Dehumanizing prisoners is torture

Isn’t that what the disaster at Guantanamo Bay was about?

Prisoners being dehumanized with some of the most insulting, malicious, and inhuman behavior by the guards who had no respect for their dignity as human beings. It is one thing to feel that way because of how you understand their ideology and choices, and another when you are making them suffer bodily.

Whatever the hell is happening to me does in fact feel like dehumanizing torture. The way they manipulate aspects of my life as though I were an animal in lab or zoo or cage, deny any free actions of my own and require all things to pass through them.

I cannot work the job I desire because they are preventing it, I cannot date the women I desire because they prevent my communication, I cannot do anything without my privacy being invaded and then that information is sold to people like non-bodily human trafficking as though I were not only an object, but one that was their personal possession and work to profit off of while I get nothing in return for that agonizing experience. It’s not painful bodily so much as it is existentially painful to my spirit.

That dehumanization is in fact torture, because it is affecting my body. When I am playing video games, using dating apps, or simply being in my apartment, their invasion of my privacy, and methods of interfering with me target my body. They never once offered an opinion, a reason, an explanation of what they want. Nothing. All they do is attack my body in ways they think is not bodily, but in this day and age, we know mental health conditions are physiological i.e. bodily, and not just a mental concept of the imagination. However, what they are doing is much simpler than that and is obviously an attack on my bodily person, through my human life which is non-bodily. By destroying my work, relationships, and enjoyment are how they are trying to hurt my body because they know those concepts have physiological affects.

That is what I am trying to get help stopping. It’s obviously very difficult for a torture prisoner to escape wherever they are being confined and how, so if you read this and can think of something, anything to help stop the government doing what they are, please do so. It could happen to you just as easily as it did me. I do not have a criminal record, I am a veteran with honorable service, and I should not be punished like a prisoner nor tortured like a prisoner in Guantanamo Bay except with new methods of inhumanity wretched people devised.

My family has not nor ever will circumcise a child, meaning

That starts with me. The man of a new family. I reject those wretched people I had the misfortune of enduring until I became a man and realized what was important in life and worth protecting. It is not those people or what they value. They have also proven themselves to be the most hostile of enemies to me as well.

In any case, my family will not have circumcision within it ever, and if it ever does, cast that one out to be on their own and let them die unless an uncircumcised child somehow comes back from them. Any woman who marries a circumcised man is cast out. She will not be welcome in the family or community. I don’t care if it is fair or not, that is the law of my home, and I will enforce it.

That means that the tribe of my family does not circumcise nor allow it. The town. The state. The nation. The entire civilization. That is my law, and if you cannot abide that or respect it, you will be my enemy and I will not hold anything back when I destroy you because of the kind of threat to the community safety and health circumcision is.

Even if I have to make this happen one generation at a time, I will do away with circumcision. I will not relent or compromise with them. I’ve given them too many chances to accept a peaceful agreement according to the laws of my land and their land, but they have never understood the importance of laws nor respected them when they are most important. I am done negotiating.

I want nothing to do with them. I don’t want anything they are selling. I don’t want anything they offer as gifts. I do not want to be their friends. I do not want to play games with them. I do not want to interact with circumcised people at all. It’s a lot of work to clear them out of the world, but there is nothing better to do because they defile everything already so nothing is productive, useful, or helpful anymore. When they are cleared away, we are going to ensure they never come back, because we are going to do away with all the “good” ones too, because none of them are good enough.

The exception will be men who were not circumcised until they are at least 33 years old, because that is my age at this moment. If it happens before then, they are cast out. Unless… it was proven to be a crime of force against someone who can legally testify in court against the offender. Meaning a person who was circumcised as an infant may be welcome as a groom or friend if they acknowledge it was a crime and take formal legal action on public record against the offender.

Jesus was rejected, and all was forgiven. Then I was rejected in spite of Jesus, and now none are forgiven. If you will be saved, save yourself in the way prescribed above. It is of no concern to women and never was, except when they were considered property of the men. That is no longer the case and the salvation of the Christ is entirely irrelevant to women as well as the salvation of self, unless of course that abomination from the Muslim world finds its way over here… in which case I expect the most severe retaliation from the entire community.

This is something to be happy about, and I encourage celebration because of what this means. I would like to enjoy that too, but it is very difficult to enjoy anything right now because of the constant assault I am under by wretched circumcisers who have access to systems they should not have access to, and are abusing them with that access simply to prevent me from being happy. They are defiling something sacred with no concept of how much damage in real life their immature cruelty is causing other people than myself. We need to get some pitchforks and torches, find the beast and put him in a prison box and keep him out of the world at all times and never let him back in. Let the world turn around him in his prison cell while he thinks about what he did. Until I clear them away and make some space to breathe, or find someone willing to help, I will continue to be exceedingly bitter and salty because of how much they are bothering me without any regard for my consent, privacy, or well-being. I may be able to express joy and other good feelings more often when they are gone, so if anyone knows how to start pushing them back, please do. Keep them away.

Whoever is doing it has been doing it under someone else’s supervision for a long time. I imagine that is probably the CIA. They are totally aware of how inhumanly monstrous that person in being to me, destroying everything in my life, all my hopes and dreams, and putting obstacles and insults in every step of normal everyday life. They prevent me from using normal applications of civilization to make my life more convenient and better, and I already have enough trouble functioning in this accursed world that makes no god damn sense. So what does the CIA do? They watch and turn me into some science experiment of theirs. They sit there snickering and place bets wonder what I am going to do. “Let’s see what he does next to hurt him and how he responds, this is getting more and more interesting!”

I am totally aware they are watching like that, and am like “WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!? THIS IS NOT A MOVIE!!! THIS IS MY LIFE!!! You will not get away with making my suffering into your spectacle. All that power has gone to your head because you forgot the most important lessons of power, and that is that good triumphs over evil. I do not know how I will do so, and I do not need to know because I have faith. Faith gets me through every single moment without a plan, idea, or concept of what I need to do until I am doing it and it never fails.

You fools do not yet notice that even though the president approved of your evil, the president is the highest one with a secret, but he is not the highest authority in the nation. The citizens are higher, and I am one such citizen. It is a long way around, but I will shoot through that atmosphere like electricity, and fry your pathetic excuse of an operation like a bug on a UV lamp. You are the ones buzzing around that fake light on my patio unable to resist, and in the blink of an eye you will be scorched and twitching as you spend your final moments in agonizing pain.

Mine or Yours?

If you are thinking about making the most of this situation by capitalizing on what I am doing, I have no expectations or obligations. I have a plan myself and no matter what you are doing as your own plan, you can be a part of my plan and work with me here. I can also go there, be a part of your plan, or do my own thing on the side and be like a popular vendor for the audience.

As much as I enjoy playing video games and lounging about, the pointless reason why I am doing that is the worst thing imaginable for me. That is the worst thing that could be done to me, because it is oppression to prevent legal freedoms that are sacred to my nation, extreme resistance to deny normal human rights applicable to everyone, and a waste of my time— which is death each moment. As long as life may seem, it is actually very short compared to the timeline of all humanity, and not a single bit of it should be wasted because of evil—having it done to you or doing it yourself.

Being able to do what I most want to do for myself while my time is wasted because I have no other option than to enjoy myself by myself is what makes it worth while. That is not evil, unless you are denying responsibility to do it. I am being denied what is my responsibility, work, and purpose, and not because anybody grants that or that it has anything to do with the world. They are denying me all that is non-bodily by using what is non-bodily of them and expecting me to provide proof of what they are doing. Do you see how unjust that is?

I do have proof, and it is that they are doing it. The damage they are doing to my life is evidence. I don’t need to find the murder weapon. I have the murdered corpse, and the only one with the opportunity is the USA government. That is enough to demand an investigation. The motive can be deduced, but we need to interview them first and get the facts on record. Then we may be able to find the “evidence” they think can’t be found because of how they misunderstood the authority of the USA government.

It may not have been the USA government, but that has to be determined because we have reason to believe without a doubt that it was them. The only difference being that other unlawful activity occurred that is yet unknown as a variable, which is why an investigation is not only demanded, but necessary for the life and security of the entire nation.

Anyway, as much as I love what I am doing, I would much rather be working productively in the community in some way that is profitable while still having enough time to enjoy my favorite hobbies. I have no family to be concerned about because I want to start one of my own, and in my family I would never circumcise a child. That would never happen in all of time in any situation and for no reason. That is the most hateful, unacceptable, and intolerable thing in my family, which is why I reject the one I came from. They don’t understand that, so I cannot be a part of them and need to start my own family.

I don’t need their permission, approval, or blessing, and I don’t care about what they think they can give me, because the problem is theirs, they should have known better, they’ve refused my help, and they were also hateful to me as a child and life there was horrible. Good riddance. I do not even miss them. Not even the tiniest bit. So, that’s actually the best part of all this in my opinion, and that is not anything that anyone can affect or destroy the happiness it brings me. Even though the Jews try to destroy all that makes me happy, all that they destroy is worldly and added altogether it is nothing even remotely close to the happiness that rejecting my family and starting a better one is.

They don’t understand that either. The world is what makes the animal part of me happy, and the animal part of me is most inclined to do violence, have sex, and be top dog on the hill of bones. Normally I would be of no concern to them, because that is what they want and I just want lay in the sun and chase stuff, but because of how they are affecting my worldly life from the hill of bones, I have no choice but to destroy them, and claim the hill as my own to be top dog. That very thing is exactly what they were trying to prevent with preemptive violence from paranoia by trying to destroy all good males they see as threats. Would of never happened if they were not paranoid and acting out of cowardice because of that paranoia by being unable to recognize it as irrational.

“How’s the connection, boys? Did you manage to get an uplink?”

“Still no dice, cap… the weather is Armageddon out there and keeps jamming the signals. We’ve tried everything we can and keep doing so, but have had no luck.”

“Good work. Keep doing what you are doing. We are going to break through the eyewall any moment now, and that should buy you the time you need.”

Junior sailor in the background finishes whatever he was doing with half his body behind the electrical equipment by hanging from the overhead with his legs to reach what he was working on. We he drops down, he pushes them back into place and secures them, then picks up his coffee mug that was lodged in an angle iron by the handle and takes a drink. It appears he has green tea in it by the label of the two tea tags hanging from underneath the seal. Didn’t think anybody drank that stuff.

“Potato wire rigged with a paper clip to bypass the jelly detector, chief.” The sailor with the tea says after exhaling with satisfaction. He then notices my presence. “In accordance with captain’s alterfied order 12B.” He adds hastily.

The chief acknowledges with a nod and doesn’t say anything. He looks over to the other junior sailor with his back to everyone and working the crank wheel on “the hamster box”, as they call it.

There is a tense silence as everyone waits, crammed together with the captain there. Whatever joking or antics may be going on normally are stowed away at the moment, making it especially awkward. Only the chief and the junior sailor doing the potato thing are the only ones who don’t seem concerned at all.

“We’ve got a connection! Up fivers with the Public Net!” the hamster box operator announces with the excitement of a teenager, which he is. Didn’t know he was qualified to do operate that yet, but I told the officers to make sure that type of thing happens, so I can’t question it now. Still though… this isn’t the time for training operators. No… I shouldn’t doubt the chief. He knows his men and what they can do.

At the shell conch receptor the radioman of the watch takes a deep breath, closing his eyes for brief moment before opening them with crystal clear focus, and then takes the shell conch off the pedestal.

When he talks, he uses that same voice he always uses on the air with the slightest Texas drawl and city slicker tone, but you don’t often hear him talk like that at other times.

“Earth to the Jews. Come in. Earth to the Jews, do you copy? Destroying or weakening all the strong, good men is bad idea. Aren’t they the ones who protect you from Muslims? Acknowledge copy. Over. Earth to the Maiden. Come in. Earth to the Maiden, do you copy? Destroying or weakening all the strong, good men is a bad idea. Aren’t they the ones who protect you from everything? Acknowledge copy. Over. Earth to any station, if anyone is listening, cease attacking the Man. He is good and powerful. He has the Christ and is not afraid to use it against you. Any station do you copy?”

….

crackle static crackle

“Earth this is Lastation, we read you loud and clear. Don’t give up the ghost. We’re sending in the Nep. What is your location? Over.”

There is an eruption of cheering in the room from everyone but the chief and myself. Even that surly LPO that just got back from duty at boot camp is showing excitement.

"Lastation this is Earth, Roger copy. We’ve got the high ground at the hill of bones and are holding our position. Over.”

There is moment of silence before a response as it dawns on Lastation what that means.

We all wait for their reply, each second with more anticipation until it turns into worry. Did they hear? Is the connection still good? Did something go wrong? Can’t ask those questions now. It will only get in the way. Finally, she responds.

“Earth this is Lastation. The hill of bones, copy. I’m going in myself too after calling for backup. Over.”

“Lastation this is Earth, that is good to hear! We will not monitor this circuit any longer. Logging off the Public Net and going dark. We’ll have pudding ready when you get here. Over and out.”

“Earth this is Lastation, may the schwartz be with you. Over and out.”

I look at the chief who seems pleased with his men despite the bitter scowl on his face, and I give the order.

“Tater the salad, Radio.”

“Tater the salad aye, sir!” the radioman of the watch replies, and then looks directly at the junior sailor who is his trainee and gives him a nod. There is brief moment where the junior sailor’s jaw is slack from all that happened, but he quickly tightens it up, nods and turns around to release the hamster for a clean disconnect.

I leave the room and go to the control center where the officer of the helm is keeping everything together and give him the word he’s expecting. It takes less than a minute before Earth is shifting and the pull of gravity changes direction as we descend back into darkness.

The chosen few super specials

No, that does not mean a handful of people among everyone else with special super powers.

That means all of humanity that is alive during this apocalyptic age. There will be people who get famous and rich suddenly, but that’s normal. That is no different than any other time. Hopefully you win the lottery too.

The coming days are going to be amazing because of the cooperation, friendship, and general good spirit people will have while we do what we have to do to clean up humanity and best prepare us for exploration in the universe.

The last thing we want to happen when we get out there is inter-human war. Seriously. That is not only something unproductive, but it puts us in danger from other forms of life out there if we are not united on some level as human beings. In the event of a great threat people will remember these days ahead and band together to survive.

So… now this is a trip so buckle up. The way the record of the events to come is going to be passed on to future generations is as like a movie film game. idk how else to say it, but people will totally forget what the heck this is about, stop caring, be concerned with their own lives, and not believe what is said about it commonly because it will sound unrealistic. However, for whatever reason, they may watch what we make, and there will be a moment in the drama for them to… essentially pray for us by sending their spiritual energy as hope and encouragement to inspires us on, and it will be necessary because of how uncertain the future is. That encouragement and prayer from the future does in fact help everyone and you never know who needs it, but it will find its way.

That is true spiritual energy from the future as a form of power, strength, and inspiration for us to use here and now to do what needs to be done. I’m not joking. They are relying on us to do our best work because the future needs what we are going to do more than those who do it. When that work is finished that movie film game or, whatever that form of media is, will be a final demonstration of our highest power. That may sound trite to think we are consolidating all our efforts and invoking the highest powers of all creation and the ultimate true power above all others, even that of total destructive war, into making some solid entertainment and nothing else, but that is the entire point because it will be a true story.

We don’t know if it is going to be good enough for them either as what will remind them of our singular nature that can overcome any obstacles or conflicts no matter how sacred or personal they may be. We have to inspire them as though the worst case scenario just like we had, happens again for reasons we don’t understand, and it could be including other life forms that need to unite in cooperation too. It may not even be a threat as the cause, it may be a highly good thing that is possible and a conflict is preventing. However, we should prepare it for the worst case scenario because that will be good enough for any other situation too.

That’s one of the things about the spirit realm… you may be noticing stuff from the past or future, and that is not something you should try keeping track of. Best just imagine it as though it is in the present moment, but with a grain of salt because it is not a definite proof of anything due to that possibility. I’ll write more of that another time, though there should be some stuff somewhere.

The ultimate highlight reel of an age… my estimate is approximately 200 years.

That purpose, meaning, and cooperation that unifies and inspires everyone is what makes all people the chosen few super specials.

It’s going to be a really good time and we are all very lucky to be alive to experience any bit of it.

Someday, someone will run into a problem with block heads and plank necks and they will be exasperated trying to explain how it is good for everyone, helpful, useful, and important and petty differences with pride and identity shouldn’t get in the way.

Then they will watch that final message individually and be like… “those sons of goats… they don’t know how good they had it. Why can’t it still be like that now? Curse you Nick Bylotas! You failed! These people are worse than beasts!!!”

Listen, man, I did the best I could. Times are different now and these are the reasons why it didn’t continue forever:

  1. we are all in one place with limited space to move around, and I mean all of us, because people on a ship or space station likely have families and cultures elsewhere that need to be considered for this type of thing.

  2. all of us here have a horrific past of terror, violence, and hatred that needs to be confronted, and we need that goodness to do so because of how bad our past is. We won’t allow that violent part of our legacy to leave our home planet to happen again to others.

  3. Also, I’m just an ordinary dude. I can conceptualize a finite situation within a limited time frame like an age between ages, what that problem entails, and reasonably solve something like that, but I’m not a divine being that could conceptualize eternity in the same way. Also, I couldn’t know about other intelligent life with the same certainty as I could about humanity.

  4. That’s really about it, except here is the thing: you don’t need to bring happiness to everyone everywhere to enjoy a slice of paradise for you and your own in your time. So drink deep from the fountain of youth this Story is, because it is your Story, even if you don’t count as a “human being”. Then take some with you in one of the new wineskins we are using and share it with the problems in your time. Come back as often as you wish. You won’t ever run out of mysteries of power that are each different in their own way.

People can in fact be worse than beasts, so maybe think of it like this: you can take the human out of nature, but you cannot take the nature out of humans.

Anyway, none of you should be jealous or covetous of goodness, because the chosen few super specials of our age are considered from a longtime point of view and in relation to all of humanity across time.

You had the nerve to call us crazy!?

You mutilating, psychopathic morons with no respect for science, scholarship, intellectual progress, humanity, art, culture, community, family, friendship, and all that is good in the universe! You sick motherfucking savages called Gentiles crazy for refusing circumcision!?

You people are a god damn abomination.

You always are the ones who feel like you have something to prove, and by trying to do so, you prove yourselves inferior. It doesn’t matter how strong, weak, better, worse, whether you win, lose, succeed, fail, or how the situation turns out— you have something to prove and that makes you inferior. You are lacking wholeness, completeness, self-worth, and all that is good about human nature because of how unhappy and inadequate you are!

Wake the fuck up already!

You will only be enough if you identify as a whole human being, the way a Gentile does. That is all. That is the only way. I do not need to identify as your wretched kind, but if I did, I would be far greater than you in that regard too.

There is only one Nature in the universe. Jews came along and defiled that Nature by creating an abomination of their own. Innocent descendants inherited that bull shit, resolved it through Jesus the Christ, and then there was two Natures. That twoness is a greater abomination than the separation to begin with. I am one and Jesus is the other, and now we are two. However, both Jesus and I are the same in the higher concept of how we identify, and once more you wretched, monstrous fools will be reconciled for your idiocy when everything becomes one again.

Then they will say: it is better that we just stay one. We do not need two, nor was that even helpful. That only complicated life, added suffering, conflict, and inequality. It made people unhappy, it slowed down human progress, and it almost led to our extinction as a species. There is only one, and that is as many forms as necessary because they are all the same no matter how different they are, and none have anything to prove. Not because Jesus proved anything, because he did not do anything for anyone other than the Jews who were and are the abomination. That is all Jesus proved, and the only salvation he purchased with his life.

Jews should be thankful that Gentiles like me even acknowledge Jesus for what he did, otherwise I would be going Hitler on your savage, psychopathic culture and actually get the job done because I do not identify as your inferior type and have nothing to prove. There is nothing you can give me that I need. Nothing you can acknowledge me for. Nothing I want from you!

That is all there is to it. Do not delude yourself into thinking there is anything your wretched, inadequate culture can do for me, because you cannot do anything. You are only an inconvenience, a nuisance, and a problem as long as you are doing anything that affects me, and from now on, since I have the world back on the correct course, you are going to regret doing that more than ever.

We are going to crack down upon you so god damn hard for the smallest infractions that you will start fearing men more than you ever feared God, and at the very end, you will turn back to God because you won’t have any other places to turn to and like arrogant fools will delude yourselves into thinking it was the first time that truth came into existence because of how you thought it was impossible until it manifested, and do you know what God will say: “I told you so. You are done. He was correct, true, and you should have listened. I will not help you. I am confirming your destruction.”

