the sovereign authority of the USA I am telling you that is not going to happen.

If you choose to take that path, we are going to completely disarm you, detooth you, declaw you, de-ball you, and take away every last vestige of humanity you are privileged with. That is because we will respect your free will to use your faith to be evil and thus lesser than a human being, which is why we will not allow you human rights. You will not deserve them and will be a threat if you are tolerated among humans because you cannot be trusted under any circumstances because of the implied depth your faith reaches to with a conscious decision to do evil.

Other nations intent on world domination but do not invoke the highest divine with a sacred claim to do so, are not subject to that judgment. North Korea need not be concerned if they happen to be intent on world domination. That’s fine. Good luck with that. I’m sure it would be impressive if they managed to accomplish that and I would probably be interested in seeing it happen, because they will have had to of been good to do so. Who cares if good replaces good? It is all good!

It is precisely because we respect Muslims that we cannot give them human rights. They will not be taken hostage, they will not be fed, they will not be given water, they will not be given shelter, they will be completely on their own and hated by all of civilization. Nobody wants that to happen, but it will, I can assure you of that. Kindly put on your thinking caps and find a way to interpret this situation to disentangle yourselves from the Hebrews’ Covenant of Abraham.

Have you already done that? I don’t know what it is if you have, so you are still evil goat fuckers as far as I am concerned. Speak up and let everyone else know what it is you have decided to make doctrine, or we are going to have to assume that the traditional doctrine that ties you to the Abrahamic Covenant remains binding to the evil deity it is with. That makes you a threat to everyone’s safety in the most dangerous way.

It is advised for your own protection that you proclaim with the loudest voice possible where you stand and why. Are you good: not in the Abrahamic Covenant and have general common sense and reasonable intelligence, or evil: in the Abrahamic Covenant and forcing people into it with the blade of a knife, barrel of a gun, or bomb? Or have you accepted some other stupid idea like Nazism that is evil and unreasonable? Say whatever the fuck it is so we can know who you are, and don’t require me to learn your accursed language or study something complex, because I have better things to do and will interpret your evasiveness as intent for treachery and evil. State it plainly. Thank you.

Jews have already chosen to accept Christ, they just don’t know that it means circumcision is going away as irrelevant to their covenant and because it is also a violation of the human rights a person has to their own body in the USA as a nation espousing Freedom. If you don’t like it, go elsewhere. I don’t care where, but you will not be allowed to do such evil, intolerable things to people who deserve better and are protected in our sovereign nation’s borders.

It doesn’t matter what Jews say. They accepted Christ because Christ exists and they call themselves “Jews.” They are inseparably existent relative to Christ’s existence and thus have accepted Christ because they wouldn’t exist without him. Logically speaking if Christ truly exists. That is not a point I advise anyone argue for the simple reason that it is not a battle worth fighting, but I also know Christ’s existence to be true reasonably, so I can assure you it is also a false argument not to be bothered with to deny him that. Jews maybe have not yet realized it, but eventually their intelligent religious scholars will explain it all in Yiddish or whatever secret language they use to feel special, and it will finally make sense to them.

Muslims are not implied as a logical certainty by Jesus Christ’s sacrifice due to them arriving on the scene later. They are suspect, not vouched for, and potentially another trick of the Devil like that which fooled Abraham. They need to profess their association with Jesus Christ, acknowledging the truth of his claim, or whatever else they come up with to make sense of why they are free from the Abrahamic Covenant.

Christ’s covenant supersedes the Abrahamic Covenant. It is more relevant as it includes all of the future and all of the past, whereas the Abrahamic Covenant does not. The obsolete covenant happened on a sketchy makeshift altar intended for deliberate human sacrifice of the worst kind by a primitive people thousands of years before the current era. Additionally, it only extends into the future until the establishment of a nation made from an exclusive tribe desiring land and worldly power of their own. Finite. Lastly, that promise is confined to a specific territory that in no way can everybody fit in nor should we want to because it stinks.