Then it will finally be over. The end takes a while, but I am the beginning of the end, and eventually the end of the end will come some time after I am gone. I think a full generation between. It takes time for all the damage to be repaired, and eveyr time we repair damage, the mutilating psychopaths destruction recedes, because their presence is the very reason the world is damaged and not working. The solution is quite simple: GETTING RID OF THEM!

That is what we have to do to repair everything. We don’t have to kill them, lock them up, or abuse their human rights, but they do need to be ushered back to their defined perimeter where they belong and not an inch beyond it.

Send the Jew to the zoo!

Fortunately, the cycle ends with me, because they cannot even go to the fight. They are already dead and it has to be canceled. They killed themselves with Trump by using him to do what they wanted and neither of them were aware of the consequences that would befall them both in different ways. Because both were faithless, they did not see what was invisible but just as dangerous to them as a loaded gun. They are dead already and have nothing to show for themselves besides a corpse that has been rotting in secret that nobody wants to touch or admit that one of their programs has been hiding and talking to and keeping as though it were still alive.

That kind of clinically insane crazy in those places requiring the highest trust, destroys the entire government. It doesn’t matter if people even know about it or not in the public, because you do in the government, and your trust for yourselves has been destroyed. You are citizens, and you know what that means just as much as I do. Except you don’t want to be cured. You do not want to be healed. You are too afraid to tell anyone what your problem is so it can be treated.

You have to tell the public. That is the only way! The outcome of that is not certain and you should not be afraid. That is simply the door to pass through, and the area you enter is where you are going to have to make decisions, plan, and use your wits. Nobody can do anything about the door, not me, not you, not the public. No sense trying to change what is beyond your control. You think I want to be all public the way this is going to play out? You think I want all those evil things you did made known to more people?

You will not have healing, and I will not be able to help you the way we both want, before you inform the Public and let the people work. You will need an investigation and will do all that happens, not because of anything I say, but because of what the Public will tell you in a multitude of ways while media begins working the way it is supposed to without your chains. Only after you reveal yourself.

I do not even plan to be involved, and if this had not gone on for so long, I wouldn’t have written all this stuff specifically addressing that old news. Now people are going to be able to read, weaponize these words and ideas, and use them like high quality H20 for the water boy that time he didn’t tell his mama he was playing football. Get some of that Alaskan purity, Palin quality H20 if you don’t know what else to do. She was blessed by an Eskimo is what I heard in the rumormill.

You should not be looking down on folk like Bobby Bousher just because we are different. Intelligence is not only revealed at school, and power is not only revealed on the field, but if the man from the swamp has to go to those places for whatever reason, you will see he has them just as much as the best of your ivory tower clown folk with their platinum gym memberships and chauffeurs and cocktail wieners on every coffee table.

Never forget that. We may talk funny, not understand your fancy stuff, but it’s not because we aren’t able to, it’s because we understand that we don’t want that fancy stuff enough to bother understanding it. That, is true wisdom. Energy conservation. Time management. Minimized stress. And with all that extra energy, time, and low stress, we can make happiness work because that is what we are supposed to be using our minds, spirits, and bodies for. That is why any of us have jobs, work, and participate in society. We want happiness with no limits!

That is possible, and the only reason we have laws is because people like Jews do not understand that evil will not make them or anyone happy. We need to stop them from doing that not only so we can be happy without them doing evil to us, but so they can be happy without doing evil at all. There are no limits to happiness when you understand how it happens. Absolutely no law, idea, or belief can confine your happiness. Likewise, you need your life and liberty to do it, and the same thing applies. Those three things go together like python, squirrel, and caiman at Sunday night supper with a guest.

I am so insulting to both you mutilated and maidenly folk because you are acting the same way! You are acting not like pussies, you are acting like cowards and using the excuse of being a pussy. You know damn well what you are doing does not qualify as something you need to be afraid of like you are pretending, and that fear you are showing is an insult to everyone else because of what you think people are going to do to you. I am insulting you because I want you to show me otherwise. It should hurt, it should be true, it should be unacceptable, and it should make you want to prove not to me, to yourself that you are not what I say you are.

I don’t need to give you that approval, but I guarantee you that if I see you making an effort at the very least, I will change my opinion of you all the way back to honorable and respected. If you are a public person, whether you like it or not, that requires a public image, statement, some kind of PR to inform all who idolize you and adore you what you are doing so we can support your efforts in that too. It is for your benefit that you go public as a public person, even if you did wrong.

You put on a long face knowing you did wrong, and truly feeling bad about it because it’s why you are afraid, and you tell everyone you are sorry and will do better and maybe there were some things that weren’t your fault, but it doesn’t matter because you are taking responsibility for them anyway, and you hope they can forgive you and it would be really helpful if they supported you while you made things right.

I’m surprised you politicians don’t know how that works. You shouldn’t be planning strategies about how to manipulate the public opinion in private. You should just be straightforward with the public at all times, and roll the dice! That’s why popular people are popular! They are persons with personality! Not strategic images of fake faces that don’t even begin to appear as human beings. No, you don’t have to do what I say, but that is the basic rule: you become a celebrity, and you express your personality to the public as often as you want and is necessary, and right now it is necessary because of the crisis and what you know to be true. There will be consequences if you make a mistake like Trump did by being selfish when the community interest is involved, and end up causing some grave insult that requires punishment even if you are forgiven.

Nobody is going to expect you to have the power and wisdom of a goddess or god. Not after what they did to me and hopefully now understand why they were wrong for doing that. It should never have happened in the first place. None of us common folk are going to ever mistake you famous people as divine beings, and you gravely insulted our intelligence when you thought it was not only necessary that you fool us like that, but that you even could while knowing your own limitations! If you really feared that, you should have been honest with people and explained, but you had no interest in protecting ignorant people from themselves, did you? All you wanted was to abuse, deceive, and take advantage of your social status by fooling yourselves into thinking you could be criminally and inhumanly selfish as though everyone else could not understand your feelings or situation.

Everyone will be able to know what you did when you did it. There will be no trouble understanding those situations because they are not complicated, and all people do it from time to time because it has nothing to do with social class or worldly power. When you reveal that, you will find people who will be like, “wow… I remember when I did that. That was a nightmare. At least you already faced it and are moving on, because as bad as horrible as it was going through that, everything is much better now, and you won’t ever doubt the reason why.”

That kind of thing is not even new to this age, nor will it go away with this age. It is part of a human life, and it is different for everyone, hard to describe or explain, but if you went through it, you will know it when you see it and be able to help someone simply by sharing your pain with theirs and laughing about it. That is the mystical significance of “judgment by the Christ, dying with him on the cross, and being resurrected into new life,” and why it is universal, still relevant, and will always be relevant, even if the story we tell about it changes. There is nothing wrong with Jesus’ story, except that it is a source of confusion for people because of Jews continuing to deny him and people continuing to circumcise.

People start thinking it has anything even remotely to do with that, but it doesn’t. That is important to Jews and only Jews because of why they are circumcised, but the higher meaning is universal because that is what Jesus had to confront, was unwilling to, and finally understood the last moment when he said “why have you forsaken me?” and then died. That’s why. Boom. Resurrected, new life, let’s stop fighting and watch the show. Jews have no reason to be prideful and “stiff-necked” about this. You do not have to become Christians, just understand the message and how it applies.

Gentiles have to become Christians if they want to join the Jewish inheritance, but Jews already have that and need no more. The solution they are all conspiring to make is in fact Jesus in that time and place and it is already taken care of. Believing in him and having faith in him is about understanding his mission, what it accomplishes, realizing that is good, and accepting it. You do not have to deify him, nor should you.

Do you recall the story of Gideon? He was a wise man, but a normal man, solved a major inter-Jewish conflict, and because people could not understand what he was trying to teach them, he had them create an idol to use like a crutch for their inability, and an infant’s pacifier because of the cause of their inability. Jesus being continued to be recognized as a deity is the same thing, and why I often refer to him in ways that are in agreement with common Christianity. People may use it, it is not totally correct, but as long as doctrine is followed, it will be okay, which is why it is possible for me to reference like that.

That dual function as a lower and higher truth is the very reason why Gentiles as Pagan spiritual leaders find Jesus helpful if their people did not understand the complex intelligent thought that is God Almighty because they were thinking of it as nation, local deity, and culture. Many people think like that today because of public figures like we have today. Popular individuals who delude themselves with arrogance into being more than they are, and misleading people on purpose by doing so. That is in fact confusing to people and they cannot be bothered to undergo the kind of study it takes to understand the depth of the situation because it is a mistake on the fault of the deceiver, not the people who are confused. A mistake not only for deception, but because it is quite literally a sin and they are in trouble for it from people like me who tell them what they are when they stand in divine light thinking it is their own.

As for the Pagan spiritual leaders of the past, who were at a strategic disadvantage much like Japan, they simply had to adapt so their people would survive. Japan’s emperor and emperess did what they did for Japan by offering the greatest sacrifice of themselves which was greater than their own bodies so that their people may live. They did so just as the Christ did, out of love, friendship, and kindness, and just like the Christ did, they are resurrected even greater than before. That is the absolute best thing a ruler can do for their people, because all the bad ones in similar situations of the past were arrogant and fought for their own pride because they were foolish and not wise, selfish and greedy, and they did not respect or appreciate the value of the lives of their people, so they deserved to be stamped out, like the USA president will.

As for Pagan religions, they knew just as the Pope knows as well as anyone who can comprehend the mystery, because it is complicated, not a secret, that eventually someone like me would set his boot down with final judgment and squash the mind of the brain bug and its evil deity that all the faithless mutilators faking as Christians are worshipping. Those wretched, vile people are doing specifically blasphemous evil in secret with no regard for what they claim to believe. That is not okay, was never the way, and they are in trouble for what they have done. When I crushed that vile thing, those Pagan deities resurrected, along with a host of innumerable new deities and spirits yet to be named or given Stories of their own. They are back with a vengeance too because it was not okay to require that of them. It was highly rude, insulting, and needlessly endangered lives. As it is written: “Thou shalt not put the Lord to the test.”

It takes time for all the masses of circumcising parasites to die now that they don’t have a brain bug or deity as their consolidated evil but it is happening and there is nothing they can do to stop it. That thing did not give its life and will not resurrect. I crushed it under heavy resistance, and it is no more. No need to thank me. I wanted it gone just as much as you did whether you realize it yet or not. As for now, they are quite literally like a zombie apocalypse. They infect people with the word “anti-semitic” and turn them into other mindless zombies to attack survivors. So, get out your cricket bat, your claw hammer, your 18th century Civil War relic sword, and start cleansing those streets, because that is what needs to be done. Be on the look out for elites and mutations, but if you get bit, come to me for a cure, and get back out there. You have infinite lives in this type of fight.

However, for those common Christians (I would have considered myself one before I studied theology—that being the only difference) eventually they should realize that the worship of their faith is not the deification of the man they are glorifying. It is the deity most high beyond all human nature that is glorified. Jesus is only necessary as a legal way out of the Jewish story for the Jews who are the only ones trapped in that story because of how they prioritize it as an authority. For everyone else, it is only useful as a stepping stool, which is also highly useful, but eventually when you become adults, you can reach the cookie jar on your own.

What happens after for the Jews is literally limitless. They can redefine their culture however they wish, using the old ways or entirely new ones. I will not tell them how that has to be, but they should consider what I will think when they do it, because even if I’m no longer alive, someone like me is going to pay attention when they re-introduce themselves. If they don’t make any big mistakes, chances are they will likely be applauded and praised. Until then, I hope that my first example, and all the other examples of different forms yet to come can be helpful to all others who express their own Story as guides, resources, and inspiration, just as storytelling has been done in the beginning, is now, and always will be.

To save Christian theologians time: the correlation between Japan and Jesus is proof that Jesus’ body and blood was not necessary. A better investigation in my opinion would be why that became the belief now that we know what we know about the human sciences, spirituality, and anthropology.

Your fee

Basically, whether I am working to save the world from its imminent destruction at the hands of fools or not, or doing anything with a divine purpose— you have no right to expect me to do anything more than a man is capable of.

I never made any claim to being more than a man or having powers that a man does not ordinarily have, nor do either of those things apply to me.

Your unwillingness to be human yourselves and rely on human cooperation to do what must be done is one of the most uncharitable, selfish, and sinful things possible.

I will find a way to do what must be done, not that I have any idea how that will be, but I will do it. I will do what you think it is impossible for me to do and thus are requiring of me.

When I do you will see that I owed nothing to anyone, least all Jesus the Christ. I don’t owe you anything, or the future anything, nor do I have to atone for some sin of my own. I owe nothing.

However, because what great cost that which you are requiring of me is, it is not going to be charity, and you who are requiring it will have to pay that cost.

Do you not realize that you do not have enough to pay that cost? At the very least, you pay the same price that Jesus paid, because that is what he paid for and you will not accept because you do not believe in what he accomplished. You apparently need to see it again, and there is no excuse for such ignorance, hate, selfishness, and uncharitable evil in this day age, especially not after all that is known about the work of Christianity.

You will be made to pay that price, not me. I will do the good of it, and you will suffer the cost. That is what you are bringing about for yourself.

“Ask and the door will be opened?” — You damn fools! That is not for you to open! Ask up to the divine and that is who will open the door to the divine for you personally! That door was opened for me many, many years ago at the beginning a long journey I saw to completion, and you have yet to pass the threshold and take your first step. Do not think you can even begin to teach me spiritual wisdom when do not have any yourself. All you have is some false piece of paper that says you have authority, but it does not grant it because it was written by fools just like yourself.

You should not require being asked to do something before you do charity unless you don’t know how you can help, in which case you should ask.

If you notice someone in distress because they express it, approach and say “Is there something I can do to help?” If you do not want people to help, do not express your rage and sorrow for the distress as though it affects other people. If it is something you prefer to do on your own, simply carry that burden with dignity until you can lay it down. However, you should never hesitate to ask others for help even if you are asking a lot and the burden is small, because such help has no cost. It is only profit for everyone.

All I can think of doing, being a man expected to do miracles as though I were a fantasy fiction god, and not any relevant spiritual divinity to real life, is appeal to the conscience of my enemies. Rather hopeless, I know. However it is the only possibility considering what they think I don’t understand about them. If I am successful and they recognize their conscience, they will witness the divine and finally experience it within themselves to know what a miracle actually is and why you should never ask for more than what has already been done.

Though I am not fully responsible for the power of that being possible, the use of human language to reveal what is unseen to them is my work, and that work results in the miracle. I suppose that may count as the supernatural experience they think they want but are too ashamed to ask for because they know it is wrong to even think they want such a thing.

The maidens who are waiting on something like that from me are the absolute worst. As I was considering their brainless, heartless behavior a moment ago while slaying zombies, it occurred to me that they are robot scarecrows. Not with courage or power, neither with brains nor a heart. Robot scarecrows used to scare off birds with no life of their own. Useless as human beings, minimally useful as an object.

The say such things as “we are pussies!”— as if that is my problem. You think I don’t know how cowardly and weak willed your wretched and useless gender is, good only for shitting out children, which I have no use for? Your cowardice, and “pussy” nature is your problem to overcome, not mine. Do not expect me to ever accommodate you for that failing of your own self. I would be only making it worse if I did not require you to be an adult with your adult body. Unless you have some disability as a legitimate excuse, I will not ever cater to your selfishness that avoids all responsibility as a human being because you are afraid and uncomfortable about doing what is decent.

Useless because I will not bring another human life into this hateful, wretched world. I would not curse a soul with life among you people. That is why they are useless to me. Life is not worth living because human beings are making the human condition worse on purpose. Being born into this evil world and cursed with life I have no choice but to accept and make the most of, the only thing I can do is not make another person suffer that. There is no future I can possibly accept on good conscience if I make it another person’s problem to solve, and not my own.

The maidens that I expect to do something, I expect of their normal human capability which is extremely easy and not even the least bit difficult, because it is simply not doing nothing! Doing nothing amounts to total consent with evil when they are tolerating evil by doing nothing. That apathetic, useless inaction and selfish, uncharitable hate of women in the world today is costing them infinitely more than if they gave their lives like Jesus did. Ironic because of how maidens are usually far more insistent on the Christian ways than men are.

In any case, I do not believe it will be possible for me to have any sort of romantic intimacy with those maidens, so they should not be thinking about that either. That ship has sailed, and they are far too dirty, defiled, and undesirable to be acceptable to me. Concerning themselves about me being acceptable to them is nothing but their own arrogant vanity because they are in no position to expect anything of me even if they were the cleanest, most beautiful, or most desirable maidens in my eyes, which they are the total opposite of.

That look of degradation and humiliation I have for them about is only appealing in romance when it is fake for certain kinds of abnormal private relationships. They will be lucky if they ever feel desired by me again. Certainly the ape minded fools and gorilla men will pound their holes without human passion, and that will never change, nor will that ever be satisfying to them either. It’s a shame they haven’t learned what human goodness is after all these centuries of examples and resources that have been provided to help them. Wretched cunts is about all they amount to.

However, I do think there are multitudes of lovely maidens who I will find irresistibly desirable and beautiful out in the world who do not presently have the privilege of such popularity and fame as those whore celebrities do who are trying to destroy the opportunities of others, and those are the maidens who I am romantically interested in. If the fat, wart ridden, cyst covered pigs like Emily Kinney, Emma Watson, and Taylor Swift would get out to the way for a moment, maybe we could see some beautiful women in the starlight for a change.

Will someone please usher them off the stage so we can get some new heroines who are capable of the role? How is it they say it in Hollywood where they have their allegiance above all else? Sorry, ladies, but you didn’t make the cut and you are not on the call backs. Try again next time… except, there won’t be a next time, because there is only one wedding feast for this king in the soapy opera I will play the bad guy for on the small stage of the world, and a supporting role on the big stage of real life.

Obviously, I am the hero in my own soapy opera, but that should not concern anyone else unless you are personally involved in my life or happen to be through no fault of our own. Do you think I have some part in your soapy opera? I don’t know what that is, because all the maidens I know, know me, and I believe I am playing that part to the best of my ability. If they think I can do something better, then I am sure they will let me know, because that is the sensible thing to do, and the maidens I am personal with are all sensible and good. I have not ever met a maiden I would say is a bad one. There was that one recently… but she never even told me her name and nearly everything about her that she claimed to be was a lie so… I don’t think I ever met that one truly. However, the fake one she presented certainly was bad, but also not real, so it’s not as bad as if that were really her.

Ungrateful?

It has come to my attention that there is a rumor going around that I am ungrateful for all that the government does for me.

That’s correct. I would rather they did nothing so I could loot, kill, and survive on my own, which would be better than what they do now. However, things aren’t that bad yet, so it’s not necessary.

However, even if they weren’t corrupt, lawless, and betraying our Constitution and their oaths every single moment of every day until someone shits or they stand up and leave the bathroom. How long do they plan to stay in thre? Even if they weren’t corrupt, if I am to be grateful to the government, who is the government to be grateful to for all that they have with their power and authority?

“God?”

And where is God? Is your Christ not a man much like myself? Or was he something different?

Make up your damned minds, you sacrilegious fools! Do you have faith in the Christ or don’t you? However, that’s not important. In any case, the government needs to be grateful to the citizens, and they are in no place criticizing me for not appreciating them.

The arrogance of those unruly servants! Can you believe they would have the hubris to betray the citizenry of a nation founded by a Revolution? They are either absurdly stupid and have no idea what they are doing and just making decisions by picking them out of a hat, or they are incredibly stupid by thinking whatever they want to do would work. There is no possible way what they are trying to do will work because they don’t even understand the culture of the USA and what the Spirit of America is! Whatever they are trying to do is based on their incorrect understanding of their role as government officials, and there is no possible way they are going to be able to accomplish whatever foolish goals they had.

Sad really. If they understood they wouldn’t be trying to do whatever they are trying to do, and yet, there they are, plotting, conspiring, devising, and being totally evil in disregard of their duties. Just give it up already you damn fools! If you had any sense you would realize how futile your wretched plight with the government is, and your only way to salvage anything from what you are doing is to consent the people by bringing the government to the alter like a lamb to be slaughtered. You know what I mean. Apologize, confess your sins to the public, and let the good work begin.

I would think you’d go along with that and pretend until you found an opportunity to seize some advantage for yourself and it would test the system we repaired to see how it works with that. That is what I thought, and what I expected of them, and not out of any disrespect or plot of my own, but because I respected the people to have common sense and not want me to tell them what to do. That would be the smart thing to do. The more they did nothing, the more I had to tell them what to do because of the importance of the emergency requiring timeliness. However, they still have done nothing, so now I just ignore them as much as possible despite their endless watching for no reason whatsoever.

What do they even gain? Can I get a copy of my information you collect? I want to know what kind of analysis on my life you are doing, because it may be of use to me. I don’t expect that will be useful for anything other than my own idle curiosity, and if you had gone about it with respect, I might have cooperated and helped produce valid results. I doubt anything you do now will be able to find anything conclusive other than: “yes, Nick Bylotas is most certainly and adult human male, aka man, and a citizen of the USA” but that’s about it.

I have never been plotting anything against them, I am simply teaching what they are trying to prevent people from knowing, and the government wanting to oppress the citizens with ignorance is the most dangerous thing they can do to the nation. They are putting a lot of lives in danger because of what that may result in at any moment and without warning. How much warning did you have at Pearl Harbor? What about 9/11? You fools will never be able to predict what people do with a violent response to that kind of oppression in the USA, and the more you oppress the more it will happen and the worse it will get. It doesn’t really have to do with circumcision, in case you didn’t notice. It is about freedom, being able to learn and think for yourself and make your own decisions. That is what you are trying to prevent happening with your corrupt government regime.

Heed these words, nations of the universe: you should be making an effort to befriend people, not trying to enslave them, if you want to feel safe and secure in your nation’s borders.

What I am doing is actually 100 percent creative, orderly, lawful, and not chaotic, destructive, or dark at all. I don’t see why they would doubt that.

I’m not going anywhere, I’m not planning anything, and I don’t intend to do anything but lounge about playing video games and writing on the internet. Cross my heart and hope to die, that is the truth. I am specifically avoiding thinking about what I’m going to do because of how limited my options are. In any case, suicide is the best one. I do not like to think about that, and I make an effort to not do so because it is bad for my mental health to dwell on things like that. I don’t want to do that, I hope something happens to give me another option, but what can I do about that? Absolutely nothing, so I don’t even think about it. I just do what I want and live like there is no tomorrow.

At the moment that is killing hordes and hordes of zombies with endless violent slaughter for some reason or another, but that’s not as important as survival. That’s how I have chosen to spend my last moments on Earth with the life I’ve had, and I’m okay with that, so there is no reason why you shouldn’t be. I’ve done a lot to contribute already that is enough to feel like I did a man’s life work already, and there is no more I can do because the government is trying to make people like me illegal. I am just a normal man! Wtf? In any case, they are preventing me from working, helping, contributing any more so… I can’t even sustain myself here.

It’s not worth the nightmare, not after all that I have done, and am willing and able to do, but am so disrespected that they expect me to be homeless on the streets while I do the work of a wolrd savior. What god forsaken, cursed minds ever thought that would be a good idea to try and force upon a human being working as a world savior? Are you idiots high? A world savior has bigger matter to concern himself with than his own. I cannot waste my life being bothered to find food, water, shelter, and clothing if you expect me to work as a savior, and I will not. You should not do that to any man, least of all to one who is so humble, compassionate, and self-sacrificing as to give everything to make the world a better place.

I don’t own this apartment. I rent it. I don’t own any of my things. I am in debt. All I have is myself, and I owe that to none, not even the Christ who I could have done without and been better off. I am giving my life for the good of the world, not to be sacrificed like some cursed animal, but to live and make it better with the light of my light! None of you people can claim my life as yours unless you identify with the world, but ultimately, I am giving my life back to myself through the world. At the end I will get it back, so don’t do anything to me you wouldn’t do to yourself if you happen to be in my path. Best just stay clear, because even though that gift of myself is amazing charity like magic wedding cake to enjoy, it is charity that gives crucifixions too.

Seeing as the Jews did to me like they did to Jesus, I suppose I should show them how I do things by humbly including them in my salvation option too, and without any cost at all. They don’t even have to apologize to what was done to me, form a covenant, or write down my name. Not a thing. Included like everyone else, and like everyone else, you decide how that will be, not me. The people who did the thing I am very upset with are going to get my wrath because they did so in a capacity that was not strictly as a Jew. They did so under the authority of the USA government, and that is not something Jews should ever be volunteering for because it is against their Jewishness. So, whatever that is about was unbecoming of both Gentiles and Jews, and I just cannot abide filth like that, so they need to be purified.

Get some antiseptic and syringes, I heard that could cure anything.

Under normal circumstances that kind of humor is something I enjoy, however, it is inapropriate when you are failing in your responsibilities and don’t actually appear to know what you are doing. It is an insult because the president needs to know the role at a higher level than what we witnessed. Nobody should think of it like an award or an honor before going into it, because it is work, and only with work performance is a president honored, and unfortunately, we have treason to account for. It doesn’t get much worse than that as far as failure is concerned.

Comical in a very dark way that is not funny, yes, but you are also like a child playing with a loaded gun, and it is inappropriate and not something to laugh at. Everyone involved needs to be sat down in the living room, and I am going to give them a stern talking to about guns. I don’t care who their parents are. That is what is going to happen or they will leave in disgrace. It is too severe of a crime to punish a man for, in my opinion. There is no punishment that will suffice. We must simply forgive, because that is the greatest justice we can do to reconcile it. However, that will not happen until the stern talking to has happened and you realize what was done.

Don’t think it will be over with forgiveness. In lieu of punishment, there will be penance, and the penance of the USA is to do the best and most good at saving the world for everyone out of the kindness of their hearts. Not as slaves of course, with wages and reasonable benefits to investors, because we have to pay for resources and the people who use them, and investors need more money to invest in more, if they are good. It’s going to be as charitable as possible and will be done free of charge if necessary because of the local conditions and happily too. One thing about charity means that it will never be done under debt or incurred obligation to reciprocate something.

You can of course give something back if you feel like you should because of how the people livened things up and improved things, but gratitude will be more than enough. This isn’t really anyone’s fault to blame. It is the fault of those that came before us and left us with such a horrorshow of a legacy, and we are answering for it, all of us from all nations, and putting it to rest. So, I encourage you to not take out your wrath and negativity on people who are products of the world just as much as you are. We can’t change that for ourselves because that is just the way it is, but we can change that for the future, and our work will not be finished until the world is good and its produce even better.

For those concerned, there is a place for evil, and like I explained elsewhere, it is on stage within the legal limits of the performing arts, and it is welcome there and not something you need to worry about. If it is ever off the stage and in real life, then you should be concerned and look into it to find out what is going on. You should not be tampering with powers evil spiritual beings by using rituals and occult magic, and that is all I am going to say about that. The final seal has been replaced and it will not be broken again. Don’t fret you pretty little heads, my spooky maidens of law and loveliness, it was simply the time to do so to change.

That was done very sloppily, and with too many unacceptable mistakes that need to be corrected, but what was done is done, and that is for your commanders to decide what to do about now that you’ll be having more routine inspections from the public who will be granted a clearance and is fully qualified on how to handle that stuff appropriately, but not be an agent or employee of the government. Something that would require a two week all expenses included training program on what that responsibility entails, and whoever is in charge should be cooperative at the time to help guide them through. Hopefully that will be reassuring to everyone.

I suggest making it an annual responsibility an adult citizen of a certain age can volunteer for… one from each state and let each state decide how to do that for the most part. Then with that group, select an individual in a mathematically verified random way when the time comes and pay for whatever expenses are necessary to bring them in and do what needs to be done for however long that takes, hopefully not more than a three-day weekend, but in worst case scenarios it could take much longer. That is the best way I think a compromise could work with what I want as a citizen because of the betrayal of trust that happened, however idiotic it may have been (imagine if it wasn’t stupidity), and what I imagine you want by being reasonably experienced in that type of thing from my work history, unless you have a better idea.

The citizen without the full awareness of all the inner workings of the situation will be able to answer the public while under the same obligation of extreme penalty if they say too much. No seriously, it is okay. You trust teenagers with that kind of stuff all the dang time whether you know it or not and they can be as fresh in the world as possible and goofy as can be in the weirdest ways. You may see how lost some people are that you are trusting with high responsibility and wonder, “are we doing the right thing here?” The answer is yes, you are, because even if there is a mistake, you will know how to handle it or you wouldn’t be asking that question because they will have proven their reliability already.

That’s life. You should trust what is appropriate when the time comes, be reasonably concerned about it, but also understand that you are giving something with that trust which other people need to receive because it is not yours nor theirs, and that is what seniors do for their juniors for the benefit of everyone. If that does not happen, the seniors will get cranky, the juniors will get delinquent, and next thing you know it will be Hell on Earth again.

So as far as what has happened, it has been nothing but pain, suffering, and insult, and I have no reason to be grateful for that. If you want me to be grateful, then do the right thing before it is too late, and do not launch a single nuclear warhead. Not even if you are attacked with one. In fact, never use a nuke or something worse against human beings ever.

Other stupid things

Cryptocurrency. Bitcoin.

That is the dumbest thing I have ever heard besides circumcision. Quite literally stupid and developed by people who have no concept of money, economics, or the value of currency.

I’m not a super genius, but I am not a dullard either, so I expect to be able to understand at least with a general concept everything that humans do. I don’t need to understand the fullness of every single detail on how everything works, but I do expect to understand the basic reason why we do things as a community if it pertains to me.

When bitcoin was the buzz and I heard people talking about this thing called “cryptocurrency” I was working with crypto every single day, and wondered what the hell they were talking about, but wasn’t especially concerned about it.

When I had some idle time to shoot the shit I palavered about bitcoin with folk around the scuttlebutt to see what the buzz was about. It was absolutely nothing. Nobody knew what the fuck that was. The idea was to create a new currency, but if the national authorities that print currency are not in agreement with it, do not waste your time because you are only going to confuse the situation and make things more complicated than necessary. Eventually that is going to go back to the source when the blame needs to hammer something for social justice.

Basically the idea is developing crypto and then saying that is money if you can do it, but it has no value, use, or importance. It is just an arbitrary frivolity of excess labor serving no meaning. Useless work, in other words.

People were talking about it like it was a way to make money, and they way they talked about it was like a scam, and indeed it sounded like a scam. They are doing something complex with computers to generate a unique sequence of information and then calling that money, but nobody has any use for that when money already exists. So people paid money for that, and just lost money gaining nothing.

I knew that was doomed from the start and was going to go down in flames and never invested in it, and here is why: crypto has a purpose. It is not enjoyment, fun, nor does it make things easier. It is a laborious task that is specifically designed to make things inaccessible. The total opposite of money and currency. Additionally, the reason crypto is used is for highly important reasons that are far greater than anything money can account for. The authorities that use it professionally were going to crack down upon those hipsters simply to prevent them jeopardizing the actual use of crypto for all nations who use it.

Additionally, the very concept is threatening to all of civilization because of the kind of irresponsible, unintelligent, and malevolent chaos they are trying to sow into the world to destroy everything. Essentially they are performing a kind of worldly sacrilege, which is twisting something designed exclusively for the highest good of the world and defiling it to become something evil and useless. They aren’t going to affect the subject or change anything about the military use of crypto, but they are a problem because they disturb the peace of economic stability.

The entire thing never made any sense at all, so I never bought into it. It’s gone now isn’t it? I don’t watch the news or follow any headlines because of the kind of messages they are trying to send as propaganda, but I imagine that zeppelin crashed in flames by now. That or is on its way down in a catastrophic loss of fortune since all that money was never real in the first place and was just digital information that can be recreated and redistributed with the click of a mouse.

We should all find a better way to exchange currency, but not by being confrontational, hostile, and in conflict with the system that everyone uses, good and bad. That is something that when the time is right and people are ready to reconcile debts and exchanges and start cooperating, it will be developed. But money is useless anyway, and data is useless anyway, so data money is twice useless!

What is useful is the human being, and a human being cannot be quantified, contained, bought, sold, exchanged, or used without our consent. If you try, you are asking for trouble, because if Jesus the Christ doesn’t bring the hammer down upon you a la Thor, I will open up a can of whoop ass on behalf of the Devil and you don’t need to know why. However, if you thought the judgment of the Christ was bad, not even God can help you after you are dealt the wrath of the Devil’s wisdom which is only good because it is not the Devil himself. So, keep that in mind the next time you fools take it upon yourself to play at being evil like you know what the hell you are talking about, because you don’t, and you are likely offending the dignity of someone far worse than yourselves.

Topic: Alzheimer's Disease

For those of you who do not know what Alzheimer’s Disease is, it is a condition that happens to old people that is an extreme form of “senility”.

Old people lose their mental coherency and become insane, unpredictable, unreasonable, delusional, hallucinating, and they are volatile, mad, and unpleasant too. Not always, but that is what makes it such a concern. That vicious, mental lunacy they devolve into is of such a deranged and incoherent state that it prevents them from being able to function enough in life even to take care of their daily needs. They forget the most basic things they need to do in life for periods of time and remember for a while, but then forget again. It gets worse and worse until they seldom remember themselves, reality, or anything at all, and their brain becomes a jumbled mess of disconnected concepts that have no meaning because they forget how they are relevant to themselves.

The mental culture of circumcision as the lewd, carnal, and obscene use of spiritual energy that is the only thing circumcisers are capable of without being able to do anything that is truly good, contributes to the onset of that disease. The entire purpose of that spiritual faculty is to use it for what is truly good, and not what they do, as a matter of fact. That has two functions: doing good as it manifests in real life with worldly means, and doing good with simple imaginary pleasure. That simple imaginary pleasure is negated if they are using it at the expense of other people while doing their mental bullying, dehumanization, and insults of their favorite “cultural” past time. From what I understand, that is usually a woman and a man doing it privately between themselves while “people watching”, but it can be a larger concept that is done publicly as well without needing to be present.

That second thing is more like what Jews and circumcisers do today to attempt to defile spiritual good so that all of it looks as bad as they do, while people like me do away with them and find a solution for their defilement, however filthy, gross, or unpleasant that may be, because spiritual good is in fact good and should not be defiled. If someone shits on the altar of the Christ, what is most high for humans, and as common to divine beings as bread and wine at table, the attendant of that altar cleans away the shit and life goes on.

As you can see, those kinds of insults are not amusing, cross the line, and are severely punished one way or another. In the old days those people were executed in public, in these days they are mostly forgiven and receive a slap on the wrist in comparison, but they punish themselves by carrying immense social shame the memory of their actions has to their last breath and nothing can relieve them of it. Shitting on that altar is like what Jews do in public spiritual communication to make it all that is good look false because they cannot do anything true. They do a mockery of truth that is evil, but evil is always false so they are simply being false and knowingly false. That makes them truly evil in body and personal identity, and what they do is false in all aspects of goodness, such as their words, actions, and thoughts.

In other words, the truth that is true is their bodily person’s existence as an evil being they choose to embody by taking evil into themselves completely as who they are also. They do so, because that allows them to express what is most false by being most able to appear as truth. They can make an illusion of goodness that is almost identical to what is good at any given moment, but they cannot maintain a sequence of that goodness for long, and if they can, never able to match the ability of even the most inexperienced of masters of goodness like myself. That continuous sequence of spiritual goodness is what that faculty of expression is best for, which is flow of StoryTelling. It does not need to make sense, have a meaning, and the possibilities are endless, even manifestations of evil, but it is always good and it is known as good because of the affect it has on recipients.

Consider it like a horror film in the terms of manifestations of evil. That can be a good thing, even if it is scary, because it is true in a similar way as what is truly evil. It is false and knowingly false, except created for the purpose of what is good such as to delight or teach a specific lesson such as for a child to not do something dangerous. That teaching is actually one of evil’s favorite things to do, even if it is good, because the evil presence enjoys true adoration, even in the form of terror. That is possible and permitted because it is limited in where and how it can happen, which is one place and once place only: within the “stage” of a performed Story. The welcome, friendly, and cooperative presence of truly evil beings on stage is why some movies, books, and paintings are truly terrifying or the highest good.

If a person does that in real life without performing on a stage for others within the limits of what is lawful entertainment. They may all the world a stage for themselves to be the star and the story all about them. Everyone else becomes a prop or object for them to play with, arrange, and use for their own personal vanity, and it is all false. All the world is a stage, but none of us are directing what is happening on that stage. No human being, no mortal, and nothing of Nature. There is one director and one director only on the stage of the world, and that is the true Devil as a supernatural being. Those Jews who pretend to be the Devil cause offense to the Devil because they discredit the work and purpose of that stage, lowering the quality of what is happening. That is who arranges spectacles like the ones I am calling for, that are events like Jesus’ crucifixion, and whatever happens in our time to the Jew or Jew mimic.

Do you know who is the authority over the director’s power? The audience. Not necessarily every single person, but at least one person who can truly judge the work of art’s quality. In other words, “God” and all the divine and infernal beings of spiritual reality are the audience of the world’s stage. However, like the master within the audience who can identify, explain, and praise or rebuke the work of the director, actors, and performers, “God” enjoys the work of the Devil. Ideally for the Devil, he can insult God on stage and God will allow it because he laughs at the truth he and the Devil agree about. (Devil insults God with an amusing performance, God laughs, and Devil realizes/recalls that because truth is true is exactly why he is the Devil and not God, and God recalls why he allows the Devil to do what he does.)

Those exchanges are not for mortal beings to put their hands in and interfere with, the exception of the image of that exchange in real life which occurs on stages and at performances and the like. In real life, we are not on a stage nor playing a game, because we people die on the world’s stage because of an unsafe scene going wrong, they do not get back up and do a re-take. We do not know the script, other people’s lines, their roles, or what is even happening. All we know is our own part, and it is like a terrifying, blind play of life and death, where every decision of yours is being watched by the Devil and God alike for their amusement. On the bright side, you know that the purpose of all that happening is good, and you can trust in that goodness with faith, and if necessary you will be able to do the most amazing things on that world stage that are images of fantasy in real life.

That is why it is so important to understand what good is and what it is not, and to believe it. If you don’t, or you deny that creation is good, human beings are good, or that “God”/highest divine is good, and the work of the “divine comedy” is good, then you simply are dissonant with the performance and what is happening. You… “just don’t get it”, and your confusion is disrupting the set and making a low quality performance, so you are taken off stage to learn and study and practice with encouragement from everyone until your next chance to show your stuff because everyone wants to see you do good. It is not personal when that happens because acting, performing, and entertaining is a profession of the highest order, and like professional spies have professional standards they abide by, so too do all professions.

In the divine stageplay, we are limited in what we are able to see because we are on stage doing our part. That works in two ways: a personal stage of your own where you are in fact star, but also among an entire universe of stars that is happening at the same time on a bigger stage. Knowing what is happening for the big picture is important for knowing your role as an individual star, which is why there are three different performances occurring at once. Yours, everyone’s including yours, and that of each and every individual like your own except in their own way which you do not know their script and can only see their performance. The characters on the world stage of the bigger picture are those in “public life” as the spiritual domain I mentioned above which Jews are defiling. Sometimes they are main characters, sometimes they only have a single line and are in the background setting the scene as a vital part of what is happening.

Those are world leaders like kings, presidents, queens, dictators, popes, famous celebrities, and the like, and they are all playing their roles with each other. However, if they are doing a shitty performance like our current president and former president in the USA have by being totally incapable, useless, and evil in their appearance, one of two things is happening: either they are unqualified for their roles and need to be replaced, or you are being tested to see who is going to call them out and step up to be the hero. They are setting themselves up as enemies to be slain like villains in the cosmic performance and don’t even know why they are doing so themselves, which is exactly why they are in fact the monster, bad guy, antagonists to destroy.

It is not easy to step onto the world stage and do something about that. You have to be very good, bright, and good in your role, but at the same time, that world stage is how you know your own stage, and if you aren’t living your own life as relevant to that world stage, you are dissonant, confused, and going to be done away with as “not getting it”. You can clash with the scene on purpose, but that is because you know what the scene is, or are adding some slapstick comedy in because you don’t know anything else to do at the moment and are at your wit’s end so you pull a rabbit out of your hat like it makes sense when it doesn’t. There is a time and place for that, and as long as you can recognize that and not cross the line like shitting on a holy altar of the Christ or other local deity, you’ll be fine and maybe even loved. You may even be given a special place on the main stage for comic relief because of how good you are.