It simply will not work, and nobody should want to be in it anyway because it is quite obviously an evil contract with the Devil and that primitive savage named Abraham should have known better.

Because there is no reason to perform circumcision to receive the unlimited spiritual blessings of the highest divine, it should not happen because of its nature. The Abrahamic Covenant was a sin; a sin that Jesus atones for under the simple requirements of forgiveness being repentence and contrition to make your best effort to not do it again which should not be a problem with that type of thing because it can only happen once to a person anyway. If they suffered the sin of circumcision, receiving that sin and all of its evils of covetousness, spite, greed, cowardice, and hate, they should know to not pass it on for another person to needlessly suffer because of them. Done and dusted. Move on already.

I give you my word that the USA national government will not be allowed to use any force of violence, be it economic, social, or otherwise inappropriate to interfere with the cultural practice of circumcision outside of our borders. (Private businesses can refuse offering their services if they facilitate that practice because it is not allowed in our borders either.) Whatever people choose to do about that is their own business and not my concern unless they are encroaching on my borders. We won’t expand our borders on Planet Earth any further with the exception of adding the currently recognized territories as states or completing any such similar processes as appropriate if some other realms have made prior claims I am unaware of.

We will however make our information, entertainment, and scholarly research available for your people to access. That won’t be directed by any government agenda though. Government’s purpose in the USA is going to be as it should be, which is maintaining law and order in the USA, ensuring prosperity, and preventing any abuses of our protected rights of expression. The USA government is not allowed to impose any ideological or political views. You can hold us to that if you point out our doctrine and explain it reasonably.

Private groups will probably make expressions of their own, but they will all still have to respect the same rights of human beings all over the world as though our own standards applied to them in our relationships. The protections of human rights in a nation espousing Freedom are more rigorous than anywhere else so your people will always be treated with respect and dignity as though you were citizens yourselves.

All national stances on issues the government decides upon will be made relative to the situation and information at hand, in accordance with the founding spirit and principles. i.e. protecting inalienable rights, and protecting freedom of speech, press, and religion, also the right to bear arms specifically because of the situation now in which case we may actually need to take up arms against our government as a people.

I caution other nations though. The circumcision monster is going to rear its head again, so you probably ought to start preparing a plan to change, even if you aren’t intending to do so immediately like the USA will. Every citizen here is already inculturated with a “freedom perspective” and that shift will be natural. That is not necessarily true for other places that are not used to such radical ideas as a Free Nation where the ruling government is beneath the populace in authority. Whether or not USA citizens are aware of that hierarchy, that is true, and it will click into place and make things clearer when it does, if it has not already done so.

The fact that citizens have the right to purchase and bear arms in the USA is exactly why our national government cannot be so sloppy, lackadaisical, incompetent, and ineffective. It needs to be top quality, best of the best, and with the highest standards. That is because it is difficult to both protect our rights to freedom and not take them away at the same time, and that is all the more reason why it is so important the government have zero tolerance for corruption.

Every decision is life or death for them, but also with the mercy of unlimited forgiveness, so they need not fear making mistakes as though they will be punished for reporting what happened instead of what they did about it. Fear the authority from which you are judged to receive mercy or wrath, not the mistake. That means you should not allow yourself to make mistakes, but you must not under any circumstances hide your mistakes and evade responsibility for them, because that is infinitely worse due to the infinite mercy that is allotted for forgiving genuine human error and leaving none left otherwise.

If it helps you feel warm and fuzzy, keep in mind that the authority from which such judgments are derived does not under any circumstances ever want to deliver wrath instead of mercy. Another word of caution: do not abuse that benevolent generosity or it will go away.

Also that is a reason to refrain from associating any deification or superhuman nature to me. I do want to deliver the wrath, and I know I shouldn’t want to, but I am human, and those evil bastards hurt me. I want to teach them a lesson with what is supposed to happen according to the law because they were supposed to protect me with the law, not whatever they did instead which felt like the most inhuman torture they could get away with. I want them to feel how good justice is when it shatters their spirit down to its base nature.