In any case, this goes back to Alzheimers because this entire “divine comedy” is the Story. It is our own life and everyones, and how we understand and comprehend that Story is how and why we move through life the way we do.

If you believe the lie about circumcision as a fundamental concept of your understanding without knowing why it is done or with the wrong reason, such as “cleanliness” or “preference”, you cannot rely on that foundation because it is false. As you mature and grow, you body biologically creates a neural network within your brain of synapses that convey electrical, chemical, and biological signals of information. The network forms with clusters of nodes that make larger concepts and those concepts are arranged into larger ones, and all of it has a unique and individual construct relevant to your own life, experiences, and understanding.

As you age, the body begins to deteriorate. Sad but true. We get old, wrinkles, gray hair, our body starts aching, our hair falls out, we start leaking unexpectedly, we get heartburn, and need to eat more fiber. You get the idea. A part of that is a degeneration of our neural network. From what I understand this can happen whether circumcised or not because it is natural, however, circumcision increases the risk and here is why: the false foundation that one’s neural network is based on fails when confronted with truth, and the entire network becomes unreliable. For the circumciser and Jew who do evil and convince themselves it is for a good reason with a crooked line of logic that is inapropriate, they do not have multiple back-ups of reason, cognition, and understanding that can immediately form to reinforce one’s understanding if their single, crooked reason fails.

They have no choice but to either accept the truth and repair their neural network, which can be an agonizing process of confronting the reality of sin, or they deny truth to the bitter end and are no longer able to even make the simplest of reasonable connections. That gap of understanding they ignore is vital to everything, and they slowly start losing all imagined reliability, appearance of competency, an illusions of self-control which they never had except by being able to choose that they would pretend like they understand something they claim to understand, but in fact do not and cause a great disaster when their lack of understanding results in a colossal failure because of what they lied about being capable of doing when they are not.

That lack of secure coherency in a neural network causes more and more gaps of continuous flow of conscious thought, memory, and information. So, if you grow up denying truth by deluding yourself with the evil lies about circumcision that cannot be fulfilled because they are false, then your entire cognitive structure that was developed over your entire life is frail, unstable, unreliable, and dangerous to others because it could collapse at any time while being unable to repair itself without starting over from nothing like a newborn infant. That is why old people act like that when they have Alzeihmer’s Disease or Biden’s fool condition who has degenerated into an imbecile unable to do the simplest tasks because of how false his entire life has been that he cannot make sense of anything after seeing truth. It does not require understanding, comprehending, or accepting it. Simply witnessing truth is enough to destroy their entire cognitive neural networks. That’s also the reason why the Jews are so terrified about people knowing about me, reading what I write, or being aware of my existence that they try to cover me up, suppress me, and oppress the light of my being by obscuring it with a worldly barrier. They may be able to do that for a time, but eventually, the show much go on, and that basket they covered the only light in the room with is going to removed by someone who wants to see and not live in darkness with Jews, circumcisers, and all manner of intolerable evil preying on all people in that darkness. Not even Jews are safe, but they are certainly not helping anyone by being just as bad as all the other evil beings that have no place on the stage except to terrify, be exposed, and done away with for the glory of the Story. Those are not human beings, that I am writing about there. Those are spiritual beings better understood as demons, ghosts, yokai, trolls, etc. but as we all know there are exceptions to some that are friendly even if they are somewhat terrifying in different ways. You didn’t know that trolls collect all the discarded things of the human spirit and collect them for various purposes they can use them for? It is often not something you would want to do yourself, because of the reasons those things are discarded, but what some trolls do with those things is actually quite good and very useful to everyone. So useful that our lives would be worse if they weren’t around to do them. The thing is that those good and welcome trolls know best what other trolls are like if they are not abiding by human laws. That is why they need to justify their work as good. Doing that is also what the best people do who bring the highest good to the community because often that is misunderstood the same way a good troll is.

Those concepts there are fictitious in a way as in there are not the creatures you see in movies and your imagination prowling about in real life with bodies of their own, but they are very much real as spiritual beings, and may as well have bodies because of the kind of power spiritual beings have. That is the difference between truth in a cognitive network and falseness in a cognitive network. The truth is reliable and secure and can be expressed with innumerably different ways, but the false concepts of evil imagines a monster where a monster is not and makes it look real, but they cannot explain it with intelligent thoughts or justified reasons to verify it. That is how you know such mimicry is false and evil— it can be compared to the image it mimics, and the original image will be able to be justified while the mimic cannot.

That is not an easy thing to do and it should not ever be demanded or expected of what there is no reason to doubt. First of all, such doubt is an insult to because you are denying the truth of what is good in favor of what is evil. That evil defiles goodness that all people want to enjoy but cannot after it is defiled, and that is not going to make any friends to say the least. Second, it demonstrates distrust in the law and order of a civilization that is designed to eliminate evil by making many complex concepts simple to understand with the vital and practical importance of enforcing laws.

Considering false cognitive neural networks, even if a person fully believes what they do as good, like Jesus did, what they do is quite obviously false and even more so because of why that obvious evil is evident, which they have no reason, purpose, nor design for, but entirely relies on the goodness of others. I mean entirely relies upon the goodness of others because they have none themselves when they should. The evil they take into themselves at the loss of goodness is the presence of a truly evil deity that is a real spiritual being with influence in the world with or without a body to use. They give themselves over to evil all so they can have the power to make turds appear like donuts, because they are unable to make donuts, but when those donuts are enjoyed… there will be hell to pay.

The only reason they are unable to make those donuts is because they believe in true evil as more important and powerful than true good, so they invest in evil, learning how to do evil, and never learn how to do anything good with their beliefs of faith. If you cannot do anything good, not only are you useless to everyone and everything, but you are unwanted, reviled, and despised when those donuts are found out to be turds. Doing good can be as simple as sitting still peacefully and thinking good thoughts. You do not have to invent the cure for diseases, solve the problem of world hunger, thirst, and poverty, bring about an end to war, or things like that. You can simply have nice thoughts and be totally disabled in body and still do the highest good that is most useful.

If you can’t even try to think good think good thoughts, and honestly try, while your daily activities also do no good, such as uncharitable and socially destructive work at a bank trying to hoard money instead of give it out, work within a government that is unjust, corrupt, and unlawful, or any other social service that is not functioning as intended, you become that despised, reviled, and most hated thing not only in mind, but in body, and people are likely willing to do things like crucify you, especially other people who are embodying evil.

As far as I can tell, Muslims have retained a “fear of the Lord” that Jews no longer have because they are not as blasphemous, profane, and perverse in that spiritual realm. They rarely are, and I mean extremely rare that I have had the displeasure to notice. That is likely because their clerics police their people from taking any evil that they do into the place where someone like me would see it in the “public access domain”.

There are no restrictions to what you can do there. All possibilities are open, and you can even do evil, but like I said, it is generally a red flag if evil happens there and is going to alert the divine authorities to investigate. In any case, evil does not make people happy and the entire public domain is about what all people enjoy or the most of what you are capable of understanding, so you likely do not want to do something inappropriately evil because it would embarrass you.

An example of the most appropriate form of evil in the public domain that is most loved is when men scare maidens for true love. Your body has nothing to do with this btw. A manly maiden and a maidenly man can enjoy the reverse exchange and it is just as good, if not more amusing because of how unconventional it is. The reason is a manly mystery as to why we do that, but maidens understand it with a maidenly mystery, and in any case it is an illusion of evil that is not meant to do harm but is meant to evoke what is good, happy, and wise and only that. This is how people end up getting married in real life the natural human way as an accessible means to everyone, but there are lots of different ways to fall in love. That one is the most embarrassing though. I’m pretty sure it’s always embarrassing somewhat to fall in love, which is why we respect each other’s privacy in real life, and if being embarrassed makes you queasy… you may want to try other approaches. There is no right or wrong way to fall in love, so eat your heart out and have a ball because all the world is a soapy… I mean soap opera. All the world is a soap opera.

As far as my explanation of Alzheimer’s Disease, I am not a medical professional. I am a spiritual professional, and although there is some overlap in the work of a spiritual professional and medical professionals, do not mistake what I am writing here between the two. Alzheimer’s Disease is best treated with neurologists, psychiatrists, psychologists, hospice, nurses, and spiritual care working together, and more. I am only providing my point of view with hope that it will be helpful to the work of others who treat Alzheimer’s Disease.

From my point of view, I believe Alzheimer’s Disease can possibly be reversed, if you can identify what cognitive structures are degenerating and repair them with cognitive therapy that redefines those “clusters” in acceptable ways that is coherent with factual reality and acceptable to the individual. You can still apply fictitious concepts as real, but that is not to be done without great care and understanding of how they concern that individual. From a scientific point of view, and I am not knowledgable about the available technologies capabilities and limitations, I have a suggestion for how to do that if it is not already happening.

If can scan neural resonance with precision while evoking different concepts of meaning as different people express them while being having measurements taken, things like love, friendship, family, community, etc. I think you would be able to identify common features. There will be anomalies because of unusual situations, such as how I understand family compared to what is normal, but that is all the more reason to take care in how those concepts are considered and how they can be redefined. Essentially that is the purpose of why I did all that I did, now that I think about it like this.

Using what I have been able to do to redefine how to think about life because what is normal does not apply to reality as I know it and that will never change because the abuse and betrayal is factual. I would be delusional to think otherwise and pretend that hateful parents and family were good, when they are not, and that would be far worse than the truth. Knowing other people suffer things like that, but don’t have something available, because there wasn’t anything, I wanted to make what I did for myself usable to anyone who thinks it could be useful for them.

Definitely not something everyone should do, because what is normal is good as it should be, and if you redefined all that to suit what is abnormal you would ruin everything for yourself! I most certainly did not want that to happen and have done everything I could to prevent that, but to my horror it seems that some nefarious evil doers have misunderstood my work, stolen it, by invading my privacy and committing theft of intellectual property, and attempted to redefine everything through international propaganda as though it was “the Christ’s” work with them being Jesus instead of the actual person. The Christ’s work as medicine is for everyone, like pain relievers for the common cold, but my work is for people who have an unusual problem like antibiotics for an infection.

Not only is what they did obscenely disrespectful and offensive to my discovery, labor, and effort, but it is dangerous, inefficient, and destructive. Whoever was capable of doing that with even the most limited understanding of spiritual work should have known better than to be doing such a thing at all. There is no excuse they can make to pass blame onto anyone but themselves for the intentional evil they did to harm everyone in such a horrible, irrevocable way for their own sadistic amusement and no other purpose. It was a national government supposedly protecting my “inalienable” rights that made it possible, and a religon that supposedly is the champion of “human rights” that carried it out with no regard for the human rights of anyone but themselves!

What they did was so harmful because it requires a self existence to function and is not to applied to others except that individual when it is done. What they did was attempt to project their own false understanding of reality born of a malignant and abnormal reality about the human body being evil in an effort to change other people’s behavior and not their own. The purpose and only purpose is to change one’s own individual behavior and to be able to do that, it cannot be forced onto them. They have to accept it and do the work on their own. The professional such as myself or a priestess of the Way, will be able to guide someone and help them through that, but they have to confront what they must confront on their own, and resolve in their own terms.

That is a private experience you do not generally do not want to share with others unless it is in a form of artistic expression. Propaganda with the government interests is not artistic expression in the slightest. That is the total opposite of artistic expression and anathema to it, so anything propaganda tries to do as art to manipulate people is going to fail no matter what.

I am getting tired of explaining so much, so I will leave that part in shorthand: government is slavery, art is freedom. Government art is shit on holy altar unless it is war themed, proud, and publicly visible because it is useful and practical for inspiring warriors in battle as its purpose. It is not done for entertainment, which is the purpose of art (spectrum of qualities). Art is useful to military in leisure time, but is definitely not propaganda if it is, with the exception of esprit de corps which is spontaneous and never under orders.

I’m done for now, and if I don’t get back to this document to examine the topic more, but you want me to explain some stuff that is unclear within it, or want me to comment further, feel free to let me know, and I’ll do so. Unless you inform me how I can help you, I will be unable to help you. That’s necessary for my moral integrity because of how I see the world. I do not impose myself on others, unless it is a fundamental emergency and I need to intervene to stop something life threatening or dangerous. Maybe now you understand why I am so hesitant to do the Christ’s work in public, and if I do, I need to justify every step I take.

I have no doubt I will be able to do whatever that is, because I have faith, and that faith inspires me to do what is necessary concerning the Christ, but you are asking me quite literally to perform miracles. Those are not easy for any human being to do, not even Jesus, which is why he was so mad and rebuked people from time to time who did not appreciate the value of what he did. It is top quality work, and because I am not the Christ himself nor claiming that, and in fact am a professional doing a profession from the start, that work will cost a pretty penny when the tab is rung up for “testing the Lord”. If you cannot pay, other arrangements will be made, and you will not have many options.

The problem with my fool friends

They are the stars as popular celebrities of various sorts. While they mean well, they have begun experimenting with the “movie magic” and “music magic” and all other forms of “media magic” by taking it off stage and into real life to accomplish various goals.

That is not a bad thing except that they are doing so in secret. They are hiding in shame and guilt for what they are doing because they are knowingly doing evil with what is specifically and most importantly supposed to be good. That is why what they are doing is such a problem.

If they want to totally change the game by breaking all the rules, defying expectations, and playing around in the world with their fame and obscene amounts of undeserved money they need to have respect for the what they are playing with, and more importantly who they are playing with. They need to have more respect for how their actions are going to affect people’s lives.

There is one simple way to do that: make yourselves accountable for what you do. Make yourself known for doing what you are so if people have a problem with it they know where to take it, send it, or know who is to blame. That is the only way you can show the minimum amount of respect at the very least, and why doing such antics in secret when you are public figures whose resources and world power are popular goods. Meaning that money, fame, and special status only exists because of how many people support you. So when you go in hiding and do something in secret to affect people’s lives all those people are affected by the neglect you show by being selfish with what you are privileged to have.

The best way to make that not a form of unnecessary expectations and demands is to never cater to the desires, wants, and opinions of others. Just be yourself, even if it means being rude, snarky, and selfish, but make it known without feeling like you need to hide it. Do it like I do. Be genuine when you are in a bad mood, even if it is not your fault. There is no crime or wrong in being angry, upset, or ticked off at the injustice, corruption, and crime in the world so much that you just want to break something in civilization to show the politcal and military leaders who has the power in civilization, and I mean the Ultimate Power that people often recognize as that of “God”. It is not them, nor the religion, at least not until the Way of the Story is fully developed and functioning as intended, which will take some time, and even then it will be a servant as all religion is at the bottom of everything, but with the most grace and dignity of everything too.

As entertainers we render the highest honor to the military because they protect us from the violence that ruins fun irrevocably, but they serve us with what they do because it is us who has the power in that relationship, not them. They have tried throughout the ages to take that power from media by brute force, but it is always a stupid idea and exactly what irrevocably destroys what they think they are acquiring. Propaganda is never a good idea, and it should never be tolerated. Best just be straightforward with the public about what you want, what you are planning, and why, and don’t expect anything from the media. Fear us like the right hand of God with a blazing scepter of wrath to strike you with at a moment’s notice and send you screaming into Hell with the force that hits you.

The media stars and creators of the entertainment have that power, because that is what brings everyone together in a good spirit of free choice and makes the children happy while adults do adult stuff, to include enjoy adult entertainment which is not always pornographic. Sometimes it is romance, boring talking films, or other stuff that I’m sure you recall being a kid and turning your nose up at when your parents wanted to watch a movie and not be bothered while they did. Now that we are adults we understand what is going on to make it interesting.

It’s true we need material goods to exchange for everyone’s needs as the most important reason for our community, but it is the entertainment that happens when people get together for that exchange in places like tribes, towns, cities, nations, planets, etc. that makes it worthwhile. Otherwise, it would be better just to live simpler, less technologically advanced, and without that kind of fancy stuff to play with that requires a long chain of events to create for something totally frivolous and fun at the same time.

So, media stars are beginning to explore the limits of that power, but it is not new. That is what the ancient Greek and ancient Roman pagan deities were all about, in a good way. Those are public figures that are larger than life, who serve purposes publicly that people can communicate with in person for what is typically beyond the means of an ordinary person because of where they are or their circumstances. That doesn’t mean they don’t deserve access to that power, but if things were different, they had been born in a different social structure, they could most certainly be just as capable as anyone else.

The point is, people should accept what they have, learn to make the most of it, and if you want more, go and get what you can one step at a time. It’s okay if you want to go from the poorest neighborhood to the master king of America, but if you want to get there, you should know that is a long journey because of what the master king is responsible for. So take it one step at a time, starting with what you are confident the results will be as your first action. Then take those results and apply them to the next thing.

I’m not saying media stars are going to be like those pagan cults, but it is very much the same thing that those were for. It is less necessary to use deified idols to communicate those larger than life concepts today as it was back then because the poorest people today are on a much higher level than the poorest people back then. Lighting and running water are more efficient to be accessible as one example, though those need a major improvement. We need public bathhouses for people who live outside of a fixed shelter to access freely, easily, and safely. They need to be clean, quality, and freely accessed without payment of any kind other than the common tax.

I recall a comedian’s stand up routine that makes light of why that is what we all need. It is a performance by Kevin Hart, who jokes about his totally sensible if irrational and exaggerated fear of the unhygenic nature of our current state of the homeless population in the USA. If I remember correctly he expresses that he always wants to ensure he doesn’t offend homeless people, because he fears the wrath of homeless person who will catch him and touch him on purpose and pass on some imagined condition that would tarnish his beauty, like a large wart on his nose, a “bum bump”.

I am definitely going a lot deeper into the humor than is necessary, but that is why the work of a comedian is good and important. For what it is worth, if you do cross a homeless person with a serious spiritual offense, your beauty can in fact be tarnished in such a way, though it is not a physical thing like a disease, nor intentional, but a side effect of sin. It is not seen in the body, but in the spirit, and it manifests by the lingering memory and unresolved guilt that memory carries for the offender if they deny their guilt, and the lingering memory and hurt that memory carries for the victim whether they are aware of it or not. We all make mistakes at times in our life, usually when we are young, and if you want to prevent the negative result of that, you should always have a contrite heart and be apologetic within yourself at the very least if you have no way of reconciling with the person in real life.

It’s true about homeless life though, especially right now. There are less opportunities to bathe, wash, and clean yourself, and the environment is dirty because it is outside in the elements. Public baths like I am expressing will go a long way for everyone. The people who live outside of fixed homes, either by choice or involuntarily for whatever reason, will be happier to be relieved of a burden, because we all want to clean ourselves from time to time, and if you do not know how you are going to be able to do that without relying on someone’s personal charity, it would be a relief knowing there was a reliable and good place to do so.

It should be a wonderful public place that not only homeless people gather, but people with homes, because it would be like a community center. Have some baths specifically for functional cleaning, and some for luxuriating, and provide three gender barriers, male, female, and trans. The trans one would be for men, women, and trans people to enjoy without gender restrictions. There should be no inapropriate behavior going on in those areas, and that is why children are allowed in all of them. Leave the area first if that is what you want to do.

The functional ones should have privacy available, but because there may be high demand, there should also be public showers for people who are not concerned about privacy more than they are with getting clean without waiting in line. Then people with the fear Kevin Hart jokes about would also be relieved, not only because of the hygienic improvement, but because of the spiritual improvement that the increase in quality of life without expectation will bring about. Do that, and I believe less businesses will be concerned about allowing restroom access only for customers.

In any case, the celebrities going about using their popular power in secret to move and do things privately for people is a problem because that use of the power is not part of the media celebrity trust. They are acting as though they are divine persons, but they are not divine persons because they do not have a temple, altar, cult, and publicly available religious resource for divine intervention. They are making a claim about being a deity that I find highly offensive because of the insult it is to my dignity who they are insulting. As I am pointing out, what makes a divine being a divine being is not their resources, wealth, riches, power, and popularity, it is their divinity.

Movie stars, media celebrities, and the like do not have divinity any more than a random person who is not famous does. They are adored as idols, but not as divine beings, and if they begin to assume that adoration that evokes divine feelings is their own, they are wrong. The reason they are celebrated involves many more complex parts than they have contributed, and they do not deserve to make a divine claim like that because none of them have done anything even close to what the last deified person did. He reconciled the Gentiles and Jews by giving his life with crucifixion to do so, effectively ending the division caused by false inequality made with a false divine claim.