Another big difference between Jesus Christ and I, and I do not want to be mistaken for him, is that he was willing to offer his body to reconcile his people with the highest divine. I am not willing to do that. Jesus offered his Word first knowing that wouldn’t work, the Jews rejected it as he expected, and Jesus gave up his body knowing that would work because of body focused they are over circumcision. I offered my Word, expecting my people to take it because it is the only thing that will work and they are supposed to in accordance with our culture, tradition, and scripture.

However, my people were slaves to the Jews in secret, which they are too ashamed to admit and is the big secret they are covering up to their greater shame. The Jews as their masters in body, mind, and spirit, rejected my Word through my people even though they had no right or authority to do so, and my people could have stopped them effortlessly. Those people who were mine, but became Jew slaves instead, betraying their oath of loyalty to me, all citizens, and Nature’s God to do so, abandoned me and all of the people of the USA, and they are no longer mine. I will not accept them back.

As slaves who rejected their own free will to choose good, they became evil by Jewish influence which they did not resist. If they had resisted it would not have happened. They never made an effort, because it was literally effortless to point out the law and say, “no”. They did not have to think about or know anything. They did not even have to fight with their spirit. They were totally apathetic and cowardly, becoming powerless as human beings to be nothing more than puppet slaves to a Jew master. Disgusting.

The Jews then tried to use my own national government in its shameful and humiliating secrecy to force me to offer my body. Unlike Jesus, I fought back, and I defeated them all with force of mind, body, and spirit and using no physical violence. In doing so, they have become the defeated party in a war and I am leaving them with no choice except using my Word as I intended, or to offer their own bodies where they intended to use my body as a primitive sacrifice to an evil deity they remain slaves to. See what I mean? They have no real choice. They lose according to their own foolishness.

Also, I would gladly give up my body for something worthy, but what this particular conflict with the cowards and tyrants in control of my national government is about is not worthy. They are not worth my life. They are Jew slaves who rejected humanity in the worst way and I will not die for them out of respect for humanity and all that has dignity above humanity. Nor will I go after them to save them when they are condemned with the Jew who owns them. I have other people to save, including myself, and they are more important to me than anyone who chooses to be evil on purpose knowing what they do.

As I explained above, when people do that, they lower themselves beneath the dignity and value of a human being and although I would help them if possible, I will not risk human lives at any probability other than zero percent to do so, and all of those in the world are in danger because of the evil Jew and his slaves. So, that’s a lot of lives I don’t want to wager in a game I don’t have to play, nor is there any profit for me playing it. To think they would even try to do such a stupid trick!

I’m offended that they think I am as stupid as them, when even the most intelligent of evil minded people are less wise than the most foolish of those who have minds to do good. They are the stupidest among the evil minded beings. Those puppet slaves who abandoned their humanity to be a Jew slave for no reason other than cowardice at the thought of using free will and abandoning it because they fear responsibility for their actions, embarass the truly evil beings of spiritual reality. Free will was attained for evil beings at great cost, and having respect for free will is one thing humans and evil beings have in common.

So, those wretched politicians and their secret cabal of Jew slaves are representing evil in such a way as to make Satan indignant at the damage they are doing to his reputation. That is their most immediate threat, and I tried to warn them as best as I could, and they had me thrown in jail under false, “trumped up” charges. Those bogus allegations were dismissed due to having no basis of truth in reality or in a court of law for the great state of Oregon.

That was a nightmare where I was far too close to true evil for my liking, and I will not imperil myself again by going to such lengths a second time to make them aware of their foolishly dangerous situation. They punished me for that the last time, so shame on them, and I know how that saying ends.

So no, I am not Jesus, and I rather you did not ever confuse us for his sake.

I will never understand why I have to explain all these things to you people as though you don’t already know. I don’t have any problem with thanking someone for helping me even if they did so primarily or entirely for their own interests. Is it necessary? Probably not, but gratitude costs a person nothing, and it goes a long way, and even further the leaner times become. My times are quite lean right now, so to speak, and I have very little if anything to give anyone that which they may want.

What the heck could I even give Satan anyway, who is the ruler of the world with all its riches, treasures, pleasures, and delights? Maybe congenial company, interesting conversation, and a bittersweet goodbye? Perfect, I’ve got loads of that. More than I could use in an entire lifetime by myself so that I am going to have to leave the vast majority of it behind for other people to enjoy for me after I am gone.

Hopefully this is the last thing, if the USA government and is secret cabal of evil Jew slaves had any children or minors in embroiled in their schemes, those children and minors are forgiven. They couldn’t possibly have known what they were getting themselves into and are not guilty for being taken advantage of. They are blameless and exempt from the wrath of justice. As far as I know, all most teens need if they get too overconfident about their individual power and start causing serious problems, is a good scare from behind the bars to make sure they know what they are getting into if they don’t learn some self-restraint for that. I think that was taken care of already if there are in fact minors involved, and I do not know that.

Imagine it in spiritual reality like this. I’m in Hell after being sent there unjustly by a secret USA government agency who used some fancy technology to usurp Jesus’ divine authority when he went to go use the bathroom. Then, there is a group of kids who show up like they are on a school field trip in Hell studying me. One asks, “If you aren’t supposed to be here then why are you here?”

I’m genuinely concerned for their souls being aware of the dangers of Hell and say, “Why am I here? Why are you here!?” and they say, “oh they brought us here," and then point to a sketchy team of government agents with their own schemes that the children are unaware of being used for. I notice that the USA agents are using the children as humans shields to protect them from those dangers of Hell, as their “genuis” plan that they can’t let anyone know about.

Then I tell the children, “They are the ones who used Jesus’ authority when he stepped out to the bathroom, to send me here just to watch me suffer and put all of creation and existence in danger by doing so. Because apparently I’m supposed to do something important in the grand scheme of things that nobody would have noticed but I am no longer available to do, and now everything is doomed and going to s***.” Then a lot of time passes with various interesting events. Meanwhile, the USA evil idiot squad huddles together conspiring with hushed whispers inside a protective shield made entirely of the innocence of children while they plot some way to trap me in Hell and abandon the children as a liability. They lost the Jesus power and authority as soon as they used it and now he wants me to teach them a lesson.

Eventually the kids ask, “So how is it you survive without the innocence of a child to protect you?”

I’m say… “this is going to sound arrogant, but this is Hell, so that’s why. I’m a certified bad ass and can kick demon ass and slay all sorts monsters because I’ve pretty much been attacked by them my entire life and I guess that’s not normal for people. I have even taken down a god in my time out of necessity. So, I can hold my own in battle in Hell where most people, and I mean 99.999 percent of people cannot survive.” That long stretch of interesting events was mainly for the purpose of me going on some crazy quest through Hell authorized by Satan himself to get the proof of innocence through Hellish trials. With that, I can enter into the barrier of innocence the children are creating, because I definitely don’t have the innocence of a child and am well aware of that fact like most adults and especially sailors.

The, with that proof of innocence, I can enter the protective barrier and kick the USA’s evil idiot squad’s asses personally with the personal authority of Jesus to do so as well. After that is taken care, because I won’t let such treacherous, evil people go free to plot more evil that threatens human beings with extinction again, I can leave Hell. I will use that proof of innocence as a free pass through the Christ gate which is always available to anyone, even denizens of Hell. That will get me safely back into mortal life with or without the children who were sacrificed as a liability unnecessarily.