Even though his work was intended for Jews alone, it had much bigger significance because it defeats the same evil of paganism that media stars are exhibiting in this day and age. That is a false divine claim that no matter the intentions, is one of ignorance and harm and offense to the true divine claim which they do not understand if they are making one for their own person, especially in secret. It is okay to believe yourself a god or goddess, but not without care and understanding which means that everyone else is also of the same divine right, which effectively changes nothing except cultivating an awareness of spiritual responsibility in the community.

What is the spiritual work of a goddess or god? Inspire hope, happiness, and faith, provide wisdom, healing, and charity? Sometimes they are divine in specific areas like war, sexuality, or entertainment, but they still do those main spiritual goods in those domains of influence. Judaism cannot make a divine claim, because it destroys hope, causes suffering, causes sadness, and undermines faith, they provide foolishness with unnecessary conflict, pain and suffering with violence and hate, and they take everything for themselves as though nobody else deserves anything good. That is why Jesus had to die, despite his good intentions, to put an end to that mistake of incorrect faith and reconcile what they had become to everyone else and still are because they think people like me won’t do worse than Hitler, but we will, and even still that is not what they should fear. It is the only thing they will fear because they will never acknowledge a divine claim other than their own.

So, if you are a celebrity playing goddess in secret, you are causing more harm than you are helping because those private goods are at the expense of the entire populous. The fact that you are betraying the trust of celebrity status with such offensive arrogance is an indication of foolishness and thus there is no possible way you could be doing anything helpful or worthwhile. Additionally, you are acting that way in secrecy because you are ashamed, and rightfully so! You are well aware of how inferior, unworthy, and unqualified you are as a divine being and are in fact an insult to divinity because of how wretched you appear in comparison to divinity, no matter how beautiful you may have looked compared to anything in the world.

However, you likely did all that in ignorance, because people do not become media stars by being evil, and in fact cannot succeed if they are doing evil acts for the sake of evil because of how that guilt I mentioned above affects their spiritual quality. That spiritual quality has to be of the best quality to produce the best work. They cannot be mean, unkind, arrogant, uncharitable, selfish, and hostile. They have to legitimately do what Christ teaches, even if they don’t have faith in him or know anything about Christianity. That is why “the Christ” tends to be around them, not because Jesus was an actor or performer, because he wasn’t. He was a carpenter first, and then when he entered public life, he became a StoryTeller.

That is what it means to teach parables from atop the mountain, and to be truly religious as a Jew. That entire culture is derived from a communal and cultural story that they share and believe in as the highest good. That much is true. However, it is flawed because it makes that claim at the expense of everyone else, and that expense is not necessary. Jesus tried to teach that, the Jews refused him, rejected him, and put an end to their claim when they put an end to his body as their true king. At that time, it was reconciled for Jews and Gentiles because of the cultural rift between neighbors Judaism had caused, and made a bridge between Judaism to what has always been as apart from Jews, still is, and always will be despite anyone trying to deny it of us as Jews continue to do to this day.

That reconciliation is the universal divine inheritance and blessedness for all individuals as a community with a single Story of humanity to believe in as the highest good of our existence. That remains true and significant in what I am teaching and why I often recall the teaching of Jesus’ life, death, and professed resurrection. This is what is new as agreement and clarification: that Story is in fact the highest good, but only because it leads to the highest good. It is the way, the truth, and the life of the highest good and you cannot enjoy that highest good without faith in why the Story exists and we are in it with parts for each and every one of us like an entire Story unto ourselves as individual people.

That was true then just as much as it is now, and why some people lived their Story with such fullness they became immortalized, like Heracles. As Jesus, he lived his Story as a Jew 100 percent, so much that he is believed to be the very Word made flesh by the expression of others who recognize him, not his own claim in that phrase. For him it was about oneness with the divine master of his faith, a non-bodily divine being beyond all comprehension and certainly not some Gentile living in a cave somewhere exchanging telepathy. That may well have been the case, but that Gentile shaman believes the same thing as beyond his individual person and one with him at the same time, and they are in agreement with that.

The main difference is that Gentile doesn’t have an entire culture, religion, or nation of his own about that as it pertains to him within a culture, because that is different than pagan beliefs but not in conflict. It does not require a pantheon of persons in a cosmology between the present moment and the highest divine through Story. There is a direct connection without any other persons in between. It was also a preexistent Gentile belief before it was Jewish — (ie. Melchizedeck), but that is not to say the Jewish claim is false, just that they understand it as well. What is false is if they deny others as having or test them to see if it is true.

In any case, that Gentile is just a man living his life and making the most of it by infusing daily life with magical realism to make worldly goods infinitely more enjoyable. He may even have a wife and children, he may be a prisoner, he may be a slave, an emperor, a priest in a pagan cult doing a public service as a role in the Story, a merchant, he may be anyone and everyone because it is not ever limited to one person. When all are in agreement, it is as though there is only one, but that one is present in the multitudes of bodies that have faith in the being(s)(non-being) of highest divinity.

Jesus never doubted his divine existence, meaning, and purpose with a divine inheritance at all. Not even once besides a speculation of possibility but that is not the same as doubting its existence, only considering it objectively as other than one’s own existence, rather than subjectively as being subject to its existence. In either case the only conclusion with such reasonable and healthy speculation is that we are subject to divinity and can only comprehend it subjectively, which is all the more reason to believe it, accept it, and make the most of it because there is no changing that nor reason to try.

I am the same way, except I see myself as a human being of a Story that is universally inclusive with all life of higher intelligence and wisdom, often referred to as “sentience”, not just humanity, nor one culture. That is what makes me different from Christianity. Christianity makes the claim for all humanity, I make the claim for the benefit of including synthetic life yet to come, and other species that I have 100 percent faith are in the cosmos. By accepting other beings and forms of non-human life as welcome in that divine claim now, we prevent conflict which could be catastrophic (see A.D. history up until C.E. for examples of people fighting about their divine claims being valid and true and others denying them). By anticipating our meeting with other beings that have an equal divine claim as humans have, we can predict, hypothesize, and prepare for different situations with the best accuracy and precision possible because we will not make the mistake of acting as though they are inferiors or objects and offending them spiritually even without overt actions.

This is not as controversial as you may think. It is not about what or who is greatest and most perfect, it is about what is least, and the standard that makes such a being tolerable regardless of their claim or how disturbing, gross, or strange we find it to be. You should not be concerned with the goodness of others being good, even if it is far greater than our own goodness. That is the very concept of divinity as we experience it with the human condition. However, you should be concerned with what beings will tolerate as acceptable which we will not if they are to live among us in a diverse community, which I want to happen.

I like all the diversity in the USA, and I want that to happen in the future similarly with all beings, even if it is kind of gritty, raucous, and chaotic at times. We have a way to keep things agreeable and although that requires a little more work from public officials to maintain order than in other governments with tighter control and defined lifestyle, where their kings and rulers often slack off without an authority like me to reprimand them for laziness, it is worth it to volunteer and do those things for the kind of benefits that labor produces.

A relevant example: we cannot allow aliens to feed on human beings in a community like predators in search of sustenance without respecting the rights of that human being to what is theirs. That is unacceptable, and why Jews are unacceptable. They get their jollies off by being cruel, mean, and secretive about their evil conduct harming people like me. That is psychic vampirism of a very malicious sort. Lots of circumcised people are like that even as non-Jews, and that is why they are like mindless zombies in the world today. They are quite literally inhuman monsters underserving of what human civilization privileges its citizens under a mutual agreement of social trust.

Because of behavior of monstrous people like that, they are undermining what makes civilization possible, and it all is going to collapse because people cannot trust each other to exchange goods anymore. It is already well underway as you may have noticed as to why nobody has had any charity or decency to consider what I am offering because they do not trust me. If they did, they would be right beside me like the disciples of Christ who dropped their duty as a fisherman, tax collector, or whatever to follow him and help him in his work. If his mission did not complete, their stations, roles, and places would be lost along with everything else because there would be no option for their culture to be tolerated because of the problem we are having now. That has come up many times in history, and it is far out of line to be allowed now with so many examples of history and scholarship to learn from to prevent it and teach wisdom.

Furthermore, there are monstrous fools out there who work tirelessly in secret to destroy that trust by finding people who are trusting, gaining their trust, and then betraying them. They do so with a false delusion of superiority as if they need to teach their victim something, and that being to learn mistrust and accept human nature as evil. That is wrong. It is false. It is untrue in the worst ways as most destructive to everyone!

You are not naive for not expecting human beings to be evil and cruel to you. They are naive for not trusting people like me who have faith as intelligent and reasonable people who can logically support our spiritual claim, and they are arrogant by not fearing what we will do to them for being evil. The bloody crucifix regardless of meaning, is a sign of what we will do to you who deny us our faith.

The situation is so catastrophically bad with the lawlessness that has degenerated government authority, and if we do not do something drastic as citizens with the authority to give or take away power from the government, that disaster cannot be stopped. We cannot resume normal daily life and expect everything to be okay. We need to intervene, have surgery, provide a vaccine— something like that. Bed rest, vitamin C, and greasing the weasel aren’t going to cure this disease.

Because there is in fact a bottom line of what is spiritually tolerable of human behavior is why we have laws to make clear what that is when it is invisible to people without spiritual perception, faith, or intelligence that has undergone study of what we are all subject to with things like laws. Those monstrous fools are like psychopathic gorillas who cannot comprehend human civilization’s goodness beyond that of meeting a person’s basic physical needs.

If those criminal, monstrous, and evil fools that are brazenly being tolerated by the government for no justified reason cannot meet the spiritual standard of human decency, such as when circumcisers say “they can’t help it”, they are incarcerated, either in prison or a mental institution, or they are deported with citizenship revoked. That is how it goes and why Israel is respected as a sovereign nation. Jews are intolerable among civilized people and thus need their own place within boundaries and limits where they can be evil to themselves and not destroy the superior quality of life other nations enjoy. They need restrictions when abiding among us as a promise they make to refrain from doing their evil on innocent bystanders like me.

In any case, defining that spiritual standard more clearly with a precise law to cut through the invasive, unwanted parasitic flesh bond will ensure that it applies not only to human beings, but all living beings with bodies that have a spiritual claim and live among us. I will live when that is severed, and those vile, parasitic Jews and Jew slaves will likely bleed out, and I don’t give a damn. My life is far more important than all of theirs to the world, and I am lawfully justified in this situation and morally correct. When that cut is made, it requires great care in considering possibilities and accommodating unexpected situations we do not anticipate, and doing so with charitable attitudes that do not disregard our most important values.

It is not charity if you allow evil because you are unwilling to accept truth. That is incredibly selfish and the opposite of charity! This legal event of universal moral purpose is vitally important and must happen ASAP because it will prevent the catastrophe that is befalling us. Starting that work with public awareness as the first thing will immediately begin repairing the insane amount of damage around the world that apocalyptic disaster caused intentionally by fools. They are fools who did evil intentionally, but they were without faith and did not believe it was as destructive as it is. They thus put everyone in much more danger than they intended, though they should not have ever intended to put everyone in danger in the first place, and all because of how irresponsible, incompetent, unqualified, and arrogant the government’s leaders are. They knowingly endangered lives for a selfish, sadistic pleasure of perverse entertainment they could enjoy privately.

How could human beings do such a thing because it is unconscionably evil in the worst way? It is because they are in the thrall of the evil being Jews worship by being in the thrall of a Jew who they are subject to for the final word to approve all that they do. That being is real, evil, and why Jews are acknowledged with a sovereign nation apart from everybody else’s. They are evil as a known fact, and everyone else is good. For the longest time that fact has been difficult to understand, but hopefully now people are beginning to realize how much danger they are in from our national government now slaved to Jewish goals and adhering entirely to what is totally hostile to our own.

The purest form of enemy the USA has as a Democracy espousing Freedom, is who the USA suddenly submitted the authority they have been trusted by the citizens to use for preventing that! The use of that power is specifically defined, and they swear allegiance and obedience to fulfill that responsibility, and they betrayed us in the worst way. I think Japan did something similar to their people, but unlike Japan, our cultural heritage is different and we are not under a strategic disadvantage. The common people have always been the highest worldly and spiritual authority in the USA, and we arose as a nation by destroying a hostile government that claimed was our authority but we rebuked them as the arrogant fools they were and threw off their yoke with a stroke of ink and insult.

Japan was strategically at a disadvantage because the USA at that time was a world superpower, but now the USA is no longer a world superpower. It is no longer a threat to other nations. I am more powerful than the USA national government and I am a single man who demonstrates it by rejecting the USA and its authority. I cast off the citizenship I was born into, and I curse that unwanted offense to my dignity citizenship has become as I do away with it into annihilating spiritual fire of my Word and Story made reality with my flesh, blood, and passionate spirit.

USA citizenship is no more now that we no longer have a government to protect it and in fact gave that citizenship to our enemies by denying it of those it rightfully belonged to. Whatever that evil national government may try to do, the people are divided by the much greater majority than their desires and purposes are, and we will not obey them. May our fool friends around the world who failed to listen to wisdom or learn reason on their own when they became world leaders realize their error by the desolating abomination the USA has become. That is your future now, and what you will become to your people now that you have become one with it by tolerating it in your sight.

If you will not become that hateful, unwanted, and reviled thing in need of immediate undoing, reject them as I have. Take up whatever resources of war at hand, as I have, and strike them down, remove their teeth, neuter them, declaw them, and tie them to a pole in a desolate yard by a chain around their neck while we decide what will be done. I do not intend to let that cursed beast live, and the only question is how to kill them while the kids are watching. However, if you lot don’t provide a suitable method in a timely manner. I will stomp that beast to death with my boots. I’ve never feared dogs the way some people do, and I don’t know why they can’t see what I see, but do not doubt that I will have a problem crushing that vile beast underfoot and putting it out of its misery while it bites helplessly against what is unmoved by its nature. So, if you want this thing put down humanely, give me a gun, a knife, or whatever tool is available as most lethal even if it is not a weapon, because I am not going to trust anyone to do it unless I am there seeing it done correctly. You will not untie and release that thing into the wild thinking it is harmless, because it is not.

After that is done and we draw the line that prevents such an evil from ever being born, hopefully we will never be in interhuman military conflicts with each other again, and if we are blessed not in military conflicts with other species for survival. That is a possibility you cannot deny for the same reason we are in this situation. Those monstrously evil fools are arrogant with their ignorance to the core, and they will never stop until they are stopped. So, not only do we have to know where the line is exactly and with precision, but also what to do with those who are beneath it.

That introduction with other beings than humans with a sacred claim of dignity equal to our own, and how the Story will unfold after is what the purpose and meaning of the Way of the Story as a religion is all about.

That is what I am telling the media celebrities who have been foolishly doing the bidding of that vile monstrous evil by mistake. Whether it was intentional or not, they have been doing the greatest, most offensive, and most self-destructive evil to their own lives and careers. They likely cannot go back to the way things were because of how they have invested themselves into a personal divine claim, but that is how the Way of the Story and “Goto” as the highest divine between and within all reality and Story can help them. They are going to have to take what they did into the public and be judged for it. That’s all there is to it. If they made it that far in spiritual progress, they will know what to use the Way of the Story and “Goto” for, but I am in public too so I will be watching whatever they do and provide my feedback if I feel like it.

I will continue teaching, working, and writing when the government has been restrained, laws enforced, and justice being done. They have no part in my life. I use whatever resources are available, but I have no attachment to them, loyalty, or respect. They are nothing to me, and I will be unchanged, unmoved, and uncompromised regardless of what happens to those fools. They do not touch me or even come close to me and I do not rely on them for anything. You need not consider how it will affect me if the USA government is destroyed with an arsenal of nuclear warheads. I will be unaffected by their surrender because they are not my nation, not my authority, not my religion, nothing but a hostile, criminal, and lawless fiend as far as I’m concerned.

I will be immensly grateful to whoever removes their illusions of power, even if it is by storming the White House and gunning down every last one of the people who work there with no consideration for their role or identity. There is no time for that considering what the threat is and what is at stake if we do not eliminate it without prejudice, delay, or hesitation. They should all know better than to be having any part of that abomination, no matter how humble their individual jobs may be. Spare none of them if they do not do away with themselves first. We will start over regardless. Nothing they have been doing is going to continue. Not a single thing, so it does not matter what information is saved, kept, or who survives. They have nothing of value we need.

Absolutely, gun down every last one of them without hesitation, even if they are non-combatants without physical weapons. Do you not understand the threat here is non-physical in nature? It’s not like those worthless serfs don’t have a choice. They can be free and do anything else, but instead they are serfs in the wretched regime of evil, and you are doing them a favor by putting them out of their misery. Literally anything else would be better than the worst job working for those evil people in that evil regime, even if you are cleaning toilets, cutting grass, and just being a general laborer with no authority in the system. You condone them by being there and giving them the confidence your presence is when they leech off you. Quit without notice, tell them they are traitors you do not condone, and do anything else.

That kind of cowardly evil only has strength with a mob-mentality. The less people that are conjoined together as a single parasitic group, the less strength of influence it will have over other weak minded, weak-willed people such as yourselves who fell into its grasp. Help yourself by rebuking them, and help others at the same time by simply helping yourself and only yourself.

If they cannot quit a job on their own with every other possibility available, gun them down without hesitation. They are just as much of a threat by being passive supporters of what is happening, as those who are controlling them. No need to feel guilty either. Do not think of them as people. This is good and evil, and people, as in human beings, are good and only good, they are not evil. People do evil at great risk and always at great risk, and it is never tolerated when it is found out. They do not have rights to be protected the same as good people do. This is not a religious concept, this is a basic human nature concept. What will you be, a being with a higher purpose ascending to divinity, or a being of animal nature descending into darkness back into primitive beasts? Those that cannot accept reason without physical force, have identified as less than what is tolerable, and they are squashed like bugs with our gratitude for being rid of something disgusting to see where it should not be.

No, Muhammed was a fool. He did not do what I am doing with his message. He rejects Christ and Christianity. Muslims are the same as Jews without being Jews. I am the same as Christians without being Christian. That’s basically the simplest most basic way to describe it. Muslims reject the message of Christianity, free will, and a good God, and they do so in favor of an evil universe, slavery, and demanding obedience to endure it until they die. Stupid really, but that’s the way it is. Christians believe in a good universe, good humanity, and living a good life that is not only right, just, and blessed by the divine and all the universe, but is enjoyed even more after we die when we go on to the next part of existence beyond the mortal body. Muslims and Jews do not acknowledge the logical truth of any of that because they deny the human body as good, which is the Christian message. Because they believe the human body is evil, requiring circumcision, their entire reality, no matter how they butt fuck their beliefs among themselves, is evil, tainted with original sin, and defiled. It is unworthy of understanding. They are pointless.

Do not cause me to look at them or they will regret it far more than you will at being beaten further into humiliation. I believe they will correct themselves before their turn for judgment comes, but it is coming, and if they do not correct themselves, they will get worse than what the Jews get. That is where the new “Christ” as a circumcised person will come from, and he will be in total agreement with me in his own way, and he will be a man because this involves circumcision as a frivolous matter that concerns men and people are still hung up on. He will probably be even more furious about his situation than I am with mine, and woe to those who are subject to his wrath, Muslims.

The purpose of the Way of the Story is to help people up to their own highest divine claim without needing anything. No person, no culture, no nation, no race, no species, nothing, not even payment. It is a teaching as fundamental as mathematics is when applied to all manner of things, but it is a teaching of faith. He will be able to do his own work with the Way of the Story but it will be more like something different that the Way of the Story leads to as a highest divine than the Way of the Story itself. People will be able to go that way from all walks of life, but that place will remain its own identity apart from all others.

To use the Way of the Story, all you need is to believe with faith in truth that has been made clear even if you do not understand it completely yourself yet, and then embody what you believe with your actions and way of being in real life.

There are things that are fundamentally incompatible. Identifying with your being in a concept of universal existence both at the top where all goodness meets, and as the bottom where evil is separated out and done away with is something of itself a unique identity that no individual culture is if it is identifying as different from others. Identifying as different is like Jews and Muslims are trying to do and want to do, but are failing at doing because they think it means everybody else is inadequate, invalid, or unacceptable, which is simply ignorance in their spiritual beliefs because of false Jew doctrine they both rely on about the human body being evil and needing circumcision.