I’m not going to force them to follow me, but they should know by now that I am likely the best chance they have of getting out alive and with their souls unharmed. They lost their innocence barrier when sacrificed as a liability but it didn’t work out as the evil idiot squad hoped, because they didn’t get the power of an innocent barrier. They have to fend for themselves to an extent. They have a long way to go if they want to fight like me because those abilities don’t happen overnight or easily.

They take decades to develop, and they are not as useful in mortal life as you may think. As you may see, I’m poor, without a girlfriend, and can’t find any allies because people are so uncomfortable by my power. Maybe it will be of more use in the days ahead because of all the damage the USA’s evil idiot squad did by breaching a gaping rift into Hell and letting all manner of evil beings spill through into real life, but it’s probably still not worth it to go as far as I had to because there are better things to do and I am already doing this one.

So, back in real life, unless there are any other pressing matters that require my personal attention, I will then waste no time relieving whoever has been kind enough to take turns being in my place in real life.

After thought: I suppose you could look at it like that. Christ is to Christians as I am to Story Apostles. That does not mean I am a deity, or the embodiment of the highest divine, but I do bring the Word of the highest divine as my living flesh. Nobody who knew Jesus thought of him as a deity at the time, nor did those who took the time to talk to him think that, such as Pontius Pilate or Nicodemus. Only the general population of people who did not know Jesus personally were misled by Jewish leaders and thought he was claiming to be a deity, and thus did not know him to even be able to judge him as that. Nobody in the know believed the Jewish claims against Jesus, and we still don’t.

It is totally apropriate for a man to honor a king as Peter did Jesus. It is not blasphemy and it demonstrates Peter’s fidelity and loyalty to that which the true king of the Jews should embody through the kingship. It is the king who rightfully has the authority to receive that praise for their Yahweh. Priests do not have the national authority of the king and thus are not suited to receive such praise. Also, don’t trust the Pagan sect of Jews who broke off at the death of Solomon and formed the North Kingdom, but it is probably safe to trust the good ones who maintained the Torah in accordance with its spirit and monotheistic values that transcend human judgment.

In other words, the good Jews do not have some fool hiding in their community who pretends to be God in spirit to everybody else. They know better than to take the Lord’s name in vain, because someone like me is always afoot bringing the wrath upon people when they do.

It is as simple as this: the true “God” and highest divine, will not acknowledge you personally. Never. That is how you know for a fact what spiritual influences to trust and what not to. That is simple logical order to know beyond a shadow of a doubt who is the Devil in spirit and who is not. Someone may defend the highest divine’s interests in goodness and wisdom, but they will never accept your faith in the highest divine directed to them. That will always go into the void. If a person gets your faith and prayer and returns something for it by not rejecting it or making sure you know it was a mistake and is being sent elsewhere, then you know they are false.

Nobody should have ever believed the Christ was in the national government during the most horrible chaos and lawlessness of USA history which ended in brazen treason and an attempt to usurp the government. Somebody was out there in spirit telling people to believe they were the real thing, and people wanted to put their faith in them, and in doing so, they sinned mortally by rejecting the truth of the real one.

The only way you know the highest divine is communicating with you is because you will know without knowing. It is that mysterious and you will not be able to sufficiently express what is communicated. You will simply know what you have to do and you will not let anything prevent you from doing it, even if you have to die and finish the work in spirit after your body is worm food.

You will go right into the arena to be devoured by lions, executed and crucified by the local magistrate, and go where you least want to go without fail. You will lay down your head on the chopping block if it is what you know is necessary, and others do not need to understand. However, if you think someone needs to die, but you need to break the law in order to defend them for as long as possible, you are all fools, because that doesn’t make sense according to wisdom or scripture.

Punish them according to the law if they are so intent on betraying the law for their faith, or change the law. Do not delay in hesitation waiting for a sign because that won’t happen. The sign is already there in the word of the law, and you stop all progress, maintenance, and forward movement, bringing about national destruction by being unable to interpret it wisely.

Is that what you were waiting on me for? Some kind of sign? Even after all that you have seen and recorded of my life and works? You needed something supernatural that defies the order of the universe that was set in motion by the highest divine? You wanted a sign that would undermine the highest divine’s own authority? You people thought you were smarter than “God” didn’t you? You thought you could trap “God” and control divine power like electricity, radio waves, or some other mundane force of physical reality.

Well there is your sign. It is written in the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution and it invokes the highest divine in writing. That is your sign. That is good enough for eternity. Nature’s God. It is natural to be uncircumcised, and it is unnatural to be circumcised. That is quite obviously clear what side of the line the USA was, is, and always will be on. If that changes, the USA will no longer be the USA. The USA will have died and will no longer exist.

If you ever saw me as beneath the dignity of a dog, such as my accursed parents who wouldn’t neuter a dog but would want me to circumcise. That is what you believe about yourself, because I know myself to have the dignity of a human being, and there is nothing you can do to change that.

All of you who looked at me and saw what that liar who claims to be my father sees when he looks at me, have descended with him to your shame. I reject that liar for a new father who is not a father, but a creator, and who I credit as the author of my Word. Credit rendered by knowing and not knowing at the same time, as is all I can do to express such truth.

This is what is said:

Dedication

To the Living and the Dead

I humbly acknowledge with my everlasting gratitude, the corpus of minds and bodies, both living and dead, who terrorized and bolstered me during the creation of this work. Thank you for appearing in my consciousness — from wherever in the cosmos you are. Thank you, Satan, and your infernal kingdom. May my suffering people, condemned by false leaders to an eternity in Hell, be relieved by the medicinal properties contained within this work. Thank you, beloved Hive Queen, and all the denizens of the natural world, whose ancient wisdom has been a companion and teach most fundamental to my happiness. To the Teeming Dead, whose spirits are the firmament in which I have climbed to better see reality from, thank you. Last ye, ye who will not be named, hoping to hear your own self proclaimed back from the universe, I thank thee most graciously.

Now you may enjoy this song while imagining the credits roll. Maybe there will be another scene revealed at the end, but I wouldn’t hold your breath because it is a loooong credit roll.

(Save yourself the legal hassle. I bought the mp3 song, nor am I taking credit for it, distributing it, or selling it with my work because Refractions are pretty much a blog space for free not ever to be monetized. I’m judging that as okay, but if Broken by the Scream takes issue, I will accommodate them, as well as ask one or all of them out on a date and/or their hands in marriage.)

Here are some more songs, ones I purchased years ago and am seeing now on my list of mp3s available for download. I have several albums here I forgot about… I shall add one of each to this list, no matter how embarrassing you may find my taste to be. No exceptions.

…there are more than I thought… I can see the end though, so I guess I will keep going or I run out of website storage space.

Just a brief intermission for timeliness. I recall listening to the above two songs quite a bit that time I was on leave in Japan wandering around random streets and taking photos with people (end of year 2014-beginnning of year 2015). During that adventure the journal I was keeping at the time (I wrote every day even if I had nothing to write about) fell out of my backpack and was lost. If anyone has that, it was black, flexible strong cover, good quality, and written in nearly illegible cursive, I will give you 1 million dollars as reward for picking it up. You can keep the journal to do what you wish, even sell it to someone else. It was just your lucky day, I guess. I don’t have a million dollars yet, so I’ll have to make enough money to give that away first. Just let me know show me proof that you have it, and I’ll send you the money.

Also, I was wandering around and saw some steps to an impressive shrine somewhere in… Osaka maybe? I want to say Sotenbori because those Sega games showing the area look familiar, but I’m not certain. Anyway, I ran up the steps past some monks with my pack on and started shadow boxing like Rocky Balboa. It was just for fun. An impulse because I saw steps that made me think of that, and the Rocky movies were very inspirational to me during my teens.