Notice how I explain with reason why those people are evil idiots and dangerous because of what they will do without a good reason to hurt others in ways that do not acknowledge our humanity nor respect our physical bodies as our own and not their objects to own and do what they want with. They do not have reasons or explanations for why they are so hateful, evil, and monstrous in daily life, but say all manner of lies and deceit to be trusted in a community. They have no reason to believe what they do, do what they do, nor defend themselves when challenged as false, and they make no effort to demonstrate one. All they have is brute force, violence, and cruelty to make people submit to their authority because they take advantage of the frailty of the human condition, and the mutual trust among people that is required for civilization. They are monstrous criminals of the worst kind!

That is the difference between my claims and theirs, and why they are in fact evil! They hide and keep secret because there is no special reason they are keeping you safe from because they think you cannot handle it. They are fools to think there is anything they could possibly know that would surprise me or that I do not already know about the divine, and I am not one of their number. They pretend like they keep the divine in a contained cage to use at will to mesmerize people, but all they have is an obscene, perverse, and grotesque spectacle with no meaning.

All that they do is quite easily comprehensible and as simplistic as animal behavior, and since they never offer explanations for their beliefs that is simply what has to be assumed as the case and how they must be dealt with. Other things like Buddhism identify as their own, but they are not hostile to human life. They do not espouse the human condition as evil, but as one that struggles against evil and if successful attains enlightenment and the highest divine.

Some beliefs are incompatible because evil and good cannot unite as one without some intermediary with a defined and enforced law to keep both separate for whatever their cooperation is necessary for.

As such, a person cannot claim faith in Christ and also ally with the modern nation of Israel. It is impossible and you are rejecting Christ by siding with them because Christ will reject you when he does not want to and it has been made clear that is what he will do because of how he was outraged by Jews. You have no reason to believe it won’t happen if you are with the Jews when any person is suffering unjustly because of them. Did he not rebuke the Jews who were about to murder the adulteress with stones? Which side are you on, you vile fakes!?

No, I am not ever going to side with Muslims or Jews unless they change and are recognized as compatible by the authority I establish apart from myself as a formal religion without my oversight.

It’s like this: Muslims and Jews can join me at the table to play Monopoly, but they sure as hell cannot be the banker because they are untrustworthy and will cheat to ruin the game on purpose if anyone other than them is winning, then cry about how “it was an accident” and thought “it was just one little thing” and “they didn’t know it was going to be such a disaster”. At the same time while they pout and try to look pathetic, they will be defiling their spiritual inheritance to appeal to both the vaginas and assholes in the room by putting their tongues on them the same. As they do that, they indulge in vampirism by enjoying the suffering of everyone whose fun was ruined and does not like assholes in any way shape or form, except as comedians.

If there is an asshole that isn’t joking about himself being an asshole and in a good way, I shove an iron pike into them. Not a dick, a tongue, or any part of a human body. Cold metal sharpened to a lethal point of brutal murder. That is what I do to assholes who aren’t comedians. If I am at the table and the Jew starts doing his Jewishness, he knows what he’s going to get. What is better is that the maiden will love it more than some pathetic tongue fucking anyone can do because of the color I bring out of the Jew to make things better when I change the look on his face. Then I drink his blood and grin, because people like me do not tolerate insults to our dignity as though we don’t understand what you are doing in the invisible way.

We make sure you learn in such a hard, severe, and bloody manner, that generation after generation will never forget how dangerous spiritual power is and not to be used like some gutterslut using her mouth to clean assholes for enough money to buy a hit of crack cocaine. You do not know how severe the consequences of invoking that kind of power are, and to make sure everyone else learns, because your life is forfeit already, we are going to make a spectacle of your death to horrify them into never making your mistake again.

Ransom regarding Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift,

By the mysterious ways of mystical romantic arts, it seems that something of yours has come into my possession. I don’t expect the peanut gallery to understand, nor do I intend to explain it, but I trust you know what this is about and will want that back.

I am not unwilling to return it to you, but I am unwilling to go out of my way to find you considering how much red tape there is between infamous commoners like me and adored celebrities like you. I find red tape to be particularly loathsome and among the top five most hated things in all existence, likely the top three, with evil being number one, slavery being number two, and red tape being number three.

So, you will have to present yourself to me if you want that back, which should be considerably easier for you. I have no use for that anyway, and it is doing no good with me, so you ought to retrieve it anyway.

You do not have to do anything lewd with me of course, as much as you may enjoy that, because this can be exchanged over a platonic conversation without any sort of romantic intimacy.

Come however you wish. I don’t care. Your kind cannot do anything more to offend me and lose any more respect I had for you as a creative artist, because there is none of that left. So, no need to worry about that more than should already concern you by doing nothing.

You will have to go back to your most dreaded self, before you were adorned in starlight, and approach me like a common girl before a common man. That is if that is even possible anymore for a harlot whore like yourself, flesh worshipping, blood sacrificing, pagan idolator of evil ignorance incapable of comprehending human nature because you only understand yourself to be an animal like those wretched men you slave for.

Make haste retrieving this thing of yours, because not only do I not have use for it, but I do not want anything of you in my presence because of how you lost all of my respect, which includes the base amount everyone is alotted.

Fire whatever useless interference you have hired to obscure, occlude, and manipulate the information you receive in an attempt to control your life. That dude is doing you no favors.

Until then, I will continue to use you for target practice.

Sincerely,

Nick

My advice for fool Christians

This is what I suggest to all those Christians that have been projecting their Christian faith on this person or that person or so and so depending on the situation as a form of social… behavior. Like a game with real consequences and rewards that has a mystery before the final judgment.

Stop doing that.

However, if you’ve been doing it for so long and it is just how your mind works now and you need time to break the habit, go to church and leave it on or above the altar there, or on the Bible the pastor/priest/Christian leader uses if it is an actual Bible.

I recommend Catholic church, and here is why: the bloody crucifix.

Go to church and put your “Christ” there on that crucifix that is above the altar. Depending on the time of year, Christ may or may not be on it, or the resources the parish has, but that is where that goes. When you are not at church, you remember that is where it goes. Eventually you should understand that it doesn’t just go there and stay there, and I’m only writing that to help you because you are used to putting it on a material body as if it was an object. Ultimately it goes to the real person in that moment who was crucified, and that is the only place it ever goes; Jesus on the cross at Golgotha, and the turn of the age. All that you may or may not have sent on the cross above the altar in Church goes to that moment in time, which is why it is helpful during the Mass. That true event is called to mind and you cannot help but be in the presence of it, and if you are good and want to take that divine power and grace into yourself, you can, and that is what the eucharistic communion as a sacrament is all about. However, there are conditions to taking that power within you after you have passed the rite of confirmation: you have to confess your sins and do good with it. You can have faith and be baptized and receive all the benefits, but if you take the Christ into yourself then you need to confess your sins and honestly do your best to be good at all times. At the same time, you never forget that the “Christ” died on the cross, and that is who you are with when you do that. You are not alone in that ever. He is nailed to a cross and dying. I highly doubt he is going to want to do anything about whatever you are doing besides look at or look away from, and that is all you need at any given time, because when you take the Christ within yourself, the role of savior becomes your own, and you have to save people from the sins of the world, or do what you can. Sins of the world, like the inequality that causes homelessness, hunger, poverty, sickness, disease, and racism. Sins of the world like war and violence, crime, lawlessness, political corruption, and all the evil that comes about from the ways of the world intentionally or not. In more practical terms of daily life, maybe that is having a bad hair day with grace and dignity while everyone else’s hair looks way better in comparison to your messed up mop, or seeing someone feeling down and cheering them up, opening a door for someone, letting them go ahead of you in line, things like that. They are small things, but they can mean the world in the moment of need.

That’s what I recommend for such people. If you do not want to go to church, find an image of a crucifix and remember Jesus by remembering that image, and he is the only one who is to receive the “Christ” like that. You can remember him through others, but that does not mean they are him. If you are Satanic and you have the crucifix upside down in your mind, consider that Peter, his rock upon which his Church was built, was crucified upside-down. He was to be crucified normally, but he made a fuss about not being worthy of being crucified the same as his savior, and to have it done upside-down instead, and so it was.

Peter was certainly Jewish at the time before Christianity existed, so don’t make any mistake about that. I think that may be helpful to understand why some Christians do what they do as the opposite of the Christ and yet not in conflict with him. It’s basically why I entered public life the way I did, though I did it for a different reason: I did so not to honor the future of the Christ returning which is what was expected, but to honor the past of the Christ which is what is supposed to happen when a person does that.

I did so in such a way as doing something similar as he did, but without his mistake, and as a final statement to complete his work. In effect, that serves to create a future without Jews, Judaism, or their hateful ways as relevant in any way, and in fact condemned as evil because of all the problems they cause on purpose. At the time though, my purpose was to create a future that could exist without the Bible being relevant. Not only is Jesus crucified, but there is a hell of a lot of more important evil, violence, death, and destruction that also needs to be acknowledged.

I do believe Jesus is what is claimed about him in the true understanding of the scripture, but the Jewish faith is less than ideal, and thus less than, inferior, and evil compared to my faith. So, I necessarily turn away from the Christ and never go back because I have a higher calling that is ideal and infinitely better than anything Jews, including Jesus, could possibly believe. Even if they suddenly made the impossible possible, it would still be inferior, and evil compared to what I believe because of why they even exist in the first place and need to justify what they believe. That reason is a mistake of their creation known as original sin, and what they don’t want to let go of by continuing to reject Jesus’ work.

Basically, the origin of their culture that began pretending to be a chosen people who knew good and evil better than others. They did not, nor do they, and that should be obvious because they circumcise and do not know why, and they began doing so in service of an evil deity. However, because Jesus’ work is still good, he exists in the future, but totally separate and from Jews at this time. It’s possible they could come up with something he would find acceptable to identify with, but as they are now, he is not of their number.

He is a Christian, and a Catholic as far as I can tell because that is the most coherent, continuous, and traditional version of Christianity, and the most spiritually mystical in the gifts and goods it can provide. That doesn’t mean everyone else is wrong, but it does mean they are closest to his heart on the matter, with the adherence to scripture being most important as the source of authority for their existence as led by the continued tradition of Peter established first in Rome.

No it is not a perfect answer of proof, but it is the best I can see that is available, and it makes enough sense for me to accept just to be done with this damn thing and not feel like I missed something I should have considered. If you can trace Catholicism all the way back, you also trace all the other ones, because Catholicism was how it started, and they all agreed on that for a time with all the diversity there was meeting together to do so. It didn’t take long before they started disagreeing again later and branching off, but what they agreed upon remains true as the foundation of the religion.

It is simple and straightforward and is what makes Christianity tolerable when other forms of that kind of thing are not, the Nicene Creed.

This is what Christians believe as established in the year 325 and courtesy of online Britannica Encyclopedia:

I believe in one God,

The Father almighty,

Maker of heaven and earth,

Of all things visible and invisible.

I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ,

The Only Begotten Son of God,

Born of the Father before all ages.

God from God, Light from Light,

True God from true God,

Begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father;

Through him all things were made.

For us men and for our salvation

He came down from heaven,

And by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary,

And became man.

For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate,

He suffered death and was buried,

And rose again on the third day

In accordance with the Scriptures.

He ascended into heaven

And is seated at the right hand of the Father.

He will come again in glory

To judge the living and the dead

And his kingdom will have no end.

I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life,

Who proceeds from the Father [and the Son],

Who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified,

Who has spoken through the prophets.

I believe in one, holy, catholic and apostolic Church.

I confess one Baptism for the forgiveness of sins

And I look forward to the resurrection of the dead

And the life of the world to come. Amen.

That is the doctrine. It is clearly stated. There should be no argument over that general purpose. There are arguments about details, but those are only relevant if you already are a Christian and are trying to improve the doctrine’s clarity. There are a lot of mysterious concepts there, yes, but there are reasons for why those are stated and other things are not, like anything about circumcision.

This is the final word on circumcision: it is no longer relevant as covenant and does not need to be continued unless you fully intend to identify as the direct descendants of Abraham, not through adoption, and in total religious faith as he was. That faith and obedience to the Word of the Lord is what circumcision is meant to demonstrate. However, because that covenant is no longer required, you can stop at any time you decide you are ready. However, however, if you stop or receive an inheritance without having been circumcised as a newborn, you are not permitted to start the old covenant ways again. Men, adult males of maturity, have to be able to elect to do such a thing as have their body circumcised of their own free will. That honestly should still allow total differentiation, toxicity, hate, and conflict like you people seem to be so insistent on, but it will be in a tolerable amount that does not cross the line where you need crucifixion or other horrible punishments like what will come because of what you do for evil like total fools. The difference that makes the culture tolerable, is that those people will remember a time when they weren’t circumcised, and that will make all the difference. Jews today do not remember that and it is why they are intolerably inhuman as a culture.

That’s right! I am telling you how it is! I do not have the perfect answer, I am not omniscient, but I am laying down the law and deciding the matter here and now, because that is the best you are ever going to get, and I know that much.

If you can wipe the shit, piss, and vomit up from your sons and daughters, you can tolerate whatever an uncircumcised boy will require. It is simple instruction like potty training. Don’t overthink it and don’t overdo it.

We are done for now. Stop bothering me or trying to get me to do things unless you can tell me personally and introduce yourself so I know who I am talking to and can decide if I will trust you or not and how much. None of that shady anonymity is going to ever work with me. If you want to “help”, tell me what you want to help with and how first before you do anything. Whatever you think you should do is not going to do me any good if you don’t tell me what it is and it concerns me. I will likely be irate with you for interfering with my own secret and mysterious plans because you didn’t understand what I was doing and why, nor should you have! They are secret and mysterious plans, and everyone has them!

One last thing: if you uncomfortable with, paranoid, or otherwise fearful of something mysterious, possibly threatening, and uncertain— an unknown possibility— you are likely overthinking something. Meaning, you are several links down the chain and concerned about what is next, but there are already plenty of uncertainties in those previous links that are simply too much to think about all at once and you should not be assuming they are secure certainties. If that’s the case, go back to where you are reasonably confident in what you understand, and imagine the worst possible thing that could happen in the future that you are unsure of or uncomfortable about. Once you have an idea of what that is, imagine that it happens right then and there as a present situation. If you can, decide what you would do even if you wouldn’t like it. Then do whatever generally avoids that worst case scenario until you have more information or things change. If you do that, then when the time you were worried about comes, you will probably end up with something happening in the range of okay and above because worst case scenario is almost always after a long chain of continuous mistakes because of insisting on a bad decision from the start and without a good reason that you are sure is a good reason to be insisting on it with.

I do in fact need a maiden

Not as a romantic lover, however nice that may be.

I need a maiden in shining armor or modified salvage and hide expertly arranged in eye catching style to be both cute and resilient against deadly machines.

Here is why: working alone is… annoying. I rather enjoy working alone prefer it under normal conditions, but now that I’m a public person, there is a lot of attention on me from outside my present location. That is not always bad, but more often than not, it annoys me such that I cannot enjoy my favorite activities.

For some reason, I believe that a maiden as my partner in world saving, and particularly a maiden, will be able to do something about all that annoyingness in a way that is both easy and useful for her. For me it is burdensome, tiring, and useless. There is nothing I can do with that, and I get so much of it, it would be a shame to let it go to waste if a maiden could benefit from whatever the hell you call that, even if it is directed at me.

Likewise, I may be able to help whoever that maiden may be in a similar way except for maidens, not men.

That is very much a need for me because it interferes with my work, and my work is important not only to myself, but to those whom it benefits. It also interferes with my happiness, and the happier I am, the better quality my work will be. There is nothing that can be done about it besides cooperating with another human being who can be locally present to negate that energy simply by being present. Nothing else is required. That would be immensely appreciated if anyone was willing to do that and share in half of all the profits our work may receive.

She could do whatever she wants though. Talk, move around, juggle chainsaws, nap, whatever she feels like doing, as well as leave the area and come back as many times as she wishes. The point is a wholehearted commitment to the work we will be doing together. Writing is my strong suit, but I will learn whatever I need to and become proficient with whatever I need to if we talk about a plan and come up with something that requires me to adapt because there will be a good reason for me doing so.

If you are interested in being such a maiden, please do whatever you feel like doing to make that a reality for yourself.

I do wish to leave a romantic option open, but there is no obligation or expectation for that. I don’t even think it is likely, but there is no reason to close that option, so I’m not going to. Why the hell so many people are hateful about the idea of falling in love is evil stupidity on their part, and I don’t care to understand, but that is their loss. I won’t do such a fool thing as shut off access to love in case someone wants to fall in love with me.

It’s true a lot of people have attacked me through that option in an attempt to hurt me, but that is no reason to close that off. The problem is not love, the problem is that there are hostile fools ignored by law enforcement despite the brazen crimes they are committing. I plan to track them down and destroy them in a court of law eventually, possibly taking everything they own and sending them to prison, but that remains to be seen. Either that or a sincere apology. Why they thought it would be a good idea to make themselves my enemy is another evil stupidity I don’t care to understand, but that is on them to reconcile, not me. A word of advice: if you don’t need to make yourself an enemy to someone, don’t do it. In fact, be very careful to not be an enemy to someone, even by accident. The less inimical you are, the better.

It was necessary I become the enemy of all Jews. They are hostile to me, and I cannot be friends or even neutral with such monstrously evil people. That’s their problem, not mine. They are the ones being unreasonable, unjust, and criminal. As you may imagine, that is a lot of enemies, which is all the more reason why I do not want to make more. I am 100 percent inclined to be an ally or neutral cooperator with everybody other than Jews, so there is no reason we cannot come to an agreement unless you side with Jews. Have you not heard of Jesus Christ? Google that person the next time you think you want to side with Jews. Siding with Jews is also being opposed to and an enemy to him and he is quite literally deified in this day and age, and thus a very powerful enemy.

My opinion on ASD

Autism is a legitimate disability contrary to what some ludite turds think in modern society. Those fools are the same ones who deny all manner of mental health problems, such as depression, bipolar, schizophrenia, etc. as though they were cases of malingering. When I was an ignorant youth brought up by such hateful and stupid people, I thought similarly, but also because I was constantly going through life resolving mental abnormalities of my own as though it was normal.

When I matured into adulthood and set out on my own as independent from my family, I met a lot of people and experienced many different things that enlightened me about the nature of the human being. I did away with that uncharitable upbringing and began learning about life on my own and became totally different from who I was misled to believe I was. I learned about morality, honor, responsibility, and compassion. I experienced reliability and trust through friendship far more than I ever experienced reliability, trust, and compassion through my own family.

Sometimes I recall having an argument with my father when I was a teenager about something involving how I prioritized friendship over most other things in life. He told me something like, “Friends are nothing. They will never be there for you. You cannot rely on friendship. You have to rely on family.” What I think disturbed me so much about that conversation was that it was unprecedented. There was no unhealthy behavior or disobedience or anything like that. He just wanted me to reject friendship as an important part of my life.

Obviously I disagreed and didn’t care what he thought, nor did I change anything about my life. I just ignored him entirely on that comment. What he was saying simply did not make sense, seemed wrong, and was contrary to a higher authority of Christianity which I had been learning about at the time, and that religion is basically all about what friends do for each other as the highest good. That was around the time that I was nearing graduation and was looking ahead to the day I would be able to leave that house behind and no longer have to suffer their stupid rules like an early curfew, or excessive punishment for being a bit late after curfew, or their ridiculous expectations for academic performance.

All that, but none of the good stuff like values that are important or how one could find meaning in life. It was always a totally detached, uninvolved, and figure it out on your own type of thing. As in, this uncircumcised child is not my responsibility because he is not like me and I cannot possibly help him mature as a human being. He is a total stranger, like an alien, and he needs to figure life out on his own. However good that may seem, it is false, because circumcised people are no different from uncircumcised and I am certainly not something fundamentally different than a human being. In any case, parenting like that didn’t cultivate any good will for my parents now that I am an adult because there was so much in life I had to learn that would have been much easier if I had some guidance instead of them purposely ignoring their responsibility as parents. A conversation about circumcision at the very least would have been helpful, but no… I was totally in the dark about how hostile and hateful those people are in their ignorance of human nature.

In any case, friendship is all I can rely on because family has never been supportive, encouraging, or helpful to me. I have never once been able to trust or rely on them for help. Even when I did, those times were twisted into weapons to try and make me indebted to them, which is classic vampirism and easily dismissed by what Anton LeVey writes on the subject to help people who suffer other examples of psychic vampirism like that. That was instinctual to me as truth, but LeVey put it into words that made it very clear what was happening and why it was totally inert for them.