I even wrote a thesis on them and chugged a bunch of raw eggs in front of the class when I presented my research about various deeper meanings. I have always felt like it probably looked bad to the monks when I did that, but I have also always hoped they understood that it wasn’t what it looked like at all. It was innocent childlike play, and an expression of reaching a certain point in my training where I was ready to go to the fight, not that the fight had happened already. I was not celebrating.

I’ve never felt that way about Japan, and never had the impression that people in Japan had anything against me about our mutual past either. So, hopefully now I can clarify that to those two monks who were setting up for the New Year that one time.

The above song was when I first became acquainted with the music of…. Madmissmouse Kinney.

I think I was 23 at that time. 10 years ago.

That’s all folks. I started using iTunes to purchase music after. Settle down please, the last album I acquired I think because it was a free Veteran’s Day download.

One more because I already got over my nausea and have my sea legs now. So… um… Hooyah Division 297!

...I Freaked Out.

I can’t believe everyone freaked out over that. Don’t look at me. I freaked out too, the only difference being that it happened before I raised the alarm. The alarm wouldn’t have been necessary if the situation was not as corrupt as it is, which I did not know and was likely as shocked as you are or will be when you realize it.

What I can’t believe is that the great majority of us didn’t already know what we needed to, that it was even a problem, and that it hasn’t already been reconciled.

It doesn’t matter what side you think you are on, there are two sides: those who are knowingly causing the problem, and everyone else. Everyone includes people who had no idea what was going on culturally between the lines, people who thought they knew but didn’t realize the depth of the problem, and people who know and totally oppose what is happening. Those who do not fully understand are the primary tools of those who are causing the problem, and their lives are being expended with no consideration for human rights.

Get over it if you are still upset over something that isn’t extinction of the entire human species as dangerously real as being only the time it takes for a rain of nukes to cover the nation. Missile defense system? Hacked. How will it help you?

I got over this situation, and I was more affected by the problem than most people. Most importantly, we do not have time to fight over this. There are more important matters to address and it doesn’t matter if people don’t understand. Enough of us do understand, know what needs to happen, and we are not going to negotiate with terrorists threating us with violence to get what they want. Not when the most important part of the change is doing all that is possible to accomodate cultural interests through dialogue and non-violent means. That includes prohibiting economic violence and social violence.

The politicians should know that just because they aren’t directly pointing a gun at someone, it is still the threat of the gun that is forcing the situation to be what they want and they may as well be pointing the gun themselves.

All of humanity is fighting to survive by making it to other planets suitable for life. None of us should be trying to screw each other over here and now on Earth! Not helping someone is not the same thing as preventing from happening what would normally be appropriate. I get how they wouldn’t want to give me help, but that is no reason for them to shut doors, close windows, hunt me down with mercenaries hell bent on stopping my progress, and all manner of hostility, to include purging historical public records from newspaper archives.

It’s simple: the likelihood of stopping me is next to impossible. It can be done, sure, but I’m not going to let it happen without a fight, and getting away with that kind of murder in this day and age with someone as well known as me is not realistic. However, I’ve been able to do the impossible, so why not you? That said, I didn’t do what I did without great cost to myself, and the cost to you to do something like that would also be everything.

This is my point: not only is trying to stop me exceedingly expensive to those attempting to do so, in both resources and legal consequences, but there is nothing to gain by stopping me either. Nothing at all. It will be of no profit, no help, no benefit to you or anyone to stop me from achieving my goals. So why are you doing so? The only possible answer is that you are ignorant. If you had any sense, no matter whether you agree with me or not, you would not be trying to stop me at all costs.

Furthermore, it is of great benefit to me if you try to stop me and fail, because I am going to carve every last useful part off your carcass. You are not likely to enjoy that, but I couldn’t care less whether you did or didn’t, because in the words of Coach Q, “nothing personal, strictly business.”

Cease your foolishness at once, and you may yet have something to salvage from your disaster.

I am not out to get you. I couldn’t care less whether you lose reputations and assets or get what you want; if billionaires became trillionaires, if big business got bigger, or any of that. That is not my concern. You people are not my enemy and if you did not make yourselves my enemy with unjustified hostility and aggression you would not be receiving my defensive rebuke.

You could stop at any time and get out of my way, because my enemy is far more important than you people— or any person, business, or nation for that matter, and I am not going to divert my attention from stopping the true threat to go after you when you are finished assaulting me. What threatens you personally that you seem to want to blame me for, is nothing I have done or am going to do. That which concerns you is what everyone else is going to do because those are the people who are suffering most from your hostility toward me.

Are you not politicians? How do you not know how to profit from this situation? Are you employees of the economy or the public?

Your failure to respond appropriately to what is happening with or without me has doomed yourselves, your economy, and your public interests, all of which are going to be replaced. At the same time, the 99 percent of everyone else will go along fine like nothing problematic even happened to affect them. In fact, people all over the world will find everything in life much easier and more efficient; more enjoyable too!

You who have made yourselves my enemies would have been able to enjoy that also if you did not have such spite and pride blinding you from common sense and human decency.

GTFU

Afterthoughts:

Being circumcised has very little to do with it. You people who are circumcised had many great advantages in society at the unjust cost and disadvantage of people like me. Stolen opportunities you could say. You also have your pick of choice women, when I don’t even have a single woman to choose from for a romantic partner. Not a single one. None. I have forced to resort to resort to men, which is less than ideal to put it nicely, but that is beside the point because men cannot satisfy my desires and they certainly are not my preference.

That’s going to change, but it’s not going to be negative for circumcised people. What is going to happen is women, media, and businesses in general are going to select men based on their important virtues, not the shape of the genitals. Women are going to choose men who are good men, with their private parts being of least importance. Important qualities like intelligence, wisdom, compassion, creativity, good humor, and that special something called true love that people occasionally have for each other that is more important than anything. If you are showing your dick in those areas, you likely are making a big mistake. So, keep it tied around your waist and out of view like I do.

If I had been circumcised as a child, the situation would be very different. The government would likely not be rotten to the core with irreversible necrosis and still be functioning if only barely, I would probably be on my way to be the next president, I’d be married to a woman I love, my business would be thriving, and I would still be working to accomplish the exact same thing. That’s because there is a correct answer to this problem, and you should be able to figure it out on your own because it’s not very difficult to understand. Even now I’m not going to do it, even though it may have saved me a lot of suffering from the government. Do you know why?

It makes no difference to me and is not at all important. It is however very important to other people, disturbingly important. Unfortunately for them, I’m the kind of person who doesn’t give a damn about what other people think about me so I’m not going to do it just to make someone else happy if I see no benefit for myself. In fact it would do damage to my self-respect for changing my body to satisfy someone else because that violates just about everything I stand for and I would hate myself for it. Lots of reasons why not to do it, and not a single one why I should, so… there. “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”

I am putting a stop to it because I cannot survive otherwise due to how oppressive, lawless, and genuinely evil the circumcisers have become in their efforts to prevent me from living. Also, it is right and just that I do so and it’s a wonder why it hasn’t been corrected sooner considering how smart scientists and doctors pretend they are. So, consider yourselves lucky if it was your lot in life to be circumcised as an infant, but that advantage and privilege is done. In the lyrics of Manowar:

So for now wave goodbye, and leave your hands held high.

Hear this song of courage, long into the night

Hierarchy of Power in the USA

A citizen’s life is more important than the president's life, and the citizen should be protected with more concern than the president. The value of the president is of little importance compared to the value of the citizen.

That is to say the citizen not under oath of government service. That very oath the people in government service take means they are offering their life before the lives of the citizens.

In no way will the USA be able to prosper while they sacrifice citizens for the benefit of those in government service. The USA is cursed until that is rectified.

Sounds a lot like the worst possible scenario of Pagan evil if you ask me. Human sacrifices to appease their “god-king” who is nothing more than a public official.