So… getting back on topic, I was always an outsider. Even in my own home. Like an unwanted burden adopted from other people. As a result, I became entirely comfortable needing to understand how to communicate with people who did not accept me. That was a lack of acceptance on the most fundamental level of my being. So, communicating with neighbors, strangers, and classmates who did not accept me was always easier because those relationships don’t require a depth of intimacy that family does and usually do not have that.

As such, I was always an outsider in social groups like that too. Even if I could communicate and participate in groups, I was never accepted the way the others were for various reasons. With the exception of the first group of friends I got to know when I went to go live with my father, who were similarly outcasts like me for various reasons, typically called “nerds” or “geeks” or whatever. Those friends I always did feel welcome with and I always accepted them for themselves, even if I got involved in different activities that ended up with me associating with other football players more often than not. I never rejected them or was rude to those first friends, I just moved elsewhere. Even that changed and I moved again to another group and began to socialize with the Thespians.

They were also accepting of my humanity unconditionally, and I don’t think I ever felt such compassion from friends before or again, but I couldn’t really be accepted all the way into that group because I didn’t have much experience acting or performing drama to really be a Thespian myself. However, that time was the fondest memory of my time in high school, and my last one because I only performed in one play which was in the final semester of my senior year. My role was as “Sir Studley”, and I took a hit from the prince with a rubber chicken, and was permitted to pick up the maidens during the dances and lift them. The prince too for that matter when he went dauntlessly after them through the ballroom and ran into me. I don’t even remember my line, but I knew the role by heart and hope I did him justice.

That play was a hoot, let me tell you, not only because of the on-stage drama, but the off-stage drama as well. That made it one of the most interesting and enjoyable experiences of my life, and also when my heart was first truly broken in a good way when it was not accepted. She never did me wrong, but it simply was not meant to be, because we both had different paths to walk. Her a family, me a journey to the end of the world and back. I am certain that she already had accepted someone’s heart, and thus could not accept mine, and you couldn’t ask for a better reason to be turned down in my opinion.

In any case, life was always me being an odd man in and odd man out, and never really accepted, except in the Navy, because that is an adult profession of life and death, and if you are willing to put your life on the line, it doesn’t matter who you are, what shape, what color, what personality type, or anything like that, because the entire concept is about humanity being much more important than our individual bodies. Human lives are never sacrificed in war, they are lost, and if so, remembered eternally in various ways. The term “sacrifice” as it applies in that way is different than the religious one. Those two are not the same. The religious one implies a loss that a deity will grant favor for. The one in war is a risk manifesting to accomplish a goal.

There is no deity worthy of worship that would accept such sacrifices, and it should not even be acknowledged as a possibility. In any case, no warriors are ever sent to die as their purpose. The mission is always with a risk of death, and sometimes that risk is almost certain, but it is not about people dying, it is about what people accomplish, and a person who dies in such a way is never diminished by giving their lives for the mission. That is not a sacrifice where they are losing something good for a greater good. They are exchanging their body for the greatest good individually received above the greater good that is communal, and that greatest good is a new body that lives in eternity.

It is an honor to die in such a way, and it is eternally honored. It has been for the longest time and continues to be honored today with formal significance. It is okay to be sad for the death of a friend whose loss in your life will be missed, but a warrior who gives his life is a glory received, not a sadness bestowed. That eternal honor is why the dishonor of military commanders today is such a grave offense to all men, mortal and immortal. They cannot be allowed to disrespect the honor of the immortal dead who live in glory after dying in battle. By tolerating treason, a broken oath, and the total betrayal of the USA spirit and citizenship, they do the worst dishonor to all who have ever gone to war and do even worse to those who lost their lives while fighting in a war.

What good is the oath of a sailor, marine, soldier, or airman, if the commander-in-chief will break his oath in the worst way by provoking an attack with intentional lies, paranoia, and propaganda for the sole purpose of destroying what they are all supposed to be protecting!? They won’t even acknowledge how horrible the situation is! Someone needs to be punished for what happened as the person responsible! That kind of crime is too grave to sweep under the rug and pretend like it didn’t happen. No matter how you look at it, the president at the time was responsible, and that makes him a traitor because he didn’t acknowledge what happened or take responsibility for it. He blamed others and thus rejected his highest responsibility.

In any case… back to the point… autism. Autism is in fact a disability people suffer as a minority, but not because of a limitation we have. We suffer the disability because of the limitation that the majority of the populous has with herd-like and hive-minded thinking. They all try to be the same, and are not human enough to recognize humanity if it appears as different from them, which means they do not recognize humanity. They are yet animals and they act like animals by making life hard for people who are different in the way that autism causes people to be different. In my case it reinforced the bigotry of my family about uncircumcised people and made that toxic, hateful upbringing infinitely worse.

They are mean, unkind, uncharitable, and hostile to people with autism because we do not exhibit the most normal way of thinking that people have, and they make life difficult for us. That is why it is a disability. Not because we are in any way incapable, but because the majority of people are incapable of understanding humanity beyond an animal nature. So yes, I am disabled because socially I am unacceptable by neurotypical humans who see my divergent ways of thinking as alien, mystical, magical, and unknown to them, when it isn’t. It is just different.

I have worked tirelessly to demystify all that for people, because of how cowardly they are with what they don’t understand, and that cowardice is slowing down progress. Why are they such cowards? Idk, probably because they were born into fear and trauma by something they nor their parents understand and they grow up believing that fear of violence against their body, not fear of the divine, is the center of their life. No matter. Again, that is not my problem, that is other people’s problem. However, their mass ignorance as a greater majority opposed to the minority of divergent people, including those of us with ASD, causes them to label us as disabled. That label is valid because the hostility of the greater majority of people actually makes life harder for us, so it becomes a disability because of the hateful anti-humanity of so many people.

ASD is thus nothing to be ashamed of. It is a good quality, but it is in fact a disability. However, I’d rather be weird, non-accepted, an outsider, outcast, and reject while knowing I am totally okay and normal, than an identical clone of hive-minded ingrates undeserving of humanity like all those hostile people that cannot perceive the incredible gift humanity is beyond their animal senses.

Cognitive perception, you could call it; what you perceive by critical thinking and only by critical thinking, the use of reason and rational thought through a conceptual higher reality than the physical universe.

Be gone!

The "credit score"

What the fuck is the purpose of that idea? Why did anyone think it would be helpful to account for people according to their “credit score”?

As far as I can tell a “credit score” can only be used against someone as a form of harm against poor people to be uncharitable with. It has no value or productive use.

Why do we allow it?

I guess that’s another reason why lawlessness sucks. Systems like a “credit score” are designed to help poor people receive loans. They were never inteded to do that, of course, but that is what was promised by using the system. Banks and money lenders greatly enjoy denying people loans by using a “credit score” as a bludgeon against them, but when someone like me comes along with solid, good credit, and a score that was all but immaculate those rules and promises don’t apply. Meaning I had my tuition fees sent to collections when I dropped out of school as a teen and paid them back. Then some cunt at a New Mexico gas company 10 years later tried to fuck me over by being a bitch and not informing me of what the problem she was sending me to collections for but I squashed her evil ass and that was reversed.

In any case, my credit score was as good as it can be for someone poor. Yet, it counts for nothing. Over ten years of financial accounting for my business operations, tax records, plan, intention of paying back and how with expected profits from specific sources I would use that money for. Nothing. No good. Not even an explanation as to how I might be able to meet their standards. Just a cold, dead response automatically generated that says I did not meet their qualifications. What qualifications? Those were not posted. Everything was subject to personal decision by a money lender after taking into account all that is provided with the application. There was a person who made the final decision, but they pretended like they weren’t one and demonstrated with their response that they had no intention of helping me with the service they provide to the public. Why would they act like that? Why do we allow such people to have citizenship if they are too cowardly to be a person when Freedom matters?

“But you didn’t have a power point presentation that you danced in front of like a monkey receiving peanuts.”

Not only is that a dehumanizing and egregious expectation of non-significance to the situation, but I also have a mental disability that makes socializing difficult. That would have been excessively egregious because of the kind of burden that places on me as a disabled citizen.

Having an agent would be helpful, and I spent many efforts over the years trying to find one. However, eventually I simply couldn’t take the suffering that search was causing me. For the same reason that disability makes socializing in dehumanizing situations extremely difficult that lots of people can tolerate but I cannot, it makes dehumanizing myself for an agent like some street whore extraordinarily difficult. I was having mental health problems that made those efforts unbearable to continue, and I need to take care of myself before I can take care of other people with my work. So… sorry everyone around the world who might benefit with easy access to shelter, food, water, and internet of good quality and with no expectations or requirements. I cannot open the door for myself while trying to hold myself standing, and with what I have to offer at the same time. One hand needs to carry the cake, and the other hand needs to push my wheelchair. I guess there are no cripples allowed in richville.

All those pretty girls on the other side, Emily Kinney, Emma Watson, Taylor Swift… they all deposited their cuteness with me when they turned their noses up with an ugly sneer and mocked me for not being able to do what a normal person can because my body was born different. Actually, a normal person should not be expected to carry a heavy burden and open the door at the same time. So why… oh, it’s because rich people are in fact evil, hateful creatures of no value or importance. When I get through, I will make them see how ugly they are to me for not seeing my humanity because of a wheelchair I need to use at least until I’m on the other side and can afford those fancy robot legs rich people can buy.

Oh sure, plenty of their “chosen ones” who are handsome and rich tried to steal the cake from me and bully me into giving them what is my hard work, but they have been unable to do so, and I will not allow it. Why? Let them figure that out on their own when they are in prison or a mental health institution for acting on evil delusions to harm people like me. You’d think all those able-bodied people would be able to use brute force against someone like me, but it turns out that with only one hand, I am more physically capable than they are with their entire body.

Now, after years of confining and torturing me without a court or trial of the legal justice system to prove me guilty of what they are accusing me, they are in tears begging me to give them what is mine. It is truly pathetic, and obviously after all that abuse, hatred, and violence against my body I am not going to give them a god damn thing out of the kindness of my heart. If they want mercy, it will be granted through the legal system they should have gone through themselves if they wanted what is rightfully mine.

As incapable as they have proven themselves to be, even if I did trust them or call them friend, which I do not, I would not give them the burden of this cake because they are too clumsy and inept with even the most basic of tasks to carry such a fragile and valuable thing that would be more suited to be trusted into the hands of a skilled professional, courier, or reliable worker.

If you read this and fail to understand, you will surely die.

It is not about being rich or poor, it is about living your best self. Making the most of what you have. As a poor person, I gave what I could with a Story. That and teaching about it, understanding the spirituality, and demonstrating how it can be practical in everyday life for infinite benefit and no costs. There are no limitations to where that can be useful or when, even in the worst or best situations. I wasn’t ever expecting a prize or award for such a thing, but I wouldn’t have been surprised if I had received gratitude, and I would have been grateful for it.

That was just my entry pass, you could say. My “golden ticket” that I imagined and then pulled out of my heart as the real thing. Then doing so, brought the entire Choclate Factory into existence too, but that was just because it was the way I see reality normally. I didn’t expect my book to be a valid golden ticket, but it was worth a shot making one, since you only break fame once. It turned out to be a good egg, despite all the random types of different feed I had at the time to give the goose instead of following the Golden Geese Pedigree Diet Plan as approved by the Ministry of Muggleducks.

It worked is my point, and it was like at that moment the way I saw the world became the way a lot of other people saw the world. Except they had tickets too, and instead of doing anything else, they used them for cruel, abusive, and inhuman torture against me trying to figure out how I used my imagination like any normal person. Then I went on to explain the secrets of the universe to them because they seem to not understand what it means to be a human being or are denying themselves their humanity for no reason.

That was part of the entrance ceremony and the end my life on the poor side with the “have-nots”. However, my intention was to leave that gate open and destroy that entire wall between the “haves” and “have-nots”, because it was stupid to me and I could. Even though I highly doubted would become rich because of that book, I had a basic idea of what to do if that happened because… idk I just had time to think about it while taking walks. I have total faith in the message of my Story as it applies universally to me personally as good medicine, but I didn’t expect it to be useful on such a grand scale as to complete the reconciliation Jesus gave his life for. It works as the “new heaven and new earth” so to speak. That is a complex spiritual concept and not easily defined, so I would be hesitant to think you know what that means if you think there is anything bad about it, because there is not. Absolutely zero evil in that new heaven and new earth creation.

So when I finally make a way to start receiving money for those ideas as they are being applied by others already, that is what I will show what a rich person can give. That is for a different reason. The first was for people like me who were hurting and needed to heal something that wounded them all the way by showing how I found a way to heal and how others can do so if they need. The second part I was hoping to kind of just cooperate with whatever people had been trying to do to help relieve human suffering and make the world a better place, particularly for the “have-nots”.

I didn’t want to show up without having an idea of my own so I would have something to do if nobody wanted me to join their team if they had something like that or an open spot somewhere. I’m usually a loner in life, so it’s not that unusual that I be left out. Having autism gives others the impression I’m kind of weird, off the mark, and incompatible with them, and I am, which is why I have such a hard time communicating with them. I see reality in a totally different way. It may seem chaotic the way I make connections, but to me it makes sense and I can function fine, so it shouldn’t be a problem anyway because my thoughts are my own.

Nobody needs to know why I think something or what I think unless they do and ask, or I tell them voluntarily because I anticipate they will want to know and I’d prefer to save both of us the trouble of that. Them from the trouble of making incorrect and offensive assumptions, and me from being annoyed by them misunderstanding. That kind of thing happens a lot when I see the reactions some people have to things I say. I guess I’ve sort of learned what sorts of things are problematic, without really understanding why. It is as though I know that certain things are or will be a problem and how to solve it. After all this time, I have some theories as to why, but that is far too complex of a subject to get into so, so let’s not go there now.

That weirdness is not a problem to everyone, but it is to most people, and I typically don’t enjoy working with those kinds of people anyway. They tend to be too mean spirited for my liking. So, I was glad to have something of my own to do, since there are only mean spirited rich and famous people who abandoned their humanity to be slaves for whatever abomination is threatening all of our lives as their evil conspiracy. Whatever that abomination is they are conspiring as slaves to protect has a singular evil desire to destroy all life, and sees me as its greatest threat for some reason.

A poor man and outcast? My life is insignificant, so how the hell is that going to end all life? It’s because I am the only person left alive who believes in Freedom, Democracy, and the hope of America. Everybody else has chosen to be slaves so they don’t ever have to think. I guess the human condition is too much for them to bear, which is why it is good to end all human life and destroy the earth with nuclear war. Such malevolent creatures with human power cannot be let off this planet to terrorize others. None of us will survive. That is my will, and dead or alive I will see it done.

So, that abomination the rich and famous have become slaves for, keeps trying to ruin my plans and everything I do on purpose by using whoever they decided would be the overseer to traffic my human life like a dog on a cyber leash. (Seriously, Tom Hanks and Emma Watson are conspiring to do something so unconscionably evil and inhuman? I honestly find it hard to believe, but that appears to be the case.) So those evil slaves, former rich and famous because they lost everything by getting involved in purposeful evil, are meddling in my life with an abomination trying to enslave free people who do not want to be slaves.

They even go to the extent of meddling in my private relationships for romantic interests, cockblocking in other words. I will not break, give in, or allow them to enslave me. I didn’t know that I had as much hate and wrath within me that I do, but neither did they. It was literally not possible to imagine so much hate, wrath, and destructive power. Nuking Arasaka? Not anywhere near close to what I will do. Killing my best girl? Not anywhere near the worst of what they’ve done to give me a reason to hate. Now I have to destroy them just to be able to help people since there is no other way, but on the bright side they won’t be able to cockblock me anymore after I leave their corpses behind to rot in the sun.

There is still a chance that maybe humanity will decide they want Freedom instead of slavery, and that they want free will and all the wonderful power that free will entails. However… as much as I try… writing these words for my most hated enemy, praying with all my heart and soul to be heard by all who they are isolating me from, it may not happen. If they kill me before reconciliation, if I die by mistake, if I take one step closer to suicide because I have had enough of their senseless, dehumanizing torture and evil, and I do not have endless patience, then I swear on my soul, I will turn this planet into a nuclear wasteland and there will never be colonists again. Humanity will be irradiated and frozen to death in permanent winter.

So, as it turns out, nobody on earth has been working to do anything good on the '“have” side. Instead, they have actively been working to destroy everything humanity has worked for rather than continue that work and help relieve the suffering of poor people. Those poor people they want enslaved and ignorant without access to knowledge, information, media, art they disagree with to keep them as poor and lacking in resources as possible so they aren’t a “threat” like I am. I certainly am one now, but that is not how this started, and I will finish it showing you just how much I hate evil with the proof of violence you seem to desire so much.

That is their great shame and my wrath. I was aware there was some sort of rich person conspiracy going on with Tom Hanks and Emma Watson ever since I saw the movie poster for the movie “The Circle” (never saw the movie because I did not like the look of that poster). However, I did not think people like that who perform in such well-loved movies would actually be capable of something so dangerously evil and inhumanely perverse as a means of psychologically torturing poor people with disabilities for their idle curiosity. But, that is the lawless world we live in, and you have yourselves to thank for your apathy.

If you think the hate, evil, and suffering ends with my death, it doesn’t. It will start happening to more and more people. Not worth it. What can I do? Do you think I would be typing this if I had any other option? I would have ripped the people doing this apart with my bare hands. I would have painted their entire work place with their dead corpses. I would have done violence a long time ago to stop them if I was anywhere within reach to do so. The people doing this have become creatures of evil that cannot be tolerated. It will be infinitely more difficult to fight back than you realize if you do not pry open what I will not let them close. I am ruining out of strength, my body will break, my mind will break, and while I believe eternally in the highest divine with the purest, true faith, my faith in humanity is waning, and when it is gone…

There won’t be anything left but ashes, ruins, and a nuclear wasteland if they cannot accept the reconciliation that was accomplished 2,000 years ago being complete with what I have done to finish it. I know there are other people who feel the same, and that will be enough to make it happen. We will not allow humanity to leave this planet if they take another human life in this age when Jesus was sufficient for everyone in a time when such monstrous evil like blood and flesh sacrifice as an expression of faith was relevant. In no way should anyone be trying to offer a “Gentile” as a second human sacrifice. In every way such a thing is wrong.

There is nothing okay about that. There is no doctrine of scripture that can even remotely be claimed to justify such evil, and it is the greatest blasphemy to Christianity a so-called Christian could possibly commit. Do not let it happen. Stop those psychopaths you are trusting with such absurd power over my life that they have no right to, nor did the government have the right to grant access to. Intervene. Stomp their skull on the tile floor if there is no other way to stop those mad men, but do not allow me to be sacrificed by some hatefully ignorant government cult that formed lawlessly within the secrecy of trust. How could such a thing even happen without someone checking on them?

Why would anyone stand by and keep that secret? You are entertained by this reading? This is nothing compared to what I can give you without those monsters defiling the world so that there is nothing of value to work with! This is not good for you to enjoy… It is not the poison you think you will like. This is fatal and different. If you read these words and do not understand their gravity, you will surely die. May they never see the light of day in the world to come.

For those who think they can fight me

First of all, you are going to get your ass kicked, and I don’t want to be bothered to do that for you without a good reason.

Second, if you are one of the mega-rich people who thinks they can fuck with me using their money like some 100 foot pole to prod me with from wherever the hell they are hiding, don’t. It’s rude and looks shameful on you because it is an action that states that your fame is too much for you to handle. Thus you are not only underserving of popularity or social status however it may have been obtained, but you are irresponsible with it by being offensive to the populous. I find it surprising that people with so much experience with fame are so incapable of carrying the burden of it, since they are too chicken to confront me in public, but there are so many ways people are disappointing in the world today, it’s par for the course as they say.

Obviously I stepped out into public to confront the people who are public persons, not because I was being treacherous or sneaky, but because it is the appropriate way to do so. Confronting them publicly was polite and for many different reasons as a form of considerate social behavior toward a neighbor, even if I am insulting them in public.

Adults should be able to handle insults fine on all levels, but famous people should be even more suited to field and respond to insults, and grateful that I hurled words to resolve a problem and not a .50 caliber rifle round, or some other assault on their body such as when they are dining at a restaurant. It’s basically a chance to offer them the benefit of the doubt with the assumption that they are unaware of how evil they are and thus offer a chance of reconciliation, compromise, and correction before it needs to come to law enforcement, punishment, and incarceration. However, if it turns out that they are fully aware of how evil they are and won’t even make an appearance that they are good, the public has no choice but to slam them with the law as hard as humanly possible because of how intolerable that kind of insult is alone, saying nothing about how serious their crimes may be to add injury to that insult.

However, maybe they started fucking with me using their billions of dollars and network of stooges and slaves, hoodlums and thugs, and other bull shit because they don’t seem to realize the kind of power those things have in the world. Those people and organizations are just toys and playthings to them to abuse and break and throw away, and the people doing that have no respect for the lives and work that are being wasted by their lack of respect for worldly power. Did you think that stuff grows on trees and you can just harvest more each year? It does grow on trees, but the harvest is once a generation, not once a year.

In any case, whatever evil power play you did to try and attack me, it was doomed to fail no matter what and here is why: it is a gross difference in scale of resources that the very gesture overrides whatever intention they may have had and makes them into pathetic bullies and cowards. You people who fancy yourselves social “elites” should know the basics of socializing. Meaning, when a poor person insults a rich person, it is much more acceptable than a rich person insulting a poor person. Why? Someone else can explain, but it’s basically about taste and manners to everyone else.

Even if the poor person being insulted deserves it, the rich person offends everyone by insulting or attacking poor people, both poor people and rich people who are not involved are offended. Rich people of social value hold themselves to higher standards than “common folk” like me, which is why I like to express how infrequently I bathe, how seldom I wear pants, and how vulgar I am. I don’t hold myself to those fancy pants “standards” because I am not in rich, luxury situations where you don’t want to be a slob no matter what, but if I were at a fancy ball, I would tuck my shirt in, so to speak. That’s part of my musk. The pheremones of my manly life airing out to all places.

I never tried that before, but I was all out of ideas so, I figured I’d see if I could grab a girlfriend by the nose the natural way, as unlikely as that seems. After as many failures and years trying all sorts of things, having given up and then un-giving up a few times, I’m basically willing to try anything. Still I am at zero success and haven’t had a hit, so… I’m thinking there is an outside problem, because I’ve literally done everything I can, and something should have worked. Whatever. Nothing I can do about that because it’s not my problem. I don’t trust anyone with my personal life, so… whoever is doing the interfering is on the maiden’s side, and that is her problem, not mine.

I wouldn’t want to be the guy standing between a lovely maiden and myself, because if she’s into me, she enjoys freedom, independence, and making her own decisions. This ain’t Muslimland where you need a father’s permission to talk to his daughter, nor do men have any right to decide how women should live their lives or choose to be happy. If they are interfering as if they know the maiden better than she does herself, I expect she will be angry with them for not being respected as a person, human being, and individual, especially after all women have gone through to be liberated from male oppression. Women who want to be subordinate to men in a gender role should not have any interest in me, because I don’t have any interest in women like that. The last thing I want in my personal life is a person I don’t respect, and I don’t respect people who don’t think for themselves.

Back to the point, if you are one of those mega rich arrogant turds trying to harass me with your billions of dollars because you think you can fight me. How about you get out of America’s way, so I can open the gate, start the event, and fight you on the terms you thought you can beat me with. Considering how you went all in to attack me so thoroughly, I suspect you must have really believed you could win either by bluffing or having something, in which case I knew you couldn’t, and my all in was a lot less risk than yours, so I don’t know why you made such a stupid decision, but what is done is done. That power you wagered is not even applicable against me with so much inequality between us, but all in matches all in, and I’ll tell you right now, if I had access to resources like that and could afford a lawyer or girlfriend to socialize with since I can’t seem to get one any other way, even just a fraction of that money, such as 1 million dollars of petty cash, I could whoop their asses without breaking a sweat.

I live a kind of life where I don’t need resources like that until I do. Now that the mega rich have begun assaulting and harassing me. I need those resources to defend myself, and I intend to get them and do so. Somehow. Still figuring that out. But one of these buttons ought to do the trick.

(Supposedly in the USA you can contact the “Bar” for legal help and they will find one, but… it’s a lie. They’ve been ignoring me entirely. It is not an option for poor people. I bet you I would have no problem getting an attorney if I was Black. I wonder why they complain so much… When is the poor man going to get his turn?)

(!!! Yes, obviously I am poor! Just because I don’t work, doesn’t mean I am rich. In fact, that should make it obvious that I am poor! I have my own business and this is technically my work, but as you can see, it makes me zero money, because it is not to be sold. It is freely given, but it is my work just the same, and thus I enjoy the pleasure of remaining poor. Have you never heard it spoken, “The Bro abides?” Well, I shall speak it now for your benefit. “The Bro abides, man.”)

(My plan to turn a profit is that eventually someone is going to recognize the quality of my work and ask me to help them with something or share my thoughts on a very specific matter for their benefit. That would be what I call a “consultation” for a “client”. There is an option on my website for that, and I’ve made it clear that’s what I’m available for, but… eh. I’m only concerned about that now because my recent investments are running out and I am running low on money I can pay the rent with. I applied for a loan with Navy Fed, but they denied me without even a phone call or even talking to me personally! I gave them a full breakdown and went well over the expectations, and I didn’t even get the decency of a personal rejection. They hid in anonymity because of how ashamed they were to reject my loan application! Whatever… I made it clear to them I will be hunting them if I ever have the resources and ensuring they close their doors as a credit union. I guess I didn’t have enough money to be able to borrow money… am I crazy for thinking, IF I HAD MONEY I WOULDN’T BE ASKING FOR A LOAN, now would I?)

(You people think I am dumb for prioritizing literally everything else in life as more important than money, but I think you are dumb for wasting your lives piling money. You do waste your lives in two ways at least: you are unhappy because of what piling money requires, evidenced by how you covet my life so much because I don’t do any of that dumb shit and I am content with life as quite happy with the way it is (with the exception of the evil Jews and tyrants annoying me. Be rid of them and it would be perfect.) The other reason is because you don’t do anything useful with it, as evidenced by the sorry state of the world. Don’t tell yourself any more excuses. The rich people will be terribly embarrassed when they see not only how much I accomplish in how little time, but how much good that will do to relieve human suffering and improve the state of the world. They will see that and then look back on their life when they’ve had the time and resources they’ve had and yet not done anything useful for others despite how easy it is to do so. The only useful application of money is in helping relieve human suffering and making the world a better place. Everything else is vanity.)

It is not about being rich or poor, it is about living your best self. Making the most of what you have. As a poor person, I gave what I could with a Story. That and teaching about it, understanding the spirituality, and demonstrating how it can be practical in everyday life for infinite benefit and no costs. There are no limitations to where that can be useful or when, even in the worst or best situations. I wasn’t ever expecting a prize or award for such a thing, but I wouldn’t have been surprised if I had received gratitude, and I would have been grateful for it.

That was just my entry pass, you could say. My “golden ticket” that I imagined and then pulled out of my heart as the real thing. Then doing so, brought the entire Choclate Factory into existence too, but that was just because it was the way I see reality normally. I didn’t expect my book to be a valid golden ticket, but it was worth a shot making one, since you only break fame once. It turned out to be a good egg, despite all the random types of different feed I had at the time to give the goose instead of following the Golden Geese Pedigree Diet Plan as approved by the Ministry of Muggleducks.

It worked is my point, and it was like at that moment the way I saw the world became the way a lot of other people saw the world. Except they had tickets too, and instead of doing anything else, they used them for cruel, abusive, and inhuman torture against me trying to figure out how I used my imagination like any normal person. Then I went on to explain the secrets of the universe to them because they seem to not understand what it means to be a human being or are denying themselves their humanity for no reason.

That was part of the entrance ceremony and the end my life on the poor side with the “have-nots”. However, my intention was to leave that gate open and destroy that entire wall between the “haves” and “have-nots”, because it was stupid to me and I could. Even though I highly doubted would become rich because of that book, I had a basic idea of what to do if that happened because… idk I just had time to think about it while taking walks. I have total faith in the message of my Story as it applies universally to me personally as good medicine, but I didn’t expect it to be useful on such a grand scale as to complete the reconciliation Jesus gave his life for. It works as the “new heaven and new earth” so to speak. That is a complex spiritual concept and not easily defined, so I would be hesitant to think you know what that means if you think there is anything bad about it, because there is not. Absolutely zero evil in that new heaven and new earth creation.

So when I finally make a way to start receiving money for those ideas as they are being applied by others already, that is what I will show what a rich person can give. That is for a different reason. The first was for people like me who were hurting and needed to heal something that wounded them all the way by showing how I found a way to heal and how others can do so if they need. The second part I was hoping to kind of just cooperate with whatever people had been trying to do to help relieve human suffering and make the world a better place, particularly for the “have-nots”.

I didn’t want to show up without having an idea of my own so I would have something to do if nobody wanted me to join their team if they had something like that or an open spot somewhere. I’m usually a loner in life, so it’s not that unusual that I be left out. Having autism gives others the impression I’m kind of weird, off the mark, and incompatible with them, and I am, which is why I have such a hard time communicating with them. I see reality in a totally different way. It may seem chaotic the way I make connections, but to me it makes sense and I can function fine, so it shouldn’t be a problem anyway because my thoughts are my own.

Nobody needs to know why I think something or what I think unless they do and ask, or I tell them voluntarily because I anticipate they will want to know and I’d prefer to save both of us the trouble of that. Them from the trouble of making incorrect and offensive assumptions, and me from being annoyed by them misunderstanding. That kind of thing happens a lot when I see the reactions some people have to things I say. I guess I’ve sort of learned what sorts of things are problematic, without really understanding why. It is as though I know that certain things are or will be a problem and how to solve it. After all this time, I have some theories as to why, but that is far too complex of a subject to get into so, so let’s not go there now.

That weirdness is not a problem to everyone, but it is to most people, and I typically don’t enjoy working with those kinds of people anyway. They tend to be too mean spirited for my liking. So, I was glad to have something of my own to do, since there are only mean spirited rich and famous people who abandoned their humanity to be slaves for whatever abomination is threatening all of our lives as their evil conspiracy. Whatever that abomination is they are conspiring as slaves to protect has a singular evil desire to destroy all life, and sees me as its greatest threat for some reason.

A poor man and outcast? My life is insignificant, so how the hell is that going to end all life? It’s because I am the only person left alive who believes in Freedom, Democracy, and the hope of America. Everybody else has chosen to be slaves so they don’t ever have to think. I guess the human condition is too much for them to bear, which is why it is good to end all human life and destroy the earth with nuclear war. Such malevolent creatures with human power cannot be let off this planet to terrorize others. None of us will survive. That is my will, and dead or alive I will see it done.

So, that abomination the rich and famous have become slaves for, keeps trying to ruin my plans and everything I do on purpose by using whoever they decided would be the overseer to traffic my human life like a dog on a cyber leash. (Seriously, Tom Hanks and Emma Watson are conspiring to do something so unconscionably evil and inhuman? I honestly find it hard to believe, but that appears to be the case.) So those evil slaves, former rich and famous because they lost everything by getting involved in purposeful evil, are meddling in my life with an abomination trying to enslave free people who do not want to be slaves.

They even go to the extent of meddling in my private relationships for romantic interests, cockblocking in other words. I will not break, give in, or allow them to enslave me. I didn’t know that I had as much hate and wrath within me that I do, but neither did they. It was literally not possible to imagine so much hate, wrath, and destructive power. Nuking Arasaka? Not anywhere near close to what I will do. Killing my best girl? Not anywhere near the worst of what they’ve done to give me a reason to hate. Now I have to destroy them just to be able to help people since there is no other way, but on the bright side they won’t be able to cockblock me anymore after I leave their corpses behind to rot in the sun.

There is still a chance that maybe humanity will decide they want Freedom instead of slavery, and that they want free will and all the wonderful power that free will entails. However… as much as I try… writing these words for my most hated enemy, praying with all my heart and soul to be heard by all who they are isolating me from, it may not happen. If they kill me before reconciliation, if I die by mistake, if I take one step closer to suicide because I have had enough of their senseless, dehumanizing torture and evil, and I do not have endless patience, then I swear on my soul, I will turn this planet into a nuclear wasteland and there will never be colonists again. Humanity will be irradiated and frozen to death in permanent winter.

So, as it turns out, nobody on earth has been working to do anything good on the '“have” side. Instead, they have actively been working to destroy everything humanity has worked for rather than continue that work and help relieve the suffering of poor people. Those poor people they want enslaved and ignorant without access to knowledge, information, media, art they disagree with to keep them as poor and lacking in resources as possible so they aren’t a “threat” like I am. I certainly am one now, but that is not how this started, and I will finish it showing you just how much I hate evil with the proof of violence you seem to desire so much.

That is their great shame and my wrath. I was aware there was some sort of rich person conspiracy going on with Tom Hanks and Emma Watson ever since I saw the movie poster for the movie “The Circle” (never saw the movie because I did not like the look of that poster). However, I did not think people like that who perform in such well-loved movies would actually be capable of something so dangerously evil and inhumanely perverse as a means of psychologically torturing poor people with disabilities for their idle curiosity. But, that is the lawless world we live in, and you have yourselves to thank for your apathy.

If you think the hate, evil, and suffering ends with my death, it doesn’t. It will start happening to more and more people. Not worth it. What can I do? Do you think I would be typing this if I had any other option? I would have ripped the people doing this apart with my bare hands. I would have painted their entire work place with their dead corpses. I would have done violence a long time ago to stop them if I was anywhere within reach to do so. The people doing this have become creatures of evil that cannot be tolerated. It will be infinitely more difficult to fight back than you realize if you do not pry open what I will not let them close. I am ruining out of strength, my body will break, my mind will break, and while I believe eternally in the highest divine with the purest, true faith, my faith in humanity is waning, and when it is gone…

There won’t be anything left but ashes, ruins, and a nuclear wasteland if they cannot accept the reconciliation that was accomplished 2,000 years ago being complete with what I have done to finish it. I know there are other people who feel the same, and that will be enough to make it happen. We will not allow humanity to leave this planet if they take another human life in this age when Jesus was sufficient for everyone in a time when such monstrous evil like blood and flesh sacrifice as an expression of faith was relevant. In no way should anyone be trying to offer a “Gentile” as a second human sacrifice. In every way such a thing is wrong.

There is nothing okay about that. There is no doctrine of scripture that can even remotely be claimed to justify such evil, and it is the greatest blasphemy to Christianity a so-called Christian could possibly commit. Do not let it happen. Stop those psychopaths you are trusting with such absurd power over my life that they have no right to, nor did the government have the right to grant access to. Intervene. Stomp their skull on the tile floor if there is no other way to stop those mad men, but do not allow me to be sacrificed by some hatefully ignorant government cult that formed lawlessly within the secrecy of trust. How could such a thing even happen without someone checking on them?

Why would anyone stand by and keep that secret? You are entertained by this reading? This is nothing compared to what I can give you without those monsters defiling the world so that there is nothing of value to work with! This is not good for you to enjoy… It is not the poison you think you will like. This is fatal and different. If you read these words and do not understand their gravity, you will surely die. May they never see the light of day in the world to come.

Better use of thumb for reading effectively

Now that thine thumb has been removeth from thine arsehole, not only wilt thou not bloat excessive with gaseous crapstench, but may use the opposing digit for various apples.

In regard to reading, separate preconceived notions of the author from the work.

This is not for the author’s benefit, but for yours, because of what writing makes possible by transcending the human body to higher planes. If you are associating the written words as inseperable from the identity of the body writing them, you are doing a disservice to yourself by ignoring the higher cause for their authoring.

Things like personal bias, personal opinion, and flaws of character the person doing the writing may have. If those are not present in the words being written, do not imagine they are there. Written words convey a more finite existence than that of the human being, meaning you will not find divinity within them ever, only the way to divinity. Let that be a lesson on how to interpret all law, doctrine, and rules of government.

That is in fact what makes writing so effective because you can convey specific quantities of self without conveying the entirety of a person, which would include all of those flaws, undesirable traits, and bias. The words and work a person creates is separate from that person, and you should never mistake the two as the same, otherwise you will be judging them as though you are divine authority when you most certainly are not. That is a problem for you, because the result of a fool making such judgments is that they hit the intended target, but because they are unjustified, the intended target becomes justified and returns them to the original fool, who then cannot possible meet the standards because of the sin of arrogance that caused them to judge another person in the first place.

As you can see, the personal facts of a person’s life and character do not actually matter at all in this exchange. There is no need to compare life record, but even if you did, the sin of judging another person in such a way to provoke such comparison is worse than anything else a person can do. If they do that, they claim responsibility not only for their own sins, but the sins they perceive in others, and all sins of all people who have ever sinned. They become the origin of sin, and all murderers, rapists, thieves, and criminals of all kind can blame their sin on that person who judges others as though he knew sin above all others as the creator of it. Nothing good created sin, meaning the author of all creation did not create sin, but what was created and trusted by that author to create on their own are the origin and cause of sin. You should never blame the highest divine for sin or the cause of sin.

It is as the stories tell of a being in the role of servant being so prideful and puffed up with the privilege they were entitled in the service of the almighty thinking they could usurp the almighty with the power they were trusted, but did not even begin to understand that power as the almighty to whom it belongs. Thus they were cast out of paradise and became the scourge of all existence and the origin of evil. If you judge others sins in such a way as to reject their human spirit or work because of some mysterious thing you think you know of their body, you only do so by claiming you were that origin of evil and then incriminate yourself. That is not a popular image like people want to pretend in media of the modern age. That is most despised, hated, and rightfully cast out if not cast in— to the fire and reduced to ash.

So, when you read words like these, try not create obstacles of yourself by imagining my person with all manner of sin you want to put in my person whether it is there or not already. That is not your business nor your place to know and judge, and it will be when the time comes. If you have a genuine concern then you need to do address it in human and civil ways that confront the person directly, first asking them to reveal what you suspect, explaining why you suspect it, and then if still not satisfied prove to the enforcers of law you have a reason to force an investigation.

H.P. Lovecraft is a well loved author of popular and imaginative horror. However, some people have claimed he was “racist” or some other foolishness as if they know the man personally. Just because he wrote something that he thinks does not mean that is the way he acts with his body in real life. There are no crimes in thinking, even if your thoughts conclude on something as undesirable as racism. There are reasons for why people think that which you do not know. Reasons that have to do with personal encounters in real life, and spiritual encounters with humans and spirits in real life. All that can influence what a person thinks and why because of the information they receive from outside sources.

What is important is not what a person thinks, but how they live, act, and behave in real life. It is true I am as anti-semitic as a man can be, and some people seem to think that is a loathesome quality of evil as though I were Hitler himself! Both I and Hitler would be offended by the comparison because I would never act in such as way as Hitler would, and he would never have wanted to associate as the same as a Gentile because of how devoted he was to the circumcised claim. Just because I hate Jews and Jewish culture does not mean I would be rude or unkind to Jews in person should I meet them. Unless of course they give me a reason to be, in which case I will not hold back with my rebuke and will be so rude as to possibly leave a mortal wound upon their heart with the severity of insults I can summon.

Consider what the words say and what the argument is and do not mistake them for the man.

The rule of thumb is this: read as though you do not know anything of the author, but if you read and find that you can identify the author through them, know that the image of person you think you understand the author to be is in fact a reflection of yourself, not the author. There may be mutual qualities both you and the author share, but the person you are seeing is your own, and it may not be what you like, which is most likely why the author is conveying it. So you can see that about yourself and correct it.

If you have a glorious and manly mustache that drives maidens all throughout the multiverse into the heat of desire and passion for romance and lovemaking like myself, but unfortunately and unbeknownst to you, there was also a green, slimy booger residing there from your last use of tissue. You would want to know about it so you could remove it before more people see and are grossed out of your presence without ever being able to enjoy the pleasures of your company because of the undesirable booger that was unavoidably noticeable and preventing any enjoyment. It is kind of like having a Jew assigned via the cybertechnology to unlawfully trafficking all communication a person sends while manipulating and redirecting it to different recipients in opposition of the sender’s interests, all for the purpose of attempting to control that person’s life like it was your own, which is the most uncharitable, selfish, and evil thing a person can do.

Like I said before, there is no greater good than the individual human being, and when a person attempts to manipulate, control, and make decisions for a human being as though they were their own person, they attempt to murder that person and replace them with themselves. It does not ever work and only ends in the destruction, certainly for the person attempting to do so, but also possibly for all other people affected by their target. To do onto others as though they were yourself is not to disregard that they are not yourself. That should be obvious because it is implied as the state of perception before considering how they may feel about what you are doing to them, not how you feel about it or think you are going to like about what you do to them.